I know u probs all hate me at the moment but to be fair I have been busy. At the same time I also procrastinate and don't end up writing for ages. Thanks soooo much to everyone who is reading this and staying with me even though I am totally unreliable. I luv u guys and This chap is for you. A lot of people want the games to continue between Edward and Bella and unfortunately I won't be able to tell you if they do or not in this chapter.

So enjoy and I will try and update more over the soon coming holidays

xoxo Di

Epov

I slunk away into the darkness trying to rid myself of the want I felt for Bella. That sort of thing could ruin me very fucking quickly and that was a chance I was not willing to take.

Bella's friend had taken and held her attention and I took that as a sign to leave.

God damn was that a bad fucking idea, because the minute I pulled myself away Jessica latched her claw like fingers onto my arm and steered me into the light coming from the bar. With a sickening flirty look Jessica started to rub her fingers up and down my arm.

"Eddy" her voice was sweet albeit slurred to a point where it was hard to understand.

"Eddy, I have a prob...prop...probosition for you" she said stumbling and giggling over her words.

Proposition? What the fuck could she want and why the fuck did she think I would give it to her? She was an old toy I'd tossed away and had no intention in dealing with ever again.

"Jessica what the fuck do you want? You know I want no part in your schemes. We...Are...Over. Got it" I said in a dark and frankly unamused voice.

"Oh but Edward I know you'll want a part in this partcooler sheme. Do you remember Tyler Stanley?" Her voice sounded ridiculous but she got my attention with Tyler Stanley.

The man was the area's most successful and well known music producers and I would be lying if I didn't say I was a HUGE fan.

"The name does ring a bell Jessica but why the fuck does he matter" I asked wondering what I was leading myself into.

"Well Edward he happens to be my unklee. If you go along with my plod...plot then I'll give him the demo I know you have in your closet. All you have to do is get Bella to fall for you and then we'll go from there" At the mention of Bella's name we both turned.

Her face full of disgust and mine most likely full of a mix between pain and annoyance. This was something I really wanted but I somehow felt wrong hurting Bella for it, as I knew with Jessica it would come to something like that.

"Jessica what are you thinking of doing to her" I asked before I ran myself into trouble.

"Oh nothing for you to worry about now Edward. Look your nearly done here, at the end of the year you leave Constance and move on. Do you want to move into the life of a famous singer/ songwriter or the life of some loner no good kid whose parents couldn't handle them" she asked with a knowing look.

At that I cringed. Jessica was the only one who knew, that inside the bad boy armour I wore there was a hurt kid who was never appreciated.

So that's what changed my mind. The thought that if I became a success my parents would finally notice that I was something not a low life shit of a kid that's going nowhere. It was sad and I fucking hate the fact that I sounded so weak but the prospect of fame and fortune quickly erased the vulnerability I felt.

" Fine Jess I'll help you play your sick excuse for a game but this in no way means we are together. I'm doing this for me and my life not you. Now go find some guy to fuck or a kid to harass and leave me the fuck alone" I sneered and stalked off in search of Bella hoping to get the humiliation over with.

I made up a plan as I walked around the beach house full of drunk, partying kids in search of a certain hot vampire.

I would just give in and tell her I love her. Chicks went for stuff like that right? I might get teased by her but in the end it would get me some sex with that sexy hellcat and would finish my job for Jessica. A definite win, win for me.

I couldn't see Bella anywhere on the ground floor so I decided to make my way up the stairs and find her. I had made my way through two rooms- one filled with occupants that gave me a fucking sickening show that was worse than the normal porn I had been found to watch from time to time- When I finally found Bella spread out on a large bed.

As I opened the door wider Bella stood from the bed and walked over the door to leave. Before she could do anything though her brown eyes met mine and I walked further into the room and closer to her closing the door behind me.

I could see she had drunk too much so I made bolder decisions by grabbing her waist and pushing her bad onto the bed. Looking at her beneath me made me forget my plan altogether and focus on the hard on I was now sporting.

I was horny as fuck and the opportunity was there for the taking so I quickly found myself shedding both Bella's and my clothing and coming back to rest between her legs. I wasted no time and quickly and swiftly pushed myself into her.

We grunted and groaned as I pushed in and out in a fast rhythm that had me panting in seconds. Bella mewed underneath me powerless but obviously turned on. We soon both found ourselves riding a high that could only be achieved in what I liked to call a good fuck.

We lay there on the big mattress for what seemed like ages, my brain still not functioning properly. Eventually I had calmed down enough to remember my deal with Jessica. Bella actually hadn't said a word to me yet so I dove right into my plan before a) Bella started talking to me and distracting me or fell asleep. B) I lost my train of thought. C) I fell asleep or d) the alcohol swirling around in my head made me do something stupid or pass out.

"Bella" My voice sounded strange and my breaths seemed strangled. I closed my eyes and hoped that what I was about to do would work.

"I can stay away. I just can't do it. I think I'm in love with you" I held my breath as my words fell out of my mouth and hung in the silent room.

I looked down at Bella waiting for her to say something but all I saw were her amazing doe like brown eyes glaze over before her eyelids dropped and she fell asleep. I guess I would have to wait till morning.

Ok yes its short. aren't they all, but it is a chapter and I hope you guys like it. fly fly and review please xoxo

Di