Well looks like I have some fans. I guess I will be continuing this story. I put up another story. This one is another one that I've never seen on fanfiction so I figured I'd try it. Well to the story.

I frowned as I pulled on the legs of my jeans. I wish I didn't have to leave. I hate the fact I have to leave my true self to live a life of a lie. But I couldn't stay here, I had already checked my phone and Edward had called ten times last night, Alice had called twice. Deciding to play the "my phone died so I didn't know" card I had run down the battery by letting Jacob play games on the internet while I showered.

His first answer was "I'll shower with you baby," but then he realized that would get nothing accomplished so he decided to just play on my phone, like I told him to do.

Once out of the shower I realized I had no clothes since Jake had tore them to shreds last night. I usually had a spare pair at his house then but I had gone through my last pair of jeans last week so I was naked today.

Sighing, I wrapped a towel around my torso and walked out of the bathroom letting a tower of smoke out behind me. "Jake, I'm out of clothes!" I called through the house. I walked to the kitchen to find Jacob eating and playing with my phone at the same time. "Where'd you get the food?" I asked knowing he didn't make it. Jacob pointed to the stove. I turned and smiled.

"Hey Bells," Leah said.

Leah was a complicated person. At first she didn't except me, saying I was stupid, throwing away true love for a stupid fling like I was. It took a long time for her to understand that this wasn't a fling I was having, it was true love. The first time she yelled at me I took it to heart. She yelled about how she never got over Sam leaving her for Emily, her cousin, and how knowing the truth didn't help at all. She said that the pain she feels now would be a hundred times worst for Edward because of what I was doing with Jacob now. Eventually she broke down and fell on the floor crying. I comforted her, told her I know what she means but it will still hurt just as much if I had broke it off with Edward before Jacob and I had sex.

After her learning my reasons behind it she excepted that I was not going to change my mind on this one and that I was here to say. She said that she was most afraid I would change my mind at last second and give up on Jacob going back to Edward. I told her that would never happen, that I loved Jacob with all my heart and would never hurt him that way.

Now we were best friends. "Hey Leah," I said. "Do you have a spare pair of clothes I could borrow?"

Leah chuckled. "Yeah, here." She tossed me a Walmart bag with jeans and a t-shirt in it, "Thought you'd need something to wear so I grabbed something new from my closet. I didn't touch it much so no one should smell it and if they do your good with excuses."

I smiled. "I would hug you but I'm about to head back," I told her. "Thanks I owe you one."

Leah laughed and started for the back door. "You owe me a lot Bella," she said before running out the door and disappearing into the woods.

All of a sudden, I heard the little jingle that came with my phone when it shut off or turned on. I looked over at the kitchen table and saw that Jacob had set my phone down. "There, it's dead," he said scooping up another fork full of pancakes.

"Thanks Jake," I said kissing his check. "I love you," I said knowing something was wrong. I wasn't sure what but I knew that something was bothering him.

"I love you too," he sighed gently kissing my lips.

"No lying, what's wrong?" There it was, the number one question guys hated girls asking, but it was affective with Jacob. He would always tell me what was wrong because he loved me that much.

"When are you going to tell him?" He asked. I knew this would come.

"When are you going to tell her?" I fired back. I would not tell Edward unless he told Renesmee also.

"I'll tell her today if you want me too," he said. I swallowed hard. "I just want to stop sneaking around. I don't want you to get into trouble Bella."

I nodded. "I know. Let's not tell anyone what happened. I'll tell Edward I fell in love with someone else. That we were never soul mates and I found mine, but you can't tell her that," I said. Jacob had imprinted on Nessie and couldn't say he fell in love with someone else and it was far deeper than imprinting.

"I know," he said. "I'll tell her I have to leave and it would be better on us if we stopped seeing each other."

"That won't work, she'll offer to come with you," I said. I don't know how, but ever since Nessie had gotten old enough to understand the imprint thing, she was all over Jacob. It's like she knew I was in love with him and didn't want me to have him.

"I don't care what I have to tell her, I'm going to leave with you one day," Jacob said. "We can start a family and a new life away from here."

I frowned and looked down at my stomach. "Jake," I started. I knew he always wanted a kid of his own. One that he can teach to play catch and how to burp, typical Jake, but with me he couldn't have that. I wish I could give it to him but I can't.

"We'll adopt Bells," he smiled at me. "It'll still be our kid just not our genetics."

I sighed and nodded. That was all we could do. Nessie wouldn't want to be Jacob's step daughter and she was almost full grown. We wanted to start at the beginning, with a baby.

"I'm sorry," I said. "I wish I could give you a family, I wish I could walk in the sun and do all those things you've always wanted to do."

"Bella, I love you no matter what. I don't care if I can't have a kid that came from me, all that matters to me is that you're the mother. If that happens than everything will be fine," Jacob said. "We will adopt and that child will have the best mom in the world."

"I love you Jacob," I said, venom tears filling my eyes.

"I love you Bella," he said kissing me again. "Don't get yourself in trouble now. Go back home to your officer." He chuckled.

I smiled and kissed him once more. "I love you," I called over my shoulder as I made my way to the Cullen household. I ran there trying to clear my head. Edward couldn't read my thoughts but I liked to talk to my "family" with a clear head. I was going to do it, I decided, I was going to tell him. No wait, I wasn't, not today. If I decided Alice would see.

I stopped. I suddenly felt nauseous. What was wrong with me? I was a vampire for God's sake, I couldn't get sick! I shook my head, rubbing off the feeling, and continued running.

When I got there everyone was in the living room. Edward wrapped his arms around me. "Hello, Love," he smiled kissing my lips.

Nothing. I felt nothing. When he pulled away I put on a smile. I saw Jasper raise his eyebrows but shook it off as something else and turned back to Alice. I smiled happier that he didn't notice.

"Did you enjoy your hunt?" Edward asked guiding me to the couch.

I nodded. "Jacob and I had a lot of bonding time," I said truthfully. "Thanks again. It's always fun hanging out with my friend."

Edward showed his crooked smiled. "Glad to hear that Love," he said.

Suddenly I felt my stomach cramp up. I hissed in pain, bending over to hold my stomach. Edward stopped and looked back down at me. "Bella, what's wrong?" I glanced up and saw only worry in his eyes. I glanced up and saw everyone else was looking at me with worry also.

"Bella," I felt Carlisle's hand on my back, "what's wrong? Where does it hurt?"

I pulled myself back to standing straight. "I'm fine," I said, hearing the pain in my voice. I saw everyone else heard it also. "Really, I'm okay."

Carlisle shook his head. "Let's go up to my office and I'll examine you," he said. I was about to object when a pain shoot through my stomach again. I nodded. Carlisle smiled and led me up to his office.

I sat down on the little examining table he had in his "hospital style" office. "Thanks Carlisle," I said feel better already.

Carlisle nodded. "We all what you to be happy and healthy Bella," he smiled. "Lay down."

I nodded and laid on my back. This should be good, a vampire getting a check up. That has to be a new one.

Short I know, but I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to put all this. Thanks for being patient with me. Sorry again for this whole fanfiction not letting me upload thing. Please review!

~Bella ;)