It's always there , I always feel it. As I walk down the claustrophobic corridors crammed full of people all I hear are heart beats and blood pumping through their veins . When I watch TV I can't concentrate , I see a vein and it's enough to drive me mad! Going to school is particularly hard especially when your a vampire who's been alive since 1867 . The other kids pick on me because I look like I'm 13 when really I should resemble the image of a 15 year old 'spray tanned' (orange) make up covered girl , oh if only they knew what I could do to them then they might show a bit of respect ! I hate being a vampire it's like I'm always some how apart from humanity at least if your a were wolf or ghost you
could at least believe that you still had a tiny bit of humanity left but I'm reminded every day. When I look into a mirror and there's no reflection, When I'm reminded by my class mates that I died when I was 13 and I'll have the same appearance my whole life ,that never ending thirst that's always there drumming away in the back of my head...