Finn's POV
I am going to get Rachel and I am gonna tell her that I love her. This should be easy because I have known Rachel my whole life. But Puck was right I have been in love with Rachel my whole life. The way I attacked her boyfriend after they had sex. Then he hurt Rachel and who was the person who held her why she cried. Who was the person that told her everything was going to be okay. Who was the person that was there when her mom came looking for her. It wasn't just some guy that did those things it was me. Rachel is going to know that I am the guy for her. She is going to fall in love with me if she wasn't in love with me already. Puck and Quinn have been seeing each other since high school but before that the knew each other for like a month and then they were in love. Me and Rachel have known each other forever and we should be in love by now. I mean look how long it has taken for us to have sex. God I can't get her out of my mind. I wonder if she is having the same problem. This isn't making any sense. What if Rachel meets this Sam guy and its like love at first sight. Then I am screwed. Then I am going to be in love with a girl who is in love with another guy. Holy shit! I will tell her before she meets this Sam guy. I pull in front of Rachel's apartment building and I think of the first time she brought me here. She was happy about being in the city she felt like she belonged here in New York City. She had the biggest smile on her face when her Quinn and Kurt found an apartment. We were looking out the window at the city when she said she was never going back to be the small town girl she said she is going to be the city girl from now on. I think back to all the memories I have had with Rachel the good the bad the sad they happy I went through all of them Rachel. I remember the first time I cried in front of someone. It was Rachel. I was thinking about my dad and she listen to me. She didn't tell that I was being stupid for crying. All she did was listen and tell me that my dad would be proud and that she understands and that she will always be there for me. I should have known then that I loved her more then anything. I look out the window of the car and I see her coming out of the building. She has on this purple strapless dress that stops like eight inches above her knees and its one of those dresses that suppose to be tight and it shows her hot body. Her hair is curled and she has on high heels. She looks so beautiful. She is smiling. She opens the door and gets in.
"Hey Rach."
"Hey Finn so what are we doing tonight?"
"Wait and see but first I have something for you." I told her as I got her present out of my jacket pocket.
"Finn you didn't have to get me anything."
"Here open it." I put the box in her hands. When she opened it her face lit up as she smiled.
"Finn thank you its perfect here help me put it on." She handed me the gold star necklace and turned around. I moved her hair to the other side of her shoulder. My hands shake as they hit her skin. It took me a minute til I got it on. I had this burning feeling when I touched her. Before I moved her hair back I gave her a light kiss in the shoulder.
"Your so beautiful." I said as she turned around.
"Thanks Finn so where are we going you have to tell me."
"Fine Rach we are going to Ultra Violet. Rachel I have to tell you something." I told her and started to drive.
"Ultra Violet! Thant club is sick I mean like the bartenders play with fire. I am so glad I can finally drink so I can sit at the bar."
"Yeah Rach its cool but I really need to tell you something."
"This is going to be the best birthday. I am going to have so much fun. Oh look we are here." Then she jumped out of the car.
"Rach wait!" I ran to catch up to her. "Rachel there is something you need to know." We walked into the club.
"Surprise! Happy Birthday Rachel!" Thats all I heard once we stepped into the club. There a lot of people here.
"Finn you knew this. You planned this. Oh My God I had no idea. You are the best Finn." She shouted over the loud music.
"Yeah Rach me and Quinn. We wanted to make it special for you."
"We well maybe later I can show you how happy I am." She said in a flirty voice.
"Yeah you defiantly can." She smiled.
"Rachel what do you think?" Quinn said.
"Its great!" Rachel told Quinn.
"Rachel there is someone I want you to meet. This is Sam Evans he works with Blaine." Quinn said and pointed to the guy who was shorter then he but taller then Rachel.
"Hey I am Sam."
"Rachel this is Finn."
"Hi." Sam said to me. He glanced at me for a moment then went back to Rachel.
"So Rachel Quinn tells me that you have lived here for four years. Thats cool I just moved here six months ago. So how long have you known Blaine. Oh and for I forget Happy Birthday!" This Sam guy says. This guy is weird and he acting like he has known her for years. Please this is so stupid he thinks he is gonna take her home. Well he is wrong. Go find another girl buddy.
"Thanks I have known Blaine since high school." Rachel told him.
"Cool so do you wanna dance?" Sam asked Rach. Who does guy think he is she is not gonna dance with you. She just met him.
"Sure. Finn I will talk to you later." Rachel said before she walked off with him. I watched as they started to dance. She was laughing as she watched him dance. Then they were laughing together. I watched her like a hawk. I think Quinn noticed me staring.
"Finn why are staring at them?" Quinn asked.
"What I wasn't staring. I was checking the .. Ah where's Puck?"
"He is getting a round of shots."
"Cool I will be right back." I went up to the bartender and asked for a shot. I took the shot then looked back at Sam and Rachel. They were grinding. This isn't good. I asked for another shot. After I took it. A girl with long blonde hair came up to me.
"Hey how do you know Rachel?" She asked.
"Rachel is my girlfriend I mean best friend. Hi I'm Finn."
"Ally but people call me A.J," I take a look at Rachel her and Sam are still dancing. I ask for another shot. I after I gulp it down Ally looks at me. "So Rachel is great I have known her for a few months. She is really funny."
"Yeah she is." I say as I look at Rachel. I ask the bartender for a beer and another shot. I gulp down the beer and the shot. "Show Time!" I say out loud and walk to the dance floor and walk up to Rachel. "Hey Rach excuse me Sam do you mind if I cut in."
"No Finn she is all yours." He said. As he backed away.
"Yeah I know." I say. Sam turns back.
"What did you say?" He asks.
"I said I know she is all mine." I tell him and walk up to him.
"Okay whatever you say man. I'll talk to you later Rachel." He says and turns away.
"What do you mean whatever you say." I yell at him.
"Finn come on stop lets dance." Rachel said pulling on my arm I nodded and glared at Sam. He walked away. When we got to a spot on the dance floor. I looked down at her. She looked up and said. "Whats going on with you why were you yelling at Sam?" I grabbed her hands and put them around my neck. She was a little taller in her heels. I bend down a little and our foreheads touch. "Finn you look hot in you leather jacket." I nodded. "Are you okay you don't usually dance." She asked.
"Rachel will you shut up and dance. By the way you look sexy as hell in that dress. God I want to drag you out of here and take you back to my apartment." I told her. I am kinda drunk but I don't care. I close my eyes and move her closer to me.
"Finn. You just have to wait a little while." I nodded.
"Finn, Rachel lets do shots." Quinn said. We broke apart and I opened my eyes and looked at her.
"Okay Quinn lets." Rachel said. She grabbed my hand and lead the way off the dance floor when we got to the table Kurt, Blaine. Puck, and Quinn were there.
"On the count of three." Puck said.
"1..2..3" Then everyone made a weird face except me because I got use to the taste from before. "Okay another one." Everyone cheered. After another one. Rachel grabbed my hand.
"Come on lets dance Finn." She said. We got back to dancing in the same position. "God Finn you are so hot."
"Thanks Rach you too." She started to laugh. "Whats so funny?"
"Before when you started to yell at Sam it was so hot. You acted so jealous which is really sexy."
"God Rach stop saying that its really hot. I have to tell you something Rachel."
"What Finn it sounds serious you know I think Sam was hitting on me before. He said that he wanted to take me out for dinner. He is coming to the cabin with us in three weeks. I mean he is okay but I am not looking for a relationship. I think he is. I just want to have sex. Thank God I have you Finn. I mean your hot and when we have sex you make me feel so good." She is kinda drunk.
"Why don't you want a relationship?" I asked her.
"Because why be in a relationship when I have you. Your are my best friend and we have sex and its great and why would I want to throw that away for some relationship that I will probably get hurt in when some guy will tell me he loves me and then cheat on the first time he gets. I will just end up crying. Like when Max cheated on me in high school who was the one to pick up the pieces when I broke. That was you. So you would end up picking the pieces when I break again. Finn you are the only guy who wouldn't hurt me. I love you for that." Wait she thinks she will get hurt but I wouldn't and I won't. She did say that I was the only one who wouldn't hurt here. I pulled back and looked in her eyes.
"Rachel I love you and not in a friend way I am in love with you."
"What?"
"I am in love with you Rachel and I won't hurt you I am the only one who won't you said so yourself."
"Finn you don't love me you may think you do but you don't you just like the sex and thats fine." She started to walk away.
"No I do and I know you feel the same way. I don't care if you say you don't I know you do. Rachel I love you and it has taken me a long time to figure it out but I have been in love with you for a long time."
"Finn.. I think that.."
"No Rachel. Just shut up and don't think." Then I kissed her.
"What are you guys doing?" Quinn asked and me and Rach broke apart.
"Quinn we were just.." Rachel tried to explain but couldn't so I stepped in.
"Quinn I was just kissing my girlfriend me and Rachel are together know if you don't mind."
"Wait you guys are together since when? Rachel can you please explain. Is this why you haven't been home as much have you and Finn been sleeping together wait is this why you are happy all of a sudden." Quinn asked. I had to answer.
"Yes me and Rachel are together and Quinn its not really any of your business what we do."
"Sorry Finn but I was talking to Rachel. Rachel explain."
"Fine Finn you win. Yes Quinn we are together. Yes he is the reason I am happy. Come on Finn lets go. Thanks for the party Quinn." Rachel said as she grabbed my hand. We walked out of the club.
"So Rach I meant what I said at the club I love you." I said as we walked into her apartment.
"Finn are you sure you want to be involved with someone like me I mean I can be kinda crazy sometimes."
"Rachel there was a reason I kissed you that night it wasn't because I was in the mood for sex it was because I want to be with you."
"Fine Finn so now what?"
"Well we are here and we and you look pretty good in that dress but I think you would look better if you didn't have it on."
"You know what Finn I think you are right. Let me just find the zipper."
"No let me." I walk up to her and and turn her so her back is towards me and I unzip her dress and it falls to her feet. She steps out of the dress and I move her hair so I can kiss her bare shoulder. She turns around and she looks up at me and smiles. She pushes my jacket off me and then lifts my shirt over my head. I pick her up so her legs are wrapped around my waist I look her in the eye for a second before she starts to kiss me and then she starts kissing my neck. I carry her over to her bed and place her down on it and look at her she is the most amazing person. I move so I am on top of her.
"Finn I want you so bad right now." I look at her and smile and give her a kiss on the lips then I move to her neck then her collarbone. She rolls over so she is on top of me. She unhooks her bra and throws it on the floor. I move my hands to her waist. She leans down and gives me kisses on my chest. She puts her her hands on my belt buckle. "Finn you need to lose these." I slide my pants of and I roll on top of her. I go back to kissing her neck then I place kisses on her stomach. I place my hands on her waist and she says. "Take them off." So I do. I slide them of her legs. I place kisses on her thighs.
"Rachel I want you so bad." I whisper in her ear.
"Me too." Then I slide into her and I feel her hands grab the back of my shoulders. We spend most of the night laying next to each other her head id placed on my chest.
"Finn I think I need a shower." She gets up and heads to the bathroom. I follow her in. "So you are gonna join me."
"Hell yeah."
I am so in love with her. I think back to early tonight and think that this guy Sam thought he had a chance with her. Not happening. When we get out of the shower we here people come on in the apartment. We figure its Kurt and Blaine. We don't really care we are kinda busy doing something else. We lay on bed and she falls asleep in my arms and I think I can get use to this.