A/N: (PLEASE READ)Sorry for the very very very long wait (6 fucking months in two days!) ! Valid excuse? It's a long one so I won't bore you w. it.

WARNING: This chapter contains UNO, teenagers kissing, a very 'Super' Jordy, and La Push's own version of P.B.S (Pretty Boy Squad/Status).

Chapter 13- Told. Untold. Retold.

I gasped...But did not, I repeat did not, pull away.

Just as fast as his lips touched mine, they fled away.

"Was that okay ? If not, I'm sorry I didn't ask. Its just that I couldn't help myself." he whispered softly, resting his head on my shoulder.

I was speechless.

The only thing I could think of was feeling his warm lips again... So I went for it.

I put my hands on either side of his face and brought him closer to me. I was struck with an unbelievable sense of bravery as I looked him in the eyes before I leaned into him. Closer and closer but never quite there yet.

Slowly everything was melting away from us. I could very faintly hear the music coming off the speakers. The sound of the ocean waves crashing to the shore was almost inaudible. Time itself seemed to exist right now. There was no such thing as night or day at the moment. Just Kim and Jared.

When my lips finally met with his I sighed into his mouth. This is what it feels like to die and go to heaven. There is probably only one word that can be appropriately used to describe what I felt going on in my stomach.

Explosions !

Not fireworks like everyone says they feel. This seemed more powerful and intense. So yeah, fuck fireworks because motherfucking explosions were going on. Jared's lips felt so soft and moist, warm and loving. Slowly but surely my face was getting heated. Well let's be honest, not just my face. Any skin that seemed to have contact with his felt like it was on fucking fire. It was fucking amazing. Everything about it was amazing. I could be here forever.

I sighed and decided it was time to pull away from him.

But right before I released his lips, there was a spark that went of inside me. It was so strong that I had to open my eyes... and everything changed. At that moment I decided that Jared Thail was the boy I was going to marry. I promised that to myself that we belong together. No matter how selfish it sounded I was never letting Jared go.

"Damn." Jared said, in a low and husky voice. Or should i say an incredibly sexy voice. He said this with his eyes closed. His massive arms then wrapped around me, making it impossible for me to get away from him if I wanted to. Good thing i didn't want to.

You could so guess what i was thinking at the moment: Like Oh My God,**squeal** Oh My GOD ! !

I couldn't believe what was happening. It was much too surreal and unlikely. Never in a million years did i think this dream was actually going to come true. But man am i so freggin' glad that it did.

I was warm right now. I was at home right now. It felt a billion times beyond amazing.

My face was buried deep in his chest. I don't know why but i inhaled. Smelled like guy cologne and the musky forest. And call me crazy but there was cinnamon in there somewhere.

A memory of the day I met Jared hit me. It hit me real hard...

*Flashback*

The first day at Quileute High School (One year, two months, and eight days ago)

Ugh the first day at a new school always fucking sucks.

Oh MY GOD ! I hate being a fucking new student. What the fuck! I don't fucking know anyone here and they're all fucking staring at me. These people have fucking staring problems...

"Kim Cohnell?" Hmm. It seems like that's the only fucking thing the teachers here are able to say.

I nodded.

"Wow! Such an interesting last name... Is your father Justin Cohnell? The architect?" the teacher whose name I had yet to learn continued.

I frowned. "No, I don't know who that is." My voice sounded quiet

"Oh. My mistake." the male teacher blushed. "Well, welcome to my class of Principles of Science. My name is Mr. Wiesser The Great." He laughed, so I laughed with him. Honestly I didn't understand what was so damn funny about that. But whatever, as long as he shuts up.

"Ah, yes, take a seat next to Mr. Chatterbox, or as we also like to call him Jordy. Let's see if he can get you to loosen up." Mr. Weisser said with a smile.

A sarcastic laugh broke through the quiet silence. "Yup that's me." the boy named Jordy yelled from the table closest to the door.

I walked to my assigned table with Mr. Chatterbox avoiding eye contact with everyone. I really felt like yelling 'What the fuck are you looking at !' Once again I will repeat it, I fucking hate the first day of school.

My chair squeaked, slightly annoying me in the process, when I pulled it back to sit.

"Hello Kim! My name is Super Jordy." He said with a huge smile and much enthusiasm in his voice.

I rolled my eyes, "Hey..." I said without much enthusiasm, "And yeah, I know. The teacher just announced your name to the entire class... including me."

Jordy blinked, "Well you're a lot less happy than I remember you. What's up with that Kim?"

Huh?

"What are you talking about Super Jordy?" I asked as I took my notebook out of my bag.

There was disbelief in his eyes. "You don't remember me, do you?"

I shook my head slowly, "No... Should I?"

"Umm, yeah! Nobody ever forgets Super Jordy!" Jordy mumbled sounding a bit upset. "Remember, we were in fourth grade together?"

I looked at him again trying my best to remember him. Yep just kept on looking. "I don't know... Hmm, there seems to be something but I don't know."

This strange boy 'Super' Jordy looked sad about that. And for some reason it made me feel bad.

"But I'm sure it will come to me soon." I added as smoothly as I could.

He smiled at me. "It will. But yeah I'd recognize my first girlfriend anywhere."

I forgot how to breath for like five seconds. Which resulted in me choking and gasping for air. "What?" I yelped as he slapped my back in an atempt to help the situation, "I was your first girlfriend?"

He nodded. "Yes. But don't worry I'm gay now. Or, well bi I guess you could call it. Depends on how you look at it because right now I have a boyfriend... But I guess I still dig girls."

"What?"

"Too much at once?" he asked sheepishly.

I nodded ,"Uh yeah! Kinda, kind of. I guess..." I felt a bit awkward. "I don't care though, that you are gay. Or bi, or whatever you are. It's cool... Even if it is kind of weird to just spring this information on someone."

"Oh yeah it is. But I already know you! Its just that you don't remember me. Well I don't know why but to me it feels natural to just tell you things."

Now that I think of it, it kind of does feel natural.

"Yeah...I guess." I said quietly as I began to write what was on the board.

"Wanna be best friends?" Jordy asked.

I broke my led on accident. "Damn... Aren't you very straight forward? But sure..." Why not?, I thought to myself.

During the rest of the period Jordy talked to me about his life, asked me some 'best friend' questions, and passed down the latest gossip that goes through the Quileute High.

"...can you believe that?"

I shook my head, "You're kidding." I falsely accused of I don't even know what.

"No I am dead serious... Oh, anyways let me see you're schedule."

"Here." I said handing him my already worn out schedule.

"Kay so first hour English 1. Nice" He commented smiling. "Principles of Science, third study hall, fourth Pre-Algebra ?" He looked at me disbelievingly but quickly continued, "fifth Physical Education, and last but not least, Art... 'Ey decent schedule."

I laughed, "Thanks."

"I know, I know. Lol... any who you have the beer teachers right after one another, huh?"

I raised my eyebrows, "What are you talking about?"

"You have Mr. Miller and then Mr Weisser . Like Miller and Weisser... you know? Like the brands? Yes,comprendes señorita?"

"Oh..?" I pretended to get it, when I really didn't.

Jordy nodded his head, "Yup."

Literaly two minutes later. "OH!" I yelled catching everyone's attention. It also made Jordy Jump in his seat, dropping his backpack to the floor in the process. "I get it!"

He looked at me with narrowed eyes. "Did you really just get it?"

"Yeah. You meant like beer brands. Right?"

He nodded as he got up and picked up his backpack that I had caused to fall. "Wow you're sooo slow... Ah whatever. It happens to the best of us right ?" Jordy smiled at me. "Okay well let me tell you who is who okay."

I nodded as he busied himself telling me about the cliques and the populars and the people that I should absolutely not associate with for my benefit.

"... so it's best to just not even deal with Tosha. Because God she's annoying! And speaking of Tosha let me tell you about her boyfriend Paul and his big ol' gang of pretty boys."

"There are such things as pretty boys here?" I questioned him like what he was saying was impossible. No way! I wanted to say because La Push looks so damn simple and traditional that I would never guess they knew what a pretty boys where.

"Yeah. You haven't seen them walking around with their big hair? There's like five or six in our grade, including Paul. But strangely enough not including his fellow equal in popularity Jared."

"Hmm? Tell me more about these pretty boys." I said sounding intrigued.

"Well they roll around campus all the time. They're always together in their union-ship of pretty boy statuses."

"Yep sounds about right." I agreed.

The bell rung just as I finished my sentence.

"Have a nice day." Mr. Weisser yelled for me as I walked out of his pretty alright classroom.

As I walked in the hall with Jordy all I could here was, "Hey Jordy." or "What's up man?" or "You sitting with us, Jordy?" or simply by mostly girls "JORDY !"

So I'm guessing my new bestfriend is going to make me some new acquaintances down the road.

"Your class is right where the pretty boys like to hang out. Do you see ?" Jordy pointed to a group of boys, with blow outs and skinny jeans too fucking tight to look comfortable on a guy, walking to where my destination was. "Well I have to go. I know that campus is small but my class is all the way across the school. So yeah see you at lunch. And don't worry about sitting alone." Jordy tapped on a girl passing him by. "Hey Demi! This is my bestfriend Kim. She's new so will you please keep her company ?"

"Yeah sure." Demi said smiling at me. "Welcome to the Rez's most G-status high school. The only high school actually. C'mon let's go inside... See you later Jordy!"

Demi and I walked into class. She directed me towards the female teacher's desk teacher's desk. "Hello." I said quietly to the teacher.

"Hello child. You are Kim, I presume. My name is Mrs. Takih."

I nodded. "Yes, you presume correctly."

She cracked a smile on her wrinkly face. "So you are of the comedic type? I presume as well. Have a seat where ever you'd like dear. Take out a book since I don't expect you to have any homework since it is your first day."

I turned to go find a seat with Demi.

I didn't know that when I would turn my life would change forever. I didn't know it would seal my fate. I didn't know that just one look was all it was going to take to get me hooked on him forever.

Fuck it, though, I'm glad I did.

My eyes went wide as I took in the boy who was walking in through the door just as the bell rung.

"Jared , that was a close one. But next time you might not be so lucky." Mrs. Takih warned.

All I could think was 'Damn Jared...'.

"Yeah sure I guess." the boy named Jared shot at her as he took a seat with the pretty boys.

I decided he was the cutest boy I'd seen so far here at this school.

" 'Ey what up gangsta?" I heard coming from a boy wearing a yellow v- neck shirt.

"What's popping thug. I don't care if you mind me asking, what the hell is up with that big bird shirt you're wearing?" Jared snapped at Randy.

Randy raised an eyebrow. "What are you talking about? This is what's thug life right now."

Jared and another one of the pretty boys started laughing.

"Man, what are you laughing at Paul? 'Cus you two are dressed almost the same. Just that your shirt is turquoise. Randy this is so not thug life." Jared said.

Demi started laughing at them. "Wow. Don't you guys ever get tired of talking about the same shit all the time? Hair, shirt, shoes and hairspray."

"Oh Demi you're in this class? I forgot." the boy named Paul shot back.

"Fuck you."

"When and where?" Randy asked.

Demi and I both laughed at that. But Jared didn't even notice. And it was like that for more than a year.

*End Of Flashback*

"What are you thinking about?" Jared whispered into my hair.

I smiled, "My first day here... the day I met you."

"Really?"

I nodded. "Jared, I don't want tonight to end."

He pulled back to look at me, "It dosen't have to."

I sighed. "Tonight will end eventually though." I pointed out with a frown. "It will end and I will have to go home and I really don't want to... I want to stay with you." I had to tell him how I felt. Hehad to know exactly what I wanted, I don't really know why but he just had to. And when I told him I didn't feel awkward or ashamed or selfish.

"I don't want you to leave me either." Jared admitted. "But I have to take you home or else your brothers will never let me see you again. And I really, really don't want that to happen."

My frown, I kid you not, got a lot deeper.

"I'm sorry but I'll see you anyways later." Jared continued, "We should get going though. I really want to have more time to spend with you in the near future."

"Fine... And well yeah, you do have a point."

I was about to take in a deep breath when I felt Jared's lips on mine again. It was such a surprise and so fucking amazing. So soft and warm, I swear I could've fainted then and there. Before I could kiss him back he pulled away.

"Why do you keep pulling away from me?" I whispered. "Are you afraid that I'm going to bite you?"

Jared cracked a smile. "I'm sorry but all I meant to do was kiss that frown off your face... And, will you bite me?"

"I don't think so. Or what do you think I'm a vampire?"

Jared laughed. "Oh trust me I know you aren't a vampire. To be honest I would never want you to be a vampire."

"Is that so?"

He nodded, "Yes ma'am. C'mon let's go m'lady."

... ... ... ... ... ...

As much as I knew I didn't want tonight to end, I knew I would always remember it. So I didn't throw much of a fit when we arrived promptly at my house at exactly 11:20 pm. Like I already knew would happen, John was out on the front porch waiting for me with Wesley and Mandy. I could tell from the car that they were very into their game of UNO.

"Whose winning? I asked without much interest as I got out of Jared's car. Jared quickly followed behind me.

John raised his head up. "Mandy is... " He said bitterly. He pulled out his phone, I'm guessing to check the time. "Well, well nice of you to bring her home on time Jared. 11:20, man pretty decent."

"Yeah no problem." Jared mummbled. I could tell he felt a bit uncomfortable.

Mandy coughed laudly. "Yep... YEP... Yes sir. So like I'm going inside to ,umm, to get some more chips? Oh yes I am. Care to join me Wes?" Wesley got up quickly, not even bothering to speak. "John? Care to join us?"

"No." John replied not taking the hint, "I know that you and Wes aren't nessesarily the smartest bubbles in the ocean, but I'm pretty sure you two will manage."

"Oh but it's a big bag... and also dip and ,umm, some salsa and-"

"And the orange sodas!" Wesley added.

"YES!" Mandy agreed, "You can't forget the orange sodas!"

"But I'm too lazy!" John complaind sounding like a little kid.

"Oh my God, how slow are you?" Mandy and Wes yelled together.

"Just get your fat ass off that chair and come with us!" Wesley yelled obviously very annoyed.

John got up and I swear I heard Mandy slap the back of his head and mummble 'Dumb ass'. But what do I know?

When Jared saw they were gone he pulled me into a big bear hug and spun me around.

"Kim." he whispered. "I really hope you had a good time."

I smiled, "It was the best time. I swear I've never had so much fun with someone. Tonight was fucking amazing." I knew he could hear the truth in my words.

He planted a kiss on my forehead and whispered, "I'll be back later."

Just as we were about to kiss, just as the moment turned perfect, just as the world melted around us... John came outside. "What are you kids doing?"

I could've sworn Jared had been all up in my space three seconds ago, but when I blinked Jared was not even within my reaching distance.

"Nothing!" Jared denied runing his hands through his short hair.

Ugh! Fuck my life!

"Bye Jared!" John yelled while motioning me to come inside.

Yeah... why don't you just go ahead and fuck it twice... ?

... ... ... ... ... ...

Oh.

Man.

Bored A'Fuck.

I've been waiting for Jared for almost two hours. I know Jared is coming. I just don't know at what time. Like I'm hella tired and I want to just knockout but then what if he gets here and I'm sleeping.

In those two hours I managed to take a shower, paint my toe nails, re- aranged my closet, and wrote in my diary.

Dear Diary,

I am writing this with a huge fucking smile on my face. Today was my first date with the boy of my dreams Jared Thail. Just thinking about his name makes me sigh... I feel like such a loser. I honestly think today was the best day of my life. That's pretty fucking sad. But in my defense I did get a kiss from him. I got thee kiss! I'm still blushing because of that. Ah, it's just that today was magical. I'm usually always about helping people with their shit and stuff because yeah I'm a pretty damn nice person. But today Jared made it all about me. Anything I wanted he would get for me. Like our bear Felipe. He won it for me when I said I wanted it. That was really sweat. And then this girl who I guess was more or less DTF (down to fuck) was trying to hit on him, but he totaly blew her off. I'm so happy he did because I think I would've died of emberassment if it would've gone another way. Oh my GOD! Then he got a TATTOO! Which required him to take his shirt off! Talk about HELL YEAH, The view from here is fine! It took a lot of my will power to not beg him to keep that shirt off. And I thought I would never say this but, I got on a Farris Wheel; Yeah I really can't believe that. But I did it for him. Plus, he said that he wuould'nt let go of me. Which he didn't. Like any good date we danced. On the beach. Well not on the beach... more like near the beach. But it was pretty fucking magical. That's when he kissed me.

I will never ever forget that.

I also got myself a peanut butter and jelly sandwhich.

Thud. Thud ... THUD

"Shit! Shit. SHIT. Mother fucking shit!" I chanted. I was begining to feel really nervous.

I ran to open my balconey door. SHIT! What if Manders hears this. Ah, fuck my life again!

As soon as I opened the door I was met by the warmest arms I've ever felt. Jared was so damn warm.

"Hey." Jared whispered and pulled his lips to mine.

Once again I was met with the best feeling I had ever experianced. The way our lips seemed to mold perfectly into one another was too damn magical. His lips were just as warm and soft as I remembered them to be.

Jared pulled away from me, only to crush me into a huge bear hug.

I looked at him with a confused face only to have my eyes land on his upper body. He wasn't wearing a shirt. It was freaking twenty something degrees outside and Jared wasn't wearing a shirt.

to be continued...

PLAYLIST::

-Find Your Love, Drake

-A Year Without Rain, Selena Gomez and the Scene

-Solo Por Un Beso, Aventura.