Ryan looked at me, as I began to slide off his straightjacket, leaving only his strong yet small body in his dirty white pants. I couldn't help but stare at his torso. There were a few scars and burns but nothing much.
"Autumn...Why are you staring at me?" Ryan asked in a tight voice,but I could still hear a tint of fear in his voice.
"You're...handsome," I whispered before pulling him close to me, kissing him before kissing lower, leaving a small kiss on each scar and burn. He stiffened every time I did. "Don't worry my pet."
"I can't help it, my love. I distaste the look of my-" I kissed him, shushing his insecurities. I wrapped my strong arms around his neck, pulling his cold body against my warm body closer. I suddenly felt him pull down the zipper of the slinky cocktail dress, and I couldn't help but get more aroused by his sudden forwardness. He flipped us over so I was on the bottom, pushing our bodies the closest they could go. He slowly and teasingly slid my dress off my body, as he bit and sucked on my neck. I moaned lightly, clawing his back gently. He then began to kiss down my throat till he got to my full double d breasts.
He pulled away slightly, and mumbled "you get more and more beautiful every time I see you." I blushed, as he began to lick my left nipple, and lightly pinched my right. Then he softly placed my nipple between his teeth and pulled lightly, causing me to arch my back. He began to kiss lower and lower, till he got to the top of my black lacy boy shorts. He looked up, into my amber eyes, slowly sliding my panties off, then threw them onto the floor. I giggled and flipped us back over, so I was on top. He growled and flipped us back over.
I pouted, "Do you have to be on top?"
"Yes, now get over it," he growled before slowly taking off his pants. I bit my lip, and tried to resist the urge to look down at the oncoming temptation. I couldn't help myself, and glanced down, only to have my eyes widen in shock at the size of it.
Ryan must of noticed my eyes, and slowly lifted my chin up, removing my eyes from his swollen member. "Are you scared cause we can stop here, and we can just put our clothes back on."
"No Ryan. I want to...just...please...be gently."
"Lost your aggression for being on top huh?" He smirked, trying to lighten the mood. I smiled, and stuck my tongue out. He instantly began to suck on my tongue, and slid himself into me. I gasped in a great amount of pain, and Ryan kissed my forehead, in a caring way, and slowly pulled himself out and thrusted back in me. I didn't feel the pain as much, but it still hurt a great deal. I bit Ryan's pale shoulder, as he began to gain speed. The pain was very slowly letting up, but was still there to the point I could slightly bear it. I finally felt him hit his climax, as he shuddered in my arms. When we pulled apart, I noticed the tears and bite mark I left on his shoulder. He laid down next to me, and pulled me closer.
"How was I?" He asked, as he stroked my dark hair. I couldn't answer. My throat was clogged and sore from holding in sobs. I tried to cover up a sniffle, but Ryan heard it and looked at me. "Baby..please tell me I didn't just...oh no...I thought you were biting me cause you enjoyed it. Why didn't you tell me to stop?" He pulled me closer, and kissed my forehead and cheeks.
"You enjoyed it and that's all that mattered to me," I whispered.
"Well, isn't this precious!" A cruel voice called from the doorway. "A whore and a rapist fucking! And the whore didn't even enjoyed it! No wonder you had to rape people, Ryan!" My eyes widened, and I looked at Ryan.
"I thought you said...you were a..." Then it hit me. His file said he liked to rape, and murder prostitutes. How could I have forgotten...I just lost my virginity to a man whose a rapist murderer cannibal! And he has the balls to say he loves me then lies and says he's a virgin! I felt tears in the back of my eyes and my nose become sore. I grabbed my clothing, covering myself with a sheet, and ran into the bathroom, leaving Ryan with the Angry Princess still in the doorway.
I didn't let the tears fall as I dressed myself. I didn't let myself cry as I looked at myself in the mirror, thinking of how he played me for a slut. I'm just what he called me when I first met him...a slut. a whore. I left the bathroom, looking at the floor. "Autumn! Please! Let me explain!"
"It doesn't matter Ryan. I understand I'm just another fucking girl on your fucking list! You never fucking cared about me so..fuck off! I'm leaving!" I growled, and walked out of the room, past the smirking Angry Princess. Just as I went down the hallway, I smacked right into the one living person in this whole fucking house.
"Ah. Autumn. There you-" Whatever else Drake said was filtered out by a giant headache, telling me I needed to take my monthly dosage of medicine. Fuck..I don't have my med- I blacked out completely from the pain.