I cracked my eyelids open slightly at the sound of the soft knock. I sighed heavily then lifted my body up and off of my bed. The frame creaked slightly under my weight and my covers shifted around me. I headed towards the dark door and opened it to reveal, yet again, Ginny.
"I thought I said I wanted to be left alone?" I said.
"I know Mione, but you've been asleep for over 4 hours and its time for dinner," she said softly.
"I've been asleep for 4 hours?" I questioned. I was quite shocked as I felt like I had only slept for a few seconds.
"Yeah,"
"Wow," I muttered. "I don't feel like eating though, I'm just going to stay up here and sleep some more," I continued.
"Listen Mione -,"
"Don't call me that," I said sharply, stopping her.
"Why? I've called you that for years!" she protested, raising her voice slightly.
"Just don't okay!"
"What is going on with you? Earlier on you said you had some boy troubles, so come on. Cough up. Who's hurt you?" she started, forcing herself into my dormitory and shutting the heavy door behind her. I hastily took a number of steps backwards to try and avoid her.
"N-nothing, just please go," I stumbled through new tears. I tried to get around her and leave but she grabbed my arm and pushed me onto my bed before I had a chance.
"I'm not going anywhere and neither are you until you tell me who's hurt you!" she said strongly, forcing me to look her right in the eye. At that moment I couldn't take it anymore. I had to tell her, I had to tell someone.
"Have you ever loved someone so much that you would do anything to be with them? You love them so much that your heart flutters and your stomach dances everytime you see them and everytime you're near them? Have you ever wanted someone so much that you cry yourself to sleep everynight? You die inside everytime you see them with someone else, someone you wish you could be but can't. 'Cause you see Ginny, that's me. I love someone so much that he is all I every think about. He's my bestfriend but I want more. So much more. I am hurting and I am in so much pain and I just want it to stop. I just want him to love me back." There, i'd said it.
"Who Hermione? Who is it? You can tell me," she said softly, like a mother comforting a child. She was now sitting beside me, trying to comfort me.
"I-I can't. You'll laugh, tell me I'm stupid. Suppose I am really. Guess super brains result in bad decisions and a lousy love life," I managed to say through the ever increasing waterworks.
"I promise I won't. I'm your bestfriend, and you're not stupid Hermione. You know that," she continued.
"Don't tell anyone,"
"You have my word,"
"Draco. Draco Malfoy,"
I know another short chapter, hope you don't mind. I'm trying to keep it updated as much as I can and this was all I could write at the moment. Nonetheless, I hope you enjoy it =)
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