Chapter 31:
No one was home that morning, so Puck and Kurt were cuddling on the couch. Okay Puck was not the cuddling kind of guy but Kurt wanted to so he did. Not that he was always doing what Kurt wanted but cuddling wasn't that unpleasant.
When someone knocked at the door Kurt got up and walked to the door. Puck stayed here waiting for him because it was likely to be aunt Helen bringing a letter. She was not Puck's aunt but she treated him like she was and Puck was okay with that since he had no aunts or uncles and the woman was really great.
Yet, When Puck heard the voice of the visitor his blood boiled inside his veins. He quickly stood up and ran at the door to find Keith talking to Kurt.
"What the fuck are you doin' here ? Get the hell outta here unless you want another one !" Puck shouted at him brandishing his fist.
"Noah please leave us a second." Kurt asked. And that was the kind of moments when Puck would not obey Kurt's order.
"What ? There's no way I'm leaving you alone with that fuckin' asshole !" Puck shouted.
"Okay stay here if you want but let us talk." Kurt said. "So you were saying ?" Kurt asked Keith coldly.
" I'm really sorry for what I did to you, I know I've been kind of a jerk and I don't know why I did that but I really miss you Kurt." Keith said apologetically.
"Too bad he doesn't miss you !" Puck said. Kurt turned to him, he looked pissed.
"Noah leave us alone now, I can handle it that's okay and it doesn't concern you, just go to the living room I'll join you there." Kurt told him.
"I won't stay for long anyway I'm almost done with what I had to say." Keith said looking at the floor rather than at Puck.
"Then spill the fuckin' shit you wanted to say and go fuck yourself in hell !"
"Noah go in the living room now !" Kurt ordered him, Puck had never seen him that angry, except for when he had told him awful things. Since he didn't want to live it again he went into the living room but still listened to what happened at the door.
"Look Keith you broke my heart in the worst way why the hell would I forgive you ?" Kurt asked.
" I know I screwed everything up and I'm really sorry. I understand now that I love you too much to lose you, I'm ready to wait for you if you're not ready." Keith said and Puck had to contain the urge to go punch his nose again.
"You can't come here and say you love me and hope I'll fall for you again Keith." Kurt's tone wasn't angry anymore it was just sad and Puck didn't like it at all, it was as if Kurt missed what he had lived with the other jerk.
" I know and I'd really love to make it up to you."
"There's no way to make up for what you did to me. And I'm with Noah now." Kurt answered, and it pleased Puck a lot. That's when he decided that Keith wasn't a threat anymore, he got up and went to the bathroom to have a shower while his badass of boyfriend sent his ex to hell properly.
He was quite proud of himself for not punching Keith this time, true, he would have done it if Kurt hadn't been there but still he hadn't. Puck took a quick shower, eager to hug his boyfriend for what he just did.
Did Keith really think Kurt would fall for him again after all the crap he had put him through ? Now that his boy had realized what an asshole he had been Puck was sure he would end up kicking Keith away. Kurt was his boyfriend now, and he was so much better with him. They both had never been as happy as they were since Kurt had come back. It was not like before they went to Lima, the others were there now, but it was far better since now they were together.
When he was done he went in the living room to kiss his boyfriend. However, no one was there. Puck frowned and went in every room of the apartment but Kurt was nowhere to be found. When Puck went back in the kitchen he found a paper on the table.
I'm gone with Keith I'll be back at 5p.m don't worry. ;)
Puck had to read the note three times to realize what it meant. Kurt had just left him. His boyfriend had just left with his ex who mistreated him.
Puck just couldn't believe it. Kurt had realized that Keith was no good for him. He had even told him that since they were together he knew what a true relationship was like. He spent part of his time insulting Keith in every way. And now, the guy had come with such poor apologies and Kurt had gone with him. Okay, Kurt could be naive, but that was far more than naivety, that was craziness.
The day before, Puck had finally come into words with his feelings to realize that he loved the smaller boy. He hadn't told Kurt but he did. He fuckin' loved him and the guy just went away from him with the first jerk around. Puck didn't want to cry. He hated crying, he was a stud and studs don't cry. But in San Francisco he was not a stud, he was just Kurt's boyfriend and now Kurt was gone.
Puck went outside to hunt them down even though he knew that he wouldn't find them. They were probably in some crappy cheap motel room with Kurt giving his virginity to the biggest asshole on earth. The mere idea of it sent tears up Puck's eyes again. He walked by the city looking vainly for them for an hour or so before going back home.
He had promised himself and Burt that he would look after Kurt the whole time he would be away from Lima, but Kurt had gone too far. Puck had already been on edge of leaving him alone when Kurt had told this thing about Max and his name but had forgiven him. Now however he could not forgive him. Keith had a way to bring out the worst out of Kurt. This guy was just evil. Puck knew that he should try to save Kurt from this guy again, but he was tired of it. It was like he had spent the last few months doing so. And Kurt was not the innocent boy he had been at the beginning he was self conscious of what he was doing and he knew he was destroying Puck by doing so.
Puck packed his bag and sat down on the couch resolving himself that he would not argue with Kurt since it was a hopeless cause. He would wait for him to let him know he was leaving and that was all.
When he heard the door open Puck quickly wiped away the tears from his cheeks and waited for Kurt to enter the living room.
"Was it nice ?" He asked casually, hiding the fact that he was hurt deep down.
"Hell yes !" Kurt answered enthusiastically. Puck didn't expect Kurt to answer something like that. He had really thought that Kurt would at least feel bad for what he had just done. But nothing.
"Great." Puck answered standing up. He took his bag and walked at the door, leaving.
A/N: dark chapter wasn't it ?
In next chapter you'll find out what made Kurt so enthusiastic, if you have assumptions share them !
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Ant.
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