This is my first fiction ever, do to my healthy crush on Kendall, but in the most healthy of ways. This fic is dedicated to the 3 most awesome girls ever, Michelle550 (Michelle), Koganlove26 (Jaime), and Samuleys-wolf-gurl (Becca) (Mostly her :)) Big happy bday to SamUleys-wolf-gurl and thank you to her and Michelle for helping me out with this...Even though it was supposed to be a bday surprise for Becca...:)
Hope you all enjoy it
Ryan's Point of View :)
I have always come off as a tool to other people at first glance; sometimes more of a douche bag at times, but it is all to hide a well kept secret that I have kept from everyone except a selected few. My 3 good friends Jaime, Michelle and Rebecca from school, who I have known since 8th grade, were like family and I loved them to death, so it only came natural to me when I finally gathered enough nerve to tell them that I was gay. To my surprise they were very supportive and loving, which made me feel more confident enough to be open and proud of whom I am.
It was my 18th Birthday and my friends and I were just going to hang out at my house and watch some chic flicks and eat cupcakes, but they of course had other plans.
"Knock Knock..." Jaime stormed in my room, followed by Michelle and Rebecca.
"So nice to know that I have such rude friends..." I said, walking up to them to give them a hug.
"Shut up and get ready, will you..." Michelle said, putting a plate of cupcakes down on my bed.
"Damn, you would think that on the day of my birthday, people would actually be nice to me..." I rolled my eyes and sat down on the bed.
"Not a chance, will you just get out of those tool clothes and put on something presentable...for once." Michelle said, playfully messing my hair.
"Why, I thought we were going to hang out here and watch some movies?" I said grabbing a cupcake from the plate.
"Nope, not tonight. Guess what I did today?" Rebecca asked, as she sat next to me.
"What, stalking that guy from that group you guys obsess over?" I said rolling my eyes.
"Shut up, you know damn well your into them as well...don't pretend you don't know who they are." Jaime joked, as she made her way to my closet to find something for me to wear.
"For your information, smartass, I spent my day on the phone for about 2 hours trying to win tickets to the Big Time Rush concert tonight..." Rebecca began to say.
"Yeah, because that's so much better than spending hours on my Facebook page, right?" I began to laugh, but thumped by Michelle on the forehead.
"Thanks Michelle. And it was worth it because I won 4 VIP tickets to the concert..." Rebecca said pulling the 4 tickets out of her purse.
"...And let me guess...you're going to drag me along?" I said, lying back on my bed staring off at the ceiling, now a bit annoyed.
"Yes, come on Ryan… don't be a party pooper...it will be fun." Michelle said as she lay back next to me and stared at the ceiling.
"I guess there's no point on me putting up a fight since you'll guys will just drag me along anyway...I really have to find new friends." I said, sitting back up, giving them all an evil glare.
"Oh come on. It won't be as bad as you think...and who knows you might actually have the time of your life..." Jaime said, walking over with an outfit. She picked out my black dress shirt and dark denim jeans and my dark gray sweater vest. She laid it down next to me on the bed and waited for my reaction to it.
"Fine ,I guess...might as well try to get some birthday sex...since after all, it is my birthday… and the 3 of you have decided to make plans without even asking...but hey I ain't mad." I said getting up to start changing.
"Then quit your bitching and get ready, we will be downstairs waiting." Michelle said, making her way out the room, with Rebecca and Jaime soon following.
I quickly got dressed feeling a bit dumb about the whole thing, but decided it would be best if I made the best of things. I spiked my hair up and took one last look at myself in the mirror before making my way downstairs to meet up with the girls.
"Looking good Ry Ry..." Rebecca commented as I walked down the stairs.
"Well I try, now if we can please just go and get this over with before I change my mind..." I said as I made my way to the door.
"You say that now, but you'll love us for it later on, just you wait. "Michelle said making her way out to Jaime's car.
"And you might just become as big of a fan as us afterwards." Rebecca joked.
"Yeah, that'll happen...not in this lifetime. I'll leave the obsessing to you guys" I said as we walked got into the car.
"I'll make you eat those words Ryan...lucky for you we get to meet them after." Michelle said.
"Yeah, cuz chances are that they are going to ask us to come back to their place and have a Big Time Party with them, right?" I joked.
"Don't make fun, it could happen..." Jaime said as she drove off to the arena
"Don't underestimate my awesomeness Ryan. I might be able to work my magic and have us at their place before the night is over." Michelle chuckled.
"That's just dumb...come on...not even you are that awesome...am I the only sane one in this car?" I asked looking back at Michelle and Rebecca.
"Yup..." Jaime yelled out before turning on the music and blasting BTR in the car.
"Can we at least not break any laws or end up in jail tonight...I'm too pretty to go to jail..." I laughed, winking back at Michelle and Rebecca.
"No promises and if we did, you would so become someone's bitch..." Rebecca began to say but stopped when I threw random piece of paper at her.
"Damn it, I'm really considering finding new friends..." I said as I sat back trying hard to ignore the music, which was only annoying me even more.
"You'll never be able to find better friends than us hun, you love us..." Jaime said, grabbing my hand.
"Yeah, I guess but I strongly dislike you 3 for this..." I said given them all an evil glare.
We finally got there about an hour early, which meant that I would have to listen to screaming girls go on and on about how much they love BTR, as if I wasn't annoyed enough. We walked up to the entrance and I looked at the long line which seemed to never end.
"Why don't you guys go ahead and go find our seats, I'll stay behind and get some snacks and stuff." I said, looking at the long lines, hoping that they would die down soon.
"Sure, but this better not be an excuse to get out of going in to see the actual concert." Rebecca said.
"Not a chance...do you not see the excitement on my face..." I said, being completely sarcastic.
"Alright smartass...you're off the hook, only because you volunteered yourself to get the snacks...don't make me hunt you down if you're not back within an hour..." Michelle said.
"I'm shaking in my boots..." I said half joking, knowing that she would actually come find me and hurt me.
"Alright, we better find our seats. See you in a little while Ryan." Rebecca said as the 3 girls walked off. I took a second to look around to find a close by popcorn stand, and walked towards it. The whole way there, all I heard was the annoying voices of all the 12 year old girls going on and on about BTR. I felt a head ache coming on and had no idea how I was going to be able to even handle a whole concert with screaming little girls. I needed some air before I went off on a 12 year old and made her cry. I walked out the entrance doors and made my way down the side of the building, looking at all the cars pass by. I walked a little further down to the private parking lot and snuck inside; thinking that there was no way Michelle would ever find me here.
I walked over to a secluded area, way in the back where all the fancy little cars were at. I didn't fail to notice the big tour bus parked on the side. Thinking to myself that it would be pretty funny to sneak in and take something so I could brag about it to the girls later on, I made my way into the bus.
"Hey, are you supposed to be in here?" Somebody suddenly asked out of nowhere.
I froze in place; thinking that I just got caught. I looked back and noticed a very attractive, young blond guy with the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen, they were a deep green. He was wearing a green and white button down white t-shirt, with a plain white t-shirt underneath it. He had on a pair of black skinny jeans and a pair of black and white Vanns.
"I'm uh...ok I'm not going to lie, I was going to sneak in and take something from inside, a tissue, a shirt or a shoe...nothing that won't be missed, just for payback. My friends dragged me here...and I just wanted to make them jealous..." I said turning around so i was now eye to eye with him.
"Some friends you have, dude it's cool...grab something, just not a shoe...that will not go unnoticed...and I won't tell..." He smiled at me, with the most adorable dimples.
"Awesome, are you here to snag something too?" I asked as I made my way inside the bus.
"I guess you could say that..." He chuckled which I was not quite sure why, but smiled back, thinking to myself that he had quite a cute laugh.
I looked around and spotted a white t-shirt on one of the seats. I quickly grabbed it and turned around to get ready to leave, but accidentally bumped right into the other guy. He quickly grabbed me, preventing me from falling down any further. His hands were on my waist and we were face to face, so close I could smell the mint in his mouth. I couldn't help but stair at those beautiful lips of his, not even realizing that I licked my lips.
"I'm sorry, my bad..." I said, looking at him very apologetic. Even though I should've backed off him right away, I took my time to back off, loving the warmth of his hands on my waist.
"Dude, its ok...I never caught your name..." He said, as we both backed off each other at the same time. Both trying to play it off as it never happened.
"I'm Ryan...dude, I better get going...My friends will kill me if I'm not back by now..." I said, feeling a bit down about having to leave.
"Oh come on, I'm sure your friends will understand if you blew off the concert..." He said, leaning on the wall.
"You obviously have not met my friends...but I was kinda kidnapped to come to this...and on my birthday...of all days." I said, turning back to look at him.
"Oh, happy birthday. Wait..." He said turning around to look inside a cabinet. He pulled out a Twinkie and unwrapped it.
"Awe that's so sweet of you...you're going to steal a Twinkie for me..." I smirked, thinking that it had to be the most adorable jester ever.
"Yeah, cuz you stealing a random guy's shirt that you don't even know is way better, right?" He smiled, making his way over to where i was. He split the Twinkie in half and handed me the first half. I smiled at him before eating my half, not being able to take my eyes off him the whole time.
"Well, thanks for the Grand Theft Twinkie...I really should go..." I said, waving 'Bye' to him. To my surprise, he grabbed me by my wrist to stop me.
"Wait...you got a little something on the side of the lip." He smiled at me, inching into me.
"Oh thanks...that would have been embarrassing..." I started to say, raising my hand to wipe off my lip. He let go of my wrist and swatted away my hand. I looked at him a bit confused, but then realized that he wanted to wipe it off himself. He put his finger right at the tip of the corner of my lip and wiped off the cream. I stood there not able to move one bit, and what he did next was enough to make me have an instant boner. He put the finger he used to wipe my mouth, and put it in his mouth, sucking on it in the most seductive way possible. I went weak in the knees right there and then, not able to get a single word out.
"Uh...I...fuck...I'm gonna go now..." I said, trying to keep my cool, but obviously failing.
"Not before I..." He began to say, pulling me into a kiss. I felt sparks the second our lips touched, my lips melting onto his, working as one. He bit on my bottom lip before he pulled away. I searched his eyes, in disbelief that he had just kissed me.
"I'm sorry...I just couldn't help myself..." He smirked, running his hands threw his hair.
"Trust me...its ok...it was kinda nice..." I smiled back, trying hard not to blush.
"Just kinda...well, let's change that." He said grabbing at my waist and pulling me in close. He attacked my lips once again, sucking and biting down gently on my bottom lip. I moaned, not being able to control myself. I have never been kissed in such a loving, seductive way, and if this only turned out to be a one night stand, I wouldn't mind as much. As we kissed, he slowly worked his hands up my shirt, trailing along my happy trail with his finger. I couldn't help but shiver at his touch, wanting more of him. His hands worked their way to my belt and undid it; I wrapped my hands around his neck wanting to give him complete control. After all, it's not every day you bump into a hot guy like this who wants to have his way with you. Might as well take advantage of the whole situation. He undid my belt and slid them down, along with my underwear.
Just as he was starting to undue my pants button, we were interrupted by some guy who looked like a security a security guard, who stood by the doorway and cleared his throat.
"Oh I'm...I gotta go...but maybe I'll see you later and finish what we started?" He asked, flashing a cocky smile.
"Yeah, that would be...so... great." I said thinking that i sounded a little desperate. He leaned in a little, and thinking that he was going in for a kiss, I puckered my lips, but instead he pulled the shirt from my back pocket. He smirked at how I just stood there, waiting for a kiss. He grabbed a pen he had in his back pocket and wrote on the shirt, before tossing it to me.
"I'll see you later..." He winked before walking away. I watched him leave, knowing that I would probably never see him again. I stood there, taking in all of what just happened and completely forgot about the whole concert. I took the t-shirt and put it in my back pocket before walking back to the arena. Forgetting that I was even supposed to get the popcorn I made my way to where the girls were, a few rows from the stage. The lights went off and the concert was about to start as soon as I headed to my seat.
"Where the hell is the popcorn and drinks mofo?" Michelle asked.
"Shit...uh...the lines were way too long and I didn't feel like waiting around any longer...I'll go back in a little bit..." I said, just wanting to be able to sit down and be able to think back of what had happened earlier. Then it hit me, I didn't even ask him for his name. I mentally slapped myself, feeling a bit stupid about it. I took the t-shirt out of my back pocket and looked for what he had written down, hoping it might be his number. When I spotted it, it said: call me some time, Kendall, then right underneath, he added his number. I scrunched the shirt back up and held it close to me with the biggest cheesy smile on my face. The music started and the lights went on. I looked everywhere but the stage, very entertained at how excited all the little girls were. They started to sing, I looked up at the stage and I couldn't believe my eyes, it was him. Kendall was on stage, how the hell did I not know I was making out with one of the guys from BTR? My heart skipped a beat; he looked so amazing on stage. I gently tapped Jaime on the shoulder; still in complete shock and knowing she would probably not believe me.
"What..?" She asked with a bit of an annoyed tone.
"You'll never guess who I was making out with..." I leaned in to whisper into her ear.
"Who..." She asked, still not paying much attention to me.
"Him..." I pointed at Kendall.
"Shut the fuck up...no way..." She quickly turned to face me.
"Yeah, I swear on my life that I was...and here..." I said handing her the shirt. She looked at it and read the message on it.
"What...you...him...where..." She asked, in shock.
"I'll tell you later...Lets just watch the concert..." I said, hushing her up. I did not want to miss a single second of Kendall performing. As the concert went on, I was in complete awe with him and didn't take my eyes of him. Checking him out the whole time, loving how sexual some of the dance moves were. Just as the concert was about done, I caught him looking right at me and winked with the very familiar cocky smile. I waved and mouthed "hi" back. If I wasn't blushing before, I definitely was now. The concert ended and we waited till the lines died down a bit to make our way backstage.
"So details...now...please..." Jaime blurted out.
"Details to what?" Michelle asked.
"So guess who Ryan was making kissy face with." Jaime said mocking my kissing face.
"Who..."Michelle and Rebecca shouted at the same time.
"Kendall..." She said.
"Yeah the hell right and I was making out with Logan..." Rebecca mocked.
"I have proof..." I said handing them the white t-shirt.
"Awe you poor schmuck, someone fooled you into thinking he was Kendall so he could get in your pants..." Michelle said trying to hold back her laughter when she looked at the t-shirt
"No, it was him...that god who was on stage...fine don't believe me...you'll see." I said anticipating their reactions when we would come face to face with them.
"It's so freaking cute how gullible you can be sometimes Ryan..."Rebecca smiled.
"And it's a sad shame you guys don't believe me...now give me back my t-shirt." I said, snatching the shirt from Michelle.
We all walked backstage, where we were escorted back to where the BTR members were talking to other fans and taking pictures. My eyes wondered around trying to spot Kendall, hoping he was not going to be a douche bag and act like he didn't know me.
"There's Kendall...let's go ahead and see if he remembers you doll face." Rebecca said, gently pushing me forward.
"What should I say to him...I don't want to sound like a complete dork...?" I said, starting to feel butterflies in my stomach.
"Yeah I don't know...say, hey Kendall remember me... I was that guy you were making out with earlier..."Michelle joked.
"Ha ha...very funny... shit he's coming this way..." I panicked, but tried to hide how nervous I actually was. He walked over and smiled at the girls.
"So you 3 are the ones who kidnapped Ryan and brought him here huh..." He asked as he put his arm around my neck. The looks on the girls faces was priceless, they looked dumbfounded.
"I told you so...so much for believing me..." I said, giving Kendall a sly smirk.
"We are so sorry we didn't believe you Ryan...I mean, how were we suppose to know that you were telling the truth?" Rebecca asked.
"Sooo...that means the shirt..." Michelle asked
"Yup...it's mine, and with my real number, Ryan" Kendall smiled as he turned to wink at me. I blushed, feeling very stupid for taking his shirt in the first place.
"So wait a minute, Kendall...you're...uh I mean...are you..." Jaime began to ask, but did not want him to get offended.
"Yes, but if you could please keep it on the down low...I have not exactly told anyone but the guys in the group and you." He leaned in to whisper.
"Your secret is safe with us..." Michelle winked at him. They were all interrupted by Logan and James who walked over to them.
"Hey Kendall, who's your friend?" Logan asked looking over at me.
"Oh this is Ryan and his friends...uh..." Kendall began to say
"I'm Jaime, Hi Logan." Jaime jumped in holding her hand out.
"Nice to meet you." He smiled, pulling her into a hug.
"Eager much..." Michelle coughed.
"Shut up..." Jaime turned to give Michelle an evil glare.
"Hey Kendall, is this the guy you were going on and on about..." Carlos asked as he walked over to where we were.
"I...I was...I...Carlos... you were supposed to keep that little piece of info to yourself..." Kendall leaned over to whisper in his ear.
"How could I if you kept talking about how great his lips are...and that you almost..." Carlos began to say, but was cut off by a very embarrassed Kendall.
"Ok...that's enough...Hey why don't you take these lovely ladies back to the tour bus?" Kendall asked guiding him in front of the 3 girls.
"Hey girls...guess you're coming with me..." Carlos began to say, but was cut off my Michelle, who was blushing.
"I'll follow you anywhere..." Michelle smirked.
"Fine with me, just don't follow me to the bathroom..." Carlos laughed at his one joke.
"Not funny Carlos..."Logan said rolling his eyes at him.
"It was...I thought it was..." Michelle laughed.
"Wait, why are we going to the tour bus?" Jaime asked, still holding onto Logan.
"Well, since it is Ryan's Birthday. I was thinking we could all go back to the hotel and maybe hang out for a while..." Kendall looked back at me to see if I was ok with the idea.
"Yes..." I yelled out way too excited, once again looking a little too desperate.
"Since you're all for it...then go ahead and go with Carlos...we are almost done here, and we'll meet up in a little bit." Kendall said, grabbing my hand and squeezing it. I wanted to grab him and just kiss him, but did not want to run the risk of letting his secret out. He tapped Logan on the shoulder who seemed a little too entertained by Jaime, and both walked off to the group of little girls, taking a second to look back at me and smile at me. My heart has officially melted.
"Come on lover boy...lets go..." Rebecca said, grabbing me from my arm and pulling me along with them. Carlos led us back to the tour bus, then went right back with Kendall. As we waited, we all made ourselves comfortable and started chitchatting about how this was a once in a life time chance. 30 minutes passed and we are all very hyped about actually being about to hang out with the guys, when Kendall and the rest of the guys walked in.
"So are we ready to go?" Kendall asked, making his way over to where I was sitting. Jaime and Rebecca made room for him to sit down next to me.
"Yeah...as ready as I'll ever be..." I said trying to sound vague, but in reality, I was hinting that we would be able to continue with what he had started earlier.
"Who are the chicks?" James asked eying Rebecca and winked at her.
"She's Jaime...and she's mine..."Logan interrupted, making his way to Jaime. Jaime made the funniest little giggle, making Logan blush.
"And this is my partner in crime...Michelle..." Carlos said making his way over to Michelle.
"Damn straight..." Michelle said pointing at herself with both fingers.
"...Just don't get arrested with him tonight, alright...it's been a long night and I don't think I will have time to bail him out..." Logan joked.
"No promises..." Carlos said, giving Michelle a high five.
"And you are?" James asked, making his way to Rebecca.
"I'm...I'm...uh...Re Re." Rebecca began to stutter.
"She's Rebecca...big fan of yours if you can't tell..." Michelle interrupted.
"Thanks for that Michelle..." Rebecca said, giving her an "I'm going to kill you later" look.
"So very nice to meet you Rebecca..." James said as he grabbed her hand and kissed it. I couldn't help but roll my eyes, thinking that this guy was such a tool. He sat down next to her, wrapping his arm around her neck. We all went into our own little conversations, and I could really care less what everyone else was talking about. All my attention was on Kendall, losing myself in his beautiful green eyes.
"Well, I think your friends are going to be a little occupied for a while...which means we can continue with what we started." Kendall leaned in and whispered into my ear, sending shivers down my spine. Trying to control myself from just jumping on him and have him have his way with me, I just nodded. He smiled and leaned in, giving a small but very sweet kiss on the lips.
"Wow...hot..." Jaime yelled out. The girls made whistling noises and egged it on, causing both of us to blush like mad. We finally got to the hotel they were staying at, and waited for the bus to park. We made our way in, Kendall still holding onto my hand the whole time. When we finally got into the hotel room, everyone went their separate ways.
"Hey Michelle, I've been dying to Bungee off this building for the longest time, but the guys are a bunch of chicken shits to actually do it...do you maybe want to..." Carlos turned to face Michelle.
"Do you even have to ask...yes, sounds like fun." Michelle said, following him to his room to get the bungee rope and helmets.
"Please just don't get killed...Michelle, watch out for him ok...he's not as easy to replace as you may think." James said trying to keep a straight face.
"He's in good hands...I'll see you guys later...and Ryan...get yo man." Michelle whispered the last part in my ear before making her way out with Carlos.
"2 down, 6 to go..." Kendall said, walking me over to the couch.
"Hey Jaime...do you maybe want to watch a movie or something?" Logan asked Jaime, who still couldn't help herself from giggling.
"Um, sure..." Jaime smiled, walking over to the couch. They sat down next to us, and cuddled together as Logan searched Netflix for a good movie to watch. Kendall leaned in to whisper "4 down, 2 to go..."
"James, there's a question I've been dying to ask you for the longest...what do you use in your hair to make it look so good?" Rebecca asked, running her hands threw it.
"Here...I'll show you my whole collection of hair products and Cuda man sprays..." James smiled and led her to his room.
"Yes, and now that everyone is occupied, let's head to my room...for some Birthday fun." Kendall leaned in and whispered in my ear. We both got up at the same time and started to head to his room.
"Wait, you guys aren't going to stay and watch the movie?" Logan asked, turning to look at us.
"Nah, why don't you guys go ahead and snuggle up together...we want some alone time." Kendall said, grabbing my hand and leading me to his room.
"Will do...now where was I?" Logan smirked at Jaime and wrapped both arms around her, holding her close.
I looked around the room, trying hard to control my excitement. I was then suddenly grabbed by Kendall by my waist, turning me around so I was now facing him.
"Hi..." He whispered, leaning in to rest his forehead on mine.
"Hey..." was all I could say, feeling weak in the knees. He slowly walked me back, making me fall onto the bed. He slid over, hovering right above me. I looked at him, thinking to myself that he was the hottest guy I've ever seen. I raised my hand to move the little piece of hair that has fallen out from under his Bennie. He grabbed my hand and placed it on his chest.
"This is going to sound really cheesy. Well I'm always cheesy, but this is extra Guda...I think my heart just skipped a beat..." Kendall smiled, leaning in close to me.
"That was adorable Kendall, but very Guda..." I laughed to myself, leaning in to kiss him. Our lips met and we started right back where we left off, his mouth working with mine. His hands traveled down to my waist, and made their way up my chest. I grabbed him and pulled him down onto me, holding onto him tight.
"I'm not going anywhere Ryan...relax ok..." He smiled at me, caressing my check with his free hand.
"I know, but this is my first time...so I'm kind of nervous." I said, looking away from him not wanting to see his reaction. He gently pulled my chin towards him, forcing me to look back at him.
"Ryan, its ok...We don't have to..." He smiled at me, reassuring me.
"But I do...I do want to..." I began to say, but was attacked by his lips before I could finish. His hands traveled down my pants, and began to work the belt buckle once again. I let out a very soft moan, loving how his tongue knew exactly where to go to drive me off the wall.
He traveled his kisses to my cheek and down my neck, making sure to take his time with it. I couldn't help but think how perfect he was, how sweet his kisses were and how lucky I was to be able to be right underneath him. He unbuckled and undid my pants, sliding them down my waist, never once removing his lips from my neck. I let my pants and underwear fall off on their own, way too eager to have him all over me. He turned to face me and just smiled.
"What, why are you looking at me like that..." I asked feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Your just too damn cute, I can't help myself...did u ever think your night would ever turn out like this?" Kendall asked, moving my shirt out the way enough to kiss my shoulder blade.
"Not at all...but I'm so very glad it is..." I said, leaning over to catch his ear. I sucked on it, trying to make it as seductive as possible, hoping that he was liking it. He moaned and dug his head on my chest, which brought a big smile on my face. I grabbed a hold of his hair, pulling him up so we would be face to face. He looked back at me with the most intense smile filled with lust.
"Hmm, I liked that Ryan...Do it again." Kendall said, making his way back to my neck this time sucking a bit harsher. I grabbed him by the hair and pulled on it, causing him to moan out my name.
"God Ryan...I love it..." Kendall moaned. He stood up and began undoing his pants, letting them fall down to the floor. He kept his boxers on and grabbed his package, making my dick twitch. He then took his shirt off in one quick move, making me lose it.
"Come here Kendall; please...Just come fuck me already." I said, almost begging. He gave me a very seductive glare, making his way over to me. I sat up and took a good look at his beautiful body, he was breathtaking.
"So you were saying..." He asked, leaning in to kiss me resting both hands on either side of the bed. As we kissed, I slowly began laying right back on the bed. He broke the kiss long enough to take my shirt off and went back to kissing me. I grabbed a hold of his hair, lost in the moment, in his kiss, in his touch. He traveled his kisses down my neck and to my chest, where he sucked and nibbled on my nipple. I pulled on his hair a little harder, wanting him to have his way with me. He suddenly stopped and made his way down my happy trail sliding his tongue up and down the very sensitive spots. I let another quiet moan, moaning his name. He moved his two fingers up to my lips and forced my mouth open.
"Suck" he mouthed on my skin. I gladly obeyed, opening my mouth enough for him to slip his fingers inside.
I sucked and licked every inch of those fingers, making sure they were supper slick. He slipped his fingers out and traveled them down to my entrance, and with his knees he pushed my legs so they opened enough so he had better access. He gently pressed one of the fingers into my entrance, forcing his way in all while he sucked and kissed the skin only inches away from my member. I couldn't help but grunt at the pain it was causing me, trying hard to stay as still as possible.
"Shshsh, it ok Ry Ry...I'm right here..." Kendall said looking up at me, using his free hand to caress the side of my face. I quickly grabbed his hand and squeezed it, hoping it will help with my discomfort. He pushed his finger in a little more, making sure to go as slow as possible wanting me to get use to the pain. I moaned out, half in pain and in pleasure still not sure what i was supposed to feel.
"You're doing great Ryan...just loosen up a bit...and relax ok, can you do that for me babe?" Kendall asked looking up at me. I nodded my head yes, still feeling a lot of discomfort. He leaned down and placed small lingering kisses on my chest, trying his best to calm me down. Just as I was getting used to it, he entered a second finger.
"Damn Kendall, it hurts..." I squealed, holding his hand event tighter.
"I'm sorry Ry ry...It will feel good soon, I promise you babe." Kendall said, lifting his head up to look right at me. I caught a quick glance at him from the corner of my eye and closed my eyes tight. He inched in a little more, twisting them ever so slowly and began to move them in a scissor like motion. After a few seconds of pure pain, I began to actually enjoy myself, sliding by body back and forth to match his movements. He slipped his fingers out, and used his free hand to pull his boxers down enough for his member to pop. He stood up right above me, hovering inches away from me. Still holding onto his hand, i squeezed it when i felt his cock on my entrance. He grabbed my leg and put it right on his shoulder, signaling me to do the same with the other leg.
"Happy birthday Ryan..." He smiled before pressing in. He inched in a little more, stopping to see if I was in any pain.
"Please Kendall, I need you...please..." I said reaching over to grab him putting my hands around his neck and pulled him close to me. He brushed his lips agents mine before taking my bottom lip and sucked on it. With me distracted, he inched all the way inside of me. He let go of my lip and leaned in to my ear to whisper "are you ready?"
"Yes...oh god yes Kendall..." I moaned, holding him as close as I could. He began to pull out of me half way, only to thrust back in me. He continued to thrust in and out of me in a slow but steady pace, grabbing my hands and putting them above my head.
"How does that feel...?" He whispered in my ear, thrusting in me.
"So fucking good Kendall...so very good." I moaned out, trying to keep it down not wanting anyone to hear what was going on.
"It's ok, let them hear you. Let them know you're having amazing birthday sex...I want you to scream my name...:" He said, sucking on my earlobe.
He pinned my hands down and trusted in me a little harder, hitting that special spot sure enough to make your toes curl.
"Nggg...more..." I manage to grunt out. He slid out, making sure to hit that spot once again. He left me breathless, the feeling that took over my body was pure bliss. He looked over at me and grins, knowing that he had me feeling like puddy.
"You like that...want more?" He asked as he starts to sit up, resting his own knees on the bed.
"More...I need all of you...I need to feel you cum inside me." I moaned out. He thrust in me, hitting my spot once again, from a better angle. I tried hard not to let the moan escape, but before I knew it, I was screaming out his name. He quickened his thrusting, pumping in and out of me twice as fast, never once losing eye contact with me.
"Touch yourself so we can come together." He grunted still thrusting in. I reached over and grabbed my own member and began pumping it, at a slow and steady pace, wanting to make sure I didn't finish before he did.
"You look so beautiful..." I blurted out, trying to catch my breath as I watched the sweat come run down his forehead. Still very much distracted, he flashed a cocky smile, as he went deeper in me. He started to speed up, and knowing that he'll cum soon, I began pumping my member even faster. With a few more hard deep thrusts, he came inside of me, feeling the warm cum inside me was enough to make me cum myself. Seconds later, I reached over and grabbed him from either forearm and squeezed them as I came, letting it ooze out onto him. I pulled him onto me, letting his weight fall down on me and both fell back on the bed, both breathing very heavily. He rested his head on my chest, running small circles on my chest.
"Wow, that was some really awesome birthday sex.." I finally said once I caught my breath.
"Couldn't have done it without your help...well I could, but then I wouldn't have anyone to cuddle with for the rest of the night. He said, resting his chin on my chest while looking up at me with those beautiful green eyes of his. Just as he was about to lean in for a kiss, we heard the door knob turn.
"Fuck" I whispered, not wanting to get caught in this position.
"Shshs...here, play it cool." Kendall hushed me, placing his finger on my lips as he quickly got off me to lay on the side of the bed. He pulled the blanket over both of us and pulled me closer to him.
"Happy birthday..." Everyone said as they walked in the room with a small birthday cake in hand. Their eyes just dropped at the sight of both me and Kendall laying on the bed. The room was silent for what seemed to be like forever.
"What...nothing happened." Kendall finally said.
"Really...is that what your going with?" Jaime asked.
"Yeah, you two are in bed and I'm sure both of you are naked underneath that blanket..." Logan began to say.
"And its smells like sex in here..." Carlos blurted out.
"More like birthday sex..."Kendall said, with a big smirk on his face.
"Damn Ryan...your one lucky son of a bitch..." Michelle said, smirking back at me.
"Well are you going to want the cake or not?" James asked, holding out the cake.
"And FYI...you two were being very loud...Oh Kendall...more" Becca mocked Ryan.
"Shuddup..."I said, turning bright red.
"Because I rocked his world...and nah...why don't you guys go ahead and eat the cake...and save us a slice...we're going to rest here for a little bit." Kendall said winking at them.
"You two have fun with that...eww..." Logan began to say, before turning away with a very disgusted expression on his face. Rebecca, Michelle and Jaime waved good bye with big sly smirks on their faces,
before walking out the room. James gave Kendall a thumbs up before leaving, along with Carlos. As soon as the door closed, he pulled me even closer, gently resting my head on his chest. I sighted before looking up at him. He was half asleep, resting his head on the headboard. He ran his fingers threw my hair a few times before leaning down to kiss the top of my forehead.
"Hope you had fun tonight..." He said, resting his chin on top of my head.
"Babe, you have no idea...best night of my life..." I said, closing my eyes.
"So...I was wondering...do you maybe want to be my boyfriend?" He asked out of no where.
"What?" I asked, leaning up to be face to face with him
"Is that a no..." He asked almost pouting.
"Are you kidding me...I was just taken back by the whole question...Of course I will...yes..yes, a million times yes." I said, catching his lip to shared a slow lingering kiss, feeling as close as ever to him at the moment. As we backed off the kiss we both leaned our heads back, not wanting to move from each other.
"I can stay like this forever...this is perfect.." I managed to say in between a yawn.
"Me too...mmmh...this has been an amazing night...good night Ry Ry.." He said, kissing the top of my head. Minutes later we both fell asleep in each others arms.
We rested for a good hour before we were woken up by a knock on the door.
"Hey guys...sorry to bother you, but it's time for your friend to go..." Logan said, peeking his head in.
"You mean my boyfriend?" Kendall asked, whipping the sleep off his eyes.
"I like the sound of that.." I smiled back at him.
"Well now that I'm informed that he's your boyfriend...I don't mean to sound rude, but we have another show tomorrow and we have to be up extra early." Logan began to say.
"Yeah yeah I know...go be the party pooper somewhere else..."Kendall said, signaling him out the room.
"Well then..." Logan said, in a ticked off tone before walking out.
"I guess I should go." I said, slowly making my way up. Before I could get off the bed, he pulled me by the arm and pulled me in for a kiss.
"What was that for..." I asked, not helping but smile at how cute he looked with his hair messed up under his beanie.
"Because your just so amazing..." He smiled back. I rested my forehead on his before making my way back to my clothes. I quickly changed, not minding the fact that he was staring at me the whole time.
"Well, let me walk you out..." He said, leaning forward to get up.
"No its ok sweetheart...go ahead and rest..." I responded, making my way over to give him one last kiss.
"Bye Ryan..." he said in a sleepy tone.
"Bye Kendall." I smiled back blowing him a kiss. I started making my way to the door but soon stoped.
"Hey your forgetting something..." He yelled out.
"What?" I asked, looking back at him giving him a confused look.
"This..." He smiled, throwing the white shirt from earlier. I felt like an idiot for not thinking to grab the shirt, after all it did have his number.
"I guess I'll call you..." I smiled sweetly at him.
"I look forward to it..." He smiled back. I turned to walk back out the door, where the girls were waiting for me.
"Told you were going to have the best night of your life didn't I?" Michelle smirked.
"Yeah, you were definitely right about that...this is a birthday I'll never forget." I smiled back at the 3 of them. We all walked back to the limo that James arranged to take us back to Jaime's car. The whole time talking about our exciting nights, but I was sure mine definitely topped there's.
So, how did you like it? Review please!
And I'd like to thank Michelle550 for helping me on this!