"This doesn't look good," Carlisle said. My head shoot up to look down at Carlisle. There are a lot of things I haven't wanted to hear in my life. When I was five I didn't want to hear there was no more chocolate, when I was fifteen at the doctor my mom didn't want to hear I was pregnant, and now-being the adult I was- I never ever wanted to hear a doctor say something doesn't look good.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Carlisle had insisted we do an ultra sound to see if something was forming in my stomach since I had abdomen pains. He looked up. "This is odd," he said, "Look."

I looked over at the ultrasound screen. It looked as if there was a median sized ball in my stomach. "What is it?" I asked confused. I'm not trying to be vain, trust me I'm not good at that, but I'm a vampire for hell's sake! I can't be sick or have tumors or whatever the hell this was!

Carlisle looked in closer. "That's impossible," he said to himself. "This is completely impossible."

"What's impossible Carlisle?" I asked.

He looked at me, his face confused. "Bella, I think, that you are, well it looks as if," he continued to stammer on.

"Get to it Carlisle," I snapped at him. "I'm sorry," I said quickly apologizing for my outburst.

He nodded, saying it was alright. "Bella, I think your pregnant," he said.

My eyes widened. I was pregnant. Jacob and I were going to have a baby! This is exactly what we wanted! I smiled. Then realized the impossibility of it. "I'm a vampire Carlisle," I stated the obvious. "This can't be real, can it?"

"I'm not exactly sure just yet Bella, but from what it looks like, you are," he said, trying to grasp the idea himself. "I'll have to look into this, discover how this is at all possible, but until then, you will need to be extra careful, so not to hurt the child, if there is one."

I nodded and slowly stood up. I walked down the stairs in a daze. This can't be happening. I have to be dreaming. I'd more believe that a vampire had fallen asleep than that one was pregnant. Though the more I thought about it, the more possible it could become. Jacob was a werewolf, perfectly fertile, I was a vampire. It still sounded crazy but there was a possibility that since our make-ups were so different, vampire and werewolf, we were able to produce an offspring. Though, I couldn't tell anyone that. No, they'd just think it was a mystery.

"Well?" I looked up and saw that I had made it downstairs. Edward was the one who had spoken and he was standing in front of me. He looked worried, far worse than worried, he looked miserable. He cared about me that much.

"I'm pregnant," I said. No answer. I looked up and saw the wide eyes and open mouth. The disbelief on their faces were obvious. "I'm not lying," I said quietly. "Carlisle said, though impossible, it is possible."

"Love?" Edward said, though it came out as a question. He thought I was crazy. He, who been so worried about me, now implied that I was crazy.

I looked away from him over to my daughter. She smiled when my eyes meant hers. "I'm so happy for you mom," she beamed at me.

I instantly felt a pain in my stomach, and it wasn't from the baby. I had wronged her, whether she knew it or not. I loved Renesmee so much. I know after everything that has happened it may seem like I didn't love her, but I did. It was impossible not to love Renesmee. She was so sweet and caring and loving and forgiving. But she would never forgive me, not after what I did.

I smiled back, trying to hide the true guilt I felt. Again, Jasper looked at me funny, fully knowing that I felt guilty. He may not know why but he could feel it. I gave him a look that told him to stay quiet, which he did. I had to love me brother. It made me wonder if he would also hate me after I told everyone about Jacob and myself. We had become so close and I would hate to lose that. I would hate to lose all my siblings, mostly Emmett and Alice.

"Carlisle said he'll have to do more testing," I told everyone. "But as far as he is seeing, there is a child growing inside me."

I felt Edward's arms wrap around me. "I don't know how this is possible but I am happy, I am happy that our Renesmee will be getting a brother or sister," he said and kissed me.

I didn't feel a spark anymore, I never expected to. Jacob was the only person who could get a real reaction from me, though I had become amazing at faking. The guilt filled my stomach only this time it was more painful. I knew I had hurt Edward, or I would hurt him. I was lying to him and sleeping with my best friend, the man who had imprinted on my daughter. When Edward found out he would tear Jacob apart and most likely end our marriage. The whole family would shun me and I'd never see any of them again. I'd be forced to live at Jacob's house for the rest of my eternal life.

Eventually the pain became too much and you could see it all over my face. Edward reacted instantly, even more guilt filled me. He pulled back from me and looked me all over, trying to discover what was wrong.

"Bella, where does it hurt?" He begged me. "Where does it hurt love?" He held me out in front of him, only softly holding onto my arms. When I looked into his eyes and saw all his love and worry the pain became unbearable.

I dropped to the floor holding my stomach. I needed to pull it together. If I was going to lie like I had over the last few months than I needed to suck it up and deal with the pain of seeing the worried faces of people around me.

He'll hate you! A voice in my head screamed at me. You are just a piece of scum that's been tossed into his life!

"No I'm not!" I muttered back at the voice. "Go away!" I willed it to go to the back of my head but it stayed there, yelling at.

Everyone will hate you! Edward will leave you, Alice and Emmett will hate you, Rosalie will just despise you even more, Jasper won't give a shit, Carlisle and Esme will be ashamed to call you daughter, and Nessie will never forgive you!

"Stop!" I cried. "No! They won't!"

My eyes opened slightly only to see Edward's beautiful golden orbs full of worry and love. The pain moved from my abdomen to my chest and my brain couldn't take it anymore. I blacked out, the last thing I remember was Edward and his worried eyes.

I hate myself!

Jacob's POV

"Stop! No! They won't!" The shriek rang through the air. It made my ears ring.

Did you hear that too? I asked Seth. Maybe it was all in my head. I was probably just freaking out over what to tell Nessie, when I did break up with her.

I saw Seth in his human form nodding. Yeah, he muttered, I think it's Bella.

Bella? My brain thought. My body reacted to her name, my legs pumping quicker, my nails digging into the rare earth, willing me to move faster. I couldn't move fast enough to see what was wrong with my Bella. My beautiful Bella hurt? I just couldn't stand the thought.

Either way, Jake, someone will get hurt because of this, I heard Seth say. I'd rather it be her than you.

But I ignored him. I kept on to the Cullen house. Once within a few miles, I blocked my thoughts so Eddie boy couldn't hear them. I phased back behind the trees, not caring who saw, and tugged on my shorts. I pushed through the front door into the living room.

The only thing I saw was Bella passed out on the floor. She looked so fragile, so human at that moment. I barely noticed people leaning over her. I ran over and stopped just outside the ring of people, next to Renesmee.

"What happened?" I asked. "Is Bella okay?" The worry laced my voice. I was beyond caring if I sounded like a worried friend or something more, all that mattered was Bella was okay.

"Yeah," Nessie whispered. "Mom's going to be okay." I felt her small hand wrap around mine. "Jake, guess what?"

I tore my eyes away from my beautiful hurt Bella to look at her daughter, Renesmee. "Yeah?" I asked impatient. "What is it?"

Her brown doe eyes were bright with excitement. "I'm going to have a little sister or brother!" She cheered. She looked over at her mother, love filling her eyes. "Mommy's pregnant."

I felt a smile cover over my features as I turned to look at Bella. I felt my body fill with love. We were going to have a kid, Bella and I, just like we wanted. I was going to be a dad. My body was full of happiness and love, so much I almost didn't notice Jasper stiffen on the other side of the room, almost.

I looked over at him. His eyes were hard as he glared at me. I had forgotten about his talent. Alice would never see us, because of me, Bella often blocked my thoughts so Edward never hear him and I could hide them when I needed to, but Jasper, he could feel everything we did. Jasper knew are secret and didn't approve.

I tried to send him a message with my eyes. Don't tell, I muttered. His glare stayed hard, unchanging. I'll explain later, just keep quiet. Finally, Jasper nodded, agreeing for me to explain later.

I sighed and looked back to Bella. My body filled with happiness again as I stared at the lone vampire. The pregnant vampire, the mother of my child. I was just too happy to care about Jasper right now.

Sorry it took for like ever. My lake full of ideas for this story has run dry and I only wrote this chappie up because I got bored and forced myself. Tell me any ideas you may have, and if I can't get another chapter out then I might put this thing up for adoption. So review or PM me with any ideas. Love you guys for reading!

~Bella ;)