A/N: Hi guys, thank you all for reviewing it's wonderful to see how much you like my story !

Here's chapter nineteen, i hope you'll enjoy it, we'll see some people from New Direction, it's been a long time since we last saw them !

Love you all !

(Oh, i don't own glee but when you see what i do to Puck and Kurt i think it's better this way ...)

Chapter 19:

"Thank you Noah, we will do everything to make it easier for you. You can go now, we need to talk to you mother." One of the cops said.

Puck stood up and walked away, not looking anyone in the eyes, Kurt followed him and they climbed back the stairs to go to his room.

"I'm sorry Kurt." He finally said.

"Why are you sorry ?"

" I oblige you to be there every time I tell all this story and I know it's hard for you to hear it but I just can't tell it if I'm alone."

"Hey don't be sorry, you lived it I can handle hearing you." Kurt reassured Puck.

"You know, if I didn't kill myself it's thanks to you. I'd have done it if I hadn't known how brave you had always been. That meant that I could try to be as brave as you." Puck explained. Kurt didn't say a thing, he just looked at him with the same strange look he'd had two days ago.

After a long silence Puck finally said. "

"I think we should go and see the glee club before they learn what happened to me. If you want it of course." He added when he saw Kurt hesitate.

"Yes I think we should, they look worried for us." Kurt started to move towards the door but Puck did not move.

"We'll go back in San Francisco right ?" He asked uncertain. Kurt turned back to him.

"When all of this is over, yes we will." Kurt answered.

" I don't think I could stay there when everyone knows what... what happened." Puck said his voice shaking. Kurt went closer to him and hugged him.

"We don't know if everyone will know, besides, I can't stay here and there's no way I'm going back to San Francisco without you." Kurt comforted him. Puck smiled weakly.

"Okay, let's go." They went downstairs and told everyone they were going to school to see their friends.

Once in the parking lot of McKinley high neither of them moved.

"We can do it." Kurt said to give courage to both of them.

"I guess we can." They hopped out of the car and walked to the school entrance, everyone was in class at that time so they had no trouble going to the choir room.

They sat next to each other and remained silent. It felt weird to be back here. When the school bell rang Puck felt something constrict in his chest. He didn't know if it was eagerness or worry or fear but it was not pleasant.

" I don't think I can make it Kurt." Puck said feeling more and more troubled.

"We can go if you want to." Kurt answered softly.

The door opened to let appear Mercedes, Finn, Artie and Tina. They entered without noticing who was there, but when they saw them they just stopped and gaped. Less than five seconds after that, all New Direction was gathered at the entry of the room.

"Hey guys, what's happening ? Just enter so that we can..." Mr Schue opened wide eyes as well. When nobody spoke Kurt said.

"Hi guys."

"Oh my god Kurt you're here !" Mercedes ran to him and hugged him tightly and dragged him towards the others. Puck felt happy for Kurt since the guy really missed his friends. But Puck felt very much lonely, he had never tried to make real friends among the gleeks.

But instead of hugging everyone Kurt went back to him to make him stand up. The boy had a wide smile on his face.

"It's so great to have you back guys." Mercedes said cheerfully. Everyone was saying something but Puck didn't get what they said. He didn't feel like he belonged here anymore, he felt like an intruder. Kurt looked at him with worried eyes, he went closer to him and whispered.

"Are you okay ?"

" I don't think so, I don't feel like I belong here, I'm gonna wait for you in the car." Puck said before heading at the door. He was walking hastily when Kurt grabbed his arm.

"Wait Noah, are you sure you don't want to stay here ? Everyone' happy to see us."

"They're too much I can't handle it, and they're gonna ask me what happened and I can't say it again. Don't worry, I'll just wait for you there, I'll be fine." Kurt looked reluctant but nodded because he had no choice. He hugged him quickly to comfort him and Puck walked to his car.

Kurt walked back to the choir room where everyone was waiting for them.

"What's with him ?" Finn asked.

"It's just not a good day for him."Kurt answered vaguely.

"You can't tell us what happened to him can you ?" Mercedes asked, Kurt shook his head.

"But why did he run after you ? I mean you've always been fighting against each other and suddenly you live together thousands of miles away from here." Quinn asked.

"As you know, Noah's been through terrible things in juvie, when he got out he couldn't stand being here after what happened so he ran away just like me." Kurt explained quickly, he really wanted to check on his friend to see if he was alright.

"Who's Noah ?" Britanny asked.

"And where were you staying ?" Mercedes inquired.

" I can't tell you." Kurt answered embarrassed. Mercedes frowned.

"Why ? I mean, I understand you didn't want to tell us before but now you're back." Kurt sighed, he knew he was about to disappoint everyone.

"We're not staying. We just came because the cops threatened to send him back in juvie. As soon as we sort it out we go back there."

"You can't let us down again !" Rachel said, outraged.

"Stop being selfish Berry, they have both suffered and they both have good reasons for leaving." Quinn said. " I just hope you'll come and see us sometimes." Kurt nodded.

"Of course we will."

"Do you really live together." Santana asked curiously.

"Yes we do. But we're not boyfriends Santana." He added when he saw the look in her eyes.

"But he said you were." She stated.

"It was a joke okay ?" Kurt frowned.

" I really can't imagine Puckerman joking about being gay." Mercedes said.

"Well he's changed in juvie, I wouldn't be able to live with him if he hadn't." He looked at everyone to challenge them of saying something more about the subject, but no one said a thing. "As much as I really love talking to you I'm gonna go check if Noah's alright, he really had a hard day"

Everyone nodded and Mercedes hugged him one last time.

"Come back soon boo." She told him. Kurt nodded, waved goodbye to everyone and left the room.

There were more people in the corridors and they all looked at him in a weird way. When he reached the parking lot Kurt didn't notice the few jocks approaching him.