Chapter 6- Now or Never

(Jared's point of view)

Yesterday was the first day of my life. I saw the one, the most beautiful girl in the universe... Kim sitting next to me. I saw everything how it is supposed to be. With her near me, the La Push skies shine brighter. I can understand why life is beautiful. I now have a reason to be a protector, to come home, to breath. To be myself. Her smile fills my heart with unexplainable joy. I'm glad I found her. Now I don't need anything else. I can eyes would not dare move from the perfect angel sitting next to me. I would literally die if I did. I hadn't even seen her face, for it was facing away from me to the window. She looked so graceful ,even while sitting.

Her hair is long and beautiful. She has more style and class than any other woman on this planet. Her skin is lighter than my russet color, looking so soft and appealing. All she's wearing is blue, my favorite color: a striped blue and white long-sleeved shirt, blue skinny jeans, and blue chucks. She is a goddess of blue. And she looks so small that I just want to wrap her in my arms so that no harm could come to her. To keep her warm and love her for the rest of eternity.

Then she looked at me with her hypnotic eyes. The second I looked into them, I swore to do anything she ever asked me to. Her wish is my command. They're deep and endless. Pure hazel with brown around the edges. She has the longest eyelashes I've ever seen! And she's all natural. Kim isn't like the trashy girls around here who wear so much make-up you can't look at them without it. Her features are all perfect. But what drove me mad were her beautiful plump lips...Whatever she needs, that's my vow. I give a fuck about everything else...I won't ever need it again. Kim is who I was born for, my existence is for her. I need her to be with me every second of my life.

She let me walk her home. Before I even heard her talk I knew that she would be interesting. And indeed she was. Her voice is sweet, it makes my whole body come alive when she speaks. The first time she said my name gave me a better feeling than my first time having sex. Kim has this unexplainable effect over me. I can't name it but I can enjoy the way my body absorbs it. It makes my mind go through every single possible feeling she can give me.

I found out she's fifteen...and I'm practically nineteen. Her birthday is a month after mine. How is that age thing going to work for us? Personally I don't care, she's perfect for me. But she might not want to be someone three years older than her. I'm too old for her! Why!? I already feel like a pervert for some of the thoughts I've had. She's pure, innocent, and good...I'm not good enough for her , so I should just stop having the thoughts. Now I know we have to take things slowly, if she even wants me at all.

Her laugh is magical. I felt like I was flying when I made her laugh for the first time. So light and warm and adorable. I called her cute and she got defensive about that, making her look more cute. My Kim then called me dorky, so I called her a princess. And she called me her prince. My heart flew when her sweet voice said, prince. She had no idea how truthfully I was speaking when I said that I would love to be her prince. When I got her home she invited me inside so that I could rest from our walk. Of course I accepted, I'm not stupid. Then her brother had to come and ruin it because I had to leave her.

I'm still thinking about Kim. She is all I can think about. Jared, she is fifteen don't be a petafile, I reminded myself. So I must control my urges. But all I want is to be with her, to see her. I would much rather be with her than first period. Who gives a crap about history? Ugh! I should've asked her before. Well I guess I'll have to run back to the art room so I can walk her to second hour.

The bell inturupted my thoughts. I ran out the door to the art room. People did in fact stare while I ran, like I give a shit. She wasn't out yet when I reached the area. But I could already hear the beating of her heart, there is only heart that pulls my heart to it like magnet. Only one heart that belongs to me. And my heart would know its owner anywhere.

I was leaning against the lockers in front of the class room when she came out. "Kim." I yelled. I was so happy to say her name, I think I was waiting for the perfect time to yell her name. A lot of people, but not everyone, turned and gaze me a surprised expression. She saw me immediatley and walked to me smiling. I wonder how I look..

"Hi Jared." Her voice is so sweet! I must get her to keep talking.

"How was class?" Wow, what a boring question. What if she ends up thinking I am a boring looser. Usually I am a really smooth talker with girls I like. But they were all tramps that I only wanted to get with to have some reckless fun. With Kim I can't do that: she is a billion times worth dying over than those whores. I can't believe I am trying to compare the two situations. I should just go kick my own ass.

She giggled. I think she thinks I'm funny. Smooth Jared, keep it up!... I was able to keep her talking until we got to her second period science class. "See you..." she's leaving me again. I don't want her to see the pain on my face though, so I smile. When she was already in, I stood outside in the middle of the hallway, just staring at the door.

"Jared, where is your pass?" ask a low male voice. I already know it's the dean.

I turned to him and give a mean glare, he flinched back. "I don't have one." I said shamelessly. This reminds me of the old days, when my
classroom was practically the dean's office three out of five days.

He shook his head in disapproval. "Really Jared? Second day back and you already have a tardy. This is unacceptable, detention." He starts babbling about how my life is going straight down the crapper with the path I'm choosing. When he's finally done he says. "Go on you know the way there."

I begin walking and yell, "Go to hell." Forget the dean's office. I'm going to my car and wait here all of second and third period. So I reclined the seat all the way back and closed my eyes. Kim is all I can see. She looks so amazingly beautiful today. How is it possible for someone to look as good as she does? It's not because only she can be the most beautiful. She told me she draws...well I wish I could draw so I could draw her. It's a good thing I can play guitar. I may not be a pro, but I can play.

I was so tired from patrolling last night that I began to drift...Time can be incredibly slow, but it can also be fast. In fact, too fast for me. Maybe because I just had the best dream, but also the worst. Why do I have to be seventeen?! Why couldn't I be sixteen? If I was, my dream would be more likely to come true without it being considered illegal. Ugh! And I don't have any privacy anymore. So Sam and Paul are going to see; that's one of the reason why I hate being a wolf! NO PRIVACY WHAT SO EVER!I always hate seeing Sam and Emily at their intimate moments...so now it's going to be his turn.

I ran out of the car. Fourth period finally. KIM! That's all I want, to be with her.

Thanks to my wolfie speed I arrived to class on time. Kim was already sitting and I nearly tripped because I was staring at her and walking at the same time. It's not the easiest thing to pull of. I sat down; that startled her, making her jump in her seat. I started laughing. "Hey.

She was blushing. "Hi." Kim looks so beautiful. So beautiful that for a second I forgot that she's fifteen and my mind began creating fantasies. I stared at her not caring about anything but her. The look on her face is foreign to me. I've never in my life seen.

"Jared. We're going to stare at Kim all period again?" Ms. Jane asked me. She was standing in front of me. Luckily the class was still talking so I don't think that many people were paying this particular area much attention. I may not be fully acquainted with Kim, but I can tell she doesn't really like having a lot of attention.

"What?" Kim giggled at my lack of attention for the teacher. Ms. Jane gave me a warning look and went to the front of the class to beging her lesson. I did not pay attention what so ever. My eyes were fixated on Kim. She was smiling while the teacher read out loud Alice in Wonderland. It fasinated me. Kim seemed to be so into it that I almost considered reading it, but that would require me not looking at Kim...

I didn't even notice class had ended until Kim started putting her things away. So we read out loud all period? I got up and extended my hand to Kim right as she was about to put her backpack on. "I'll carry it, if you don't mind." I may have sounded confident, but I was scared as hell. She might think I'm some weird perv. But this is the least thing I could do for the love of my life.

"Thank you." she smiled causing my stomach to do a back flip. She handed me her backpack. I slung it over my shoulder and began walking; she did ever so gracefully. She's so short and small compared to me. I have to protect her.

"So do you like that book we're reading in class?" I asked casually. Inside I was dying to know. She looked so captivated by it. There has to be something about it that grabbed her attention. I need to know.

"Yeah, I love that book. There's that thing in it that really brings out the magic. That reality seems better than this reality."Wow; I will never seize to be amazed by this girl. Anything that escapes her lips has me going in wonder of what she could be thinking. So she likes magic...

"I never thought of it that way."

Kim smirked. Wow! She looks incredibly-"You don't have to think of it that way. That's just my opinion." I need to change her mind about
that. Her opinion is my opinion.

"This reality can be better though. There are a lot of magical things in it. Just depends who you spend it with and also how you spent it. I don't like to really like to think everything thoroughly." she doesn't realize that our reality is more magical than some fantasy book; our reality is love.

"Why? Usually that ends up with someone getting in trouble."

"Well there is no way of knowing if there is trouble ahead. That, to me, is the magic of this reality."

"I guess I'll have to consider that from now on." Kim said as we got inside the cafeteria. Unlike yesterday day, I'm planning on staying
with her.

"Is it all right if Paul and I join your table?" I asked giving her backpack to her before she began walking in the direction to her table. She nodded and went her way. All right, this line has got to move. I tapped the shoulder of the girl standing in front of me. She flinched, "Hey is it okay if I cut in front of you? I won't take long." I gave her my best smile. She nodded enthusiastically. "Thanks..." shit I don't know her name."

"Mellisa." Whatever, I thought getting in front of her. Meaning I was next.

I grabbed one of everything; before becoming a wolf this shit would repulse me, but being a wolf is hard work. So I am almost always
starving. I paid and went to find Kim.

"Hey you gonna share?" Paul asked me. I growled. Yes actually growled. "C'mon! If you let me have some of that I'll be your wing man." Paul does have a talent for that, but I don't need a wing man. I shook my head laughing at his reaction. "Fine. We're sitting with her again?"

"yeah. See you there." i was anxious to see her. About three minutes have gone by without her. I walked to her table quickly. Before reaching it I heard a bit of the conversation she as having with Jordy.

"Shut up Jordy. He doesn't." Kim insisted. My pace suddenly slowed. "You yourself told me to not get my hopes up. Why are you all of a sudden backing him up?!"

"He likes you. It's written all over his face. Take my word for this. I thought you of all people would be jumping up and down...Pretty soon he'll make a move. Don't worry, you'll see. Who really pays attention to age?" WHAT THE FUCK? Who the hell is this guy?! Who. The. Hell.?!

"He'd have to be out of his mind to like me. Eww. I'm not prett-"

Thankfully Jordy hushed her. "Have you looked at yourself in the mirror? Kimmy, you are gorgeous! The only reason other guys won't go for it is because they won't dare cross me. But I'm getting a good vibe from this guy. Way better than the creeps at this school."

"Jared, you're shaking." Paul whispered from behind me. I was breathing hard. "You think I give a shit?" Some guy here is thinking of making a move on my Kim. She is one hundred percent mine! That's not the creepy obsessive stalker in me talking, we are soul mates by nature. If he does get to make a move he won't live to tell the tale. And why the hell is Jordy allowing this?! A good friend will motion you towards your prince charming! "Did you hear Jordy?"

"Well yeah. But what if they're talking about you, dumb ass? Don't you ever think anymore?"

Wow did I feel like an idiot. Okay so it's a possibility. I mean I did imprint on her; meaning we are soul mates, meaning we have a connection. And if we have a connection, she must like me at least a little bit. On top off all that, I'm not that bad looking. My eyes widened. "When you're in love things go differently in your mind." I smiled, feeling relieved of my anger. Re-thinking Jordy's words, who really pays attention to age, he is helping me out. They could only be talking about me when they say age. He's doing a way better job than Paul has ever done. Partly because Jordy is helping me with my future wife.

Paul started shaking his head. "I think you might be bi-polar."

"Ha! That's funny. Since when do you think?"

He started glaring. "Nice come-back. Really, it wounded me for life. Dumb ass."

I got to the table before Paul did. He stopped to talk to some trashy girls. When I saw Kim I felt my knees become jello. She smiled shyly at me. "you're seriously going to eat all that?" she asked me eyeing my lunch tray piled with food.

I took the seat next to her. "Yeah. I'm a growing boy. Hey man." I greeted my favorite wing man. He waved and got up.

"I'm gonna get us some lunch. Want some ice cream?" Yes!! Jordy's leaving. He really is a better wing man than Paul. Good job! "Of coarse you do." And he walked away. I can already tell we will be good friends. At our wedding he is going to for sure-

"You are still growing? Impossible." Kim asked sounding shocked. She feels more comfortable around me, I can sense it. That's how it works. We were literally made for each other. She might think I'm a little bit weird for being around all of a sudden, but the connection has been made. Kim will always have her heart telling her to trust me. And if she's anything like me, she will always follow her heart.

"Pretty much yeah." I began stuffing my mouth while she watched me in amazement.

"When was the last time you ate?"

"A real meal? Uh...i think it was yesterday after school. The other stuff doesn't count." I only count Emily's cooking as meals. All the other stuff I eat does not count... I've decided to not take things slowly. My heart is telling me something and I will follow it without thinking anymore. That's how I roll. "So what are you doing after school?" Jordy was very correct when he predicted I'd be making my move soon.

Are my eyes playing tricks, or is she seriously blushing the most beautiful color I've ever seen? "I'm hanging out with Jordy. He's sleeping over." did she say sleep over? He's her gay best friend Jared,I reminded me. These days I'm easily getting jealous and Kim isn't even trying. I so cannot wait until the day we have a sleep over. That's every boys' dream: sleeping at the most beautiful girl's house.

Really? Well one way or the other, we have to hang out. I have all afternoon because my patrolling doesn't start until one in the freaking morning. "do you guys want to hang out for a while?" Today Jordy is just going to have to be the third wheel.

"I'd love to hang out." Jordy said taking his seat next to Kim and gave her a small cup of strawberry ice cream. "Can I invite my friend," he made quotion marks with his fingers around the word friend, " Jeffery?"

Oh Jordy, you are too good. "Go ahead."

Paul and Noah arrived at the table at the same time. "Hey," Noah said. "You guys know why Demi isn't here? She was fine yesterday. Well, not
fine fine..."

"The poor girl is heart broken. Where do you think she's at?" Jordy asked. "I swear if I see Rob-"

"Rob isn't doing so awesome either. They need each other." My angel said. With that Noah and Jordy began constructing a plan to get their
friends together. Kim just sat back and carefully ate her ice cream. What a girl...

"You're staring way too obviously." Paul whispered. I think I finished my food while staring at Kim. I give him the look. The look meant: shut
your dumb ass up before I kick it.

"What do you guys say to going to first beach? Jeff really wants to go." I nodded enthusiastically. I am not a hopeless romantic but that seems very romantic to me. The wind blowing, birds humming, waves crashing.

"It's cold though." Kim pointed out. Oh yeah, I never thought about that.

"How old are you?" Paul asked Kim out of nowhere. I wanted to yell dumb shit at him. She already answered that yesterday. Yesterday...

"How old are you?" Kim countered.

"Please let's not go through this again!" Jordy begged. "Kim is fifteen. She told us that already. Don't be like Jared and try to make her figure it out."

"Younger than Jared." Paul said ignoring Jordy completely.

"What do you men have against straight answers?" Jordy asked exasperated.

"Jordy! Let it go." Kim ordered. He rolled his eyes and began talking to Noah. I looked at Paul who was starting to shake.

"Paul, I think you should take some fresh air." Please leave so i can be with my Kim. He did as I told him. About time.

"Sorry, Jordy looses his coolness sometimes."

Kim is apologizing to me? why? I don't comprehend. "You don't have to apologize. Paul is like that all the time." I shrugged. At least Jordy doesn't explode out of his skin when he looses his cool. Jordy was about to comment when the bell rung. I heard Kim sigh my heart was going on overdrive when I remembered Jordy's words. Maybe she sighed because...

I noticed it was pouring outside halfway to Kim's and my old fourth period class. "I don't think it's such a good idea to go anymore." She yelled over the thundering rain. Shit...Well I can still give her a ride. A good soul mate drives you home when it's raining buckets outside. We also do not allow you to get sick. Family members will use that as an excuse for us not to see our other half if they don't like you too much. With the look her brother gave me this morning...

"You're right. Uh, I got my car with me today...so would you like to- well would you andJordy like a ride home? I ,er, I don't think the rain is gonna stop any time soon." I stuttered a couple of times. You try asking out, technically, your love have her say yes, but then have to cancel that idea because nature is out to screw you, and then ask to take her home. She might say no. She might think I am a weird stalker. Then again she might think I am a gentleman. See, this is what happens when you decide to think things through. Now I'm paranoid.

"That would be so very awesome of you Jared." Kim answered. "Uh, this is my class," she said pointing at the door of her fourth period class room. "so... I'll see you sixth period." I know she feels it too. Maybe she can't understand why, but being apart is never going to be okay with either of us. It's a good thing I'm taking her home.

"Sure." I walked away, not the easiest thing, with my hands in my pockets. Should I go to class or my car? Science is boring so my car sounds like a much better option. On my way there I pulled out my phone and called Emily and Sam's house.

Emily picked up on the eight ring. "Aren't you supposed to be in class?" She asked me skeptically. Emily is not my mother figure, she's more like my big sister. My mom is really loving but she doesn't know what I am,so Emily understands way better than her. I seriously cannot wait until I turn eighteen because I'm planning on moving in with Sam and Emily. I won't have to come up with some lame ass excuse as for why I'm always tierd or why I leave at one a.m. She can't know. Sam was kind enough to offer me one of the empty rooms at his house. Seriously kick ass knews for me: I won't have to share the bathroom with five other girls anymore.

"Yeah, but it's all bull shit. Anyway I called cus I'm not going to your house after school."

"You found someone else to cook for you huh? Or is it your lover girl?" she sounded smug at the end.

"Her name is Kim. I'm taking her and her friend home. If you haven't noticed, La Push is currently in threat for a flood." And I was not exagerating about that. But I don't think it will really flood. On the other end there was laughter. "I'm on speaker aren't I?".

"Uh-huh. Well that's all right honey. Go be with her, see you here later though. You have to eat." I said my goodbye and tried to nap. It worked for about twenty minutes but then I woke up. Right on time too.

I arrived literally ten seconds before the late bell rung. "Nicely done son." Mr. Holley told me as I hurried to take my seat next to my love. I flashed her my goofiest grin. I must look really stupid, but I give a rats ass.

Mr. Holley went to his podium at the front of the class. "Alright today is the last day we're spending on drugs. Our lesson will consist of a questionere on what you have learned this chapter and I am begging you, answer the questions as honestly as you can. Enough about that," he reached for a pile of slips of papers, "So class, as you know next week we are beginning our chapter on-"

He was interrupted by almost every single guy in the class, "SEX ED." they roared in excitement. If these were the old days I would've been the first ass hole to yell. But now I have a purpose, the future mother of my children, and she was sitting next to me. I do not want her to think I am some huge perv even though I am one, she doesn't need to know what goes on in my mind. Not yet anyway.

"Hey hey, settle down... We are not allowed to use the technical words until these slips are signed. Judging by the enthusiasm that radiates from this class, each and everyone of these will return this to me on Friday signed. If not, you get to do book-work in the deans office for two and a half weeks." he assured us as he handed us the yellow slips and our questioners.

My hand tembeled as I read the bold print reading TENTH GRADE SEX EDUCATION PERMISSION SLIP. It's been three months since the last time I had gotten laid, I am an almost to be eighteen year old, and I the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on was sitting less than one foot from me. Can you put two and two together? Hormones!! Stupid hormones. One word shot through my mind. Fifteen.

"Jared," called Kim, "can you pass me my slip?" I reached for it and gave it to her. Just one look and my hormones went away as fast as they had envaided me. Sex doesn't matter to me anymore. Love does. Because holding her hand would probably be better than having sex. Better, not in a perverted i'm going to jack off with this hand because you touched it way either. No, holding her hand will have more meaning to me than...well anything. To be honest the last time I had sex it was because I with a slutty girl who was all too willing. She meant absolutely nothing to me, I just did her to satisfy my need. I didn't love her, that's for sure. It was only sex.

Kim doesn't represent sex to me, she represents love. To me she is the universe. With her there is an actual purpose to wait. It isn't that she doesn't drive me crazy by how beautiful she is but I respect and honor her. So when I look at her I see love ,because I am in love with her, not my latest fucking buddy. And when you are in love and decide to express your love for one another physiclly, it no shall no longer be called sex but making love...That makes sense to me now. And I know that will not be occuring for a long time. Like I said I don't have need to do it with Kim because that's not why I'm interested in her. When I am with her that is the last thing on my mind. The real problem is when I am not with her...

*

The class went silent now,

The work questioner he gave was simple enough. Basically the whole thing was multiple choice. Only the last one was a constructive response question, Do you think doing drugs ia bad? Why or why not? My answer was only one sentence. It's only bad if you get caught. He said to answer it honestly and I just did. I've experimented, and well... it was funny. My friends and I decided to record the stuff we said ,like they did on that '70s Show, while we were high. But I've only tried that three times; I am not fucktareded.

*

The ride home with Kim was calming. The ride home with Jordy was frustrating. He sat with her in the backseat. He wouldn't shut up long enough for me to say anything. Asshole. Kim hogger. "Hey Jared, you should probably stay with us for a while. I mean it's dangerous to drive in this weather condition," Jordy offered. My best wing man. Pure genius. I am so freaking glad he came.

"He's right. Hang out with us for a while. Well atl east until the rain calms down." Kim pleaded. Anything for my sweet angel. I nodded like an idiot, to lost for words.

"Has anyone ever told you your car is a mess?" Jordy asked eyeing the floor. Ouch. That kind of hurt.

Kim slapped his arm. "Jordy!" she hissed, "that's rude."

His eyes looked a little too innocent, "What?! I was just going to suggest that...maybe we could help him clean it." Genius. I don't know his intensions for this, because he used to hate me, but I hope it will be for something good. Jordy is doing this on his own, helping me towards Kim. Bless him spirits. I owe him big time. "It's settled then, be expecting us to have this car spotless before sundown."

"Deal." Kim and I said at the same time. "Jinks." we said again. And then again, then one last time. Jordy was dying of laughter. "Okay... okay...you win." I huffed out, giving in. "What do I owe you?" Now her house came into view.

"That's okay." she opened the door and ran to get indoors...to open the garage door I hope. Jordy stayed in with me. The first time we've ever been in one place alone.

"I'm going to help you," he said. Apparently he's not one to beat around the bush. "But if she ends up crying someday because of you..." his sentence was left to my imagination. If she ever cries because of me I'll kill myself.

"Is it that obvious,"

"No! Who would notice when you are always staring at her?" I groaned at his words. "That's kind of adorable. I don't think many people look to much into it. Trust me, I saw you today and I felt like if I kept on staring you'd kick my ass. Pretty intense." You gotta be shitting me, I thought. "Just felt like I was invading your privacy. Don't worry though, only I would read into it a lot."

"Why do you say that?"

"Well because...I can sense it. Usually I'm really good at sensing a person's vibe. You can call it character judgement if you want. Basically I have really good judgement over all." So that's why he doesn't hate me anymore? Because I changed? I drove into the garage when I saw Kim had opened it. "Just don't ever hurt her. You know what I'm talking about."

"Thanks man. You don't know what this means to me." I sighed and opened the door to get out, "Do we really got to clean it now?" I asked Kim. I hate cleaning, hence the mess. Her face seemed to be amused. I started to stare at her. Jordy through a trash bag at me.

"Get started."he commanded.

After three hours, many unforgettable giggles from Kim, and Jordy telling me for the sixth time to quit staring at her, my car was clean. The backseat was spotless, I mean you could actually see the dark carpet. Yes it took us three freaking hours to clean just the inside of my car. In my defense I am a werewolf. We tend to get hungry and go buy fast food when Emily is not at hours for cooking. And I also kept goofing off. I have never in my life had so much fun.

"So you guys want something to eat?" Kim asked both Jared and I.

"Yeah. I'm starving." Jordy announced.

"No shit?" said a sarcastic male voice coming from behind Kim. "So you must be Jared." he challenged looking me straight in the eye.

Is this prick trying to get his ass whooped? " wants to know?"

"Oh you brought a 'tough guy' home, Kimmy. Ahh" he sighed. "I like you already." he straightened his shirt and extended his hand to me, "I'm George, Kim's favorite brother."

Well don't I feel like an ass hole, "Oh, nice to meet you man." I shook his hand. They didn't look alike. This guy looks like he's about to go into the play boy mansion, unlike Kim who is well just not the real wild child from what I've heard. I love her for that. She's pure, innocent, and the only girl who has ever broken me down. Ironically she doesn't even know.

"Go eat you guys." he ordered. "Nice ride." he complimented whole hearted. So maybe I'm not the best when it comes to judging people. I think he was trying to intimidate me at first. Funny. Me intimidated. Ha ha, not likely.

Was it really only yesterday that I was in here? Because to ke it seemed like weeks. I scanned over the kitchen and instantly food the jack pot. Jordy beat me to it though. A huge pot of delicious looking spaghetti. I took a whiff. Damn!

"What?" Kim asked. Oh, I guess I thought out loud.

"that smells amazing." she smiled at me. It wasn't shy like it had been earlier today. I love this girl, she served me a huge plate while Jordy got his on his own. It may not seem like much ,but to me every little bit counts. Someday we are going to be like this every day, minus Jordy of course.

Jordy sat across from me because Kim sat next to me. "So I think you should thank Kim." he said conversationally. "she sheltered you from the storm outside, cleaned your car, and fed you a bowl of delicious spaghetti. It's only fair." I think I know where this is going.

So I played along. "Well what do you suggest"

He pretended to think about it. "Perhaps you should take her out somewhere as a reward."

We turned to Kim. She was blushing adorably, "You helped him too. And so far all we've done has been your idea." my girl is observant.

Jordy sighed, "Fine you should reward us." he told me. Then turned to Kim, "you were an active participant in what we were doing though. Also you know that you were at some point going to offer those things."

A sign of defeat crossed her features. Shit, now I feel guilty. "C'mon Kim, we'll go somewhere fun." I racked through my brains for something...anything!!

Jordy shook his head impatiently. "Something simple Jared. Like the mo-"

I finished for him. "Movies?" Kim's face lit up. "Do you want to go tomorrow?" I asked her. She has to say yes. There is no reason for a no, it's Friday tomorrow. C'mon Jordy, back me up here! No don't; it has to be her decision always.

Four excruciating seconds later she answered with a smile playing around her lips. "Yes." I smiled at her when in the inside I was flying. At my own personal high. I feel like such a girl. I've seen movies where they're all saying they have butterflies. That's how I feel right now, like there's zillions of butterflies in my never ending pit called a stomach.

Jordy through a napkin at me. "Hey" he whined."I thought I was also invited! That's so not cool." Jordy if you value your life and what you said to me in the car, back out on that statement before I kick your ass.

"Drama queen" Kim rolled her eyes in the most adorable way. I love her sense of humor. "You are invited! Hello,he was asking you." No. I need to go with her, but alone. Without Jordy who would have to be the third wheel. From what I've noticed in the past two days he's going to take charge and I will become the third wheel. I also need to know if she only accepted to be polite and because Jordy was going, or because she truly did want to go.

Grow some balls Jared because it's now or never, "Actually I was asking you," I took a deep breath and looked her in the eyes. Looking at her gave me the courage I needed. It reminded me what this was for, "if you wanted to come with me..."

to be continued...

|FIRST OF ALL:sorry for taking my lazy ass time on this.| okay!!! i must say i am so freaking happy about the people that reviewed! thank you so much!! to top it off two people put my story on their favorites category and so many people on alert (not that many,but let me brag)!!!!that was so special to me. this chapter was HARD (so i enjoyed the challenge). it's difficult to put into words how imprinting is supposed to feel. this will not be the only chapter from Jared's p.o.v! but the next one will be Kim's. THANK YOU .SUGGEST TO A FRIEND. ENJOY.

PLAYLIST::
-Please by The Beatles
-Oh Darling! by The Beatles
-Trouble by Never Shout Never
-Mi Corazóncito byAventura
-Teenagers by My Chemical Romance