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I give you all permission to shout and scream at me. Sooooo sorry I haven't updated in forever but ill try my very best to write quicker. Anyway Enjoy and review please

When I awoke the next morning it was because a pair of cool marble lips were kissing along my throat and along my collarbone. I made a noise half way between a moan and catching my breath. Edward pulled away to look me in the eye, grinned at me and then went back to his previous activity. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled his hair to make him lift his head up. I crashed my lips to his in a frenzy and again tested those unbreakable boundaries. Except that today they didn't feel so solid.

His lips were certainly going further south than they ever had before, and hell! I wasn't going to stop him. Clutching his hair my back arched and I let out a moan as heat flashed from the top of my head straight to my toes. Of course it was then that Edward realised what he was doing and pulled away panting just as hard as I was. He grinned a surprisingly impish grin at me and then settled back next to me pulling me into his arms.

It was then that I noticed it was way to early for me to be up if the sky was anything to go by

"Edward, why am I up at the crack of dawn?"

"Well I wasn't sure if you wanted to tell Charlie this morning or when he came home, and he's going to leave in half an hour, which means if your telling him this morning you need to get up"

Ahh. Telling Charlie.

"This morning is as good a time as any, it wont make it any easier if we put if off I suppose?" I asked him already knowing his answer.

"I doubt it"

"Urghh, you'll be with me right?" I asked panicked suddenly

"Of course go get ready and go down I'll be back in 10 minutes" he was getting up as he said this but I clung to him and pulled his face down for one last heart stopping kiss

"I love you" I whispered as he pulled away

"I love you too" he whispered back and then kissed my forehead before disappearing out the window

I jumped out of bed and got ready as quickly as possible. I was downstairs in 15 minutes just as Charlie was putting his bowl in he sink.

"Bells? Your up early are you ok?" He asked as he turned around to the sound of me entering the kitchen.

"Fine dad I just wanted to catch you before you went to work."

"You did? Well you caught me what's up?" My pulse quickened as I looked into Charlie's trusting eyes,

"I'm just waiting for Edward he'll be here any second, erm we wanted to talk to you" Charlie's eyes immediately changed from trusting to suspicious and scowling.

"Fine" He huffed and sat roughly in a kitchen chair. I had no more than a minute to cringe and shuffle guiltily before Edward was knocking on the door. I swung the door open and felt my heart inflate as I stared at my beautiful fiancé.

"Hey" I said letting out the breath I had automatically held

"Hello" He said smiling widely and running the back of his hand down my cheek.

I heard Charlie approach from behind me and Edward must have seen the panic in my eyes. He whispered low enough from only me to hear,

"Calm down, everything will be fine I promise" I took a deep breath, grabbed Edward's hand and turned to face Charlie.

"Edward" He said stiffly

"Charlie, I hope your well this morning?" Edward always polite asked.

"Humph, I'm fine, so what's all this about?"

"Erm dad lets go into the living room" I said my hands starting to sweat

Charlie let out a puff of air and stomped into the living room. Edward smiled down at me and pulled me forward. We sat on the couch facing Charlie in his armchair. I tried several times to get words to come out of my mouth before Edward gave my hand a gentle squeeze and started for me,

"Well Charlie, your probably wondering what's going on, but first of all I just wanted to apologise to you"

"Apologise?" Charlie asked and I didn't need to be a mind reader to figure out this was the last thing he expected Edward to say

"Yes, what I did last September was unforgivable and yet Bella has forgiven me without blinking an eye and I can understand that you're wondering why."

I cringed at the memory of the worst time in my life and Edward stroked the back of my hand sympathetically. I looked at his face and saw the guilt displayed their. I squeezed his hand and he looked down at me. I frowned at him, trying to convey that he needed to stop beating himself up. He smiled reassuringly at me and turned to face Charlie again.

"Charlie, I want you to understand why I left, why I made such a huge mistake." Charlie had no rely except to scowl and so Edward continued, "Firstly I want you to know that I love Bella, more than anyone including myself can comprehend. She's my world and without her I would cease to exist. When I left, I left to protect her. As strange as it sounds that's what I did. I was scared for her and I'll admit for myself, fearing we were getting in too deep, too fast and it frightened me, but please don't doubt for a second that I love your daughter. I left wanting her to go out and experience life, to do everything she wanted and more instead of tying herself down jut to stay with me. Then when Alice came to visit she saw how Bella was and knew why instantly. When Rosalie told me she had jumped off the cliff my whole body shut down and I could feel myself dying alongside her. Of course she didn't die but those long, long hours before I knew she was alive were the worst of my life bar none. And I doubt I will ever have worse hours. I was stupid, confused and distraught until Bella came to me. She put me back together and allowed me to breathe again and I can only hope that I did the same for her."

I stared up at my greek god tears welling up in my eyes, the amount of love that he had expressed with his words pressed down on me like a comforting arm around my shoulders. He felt my gaze and met my eyes,

"More than you'll ever know" I whispered to him, he grinned at me though I knew that if he could he would have been crying as well about now.

We both turned back to Charlie as we remembered the whole reason we were there.

"Dad you know better than anyone how I was when Edward left and you saw the change in me when he came back. Can you honestly say that you think he's no good for me?"

Charlie still had a dumbfounded expression on his face clearly from Edward's display of his devotion to me but eventually he unfroze and replied,

"Bells you are better I cant deny that but my point is, your better now what if it happens again?" He glared at Edward as he said this though not as fiercely as I would have thought. Edwards speech had obviously got something through to him.

"It wont" We replied simultaneously, grinning at each other.

"Your sure about this Bells"

"Yes" I whispered with as much fervour as I could muster.

"Fine, just be careful please and Edward never and I mean never hurt my baby again, I may not be responsible for my actions if you do"

Edward smiled at Charlie

"Don't worry sir I will never let anything happen to her, least of all be the cause of it"

"Fine" Charlie said again "So was that all or was there something else?" he grumbled

I swallowed loudly and Edward squeezed my hand and looked down at me a smile playing at the edges of his lips.

"There's something else" I looked up into my dads trusting eyes "Dad…were getting married" and I waited, and waited, and waited for the volcano that was sure to be bubbling under his skin.

"Why?" the one word that he managed to let out in a puff of breath made my heart jump as though he had shouted it in my face. But I stuck my ground and said in a definitive voice,

"Because we love each other and we are going to spend the ret of our lives loving each other" The conviction running through my words startled a reaction out of him.

"LOVE!" He screamed jumping out of his chair. "Isabella your 18 years old! What do you know about lo.." I stood up and cut him off

"I KNOW MORE THAN YOU AND MUM DID!!" Edward stood up and wrapped his arms around me pulling me against his cheat as I broke into tears.

"Bells, please think about it you're 18 you have your whole life ahead of you why now why not wait?" I had obviously struck a sore spot with Charlie, his anger was gone, replaced by an ancient sadness that shone out from his dark eyes. I pulled my head from Edwards chest to look at him properly

"Because dad, Everything I want to do in life I want to do with Edward, without him my life wouldn't be worth living." I turned around in Edwards arms to face Charlie.

"Charlie, all were asking for is your blessing, it would mean to world to Bella to have you walk her down the isle and it will be my duty in life to give her everything and anything that she wants." Edward met Charlie's eyes as he spoke and by some miracle it seemed as thought he was listening.

"There's nothing I can say to make you wait, think it over a little?" Charlie asked me and I simply shook my head. "Then you have my blessing" I ran from Edwards arms and threw my arms around Charlie.

"Thank you dad, thank you so much" He hugged me back but at the same time said over my shoulder to a beaming Edward

"But I promise you if you hurt my baby girl there will be hell to pay"

"I promise you Charlie" Edward smiled at me then and I beamed back. Charlie, with a smile playing at the edges of his mouth released me from his hug and pushed me gently towards Edward. I stepped into his arms as they encased me and in a sigh of utter contentment rested my head on his chest.

There you are hope you liked it

I'm hoping to have the next chapter (Telling Renee) up very, very soon. Review pleaseeeee