Chapter Sixteen
Jackie was hovering outside the room when Rose quietly slipped out and closed the door behind herself.
"How is he? That's all I wanted to ask you know."
"Shhh, not here Mum he needs peace and quiet to sleep. Let's go across to the kitchen eh? I can make you a cup of tea."
"Maybe you should make him one it worked on him that Christmas day."
Rose glared at her Mother and strode purposefully to the kitchen leaving Jackie to follow in her wake. When Jackie entered the room Rose closed the door behind them both before rounding on her Mother.
"John is not the Doctor and he won't have his synapses healed by a cup of tea! If he heard you…"
"Alright settle down I was mucking around."
"Well don't. It's no laughing matter. I won't have him upset again."
"I didn't do the upsetting Rose."
"You think I don't know that?" She turned away clearly upset and angry and flicked the switch on the kettle. Jackie stood and watched her and when Rose's shoulders began to silently shake she realised she had gone too far.
"Rose I'm sorry I didn't mean to hurt you. Really I was messing about and I just wanted to know how he is .I've been looking forward to having him back at home with us."
Rose wiped her eyes and turned to face Jackie.
"I know and I'm sorry too. I just want him to know I want him here for him and not for whom he looks like."
"So tell him."
"It's not that easy?"
"Why not?"
"Because at first that is precisely what I was thinking."
"So tell him that too."
"And what happens when he gets the wrong idea and leaves?"
"You have to make sure he doesn't get the wrong idea and maybe tie him to the bed so that he can't leave."
Rose blushed scarlet.
"I am so pretending you didn't just say that!"
"Say what?"
"You know!"
"No I really don't."
Rose rolled her eyes and whispered,
"Tie him to the bed."
It was Jackie's turn to blush.
"Rose! I am so pretending you didn't just say that!"
Both women laughed as Jackie made them each a cup of tea. Once they were both seated at the table and drinking their teas Rose spoke first,
"I should apologise. It was rude of me to wave you away but John and I are going to need a great deal of privacy if we are to get this right."
"Thank you for the apology and I'm not a complete idiot love; I know you'll need peace and privacy."
"Does Dad understand that?"
"I can make sure he does and Tony is too young to be in your way."
Rose nodded slowly before replying,
"I'm sorry about that too. I've neglected my baby brother and I think I will be for a while longer yet."
"That's alright love, like I said he is too young to notice just say hi to him every once in a while so he doesn't scream if I pass him to you!"
Rose was fidgeting by now and her mug was empty.
"Do you want to get back to John?"
"Yeah I do. He's probably asleep but I'd like to be there when he wakes up. Welcome him home properly. He was so tired he just wanted to lie down and sleep."
"Rose I'm not trying to suggest anything or pry but please remember the room has a lock."
Rose blushed,
"I'll remember. I'll come out and get us some lunch later." she smiled weakly at her Mother and excused herself.
Jackie watched her daughter as she sidled from the room. She knew she was an adult but she was still terrified Rose would be hurt."
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Rose carefully opened the door to John's convalescent bedroom and silently turned the key in the lock. He was still asleep as she hadn't been very long and she decided to lie down next to him and see if she couldn't doze off herself for a little while.
When she woke up it was to find John on his side and staring at her. She felt a little self conscious under his gaze and met it with a weak smile before saying,
"Oh you're awake. How do you feel?"
"Honestly?"
"Of course honestly!"
"OK I feel two things, confused and turned on."
"Confused?"
"Yeah again I wake up with you in my bed."
Rose nodded and asked again, "Turned on?"
"Yeah and for the same reason. I wake up with you in my bed."
"Would you like me to do something about that John?" asked Rose seductively.
"Well I also feel a little out of my depth but ohhhhhhhhhhhhh." he groaned as Rose rubbed his groin through the material of his jeans.
"That feels good?"
"That feels… Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh so incredibly good but with this cast on I'm a little immobile."
"I can be mobile." replied Rose placing herself carefully astride John's hips.
Slowly, and all the while maintaining eye contact with John, she undid his belt and then slid it free of the loops before undoing the button and lowering the fly of his jeans. She slid her hand inside his boxers and found his thickening shaft which she grasped firmly in her hand. John raised his hips so that she could shimmy his jeans down followed by his boxers.
He was already hard and erect and his tip was moist with leaked fluids. Rose ran her thumb across his tip and he gasped as she began to knead his balls.
"Rose!" he gasped, "Are you sure it's me you want?"
"Quite sure John, quite quite sure." and to emphasise her point she removed her own jeans and panties and tossed them to the floor. "I know what I'm doing and who I want." She reached across to his bedside cabinet and drew out a packet of condoms. Carefully she removed one and tore it open with her teeth before unrolling it down his now rock hard shaft. Raising herself up and over him she locked eyes with him and said,
"I want you to come with me. Watch me, move with me. Come with me John. I want us to shatter apart together so hard and so fast that nothing will ever be able to separate us again." She sank down on to him and paused as he filled her up before asking, "Have you ever come so hard and fast you've forgotten your own name?"
He shook his head,
"I'm almost a virgin Rose. Only one other time and….."
"Forget that. Think of only now, only us, you and me." As she spoke she moved on him rhythmically alternating between deep slow movements and short sharp thrusts at his tip. He closed his eyes and she commanded him,
"Eyes open John. Look at me." His pupils had dilated so far that his eyes were almost jet black and now he was moving with her straining to get deeper purchase inside her. He could feel his body coiled like a spring in anticipation of release and as he watched Rose's mouth fall open as she groaned he instinctively reached for a breast and rolled her nipple between his finger and thumb. She breathed his name as she ground her hips in to his and tightened around him. Her muscles sent shock waves through his body and he felt himself stiffen and shudder as his cock pulsated inside her.
She moved on him until the last of her contractions faded away and then keeping her hands either side of his chest she held herself off him as they regulated their breathing.
"You know I've always loved you?"
It was a simple question and she nodded her response.
"I know you haven't always loved me but now you do?"
"John, more than anything. I love you please believe me. I know that was probably unfair but I wanted to show you how much I've changed, how much I love you. How much I need you."
"I believe you. Now show me again." and he winked.