A/N: Thanks for the reviews everyone and I know you all are like come on Brooke but maybe this chapter will clear up why she is so afraid to get back with him, and keeps questioning his love. Also I wanted to clear things up. When Brooke left it was right before Christmas and Brooke finished up high school in California. They officially broke up when Brooke came to visit him for a long weekend in April. Lucas went off to college the following August with Nathan and Haley and came to California with his mom in January. So they have been broken up for almost a year but not quiet, and Lucas visited Brooke one time on her birthday. I hope that clears up things and if I made a comment in the story about something that doesn't match the timeline just ignore because that's what it is haha, oh also Jeff never met Lucas before college even when he came to visit Brooke Jeff was out of town with family so yup, well I will stop rambling and let you all enjoy :))

Brooke woke up for about the millionth time that night from a nightmare, only the nightmare really happened and since she ran back into him the other day every time she closed her eyes there he was, on top of her, her screaming and then her feeling the pain.

Looking at the clock she saw it was almost 4 and she had only went back to sleep for about ten minutes. Brooke let her eyes look around the black room and they landed on a person in the other bed. A person who she had also been thinking about while she was laying in the black room, about what he said and wrote, a person who was probably the only person she ever felt safe with.

Slowly climbing out of her best friend's bed Brooke tip toed over to Lucas's and ran her hand softly through his messy bed hair. She loved when he slept he always looked so cute, and at peace; something she wish she was right now.

"Brooke…" she heard him mumble and at first thought she woke him up but then realized he was still dead asleep, which meant he was dreaming. Dreaming about her and she couldn't help but smile at that thought, that she wasn't going crazy since she had so many dreams about him at night over the last few months. She wished she knew what he was dreaming off. Was it of something they had done in the past? Was it a dream like she had about them, where they were alone somewhere just the two of them? Or was it a dream that she also had of them of the night she left him, a night that still to this day killed her when she thought of it.

At first she thought she did the right thing, leaving him that night. However as soon as the door closed behind her she wanted to go back in. Then the first time she saw him at the baseball game she wanted to walk up to him kiss him, tell him how much she missed him and how she wished she never left him. She still wanted him to know that, there were so many things she wanted him to know.

"I missed you, you know." She whispered through the silent room, knowing he couldn't hear her and that everything she was saying to him didn't matter because it wasn't like he would know she said it. But she thought maybe that's why it was so easy, because she would have told him what she felt but he couldn't say anything back. "Some nights I would wake up and swear I felt you holding me, but you never were. I would think about that time you came to visit me for my birthday, I think about that day all the time." Brooke sighed as she thought about it.

Flashback

"Brooke what are you doing tonight?" Leslie asked her friend.

"I don't know Les, Lucas is coming to visit me." Brooke squealed with excitement, it has been about 3 months since she saw him and she was going crazy, even talking everyday she couldn't help but miss him.

"Well I know you want your Lucas time but there is a party tonight, so I was thinking you could bring your lover so we can all meet this Lucas Scott. I mean I just want to make sure he is real." Leslie teased and could almost see her friend rolling her eyes on the other end.

"Trust me he is very real, and we will see. I mean I only got him for like 3 days so I want to get as much of him as I can." Brooke grinned as she thought of her boyfriend, god she loved him.

"Well all I am saying is since you wouldn't let us throw you an actual birthday party, I figured you coming to a party will work."

"True, well I will talk to my Broody and we will decide."

"Well the party is at 9 but come whenever ok?" Leslie asked hoping her friend would come just because she wanted to meet this guy that Brooke talked non-stop about.

"OK well I may just make an appearance." Brooke laughed.

"Ok well I guess I will talk to and hopefully see you later." Leslie said hanging up.

Truth was Brooke knew she was probably going to go to the party. She wanted everyone to know about her Lucas. Moving here Brooke fell into the popular group pretty quick and the fact her dad was making good money didn't hurt with her moving up the ladder of high school. As much as she missed Tree Hill and her friends and Lucas, her parents were doing so well. She loved her dad wasn't worrying about money and paying bills, that if she walked into a store and wanted something he could get it for her without checking his bank account to make sure he could afford it. Other then not being with Lucas everyday Brooke's life was pretty much perfect.

Being Brooke she was growing impatient waiting for Lucas to get there. It was almost 8 and he still hadn't got here and she wasn't even sure what time he would be here and the more she thought about it the more see really wanted to go to the party. She figured Lucas would be for going and she tried to call him to make sure but of course his phone was off. Even with being on a plane all day Brooke was sure he would want to come meet her friends, and her new life, so she thought she would just get ready and then when he got here let him change and them leave.

Brooke jumped in the shower real quick, then got out blew her hair dry and then straightened it. She searched through her closet for the perfect outfit because she realized Lucas hadn't seen her in three month she had to look perfect for him. Deciding of course to wear a red silk top (since he loved her in red) that was tight in all the right places and her favorite pair of jeans that fit every part of her perfectly, then of course being in California and going to a beach house party she got her favorite pair of black flip flops, then finishing her make-up.

She put on some of her strawberry lip gloss and once she was finished heard the door bell, knowing her parents weren't home and they had a key Brooke knew it was only one person Lucas, her Lucas.

Throwing down her lip gloss and checking her appearance one last time she took off down the stair to her front door pulling it open to find exactly who she was hoping for.

"Lucas!" she squealed throwing herself into his arms not even letting him speak as she crashed her lips into his, missing the feeling and taste of his kisses these months.

"God baby I've missed you." Lucas mumbled into her lips as they stumbled into her house; not removing their lips from each other. Lucas dropped his bags and shut the door behind him, then wrapping his arms tight around her waist.

"I've missed you too." She mumbled back "So much."

"Your parents home?" he asked pulling away from their kiss and she just smiled shaking her head no "Good." he grinned picking her up in his arms and reattaching his lips to hers.

"Upstairs." Brooke mumbled into his lips knowing he was wondering where to go. Lucas stumbled up the stairs with her in his arms and not letting his lips remove from hers. Once they reached the top Brooke just pointed down the hall to where her bedroom light was on and Lucas nodded knowing which room she meant.

Brooke was so happy to have him with her again, kissing her, holding her; she didn't realize how much she missed him until now. Once Brooke felt her back hit her soft mattress, she quickly realized that right then her life was officially perfect.

"Lucas…" she moaned has his lips found her neck not forgetting the spot she loved for him to kiss. Brooke ran her hand through his hair that seemed to have gotten long over these last few months and she really liked it.

Lucas slowly ran his hand up her shirt and felt the goose bumps his touch was giving her and loved he still could do that too her, loved having his Pretty Girl with him again, feeling her again, kissing her again.

Brooke heard her phone ringing on her night stand and really debated ignoring it right then, but slowly reached for it, still breathing heavily as she let Lucas run his hands over her body and starting to suck harder on her neck.

"Hello?" Brooke answered biting her bottom lip and swallowing the moan she felt building up.

"Brooke it's almost 10 are you coming or not?" Brooke heard Leslie yell over the music.

"Umm…" Brooke thought for a second, she planned on going she was already dressed to go but that was until she saw Lucas and until he started to kiss her, so now she wasn't so sure anymore. "Luke…" Brooke gasped covering up her phone so her friend couldn't hear "Baby you want to go to a party tonight?" she got out breathing heavily. Brooke thought she heard him mumble a sure into her neck, but then moved his lips to her lips and Brooke almost forgot her friend was on the phone until she heard her yelling for her.

"Sorry Les," Brooke answered pushing Lucas off her lips making him groan a little, but he just moved his lips from her lips and down her neck and her chest where her shirt showed some skin then lifting her shirt up to show her tanned, toned stomach and he start to kiss it. "We will be there in a little bit." Brooke gasped hanging up her phone quick and throwing it off her bed pulling him back up to her lips. "We should probably go," Brooke mumbled into his lips.

"Mhmm…"

Brooke let him kiss her a little longer only because she missed kissing him so much, then finally pushing him off her and climbing off the bed fixing her shirt.

"Come back." Lucas groaned laying on her bed as she walked over and ran a brush threw her hair and touching up her make-up.

"Nope sorry Broody, I know you, I come back over there then you will get me to forget about going tonight and I really want to, I want to show you off to all my friends." She smiled turning to face him as he sat up on her bed reaching for her hand which of course she took, and he pulled her into his lap.

"Can't you I don't know show me off to them in like an hour?" he smirked and Brooke just shook her head no "Ok what about 45," and again she shook her head but smiling at him as he kissed her "30, 20, hell even give me ten and I will find away to work with it."

"Broody we both know if I give you 10 minutes of this," she smiled kissing him "You will want to do a lot more and then we will be late." She smiled.

"Ugh! Fine!" Lucas groaned feeling defeated giving her a small kiss and then leaning his forehead against hers "I missed you."

"I missed you too." she whispered to him running her thumb over his swollen lips and getting off some lip gloss, "Now come on Boyfriend lets go show you off." She grinned standing up and taking his hand in hers as they headed out her room.

Lucas laughed at his girlfriend as he followed her downstairs to her car, "Well let's go."

Flashback over

"I couldn't help but laugh at everyone when they meet you." Brooke smiled thinking about it "All the girls were so jealous that you were with me and all the boys finally realized why I was already taken. You should have heard what my friends were saying about you." Brooke laughed thinking about it.

Flashback

Brooke and Lucas finally reached the house where the party was at and claimed out of the car. Brooke in front of Lucas as he held his arms around her waist kissing her neck as they walked making her giggle.

"Ok, now you be on your best behavior." Brooke teased pointing at her boyfriend who just laughed.

"Aren't I always on my best behavior?" He smiled that boyish grin trying to be all innocent, but Brooke knew he was far from innocent.

"No you're not," she laughed and he just rolled his eyes playfully at her, "Now come on, I want you to meet everyone." Brooke smiled taking his hand in hers as they walked into the big beach house. Brooke noticed how some people turned to look at her, well not her more Lucas. Brooke knew how hot her boyfriend was, she was very proud to call him hers and was slightly enjoying the looks she got. Especially a look from a girl named Jessie. Jessie hated Brooke and Brooke was never sure why, her friends said it was because she was jealous but Brooke didn't know why. Living in Tree Hill no one was jealous of Brooke Davis; she didn't have anything anyone wanted, well that was before she got Lucas, but still.

"Brooke!" Brooke heard someone yell as she looked around the crowded room finding her friends Leslie who she had grown so close to over the few months. Leslie slightly reminded Brooke of Haley, minus the fact she was a little sluty like Rachel, so Brooke figured she was like a mix of Haley and Rachel.

Brooke just grabbed on tighter to Lucas's hand as they made their way through the crowd to where Leslie was by the keg, of course. Leslie loves her alcohol very much like Rachel.

"Hey girlies," Brooke smiled at her friends that were standing around Leslie.

"Brooke I am so glad you came I was starting to doubt it, especially when I was on the phone with you." Leslie grinned "You sounded a little…" she paused looking at the boy holding Brooke's hand "Busy."

"Umm…yeah…sorry." Brooke blushed, "But this is Lucas, Luke this is Leslie, Jamie, Carly and Chelsea." Brooke introduced.

"Nice to finally meet you Lucas, I am glad you are real and not just a fake name Brooke uses to get guys to leave her alone." Leslie joked and Lucas laughed.

"Nice to meet you all." He smiled wrapping his arms around Brooke's waist from behind as she let her body fall back into his and he laid his chin on her shoulder. "So guys are all over my baby huh?" he said in a joking tone but Brooke knew he was not happy by that fact.

"Well not really, try would be the better answer." Carly laughed.

"Truth is I would not want to be you Mr. Lucas Scott." Chelsea laughed.

"Oh…And why is that." Lucas asked.

"Well you have been here only about 10 minutes and every guy in the room already hates you." She winked.

"Yeah well when your girl is this hot I can understand that." Lucas smiled kissing the side of Brooke's head making her giggle.

"You know Lucas you are way hotter than Brookie here let on." Jamie laughed. "Way hotter." She repeated but this time more to herself as she looked him up and down.

"Hey skank he is Brooke's and off limits so put some ice on it." Leslie said laughing but at the same time completely serious, "But I am going to go find Johnny I will see you two lovers later." She smiled walking off waving for the other girls to follow giving Brooke and Lucas some alone time.

"Do you know how much I missed you?" Lucas smiled spinning her around in his arms.

"Not nearly as much as I missed you." She smiled wrapping her arms around his neck and leaning up and kissing him softly, "I love you."

"I love you too Pretty Girl." He whispered back leaning down to kiss her again but getting interrupted by someone calling his girlfriends name.

"Hey Brooke…"

"Oh hey Rick." Brooke smiled turning around in Lucas's arm and talking to the guy behind her. Not that she didn't like Rick she did, but he just never seemed to get the hint she was not interested in him, she had a boyfriend. Yet then she was kind of glad he approached since Lucas was here, maybe now he would just back off.

"Who is your friend?" he asked looking over at Lucas. Lucas just looked at the guy kind of wanting to laugh. Friend? Was he serious, because Lucas was pretty sure with his arms tight around Brooke's body and her leaning into him he was more than just a friend.

"This is Lucas, my boyfriend." Brooke smiled proudly at the fact.

"Boyfriend huh?" Rick asked.

"Yeah Boyfriend." Lucas hissed tightening his grab on Brooke's waist.

Brooke could tell Lucas was getting angry by Rick. And as much as a girl loves her boyfriend being a little protective of her and other guys Brooke knew Lucas's temper also, and knew that after a couple rude comments by Rick, who was a complete ass all the time she night add, Lucas would just go over the edge.

"Yes you know the one I told you about." Brooke smiled rubbing her hand gently over Lucas's that was still holding tight to her.

"Yeah I somewhat remember that." Rick nodded playing dumb, yet remembering the conversation.

"Well do you remember Underwood threatening to kick your ass if you didn't leave Brooke alone?" All three heard a voice say and turned to see Ryan, a close friend of Brooke's best friend Jeff. Brooke just smiled at Ryan he was so sweet. "Because I remember that talk really well."

"Yeah whatever Ryan, shouldn't you be off trying to get some girl drunk and in bed?" Rick hissed.

"I don't know shouldn't you be off making nice with yourself somewhere?" he shrugged, making Brooke and Lucas laugh and Lucas seeming to relax. "So go on and do that." Ryan said waving him away and Rick mumbling whatever as he walked off.

"Well thank you Ryan." Brooke smiled at her friend.

"Well figured since your BFF isn't here thought I could try out the position." Ryan laughed, "Hey man I'm Ryan." He said reaching his hand out and Lucas taking it.

"Lucas." Lucas said, kind of thanking this guy came along since he figured beating some guy at party in front of Brooke and her friends wasn't the best idea.

"Oh trust me I know, Brookie hear talks nonstop about you." Ryan smiled at his friend who just blushed. "But I'm going to go find another drink, nice meeting you Lucas, see you around Brookie." He winked walking away.

"Well I guess you are just the most popular person here." Lucas teased as Brooke spun around in his arms wrapping her arms around his neck.

"Yup I guess here I am almost as important as Lucas Scott." She joked and he just laughed "I love you."

"I love you too Pretty Girl." He smiled leaning in to kiss her softly on the lips.

Flashback Over

"I wonder if you knew how much I really missed you. How happy I was that you were with me, how happy you made me when that slut hit on you and you just gave her the complete brush off." Brooke laughed thinking about it.

Flashback

"I haven't seen you around, you new?" Lucas heard someone say as he turned to see some blonde girl, that looked a little drunk and really sluty.

"No I don't go school around here," Lucas answered turning back away not paying much attention, taking a sip of his beer, wondering where Brooke was and how long it takes to go to the bathroom.

"So…" She grinned stepping closer to Lucas "I'm Jessie."

"Ok…" Lucas said.

"What's your name?"

"Lucas," Lucas answered annoyed this girl was clearly not getting the hint.

"Well Lucas you want to dance with me?" She grinned seductively and Lucas would have laughed if she wasn't so clueless.

"No thanks." He said not looking at the girl next to him and drinking his beer but happy when he saw Brooke starting to walk over to them. "Hey baby I was wondering where you went." Lucas smiled wrapping his arm around Brooke and kissing the side of her head.

"Yeah sorry I took so long hope no sluts bothered you, while I was away." Brooke smiled up at him then looking at Jessie "Oh hi Jessie I didn't see you there."

"Yeah I'm sure you didn't." Jessie scuffed. "So I guess you already got your sluty hands on the new guy huh?"

"Nope," Brooke smiled leaning her back against Lucas's chest and he wrapped his arms tight around her waist, "He isn't new, he is my boyfriend."

"Right…"

"Yup it is, now if you will excuse us I haven't seen my boyfriend in a very long time and I have missed him very much." Brooke smiled and Jessie just gave her a death glare then storming off.

"Well she just seems like a box of fun." Lucas teased.

"Yeah she is just a bitch…a jealous bitch." She said spinning in his arms kissing him softly, "But forget her, come dance with me." Brooke suggested grabbing his hand and walking to where the living room turned dance floor was. Spinning her body around in his arms pushing against him as her body moved to the music.

Lucas slowly ran his hands down her sides and rest on her hips pulling her back into him, as she pushed up against him. Lucas wouldn't lie with her moving and her body up against his, he was differently getting turned on, add the fact he hadn't been with her in months or touched her for that matter, he wanted her so bad right then.

Lucas slowly dipped his head down and started trailing kisses down her neck then kissing her shoulder making her let out a small moan, as she placed her hands on top of his, "Can we go home yet?" he whispered in her ear all deep and husky making her become just as turned on as he was.

Spinning around in his arms and kissing him hard but wouldn't let him deepen the kiss, completely ignoring the people around. Normally Brooke wouldn't be for showing large amounts of affection in public but right now she didn't care she was with her boyfriend and she had missed him more then she had missed anything or anyone in her whole life.

"Please." He mumbled into her lips.

"Yeah, let's go." Brooke smiled grabbing his hand and walking out of the party, jumping in the car and Lucas driving. The drive home was driving Brooke nuts she wanted to get home so bad; she has never wanted someone so much.

Brooke slowly eased herself into his lap as he drove, and kissing his neck, while she unbutton his shirt, "Brooke…" he moaned as her hands touched his chest for the first time in months, he was having trouble driving with her in his lap doing that and all he wanted was for them to hurry up and get to her house. A normal ten minute drive was feeling like an hour drive for both of them.

Once Lucas pulled into her driveway, he turned off the car but didn't get out just wrapped his arms tight around Brooke; sliding his hand up the back of her shirt while she held onto his face kissing him hard and deep.

"What time your parents coming home?" Lucas mumbled into her lips.

"Late." Brooke answered back, while Lucas finally opened the car door and stumbling to the front door with Brooke in his arms and her legs wrapped tight around his waist. Lucas was finding it difficult to make his way of the stairs since he never once let his lips remove from hers.

Brooke pulled Lucas's shirt off as he pushed her up against the wall dropping her from his hands. Brooke immediately unbutton his pants pulling them down then moving up his body slowly leaving hot kisses up his bare chest until getting to his lips and once again kissing him.

Both stumbled down the hall to Brooke's room and tripping through the dark room finally finding the bed and falling back. Brooke grabbed onto the back of his head pulling him on top of her loving his lips on hers once again flipping them over so she was on top of him and he sat up holding her in his lap as he pulled her silk top off throwing it on the floor then crashing his lips back into hers.

Lucas moved his lips to her neck flipping them over on the bed so he was on top of her, with his hand playing with her jean button, finally unsnapping them and he slid his hand slowly in her pants, locking his lips back onto hers.

"Lucas…" Brooke moaned into his mouth sending goose bumps all over his body. He always loved when she moaned his name or gasped it or even screamed it, never thinking his name ever sound so good unless it was coming out of her mouth, falling from her perfect lips.

Brooke was getting where she couldn't take it anymore, she needed him, needed to feel him in her and her body was begging for his body, needing it. "I need you…" Brooke gasped arching her back under him as he removed his hand from her pants and quickly peeled them off her letting them join her shirt on the floor.

"I need you too…" He whispered back. On many occasions hearing her say that to him made him nervous, she had told him that twice since they had been together and one time she broke up with him and the other was when something bad happened and she needed him to feel clean again. However, this time her saying it to him he knew was nothing more than the fact for months they had been apart and both their bodies were craving, begging for the others.

Quickly removing the rest of their clothing, Lucas moved down her body making sure any part of her didn't go untouched by his kiss, until letting his tongue run up her stomach slowly giving her chills. He felt her heart racing under him and it just made his race more. Lucas would get so close to her then stopping, not that he didn't want to be with her cause he felt how his body was growing frustrated with his games, he just kind of enjoyed her begging for him, needing him.

Brooke was growing bothered by him right then, she wanted him so bad and she knew he was teasing her, getting so close before pulling back again it was driving her crazy. She wanted to feel him and she wanted to feel him now. Pulling him down to kiss her she bit his bottom lip and sucking on it making him groan some, yet he knew it was only because she was sick of him not doing it and that almost made him want to laugh slightly.

Figuring he had done enough teasing he slowly pushed himself into her "Lucas!" she moaned. Even Brooke was surprised to how good it felt, as many times as they have had sex something about him entering her just then made her body start to quiver already. Maybe it was because she hadn't had sex in months, or that she hadn't felt the touch of the person she loved, whatever it was Brooke knew the feeling was amazing.

Like all the times before he paused a second, letting her get comfortable to him before slowly moving in her, loving the gasp she felt with ever push. Letting his mouth move from hers to her neck he started to suck long and hard making her moan more.

"Luke…" She gasped as she kissed his shoulder biting down softly making him let out a moan into her neck. Brooke let her nails dig into his back and Lucas never realized how much he missed the feeling he got from it. He grabbed onto her leg pulling her into him and kissing her again. He rubbed his tongue along the bottom of her lip begging to deepen the kiss and Brooke decided to tease him a bit like he teased her a few moments ago.

She knew he wanted to deepen their kiss and truth was she wanted to also but if he was going to play games so was she. He shoved his tongue against her lips and it was like the more he shoved his tongue the harder he pushed into her. Brooke tried all she could not to let the moan escape her mouth but she couldn't and as soon as the moan came out his tongue went in and Brooke just groaned into their kiss.

"I win." He mumbled into their kiss and Brooke just bit down on his lip making him just push harder into her. If Brooke didn't love the feeling he was giving her she would be almost pissed at his arrogance but then he would move in and out of her and that feeling passed as quick as it came.

"God…Lucas…" Brooke moaned arching her back underneath him as he pushed into her one last time and his body lost all energy in him. He rested one of his hands next to her making sure not to fall on top of her as the other was on the back of her head pulling her into him as they let their tongues wrestle with one another's.

Brooke rolled them over so she was lying in top of him and he held onto her hips. "I love you." Brooke said breathing heavily as she pulled out of their kiss.

"I love you too Pretty Girl." He smiled brushing a piece of hair out of her face. "I love you too."

Flashback Over

Brooke tired shaking her mind of the thoughts of them two together. The feelings she was feeling that night and the love she felt then, that she still felt now.

"You said you tried calling me, I tried calling you too." Brooke whispered as a tear fell "It was right after we broke up. It was summer and i told myself calling you was a bad idea, I knew I shouldn't, but I called anyways." Brooke paused looking down at him still completely asleep "Some girl answered Luke." She choked out as tears started to fall "I tried to tell myself it was nothing, you just left your phone somewhere and she got it but when she asked if I was looking for you and how you were in the shower I thought I was going to be sick. I couldn't imagine you with someone else and I didn't want too. I didn't want to know some girl was with you, kissing you or having you hold her, I didn't want to think about any of it." Brooke said getting off the bed pacing the room. "I couldn't think that after just the short tome we were broken up you moved on, and yes I know I dated Ethan but it wasn't even what I would call a boyfriend because I mean we kissed maybe four times the whole time together, and it was never a kiss like we shared and we never slept together." she whispered looking at him laying still on the bed, still in complete sleep.

"I hate that you didn't chase after me! I hate you for that! And I hate you didn't send me that letter and that some girl answered your phone!" she yelled but more of a yelling whisper, "Did you just get over me so fast? Because I didn't, I didn't even think about being with someone else in that way, because I loved you so much." She cried again sitting next to him on the bed "I still love you so much." She whispered. "I just question if you still love me, or if you ever truly loved me like I loved you." She asked as a tear fell and landed next to him on the pillow, "Did you Luke?"

A/N: Hope you all enjoy the chapter. You all got some Brucas lovin' even if it was in the past but still. So Review please.