I looked up for the fifteenth time, as Shane sighed. I looked down at my laptop without even saying anything.
Once again, he sighed, giving me the puppy dog look.
"Okay fine," I said as I got up, and settled myself in his arms. His pout turned into an adorable grin, as I laughed.
"Aren't you adorable when you laugh," he said, tickling me.
"No, you're adorable," I argued.
"No you are,"
"No, you are,"
"Yo!," said Jason, "I think you both are adorable. Now can a guy have some peace reading?"
"Jeez Jason," I said, "Chillax. You've been really uptight lately,"
"Shut up," he said, walking into the bunk room.
"Hey!," said Shane, "I know you're all mad, and you want some space, which I'm willing to give you. What I'm not okay is with you bitching my girlfriend,"
"If she acts like a bitch, I'm gonna tell her to shut up,"
"You're the bitch here, you know,"
"Well, you're an asshole, your girlfriend's a whore, an...,"
"Shut the hell up," yelled Shane, advancing towards him.
It was then when I noticed tears in Jason's eyes.
"Shane!," I cried, stopping him.
"What? You heard him, Mitch,"
"No," I said.
And then Shane noticed that Jason was crying.
But Jason didn't give us a chance to talk to him, because he ran into the bunk room and locked the door.
xXx
It has been five hours since Jason ran into his room.
Shane, Nate, me and Caitlyn were all sitting in our room, waiting for him to come out.
"Is it something I said?" I asked.
"No," said Shane immediately, taking my hand into his and stroking it.
"Are you sure you all don't want me to go and talk to him?" asked Nate.
"Nate," said Shane, "Jase needs space. Besides, the door is locked,"
"Not anymore," said Caitlyn, grinning mischievously.
"Cat," I said, "did you pick the lock?"
"Maybe," she said.
"Great," said Nate, getting up and walking towards the door.
"Nate," said Shane.
"What?" he said.
"Just don't push him to confess, okay? Just be there for him,"
"Will do," said Nate, walking in the door.
We waited for about seven minutes. And then Nate came out.
"What?" asked Cait.
"Um Shane, can I talk to you privately?" asked Nate.
Shane got up, and they both went to the corner. I could hear them talking in hushed tones.
Caitlyn and I looked at each other in curiosity.
Shane turned around and cleared his throat.
"We have to tell you something,"
"What?" asked Caitlyn
"Jason is...," he stopped, staring at the door.
I turned around to see Jason.
"I'll tell them," he said.
Shane and Nate walked over and stood by him.
"You see," he said, "I was sad because I was in love, and then it all ended. The person I love was only using me for fame, and I walked in on my love having sex with someone else, in the same motel we stopped at last night,"
"Who is she?" asked Caitlyn angrily, "I'll break her,"
"That's the problem," said Jason, "It's not a she. I walked in on my boyfriend cheating on me. I'm gay,"
xXx
It is funny, how when you are completely fine with things when you think about it. But when they actually happen in real life, you're not sure of what to do.
I was never against homosexuality. But I never dealt with it either, so I didn't know how to react when Jason told us his secret.
And all I said was, "Oh"
I'm not sure how I feel right now. I want to be there for him, but I also want to give him space. I also want some privacy, since Shane has been staring at me worriedly since the past half hour.
Finally, I got up and went inside the bunk room to see Jason.
Shane got up too, but didn't show any signs of following me in. He gave me a hopeful smile, and then I went in.
The bunk room was dark. I could make out the bunks, and a few things on the floor. But no Jason.
"Go away," came a voice from the bottom bunk.
"It's me," I said.
"I don't care who it is. Just leave me alone,"
"Okay," I said, turning back.
"Wait," he said.
I smiled, and turned again.
"I guess I can make an exception for you, since you changed Shane and convinced Nate to like you too," he said.
I sat next to him on the bunk.
"Jason," I said, "I know that you want to talk to me, because you think that I can help you lessen the hurt. But in reality, it's not me. It's how you confess your feelings. Talking is the best way to handle things. I just happened to be there when Nate and Shane wanted to talk. If you don't want to talk to me, it's fine,"
"But I want to," he said, smiling a little.
"Okay," I said.
"Tell me," he said, "How did it feel when you and Shane made love last night?"
I blushed and said, "You know?"
"Everyone does," he said.
I blushed once again, thinking about Nate and Caitlyn, and them knowing, especially Nate.
"It felt magical," I said when I was done imagining the horrors of Nate knowing, "He was there for me. If it was anyone else, any other guy, who could've been my boyfriend, I don't think that I would have been able to do it. Shane just has a way into my heart,"
"And the morning," he said.
"The morning. The morning was fine. I woke up to him hugging me. He was awake, but he still wanted to hold me. He then ordered breakfast in bed, and then we got dressed and got on the bus,"
"You know," he said, "I made love to Austin too. But he was a bisexual. He was only using me for fame. He thought that it was an easy way to get in the parties and the in crowd,"
"It happened for the best," I said, "Because if you wouldn't have walked in on him, then he would've hurt you tons more in the future,"
"I know. I just want it to stop hurting,"
"Time heals it all," I said.
"I wish it would go faster," he said.
"It will, if you start looking for every possible excuse to be happy," I said.
"What?"
"You can start to do things that you have never done before. Like, anything. And then your mind will be so occupied with all the new stuff you've done, that you will be happy,"
"Maybe I will," he said.
"Ever tried eating apples with peanut butter?"
"No. It sounds gross, so I never did,"
"It's about time you try it," I said, "and trust me. They're awesome,"
"Okay," he said.
"Let's go,"
"Ok. And Mitchie?"
"Yes?"
"Thank You,"
"You're welcome. Now lets go, before Shane dies of anxiety,"
We both laughed, and went out.
xXx
"Where are they again?" asked Nate.
"I told you," I said, "Cat and Jason are out on an adventure,"
"Yeah. What kind of adventure?"
"I don't know. I think she's making him try to eat odd stuff today,"
"Odd stuff?"
"Yeah. Like coca-cola and ice cream - served together in one bowl,"
"The is so gross,"
"You've never had a coca-cream?"
"Coca-cream?"
"Coca-cola and ice cream together,"
"Um, no. Frankly, nobody in their right mind has. Including Shane,"
I turned around and looked at Shane. He stared at me with an unreadable expression on his face.
"Really Shane?" I asked.
He nodded, softly.
"Okay then," I said, "You're coming with me, to get some - mow,"
He whimpered softly and gave Nate a pleading look.
"Actually," said Nate, smiling now, "We just happen to have some ice cream and coke right here,"
Shane glared at him.
"And this reminds me," said Nate, "I have to go to see...Cat,"
He left quickly.
"But he lied," said Shane in an adorable baby boy voice, "Everyone knows that Cat is out with Jase,"
I awed at him, and he smiled adorably.
"But this still means that you need to try out coca-cream,"
His face lost it's smile, and he stuck his tongue out at me.
I stuck mine out back, and he pulled me down on the couch he was sitting on.
"I think your tongue can serve more purposes than just teasing, you know," he said.
"And what would they be?" I asked, giggling.
He laughed, and placed his lips on mine.
Bold Font: I think it's annoying the way we keep on saying that we are back, and then we leave again, and then we're back again
EnchantixTracy: It's all your fault dumbo
Bold Font: Don't you mean Bumbo? (get it?) [it's because my name begins with a b, I'm bumbo, not dumbo]
EnchantixTracy: Nobody would get a stupid joke like that
Bold Font: You're stupid
Shane and I have been making out since the past twenty minutes.
"Hey," said Shane, breaking away.
I whined and pulled his face back.
"One sec Mitch. Let me talk," he said.
I gave him an impatient look, and he laughed.
"Unless you want to have sex right here in the middle of the tour bus, we'd better go back in the bunk room,"
"Or maybe, we could do it right here," I said seriously, but burst out laughing at the look on his face.
"Ok. I'll stop," I said.
"Good," he said.
"Anyway...," I was cut off by the ringing of my phone.
"I'll get it," I said.
I picked up the phone, and saw that it was Cat.
"Hey," I said.
"Mitchie! Are you alright?" she said.
"Yeah," I said, "Why?"
"Turn on the TV, now,"
"Why?"
"Just do it,"
I hung up and turned on the TV. Just then, my phone vibrated.
I looked on the screen, to see that it was a text.
Switch to E! right now - Cat
I did as told, and Shane came and sat down next to me.
He began to say something, but I shushed him, as the news reporter spoke.
"We are here at the very same motel where connect three made their unexpected stop. Sources say that Shane Gray entered the place with his girlfriend Mitchie Torres, by carrying her in his arms. Mitchie Torres has been his girlfriend since the past month, but so far, the two have not released any statement due to heavy schedule. We have asked the people staying in the neighbouring rooms about what they saw, and all they say is that Shane and Mitchie stayed in the same room last night. As we all know, Shane has had a rough past with girls, and his career. Is he out to destroy this innocent girl too? We will give you the answer in the next show, only on E!."
Oh, hell
