Warning: There IS turtlecest in this chapter. It IS enough to turn your brain into pink goo and/or burst of exploding yaoi candy so if you don't like t-cest tread carefully. If you don't like some semi-heavy manoxmano, yaoi, slash action, either don't read this chapter or don't read the story at all. Thank you
Raph
Leo should've lied to me.
I don't care if I told him to tell me the truth about what had went down between him and Mr. Fuzzy- Leo shouldn't have fucking told me. Now here I was, wide awake and mad as hell. I know I should be happy that Leo was here with me, sleeping peacefully beside me, and curling beside me... but I couldn't help but feel ticked off. That rabbit thinks he can here, to this dimension, and seduce Leo- my Leo- into leaving me? Heh, well Usagi's another fucking thing coming cause I'm not letting Leo go without a fight... and a damn good fight at that. I'd like to see that fucking Trix rabbit even try to touching Leo while I'm nearby. All he's gonna get is a foot shoved so far up his ass that-
"Raph..." I snapped back to reality at Leo's sleep heavy voice, his tired, golden eyes started back at me curiously, "You okay?"
"Y-yeah," I lied, my arms tightened around his waist slightly, pulling his shell firmly against my chest, "I'm good."
"... Are you sure?" He double checked, craning his neck a little more to look at me over his shoulder.
"Mhm," I hummed, burying my face in between his neck and shoulder, inhaling deeply, "I'm sure. Just glad yer here with me."
I heard a smile enter his voice, "I'm glad I'm here with you too."
I smiled against his neck, "Did I wake ya up or somethin'?"
"No," He sighed, his head falling back against the pillow, "Can't sleep."
I blinked, "Why?"
"...There are too many thoughts buzzing around in my head," He admitted, a hint of sadness had entered his voice that I didn't like, "This whole situation with me, you and Usagi... it all could have been avoided. If only I hadn't decided to get shy when it came to what I wanted, then I wouldn't have hurt anyone the way I di- ah! What the hell was that for?"- He is talking about me biting down at the base of his neck...
"Stop actin' depressed," I mumbled against his skin, glaring through the darkness, "Ya ain't the only one ta blame, Fearless. We were together for a year and... and not once did I tell ya how I really felt 'bout ya. I think that would cause anyone ta second guess a relationship."
"Yeah... but if I had just- Ugh! Stop biting me, damnit," He scolded in a harsh whisper, causing me to smirk against his neck.
"Not until ya stop tryin' ta blame this all on yerself somehow," I scolded back, "It happened. There's nothin' ya can do 'bout it other than apologize and move on... and ya apologized already so why ain't ya moving on yet, huh?"
"Well... because Usagi is hurt... and he is also determined. He's been interested in me since you started to gain interest in me."
I snorted, tightening my grip around him even more, "Yeah? Well, I've known ya longer and if he thinks he's gonna get his grabby little paws on ya, he's got another thing comin'... that fuckin' bunny..."
Leo chuckled under his breath, "That's not nice Raph. He's still my friend. I'm just going to have to keep explaining to him that I cannot return his affection... no matter how many times he tries to bring it up."
"Yeah but what if..." I paused, thinking about every possible 'what if' that I could say at this moment. What if Usagi was the better choice out of the two of us? What if Usagi was able to coax Leo into reconsidering their relationship somehow? What if I wasn't about to give Leo what he truly wanted- stability? What if... what if he left me again for him?
"...What?" Leo prompted, craning his head to look at me again, "What if what?"
I stared back at him for a long time, searching those deep, golden eyes of his for the longest time before I shook my head, "Never mind."
He blinked back at me before his eyes narrowed slightly with disbelief. He pulled away from me slightly, turning his body until he was face to face with me, "Don't lie to me Raphael."
"I ain't lyin'," I said, trying to avoid his probing eyes, "It's nothin' Leo."
His eyes narrowed further until they became slits, "Nothing?"
"Yeah. Nothin'," I verified, wrapping my arms around his waist again, pressing our noses together before I slanted my mouth over his and gently licking over his bottom lip suggestively. He made a little noise at the back of his throat before his mouth opened hesitantly for me, his tongue sliding out to meet mine half way. I smirked, pulling his chest flush against mine while slowly deepening the kiss. He sighed, his hands sliding up my plastron until they wound around my neck encouragingly, keeping me in place- as if I was going to go anywhere. I churred deeply in my chest, causing him to pause before slowly pulling away from me; we both knew what that sound meant...
He panted lightly, catching his breath as he stared at me sternly, "Not now, Raph..."
"And why not now?" I churred out, leaning into him again to leave a trail of kisses against his jaw, "We both can't go ta sleep. We both missed each other... and I finally have ya all ta myself. Ain't now the best time?"
I felt him gulp as my tongue slowly licked over his pulse, his hands gripping lightly at the back of my neck, "S-someone could h-hear us."
"So?" I replied simply, a sense of anger began to simmer at the bottom of my belly, mixing in with my urge to claim Leo as my own again. I knew exactly what Leo meant: it wasn't if someone heard us, it's if Usagi heard us. I knew he wouldn't say that to my face for obvious reasons but I wasn't an idiot... and I knew Leo. He didn't want to hurt bunny boy's feelings by moaning out loud, panting loudly, or screaming my name over and over... and over and over and... (Clears throat) again... but we both knew that I could care less. If anything, that's what I wanted Leo to do. I wanted Usagi to know that Leo was mine to touch, not his... and I want him to hear that loud and clear.
"B-but... I-" I swiftly cut him off by giving him a heated kiss while rolling on top of him, quickly giving myself the advantage. I snatched his wrist from around my neck and pressed them into the mattress, trapping him beneath me. He started up at me with a cross between surprise and need when I pulled away, unsure if he should fight me off or give in (I really, really hoped he gave in)
"Ya know ya wanna, doll," I said, churring again when the smell of his arousal began to fill the air around us. "How long has it been, huh? Ya must be cravin' some attention... I know I did."
"S-shut up," He stuttered, glaring up at me half-heartedly, "I-I know how to control myself..."
"Right," I drawled, resisting the urge to roll my eyes, "So that's why we're here right now.. with you givin' me the best 'do me' face I've eva seen. Honestly Fearless, yer practically beggin' me ta fuck ya with those bedroom eyes."
"N-no I'm no- mmmm," His denial was cut off with a deep moan as I teasingly rubbed my restrained erection against his own, his body squirmed slightly underneath me.
"Sure ya ain't," I mumbled, dipping my head to access his neck again, my teeth grazing the flesh before I bite down near collarbone, causing him to release a startled breath, "I can't wait anymore, Leo," My tongue dipped between the groove at the base of his neck, "I'm takin' back what's mine."
Don
"... Donatello-kun... why are you blocking my path?" Usagi looked at me with a mixture of amusement and curiosity. Why was he looking at me like that, you may ask? Well, it probably had something to do with the fact that I was trying my darnedest to take up the whole space of the dormitory hallways, trying to pass off my current position as nonchalant (I knew I wasn't fooling anyone really...)
"Huh? Blocking your path? W-why would I do such a thing?" I said, pretending that I didn't know what he was talking about, "I'm not blocking your path."
He blinked, raising an eyebrow at me while crossing his arms over his chest, "Then what do you call this then?"
"Oh... t-this? I'm just... I'm stretching!" I said without thinking, mentally kicking myself for such a lame excuse. I was a genius... and I couldn't even create a more feasible lie, "Y-yeah. I've been cooped up in that lab for too long so I'm just loosening my muscles."
He stared at me, his eyes becoming dull but the sense of humor was still etched slightly into his face, "Donatello-kun... we both know that that is a lie."
I smiled sheepishly at him, "Lie? W-why would I lie to you, Usagi. Seriously, I'm just stretching... and I'm almost finished too so why don't you come back around in another... oh... I don't know 20"- No, too soon-"... errr... 40 minutes, okay?"
"... 40 minutes to stretch?" He said skeptically, "Donnie-kun, I'm just exhausted. I've had a rather tiresome workout this evening. I would very much like to rest."
'Damnit' I thought, quickly sparing a glance behind me at Leo's closed door, "Oh... uh, you know what, why don't you rest in my lab?"
"But you said I could not sleep in your lab. You feared that I would accidently destroy one of your projects or... or something else along those lines," He frowned, swiftly following my gaze before he locked eyes with me again, "You were the one that assigned me your room in the first place."
"Oh... I did, didn't I?" I said, mentally face palming myself, "W-well, I take that back. I trust you enough to sleep on the cot in my lab. Hell, I'll even set it up for you if you want."
"Uh...," He sighed out before slowly shaking his head, obviously confused by my rather random behavior; hell, I was confusing myself, "Alright, just let me retrieve my things from your room and-"
"No!" I shouted rather loudly, swiftly blocking him when he went to walk around me again. I cleared my throat when he gave me a startled look, my fist flew up to my lips as I did, "N-no. That won't be necessary. I'll go get it for y-"
My form stiffened when a rather loud verbal vibration- a long stretched churr- began to echo throughout the space of the dormitory hallway. I was guessing that it was Leo that made that sound; Raph's was far deeper than that. Usagi blinked back at me with question, one of his long, floppy ears twitched at the sound, "...What was that?"
I really hoped that Usagi didn't get intimate enough with Leo that he actually caused him to make that noise. My sheepish smile extended, "T-that was my stomach. Heh... I haven't eaten in a couple of hours."
Usagi's eyes saddened slight when the sound resounded again, "I had no idea your stomach sounded like Leo-chan..."
"W-what? No... I'm just-" Usagi's furred hand reaching over to rest against my shoulder caused me to stop. His ears seemed to droop sadly, letting me know that he knew exactly what was going on in Leo's room.
"It is okay," He said with a small smile, "I understand that they are back together and then, therefore, they will participate in there... past activities. You do not have to try to protect me from this fact."
I frowned, sighing as I reached up to scratch the back of my head, "I know but I don't want to see anyone hurt because of this whole thing," I paused, lightly tapping his hand with reassurance, "You may not be my brother but you are a close friend."
"All but Raphael-san," He said, withdrawing his hand before walking away and towards my lab. I quickly followed after him, falling into step beside him, "I do not blame him though. Plus, I would be calling myself a hypocrite if I were to deny my dislike for him as well."
"I'm sorry that this happened to you- to any of you- but Leo and Raph's relationship, before, had always been unsteady and unpredictable. Leo couldn't take the chaos so he ended up broking it off," I said, tugging absent mindedly at one of my bandana tails that was brushing against my shoulder, "That's why he turned to you. He believed that he would find stability and happiness with you but-"
"All he could think about was him," He finished, nodding at my words, "I believed that I could make Leo-chan happy- make him forget about his past relationship- given time and patience. Then I left, only to come back to this situation. Leo-chan, although polite and honorable in his admission to me, had fractured this beating heart," He pressed as hand to his own chest, "But he has not completely broken it, nor has he deterred it."
"You are still going to pursue him, Usagi?" I asked, a bit shocked by his words. I knew Usagi was a strong samurai and could fight his own battle… but I would have thought that he would back down from this fight.
"Yes," He said confidently, stopping before my lab door, turning to face me fully, "I understand that Raphael-san will not like it but I care for Leonardo-kun too much. I will not allow him to intimidate me."
I frowned, "Do you think that's a good idea?"
"… No," He said, smiling sheepishly back at me, "But my heart will not let me rest when it comes to this issue. I… I cannot stop pursuing him… not until I know for certain that I have no chances left."
I sighed, shaking my head, "This is like one big behind soap opera."
He laughed, his tension breaking by just a little, "Yes. You are quite right about that, Donnie-kun," He bowed his head, "Thank you for your kindness. You do not have to set up the cot; I can do that myself… and you do not have to worry about me breaking anything. I will be careful."
"I will worry, no matter who is in my lab," He laughed in response as I bowed my head in return, "Oyasumi(1)."
He nodded, passing through my lab doors silently, "Oyasumi..."
Raph
I had missed seeing Leo like this.
I had missed seeing this side him- the side that only I should ever be able to see. His eyes were half-lided, dark, and unfocused with sinful bliss as my slick, lubricated fingers moved in and out of his entrance. His lips remained slightly parted as he panted, his scentless breath brushed over my face in a quick, repeatative way. One of his hands- far smoother than mine could ever be- gripped at my shoulder as if gripping for reality, his other hand fisted into the bedsheets beneath us. His churrs grew louder each time my fingers reached deeper within him.
Yeah. This was mine. This was all mine. This sight, this moment, this feeling... everything about this moment, and moments like it, was mine and mine alone.
"Raph...," He moaned, a shiver ranning through me before I could stop myself. My eyes focused on him through the adjusted darkness.
"Yeah," I breathed out, resting my forehead against his as my fingers continued their movements inside of him.
"S-stop teasing m-me."
I chuckled, "I ain't tryin' ta tease ya, babe. I just don't wanna hurt ya."
In response, he lifted himself up slightly, crashing his lips against mine with desperation. His tongue slithered over my lips hungrily before he lightly sucked at my bottom lip. I groaned, kissing him back briefly before I pulled back, giving him a level look, "Leo..."
"P-please, Raph," He stuttered out in a low whisper, his body writhed a little as I scissored my fingers, stretching him further, "I... I can't t-take it anymore. I n-need you..."
Another shiver moved through me, pushing back the need to just fuck him, hard, into the mattress at that exact moment. Instead of that, I smirked down at him, "I thought ya said that ya could control yerself."
"... I can't when it's y-you."
...Well fuck.
I growled, swiftly withdrawing my fingers, using them to draw my throbbing erection out of it's prison. I adjusted our position as quickly as possible, lifting one of his legs over my shoulder, his other leg resting against my side idly. One of my hands pressed into the mattress beside his waist, bracing myself as I leaned into him. His tongue ghosted over his lips, moistening it before his teeth bit down lightly on his lower lip with anticipation. I began to push myself into him, my body began to tremble as I moved deeper and deeper within him. I felt his body arch against me, a smooth, unhindered churr vibrated at the back of his throat. I released another growl, breathing harshly when I finally buried myself fully within him; all the way to the hilt.
"S-shit," I half churred, half grunted, holding myself back from getting too rough too quickly, "W-why are ya so fuckin' tight..."
"Do you h-have to ask?" He panted out with effort, shifting his hips slightly; I choked back a groan, "Please... move..."
He didn't have to tell me twice. I began to thrust at a slow but rewarding pace, his churrs resounded loudy to my ears as I move my hips against his. The heat, the tightness, and the sounds that surround me- that surrounded the both of us- made me feel... complete again. I know it sounds corny but it's the truth... and Kami this felt so damn good. I have no idea how I was able to survive two months without him... and I highly doubt that I would be able to survive with anyone but him. I could never feel this aroused or connected with anyone else and I knew, now, that Leo felt the same.
As I began to pick up my pace, getting closer to the bundle of nerves within him- oh yeah, I know exactly where that shit was- his began to squirm underneath me more, his body arching further to bring his body as close to mine as possible and his leg tensed over my shoulder. His hips began moving in tune with mine, causing me to move even deeper within him- Gods, why the hell did he feel so fucking warm? How the hell did he feel so fucking right?
I knew I had hit his pleasure center the minute his hands withdrew from their tight grip on the bed sheets, flying up to over his mouth and muffle the loud cry that I had caused. I couldn't help but be a little angered by that; he was still trying to keep himself quiet so that Usagi wouldn't hear him. Like I said before, I knew Leo better than anyone else did. He didn't want to hurt Usagi... but hurting Usagi was the only way that the damn cotton ball was going to understand that Leo was untouched to everyone but me. He was compatible with me and me alone. There was no way around that.
I released a rumbling churr, angling my hips so that I could hit his nerves with much better accuracy. His eyes widened as I began to pound into him unmercifully, his moans, churrs, and yelps of pleasure- although they were muffled- came out louder and more untamed as the minutes flew by. Even so, he would not allow himself to release a full out cry of pleasure. He would not allow himself to scream my name with need the way he wanted to... unless he had some help, of course.
He gasped when I reached for his hands, roughly pulling them away from his face and entangling his fingers with mine before I pressed our joined hands into the mattress. A sense of panic entered his face as I stopped my movements, glaring down at him lightly, "R-raph, dont s-stop..."
"Oh, I ain't stoppin', not by a long shot," I reassured, giving a single, hard thrust within him, hitting his core once again. His hand tightened around mine, his head thrown back against the pillows as he bit his lip to keep himself quiet. Well played big brother..., "Just wanted ta be able ta hear ya, that's all."
He shook his head, trying to will his voice down as I slammed into him again, "Raph, no..."
I growled, pulling all the way out of him, "Leo, yes!"
When I pushed inside of him, hitting within harder than the time before, he released such an unhindered, untamed, sexy, wordless yell of pleasure that it was all I could do not to come right then and there. I smirked, continuing to move hard and fast within him. His moans grew louder and more unhinged with each thrust, his body beginning to squirm and writhe more as he grew closer and closer to his release. He moaned my name repeatedly, moving along with me to help him reach that point of ecstasy. Just I gave one last powerful thrust, pressing my lips against his with hunger, he released a cry that entered my mouth as he came hard against my plastron. His tensed form clamped down on my erection in response, pushing me over the edge suddenly as I came mid-thrust, a shudder racked through me as I emptied myself into him, giving me that sense of completion once again.
As the seconds rolled on, during the time in which we caught our breath, our eyes remained locked onto each other as we did. He removed his leg from over my shoulder, releasing a deep sigh of peaceful contentment while shaking his head in disapproval- I had a feeling his blushing shamelessly but I couldn't be sure in the dark, "That... was uncalled for."
I chuckled, pressing my lips gently to his before responding, "Says the stubborn leader in the room."
He huffed, still catching his breath as he pulled his hands free from my own, "Seriously Raph. Was that necessary?"
I nodded without hesitation, moving my body fully down ontop of him, my nose pressing against his, "Yeah. I wanted ta hear ya say my name. I wanted ta hear, feel, touch, taste, and see it all... I haven't been able to feel those things for a while and I wanted to live it."
I blinked lazily up at me, taking a deep breath before his arms reached up to wrap around my shoulders, "Me either... but you can be so demanding about it..."
I grumbled teasingly, my hands gripping his hips, "Couldn't help it, babe."
He opened mouth to say something else but I pressed my lips to his, effectively shutting him up. One thing that I have learned from arguing with Fearless here is this: never try ta win a verbal arguement with him; actions always win.
(1) Oyasumi- Good Night
A/N: Phew. That was one hell of a challenge to write. This was a bit harder than I thought but I am proudest of this attempt (like chapter 6, I wrote this chapter more than one time and didn't like the prior results). Hmm... what do you think Usagi is going to do to attempt at winning Leo back? Will he try the sweet, wooing approach or will he try a more direct, confident approach?
