I stormed out of the house leaving the door to slam shut behind me . I didn't quite know what I was doing … The blood lust had taken over now I wasn't pretending any more . This is what I am and I can't stop it ! I went off the rails a few days ago … There was this guy drunk in a pub and I thought well why not no ones looking . So I dragged him outside behind the bins . I felt his blood gush into my mouth as I dug my teeth into his neck . He shouted slurred words but no one could hear him . Then I felt some thing … It was like it was all gone the hunger . I hadn't drank in such a long time that I'd forgotten that the hunger was even there it was like I'd been ignoring it . I couldn't kill him though there's one thing I was which was a vampire but that didn't mean I had to be a murderer as well .
I bit into my own wrist and shoved it into his mouth , it hurt a lot but it would be healed in less than two days .
In the morning I crept back to find the bar man stood over him .
"Bill , Bill wake up you can't stay here …"
He woke up a bit distorted looking very hung over
"Wha , what happened ."
"You must have drank to much and passed out near the bins . You really need to sort this drinking problem out Bill ! One day I swear I find you dead behind these bins"The bar man looked worried but then smiled and helped him to his feet .
I walked down our street my black converse briefly touching the snow covered pavement I was fine , I was normal ! Tara was being pathetic worrying about Jack ...He'd probably be fine ! I searched in my hoodie pocket and found my Mp3 I plunged the head phones into my ears with great pleasure and Bloc Party came on and blotted the world out .