A/N: Well, here's another birthday one shot that didn't want to stay a one shot. So many of you PM'd me to continue this story to give you some resolution, so here it is. Not sure how many more chapters there will be after this one, maybe only two or three, we'll see. Anyway, big thanks to my prereader, OCDJen, for always steering me in the right direction, and to my beta, who still wants to stay anonymous for now. Hope you enjoy, especially you Dillon since this was written for you to begin with!

"Will it always be this good?" he asked when he came up for air.

"No," I smiled at the disappointment that flooded his face. "It'll be even better." He looked at me for a moment and then he broke out into a big smile.

"And I'll always be young and beautiful?" he asked seriously.

"You'll always be young and beautiful, and mine," I said firmly.

"Okay, then, let's do it," Brian said with a tremor in his voice.

"Are you sure?" If I had a heart, it would be racing a mile a minute right now.

"Positive." Pulling himself out of me he flipped over onto his back with me on top. "Can you fuck me first?" he asked. "I want to know, just once, what it would feel like with me human."

"Your wish is my command." I said grinning madly as I took what was mine.

Chapter Two

Rolling on top of him on the bed, I pressed my lips to his. I could feel the warmth of his body soaking into mine and the beat of his heart against my chest. The smell of our earlier climaxes hung in the air and was too distracting for me. Breaking apart from the kiss, I jumped up off of the bed pulling Brian with me.

"Let's go take a shower and get cleaned up a bit before we move on to Round Two of the fuck fest."

"I don't need any recovery time. Do you?" he said with a smirk.

Ah, he was so naive. "No, vampires don't require any recovery time at all. I just feel the need to get cleaned up a bit is all."

"Okay, sounds good. Follow me." He moved in front of me in all his naked glory and I enjoyed the view of his perfectly muscled back and ass as he went by. The thought that this perfection would be mine for all eternity was so overwhelming that I had to close my eyes against the force of emotions that ran through me. My mouth began to fill with venom as I remembered the taste of his blood on my tongue. My cock hardened at the thought of being inside him and feeling his warmth pulsing all around me.

"I think we need to make that shower a cold one, yeah?" Brian said chuckling at me.

Opening my eyes, I was greeted by the sight of him still completely naked and lounging against the bathroom door. The steam from the shower was already starting to seep out of the bathroom.

"No, no cold shower is necessary. I'm just thinking about what I'm going to do to you later." I said while sauntering over to him. "You just wait." Leaning forward, I kissed my way across his jaw and down his neck, sucking gently at the site of his bite. Brian groaned and thrusted his hips at me and I could feel his hard cock rubbing against my thigh.

"They'll be time enough for that later, big guy. Let's go hop in that shower now." Pulling him behind me, I entered his shower closing the door behind him. He immediately pressed himself up against me, grinding his arousal into mine.

"You don't need much recovery time, either. Do you?" I said while kissing his neck and wrapping my arms around his waist.

"Normally I don't bounce back this fast, but there is just something about you. My skin feels like it's on fire and all my nerve endings are tingling. I'm horny as hell even though I just came. What is it that you are doing to me?" he asked while placing kisses all over my face and lips.

"That's your body's reaction to the connection between us. It recognizes me as your mate or, as a human would say, soul mate. Now that we've been intimate, the connection is stronger. It will get a lot stronger once I turn you."

"Hmm, I can't wait," Brian said while licking his way down my chest to my nipple, which he gently sucked into his mouth. "I want to do a few things first, if that's okay with you." he said looking at me questioningly.

"Sure, baby, I'll do anything you want." And I would, I would give my life for him if he asked.

"Suck me," he whispered as he continued to lick and suck at my nipple, "You started to before, but then we got distracted and stopped."

Pushing him away from me and up against the wall, I dropped to my knees. The hot water of the shower was cascading down Brian's chest, my head, and shoulders. It didn't matter to me, though, because I didn't need to breathe. Grabbing his cock in my hand and slowly stroking him, I licked the tip, dipping my tongue into his slit, before sucking him all the way in one go.

"Fuck!" Brian yelled fisting his hands in my hair.

Pulling my mouth off his cock and looking up at him, I said, "Soon, baby, soon." I winked at him before sucking him all the way in again. Continuing to work him, I sucked and licked his cock while keeping one hand on his hip to hold him still. My other hand worked between squeezing his balls gently, tugging on them in rhythm with my thrusts, and caressing his cleft. His hands tightened in my hair as he started thrusting his hips, fucking my mouth.

The taste of the precum leaking from his cock was overpowering when combined with the scent of his arousal, and the sounds he was making. My cock was rock hard and I had to fight to prevent my mouth from flooding with venom.

Moving my hand, I slid one finger into my mouth, alongside his cock, to lubricate it. After that, I slid it to his entrance and pressed inside. Brian sucked in a shuddering breath, and increased the pace of his thrusts. It was a good thing I didn't need to breathe, as his cock was so far down my throat, it was blocking my windpipe. Continuing to massage his balls, I pushed another finger into his entrance and curved them looking for his pleasure point.

"Right there!" Brian yelled, as he continued fucking my mouth. I continued thrusting my fingers in and out of him, brushing over his prostate with every stroke. Moving my other hand up his body, I grabbed his nipple and twisted it as I pressed my fingers in him hard.

"Oh, man, fuck," Brian mumbled incoherently as his cock pulsed in my mouth and his cum flooded my throat. His thrusts weakened as he road out his orgasm, but I continued playing with his nipple and pressing against his prostate until he begged me to stop. Letting him slip from my mouth, I slowly removed my hands from his body, and stood up, before kissing him deeply and letting him taste himself. His legs were trembling, and he wrapped his arms around my neck for support.

Breaking away from our kiss, he looked up at me and his face held an expression of amazement. "That was indescribable," he said. "In all my years of fucking, I have never felt anything like that before." Resting his head on my shoulder, he leaned against me and I could feel his heart beating against my chest. I was going to miss that, the feeling of his heart beating, when he was turned. His warmth was another thing I was going to miss. I wish there was some way I could leave him human and still be with him, but I knew that was impossible. The risks were just too great. He had to be turned, I had no choice.

Reaching over to shut off the water, I opened the shower door, grabbed two towels off the rack, and wrapped the two of us up. Brian was still a little unsteady on his feet, so I helped him to the bed. Once he sat down, I took my towel off and dried him as best as I could. When I was done, I laid him down, pulled his towel off and covered him up. He just lay there looking at me. Picking up the towels, I headed into the bathroom to hang them up.

"You're not leaving, are you?" Brian called out.

Heading back into the bedroom, I climbed into the bed and snuggled up against his back. "I'm not going anywhere." I said placing a soft kiss on his cheek.

He pulled my arms around him tighter, and pressed his back flush against my chest. "Good. I'm a little too tired to continue our fuck fest right now, but after a couple of hours rest I'll be raring to go and I just want to make sure you will still be here."

Kissing his cheek again, I reassured him. "I'm yours, Brian. My place is right here with you. I'll still be here when you wake up."

Nodding his head, he smiled at me and closed his eyes. Within minutes, his breathing was slow and regular signaling he had fallen asleep. Slipping out of bed, I made my way into the living room to grab my cell. There was a call I had to make.

"Edward, what's going on?" Alice squealed.

"Alice," I said as soon as she answered. "Everything is fine. Brian knows and is on board with everything, as if you didn't already know."

"That's great, Edward. I'm really happy for you. Did you turn him yet?" she asked.

"No, I haven't done it yet. You would know if I did. He wants to do a few more things as a human before I turn him."

"Things?" she asked, "What things?"

"Private things, Alice. None of your business things," I said laughing at her.

"Oh, I miss out on all the fun!" she said. I could just see her pouting and stomping her foot and I laughed.

"It's not funny, Edward," she said adamantly.

"I know, I know," I said while continuing to laugh. "I want to turn him here, Alice, and then I'll bring him to the house."

"Is that a good idea, Edward? The change starts pretty quickly. Won't his neighbors get suspicious when they hear him screaming?" she asked.

"I guess, it's just that I want us to be alone when I do it, and not in a house full of people."

"What if I arrange for all of us to be out of the house when you do it? This way, you'll have the privacy you need, and you'll be in a safe place for the change to take place."

"It sounds good, and I know you're right. Let me talk to Brian. He's sleeping right now, but I will talk with him when he wakes up and I'll let you know what we are going to do," I stated firmly.

"Okay, whatever you want Edward. I'm just so happy that this worked out for you. You've been waiting for him for a long time now," she said and her joy was evident in her voice.

"Thanks, Alice, I appreciate it. I'll be in touch." Ending the call, I headed back into the bedroom, pulled Brian close to me, and waited for him to wake up.

I spent the hours he slept just watching him and listening to him breathe. Nuzzling my nose into his neck. I breathed in his scent and moaned at the feelings that flooded through me at the thought that he would soon be mine forever. His breathing was changing, signaling me that he would soon awaken. I continued sniffing his neck and his hair, peppering his neck with kisses along the way.

"Do you sniff all your boyfriends like that, or just me?" Brian asked in a sleepy voice.

"Just you baby, you're the only one," I said continuing to kiss him. Rolling him over to face me, I kissed his cheeks, nose and forehead before placing a soft one on his lips.

"Hmm, that's a nice way to wake up," Brian said as he stretched away from me and climbed off the bed.

"Where are you going?" I asked, sitting up.

"Just to the bathroom, I'll be right back," he said heading into the bathroom and closing the door.

While waiting for him to come back, I thought about how he would react to the change. It was a painful process, and lasted for almost three days. Alice was right. The house was the best place for it. It was far enough away from civilization so no one would hear him screaming, yes, screaming. That's how painful it was. I don't really remember my own changes that well, it was so long ago.

"Penny for your thoughts," Brian said climbing back into bed.

"Just thinking about the change, and how you're going to react to it, that's all," I said.

"It hurts, doesn't it?" he asked nervously.

"Yes, it does hurt for a bit," I replied.

"How long is a bit? And how bad does it hurt?" he said sitting up.

"The change itself lasts about three days. It hurts really badly for almost the whole time." I answered honestly.

"Fuck! I don't know about this Edward. I'm not signing up for three days of pain," he said getting up and pacing around the room.

"I know it sounds bad, Brian, but believe me, you won't even remember it. I was just thinking back, and I don't really remember the pain that much. It was so long ago that it's just a blur. And what's three days of pain when the end result is immortality?"

"What do you remember?" he asked, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I remember Carlisle biting me, and feeling like my body was on fire. That's the venom spreading through your body, your veins and organs. When the pain stopped, I remember hearing things that I couldn't believe I was hearing! I mean, I could hear the stream gurgling, and it was a mile away!" I said laughing.

"Would it be the same for me?" he asked. I could smell his fear coming off of him in waves. Moving closer to him, I pulled him into my arms.

"Yes, it will be. It will hurt in the beginning, but when it's over, it will be like nothing you ever imagined. Your senses will all be that much stronger, and physically, you'll be stronger and faster as well."

"What about my business? My loft? My friends? What happens to everything?" It was dawning on Brian, finally, that this was a life changing event, and his concern was showing itself.

"That's up to you, Brian. You can still work, as long as you don't go in on sunny days. As for your loft, you can keep it. We can live here if you want. You can still keep your friends as well. But, you can't do any of these things in the beginning. You won't have any control over yourself or your hunger so it wouldn't be safe for you to be around any humans. Maybe you can take a vacation, work from home for a bit and just go in at night when no one is around?" I suggested.

"Maybe, my friend Ted and my assistant Cynthia can handle day to day stuff, but I'm the one the clients do want to meet with. I don't know about this Edward. My business is something I've worked really hard for my whole life and I don't want to just throw it all away," he said pulling himself out of my arms.

"Why don't you sell it then? You don't need to work as I have more than enough money for the both of us. We could travel, see the world together. Then, when enough time has passed, you can come back and resume your friendships."

"I guess I could do that. Traveling the world has always been something I've wanted to do. Let me think on it, okay? I mean, I don't have to let you know right now, do I?" he asked nervously.

If I had a heart, it would be breaking at this very moment, but I sucked it up and gave him the answer he wanted to hear. "No, of course you don't. You take all the time you need to think about it. It is a life changing event, and I want you to be sure."

"Thanks, Edward," he said smiling, and I could hear the relief in his voice.

"Anytime, Brian," I said, gathering up my clothes.

"Where are you going?" he asked, confused.

"I'm leaving you to think things through. Call me when you've come to a decision," I said, pulling on my jeans.

"I thought you were going to fuck me?" he asked belligerently.

"What?"

"You said you'd fuck me, so I could experience you while I was still human," he said.

"Yeah, well, I think things have changed, no?" I asked.

"Why? I still want you, don't you want me?"

"Of course I do, more than you know, I just thought that since you were having second thoughts, it would be best for me to leave." Brian didn't answer me, he just moved away.

He made his way to his bed and laid down. Picking up the lube, he squirted some on his hand and wet his fingers. Reaching down, he spread his legs and pressed his fingers inside himself. With his other hand, he caressed his cock lightly. Watching him stroke and finger himself caused my cock to harden immediately.

"Brian, what are you doing?" I asked, opening my jeans to free my erection.

"Showing you what you'll be missing if you leave now," he said while moaning.

Moving over to the bed, I reached my hand out and placed it over his. We stroked his cock together. Kicking my jeans off, I climbed on the bed and settled in between his thighs. I continued stroking him as I pulled his fingers out and replaced them with my own. He shivered as my cold fingers pressed into his heat. His body was so warm that my fingers felt scalded. He closed his eyes as I continued stroking him and thrusting my fingers in and out of him in a matching rhythm.

"I'm ready," he said as he moved his hand from his cock to mine.

"Relax, Brian, all in good time," I said continuing to thrust my fingers as I stroked him. Since Brian was expressing indecision, I wanted to make the most of my time with him as I wasn't sure if this would be the only time I'd be with him like this.

"Now, Edward. I'm ready, please," Brian begged.

Sighing in defeat, I grabbed my cock and positioned it at his entrance. Lifting his legs up, I put them on my shoulders, leaned over, and kissed him for all he was worth. I wanted Brian to know what he'd be missing if he said no, if he turned me down. He looked up at me with his eyes full of lust. Pushing inside of him, I had to gasp as his heat slowly engulfed me.

"Shit Edward, slowly, okay? I don't bottom like ever, so you need to take it slow," he said gasping.

I held myself still to give him time to adjust. The thought that Brian was giving himself to me like this, something he very rarely did, was causing all my emotions to rise up in me. I knew that if I didn't get control of myself, and soon, I'd be cumming in seconds.

"Ready baby," Brian gasped out.

Sliding myself all the way in, I had to close my eyes as pleasure crashed through me. Pulling almost all the way out, I slammed back into him hard, smiling when I heard him moan. My passion took over as I continued slamming into him, angling my hips to hit his pleasure point with every thrust. Looking down at him, I was in awe of how beautiful he was in the throes of passion. His face was flushed, his hair awry, his lips swollen from our kisses earlier, and his cock – hard and oozing. His eyes met mine, and he smiled at me.

"Fuck me, Edward, claim me and make me yours," he whispered.

His words hit me like a ton of bricks and I snapped. Picking his legs up, I bent them so far back that his ass was in the air. Holding him like that, I continued slamming into him hard and fast. He was mine, no one else's, and I wasn't going to let him forget it. Turning my head, I rubbed my cheek against his thigh and took a deep breath, breathing in his unique scent. My mouth flooded with venom, and as I swallowed, Brian caught my eye and gave me a slight nod. I nodded back and sunk my teeth into his thigh as I continued thrusting into him at a bruising pace.

Brian threw his head back and screamed as he came all over his stomach, chest and face. Feeling his muscles clench around my cock, coupled with the taste of his blood in my mouth, ripped my orgasm from me. Tearing my mouth away from his thigh, I leaned forward kissing him deeply as I came. I could taste his cum on his lips, and proceeded to lick his face clean as my cock continued to throb within him.

"Fuck, Edward," he gasped out, "That was, holy fuck, unbelievable."

Making my way back to his mouth, I kissed him again only letting go to lick his wound and seal it. I released his legs and brought his body back down onto the bed.

"It was something, wasn't it?" I said as I massaged the kinks out of his legs. The fear that he would chose to walk away from me was crashing through me and I couldn't bring myself to meet his eyes. Pulling out of him, I got off the bed and grabbed my clothes.

"You're going?" he asked.

"Yeah, call me when you decide what you want to do," I said solemnly.

Sitting up, he cleaned off his stomach and chest with the sheet and then looked up at me. "If I decide against being turned, does that mean this is over?" he asked, motioning between us.

"I think so. It would be far too dangerous for us to be together if you remained human. One false move and I could kill you without even realizing it until it was too late. Then there's the fact that being a human surrounded by vampires is not really a good thing. Plus, after a while, our age difference would become noticeable. I'll always be young, but you'll continue to age. It just wouldn't work, Brian. If we are going to be together, then you have to be turned. I'm not saying it has to be tomorrow, or even next week, but eventually and the sooner the better." By now, I was fully dressed. Leaning over, I kissed him deeply.

"Call me when you decide, okay? I left my number by your phone," I whispered against his lips. Pulling away, I strode out of the bedroom to the loft door.

"How long will you wait for me to call?" he called after me.

"Forever, I'll wait forever," I said, pulling the door shut behind me.