WARNING: ECLARE! :D. slow music, Bethany cuteness! Forgiveness, past revealed, && baby talk?
Chapter Thirty-Three: Emeralds (Clare's POV)
"I never realized how comfortable Morty really is." I murmured while sinking into Morty's interior. Eli chuckled beside me. I glanced at him. "What?" I questioned. Eli smiled. "I always believed that I would be the more comfortable one, but if your choosing Morty over me.. Guess I'll understand." Eli sighed in a mock voice. I smiled and mock punched him. "You know that I think your more better than Morty." I said. "I know. I just wanted to hear you say so.. Makes me feel wanted." Eli admitted with a sheepish grin. I rolled my eyes and leaned my head on my fist, looking out of the window. The radio was turned on by Eli to keep the silence out, I recognized the song Love Love Love (Love Love) by As Tall As Lions. "Our song…" I murmured. Eli glanced at me and smiled. "It is." Eli said. I felt his rough hand take mine and hold it tightly. "Keep your eyes on the road Romeo." I muttered. Eli chuckled. "Yes ma'am." Eli did a small salute, I laughed loudly. He was the same Eli. Despite that he may have a mental illness that could kill him, he was Eli. He was the same Eli who had beautiful emeralds that could stare into my oceans forever. He still had that comfortable hug that would calm me in any situation. Those lips.. His lips that seemed to know when to move when mine move. He was mine. He was mine and I love him. I glanced at him under my lashes and studied his perfect figure driving. I need to tell him eventually that I love him more than life itself. I shouldn't chicken out every time, I've been in love with him for two years. "Checking me out, Clare?" Eli murmured while driving. I blushed and turned my attention to the window. There was a small squeeze on my hand by him. "It's okay Clare.. I like to stare at you too." Eli reassured me. I looked back at him and grinned. I pulled my hand from his and launched onto his arm and nuzzled into his warmth.
"Why are we at my house? I thought we'd go to yours. I want to see Lizzy." I quipped as Eli pulled up to my house. Eli went rigid when I spoke about his house and Lizzy. "Is Lizzy okay?" I asked slowly. Eli would literally go crazy if Lizzy was so much as hurt. Eli relaxed his posture. "Lizzy's okay. I just don't feel like going home." Eli muttered. "Is there problems with your dad Eli?" I asked worried. Eli shrugged. "He's been out a lot. It's been worrying Mom, last night.. Lizzy came into my room. She was crying. She didn't want Mom and Dad splitting up." Eli admitted. "Oh Eli.." I soothed. I gently rubbed his arm. "You're parents won't split up." I said. Eli shook his head. "They hate each other, Clare. When two people hate each other, they shouldn't be married. My parents.. They use to love each other.. At one point in their lives, but when I came along.." Eli trailed off. I furrowed my brows. "When you came along? Eli you can't possibly say that you being born caused your parents to hate each other." I argued. Eli sighed and nodded. "I was a mistake. I wasn't planned like you or Darcy. When Mom found out that she was pregnant, she tied Dad down to her. She wouldn't let me be without a father." Eli said. My oceans widen. "They had a shot gun wedding when Mom was only seven months pregnant.. Two months later.. Boom bam.. I was born premature… Probably how I got schizophrenia." Eli mumbled. "Eli.." I murmured. I leaned over and kissed his cheek. "You did not get schizophrenia from being prematurely born. Your mind is just wired differently." I whispered. Eli scoffed. "Wired differently?" I nodded and looked at him from under my thin lashes. Eli smirked. "I like that. Better than mentally unstable." I giggled. Eli than helped me out of Morty, taking my hand tightly in his. We approached my front door and Eli opened it for me even if he did have my hospital suitcase. I walked in with a bright smile, to see Alli, Adam, Fiona, Jenna, Darcy, Peter and Mom and Dad were standing in the back, apart from each other. "Welcome home baby sister." Darcy murmured. I smiled brightly as I let go of Eli's hand to jump into my sister's arms. "Oh Darce! Why didn't you tell me that you were coming home?" I asked. Darcy giggled and let me go. "It was a surprise, but I wound up being surprised. How are you feeling?" Darcy asked concerned. "Never been better." I smiled. I greeted everyone else with a hug and they all started going off and talking with one another. I sat on the steps of the stairs, Eli walked away from Adam and sat down next to me. "Why aren't you socializing with everyone?" Eli asked. He slipped his arm around my shoulders and nuzzled his beautiful face into my neck. "I'm not sure if their my friends anymore. I mean.. I hugged them.. But it felt weird." I admitted. "They care about you. If they didn't.. Why would they be here?" Eli questioned. "You paid them?" I asked. Eli chuckled and smiled sideways. "Funny Clare. Now go make up with Jenna first. I need to play with Bethany." Eli said. He pulled his arm away and charged towards Bethany. Bethany squealed with delight and clung onto Eli with love. I smiled and took a deep breath. I approached Jenna. "Hey.." I said. Jenna looked at me and smiled. "Hey Clare.. How are you feeling?" Jenna asked sympathetically. I shrugged. "Good I suppose." There was awkward silence. "I'm sorry." Jenna and myself said in unison. We started to giggle. "I'm sorry Jenna. I shouldn't of ever broken your nose." I apologized. Jenna smiled. "I'm sorry for slapping you and punching your eye." Jenna apologized. We both giggled as we hugged each other. "Wuv!" Bethany chirped. I glanced to see Bethany on Eli, her arms wrapped around his head and her legs between his head, dangling by his neck. "Wuv indeed, Beth." Eli agreed. I smiled and had my arms outstretched. "Come here baby." I cooed. Bethany squealed with delight. "Down Eli! Down Eli!" She began to pull on Eli's beautiful hair. "Fine. Don't spazz on me." Eli joked. He pulled Bethany from his neck and gave her to me. Bethany smiled up and me and chirped, "Cwa.. Cwa!" I furrowed my brows. "What is she trying to say?" I questioned. "I think she's trying to say your name." Eli said proudly. "Cware! Cware! Cwlare!" Bethany said with a smile. "She said it." Eli murmured. "Your so smart Beth." Eli added as he bent forward and kissed Bethany's cheek. I glanced at the cute moment, he would make a wonderful father. I could picture it. Children that are ours. Beautiful children that look like Eli. I would want nothing more. "Down! Down!" Bethany shouted as she struggled from my arms. I let her down as she toddled away from us. Eli slipped his arm around my waist and held me close. "Jenna's lucky." Eli murmured. I looked at him. "Why is that? Is it the fame and money?" I questioned. Eli shook his head. "No.. Not that. The fact that she has a baby." Eli whispered. My oceans widen again. "Baby? You'd like to have a baby?" I said softly. Eli shrugged. "I suppose. I know their hard work and all, but I think it'd be worth it. Besides our babies would be beautiful." Eli murmured softly in my ear. I giggled. "You'd want my babies?" I asked. Eli nodded. "More than anything Clare." I felt his lips caress my face and find my lips. "Imagine it.. Babies that would love dead hand and attend church." Eli fantasized. I smacked him. "Now I know your bluffing." I accused. Eli snickered. "We'll see Clare." Eli said with his emeralds shimmering. "Okay than Goldsworthy.. On one condition." I said. Eli shrugged. "What is it?" Eli asked. "The babies have to have your emeralds."
Awee! MORE CUTENESS TO COME! More back-story into Eli's past, he was a mistake baby :/. Lizzy is too, ++ his parents hate each other -.-. Poor Eli. But I wanted some cuteness with eclare XD. && has anyone seen the VMA's? I personally loved Taylor Swift's song about Kanye West. It wasn't bashing him in anyway, it was her forgiving him and calling him "innocent." Then Kanye sang a song about being a douche bag and an asshole O.o. It got some lyrics right on the money XD LMAO! :D. Anyway I saw that I have 115 reviews? I'm so happy! I have written over 35,000 words on this story and have had 14,000 hits! I'm sooo happy! I just wanna thank you guys! More Eclare and Fadam soon! && don't forget too…
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