KPOV-

I look in the mirror , trying to control my breathing.

How am I not suposed to be nervous? This is the first time that Jared and I are making love.

I jump slightly when he knocks on the door.

''Honey, are you okay.''

I swallow the lump in my throat My throat is dry from the nerves, my hands are sweating, and my stomach is flip flopping.

''Yeah,'' I croak out ,''Just go back to the bed. I'll be out in a minute.''

''Um...okay,'' he says somewhat hesitantly.

I splash cold water on my face before staring in the mirror.

My makeup is washed off, and the curls in my hair have lost their bounce.

I breath in before walking to the door and opening it.

''Jared,'' I say quietly as I walk into the room.

''You...you look amaing, Kim.''

He kisses me gently and lovingly.

''I love you,'' he smiles.

''I love you, too.''

Jared kisses me again, and I moan into the kiss.

Jared and Kim. Kim and Jared. Kimred.

I relax when Jared kisses my neck, unbuttoning my shirt as he does.

Let's go all the way tonight. No regrets, just love...

SPOV-

''Honey...baby, I do want this baby. But I jut need some time tothink about-''

''Think about what, Seth? We're aving a baby.''

''It's just that everything is going so fast. We just graduated. And you're going off to Julliard in a month, Micha.''

''I don't care. We can still take care of this baby!''

''Micha...I just need some time to get my head straight.''

''Are...are you breaking up with me?''

''No...we just need some time apart so-,'' I begin before she cuts me off.

''Seth, I know exactly what this is. You're breaking up with me...I should have known. You promised me that we'd never end like my parents. That we'd never make my parents mistakes.''

''Micha ,I am not breaking up with you, honey,'' I tell her again staring in her eyes.

''Okay...I get it'' she sighs.

''I'll see you tomorrow.''

''Seth...you have until to tell me whether or not you want this baby in the next twenty four hours. And if you do not want this baby...don't even bother calling me.''

She pulls on the dress picks up her heels, and walks to her car.I watch the headlights as she drives off.

I sigh and lean my head against the wall.

KPOV-

Jared looks at me as I dress.

''What,'' I ask, staring down at myself.

''You are absolutely gorgous,'' he smiles at me.

I smile and look at what I am wearing. I have on a navy blue, plaid halter dress, navy blue flats and my hair is in a poytail.

Jared is wearing jeans and a grey t-shirt, and sneakers.

''I love you,'' I tell him as he pulls me into his chest.

''I love you, more.''

He kisses me, and I become totally lost at the feeling of Jared's lips on mine. His arms wind around my waist, and I grip his hair to keep his face secure and close to mine.

''Baby,'' I mumble as he kisses my neck.

''I love you so much, Kim Thail. You're my life. I've waited so long for you.''

He kisses me agin this time deeper and more passionate.

When we pull away to catch out breath, Jared looks at me with a smile.

''You're my wife,'' he smiles, showing his dmples an making my heart skip a beat.

Beause Jared Thail can still make me weak in the knees.

''And I love you'' I smile back.

And I do. I love Jared's laugh and smiles and dimples. I love the way he sings and dances. I love how Jared makes me feel like I am the only girl in the world that he sees. When ared looks at me,, it's like he is seeing me for the first time. And when I look at Jared...I don't see the boy I crushed on in class. I don't see the boy that only spoke to me when he need a pencil or an eraser.

When I look at Jared, I see someone who loves me. I see my first love.

And I see sparks fly.

SPOV-

''Hey'' Leah says as she gets in my car.

''Hi,'' I mutter.

''Look...do you love her or not,'' she asks.

''Of course I love her, Leah,'' I remind her.

''And you love the baby too right?''

''Yes.''

''Then why o you need to think about wether or not you want a baby.''

I shrug, because I don't even know why.

''Can I turn on the radio'' she asks, pointing at it ,''Maybe some music ill help take your mind off of Micha.''

I nod, and Lea turns the radio on.

Yeah...yeah. Myabe some music will help me forget aout Micha for a while.

Now you ain't around, baby I can't think
I shoulda put it down, shoulda got that ring
Cuz I can still feel it in the air
See her pretty face, run my fingers through her hair

My love of my life, My shawty, my wife
She left me, Im tied.
Cuz I knew that it just ain't right

I was thinking about her
Thinking bout me
Thinkin bout us (us)
What we gunna be?
Open my eyes, (Yeah)
it was only just a dream...

So I travel back (Uh)
Down that road (Yeah)
Will she come back? (back)
No one knows
I realize (Yeah)
It was only just a dream

Okay...so obviously I am not gonna keep my mind off of Micha.

Three hours later after dropping Leah off, I am lying across my bed and thinking about Micha.

How coulld she ever doubt that I don't want her and this baby?

I don't know if Micha will say yes when I ask her to marry her, and I don't know if she still loves me. I dn't even know if this is all just a dream. All I know is that I love her, and I don't know how I can do without her. I just need her now.

I grab my jacket, keys, and run to my car.

I reach her house just as it is starting to rain, and I see her getting out of her car and running up to the porch to get out of the rain.

''Micha,'' I holler as I follow her up the porch.

''Don't talk to me'' she spits, hair stuck to her face from the rain and arms across her chest.

''Micha...baby, I just need some time to think and-,'' I begin before she cuts me off.

''And you don't want me. Or this baby. And it's fine.''

''Micha,'' I say taking her face in my hands ,'' I love you. I want you. And I love and want this baby, too. I'm not leaving you.''

''I...Seth...please just stop.''

''Micha, I know what I want, and I want you. You know I love you'' I remind her, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear ,''Look...all I know is I need you.''

I press my lips to hers, winding my arms around her waist.

Her arms wind around my neck, and she kisses me back.

We pull away minutes later, but it feels like hours.

''I need you, too,'' she tells me.

''Stay with me tonight,'' I whisper.

She smiles, and kisses me again.

Hottest kiss ever.

Disclaimer-Stephanie Meyer owns Twilight, and Nelly owns the song Just a Dream. There are references to Need You Now by Lady Antebellum and Teenage Dream by Katy Perry.