Seddie Forever

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The next morning I woke up with a horrible headache and I had no idea why. I sat up and was instantly hit with a dizzy spell.

"Freddie!" I whined.

He came in and looked at me, "what's up babe?"

I gave him a sad face "my head really hurts and I can't sit up without getting dizzy"

"Well what do you want me to do; do you want me to make a doctor's appointment?"

"No! No doctor's office" I panicked. I didn't want them to end up asking if there was a possibility that I was pregnant.

And I was scared that Freddie would find out and I don't know what he would think about it.

"Will you get me some medicine? Please"

He got up and left the room and came back with 2 ibprofan and a glass of water.

"Thank you honey" I kissed him and took the meds.

"Get some sleep sweetheart" he leaned down and kissed my forehead as i fell asleep again.

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When I woke up again I felt much better. I got up and walked downstairs to the kitchen where Freddie was making lunch.

I sat down at the counter and looked at him, "I love you"

"I love you too future Mrs. Benson" I smiled.

He set a plate down in front of me and I devoured it. I was so hungry.

"Well I have to go to work soon, I'll be home around 8 okay?" he looked at me

"Okay…I'll miss you" I whispered.

He walked around and kissed me and grabbed his stuff and left. I sat there in silence…what to do today…

I looked at the clock; it was 12:24 pm. I decided I might as well go and get a test or 2, I mean it couldn't hurt, I guess I'd rather know then to not know.

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I felt so awkward looking at pregnancy tests, blah, pregnancy tests…I don't want to be pregnant. Well, I do but I don't at the same time. It scares me to death because I don't know what to expect.

I bought 4 tests and left. As soon as I got home I drank multiple glasses of water and waited and within a half an hour I had to pee like a racehorse.

Those 3 minutes were the longest three minutes of my life. I walked back into the bathroom and sure enough every one of them had an ugly little pink plus sign. I wanted to throw up or cry or maybe both.

I didn't know what to do; the only thing I could do was to pick up my phone and dial his number.

"Hello?" Freddie answered and I just broke down and cried, I couldn't even develop the words to say.

"Sam? What's wrong baby? Do you want me to come home?" I squeaked out a yes and within 10 minutes he was home. All I could do was point to the bathroom and broke down.

He walked out of the bathroom with a confused look holding one of the tests.

"Are you pregnant Sam? He looked at me and I started crying even harder. He came up and hugged me and put his hand under my chin and pulled it up and kissed me.

"I love you no matter what, okay? If you are actually pregnant then its fine Sam, I promise. We will be able to take care of him or her." He whispered in my ear and kissed my forehead again.

"I'm scared, Freddie. I don't know what to do or what to expect. We're only 18 years old, how do we know how to raise a baby?" I looked at him with tears in my eyes still.

He pulled me close to him and hugged me again and wiped my eyes. "Should we make a doctor's appointment? Do you know how far along you are? Or how far along you might be?" he asked

"You remember yesterday when I was looking at baby names? Well I was looking up about how far along I might be. My last period was October 24 and when we had sex and the condom broke it was about 2 weeks later, around my ovulation time, so I'm like 6 weeks or something like that." I sighed and looked at the floor again. "I think we should make an appointment though."

He got up and walked into the bedroom and came back a half an hour later. "Your appointment is at 9:30 tomorrow morning and it's going to be about an hour long. Do you want me to go with you?"

"Of course Freddie, you are the father." I looked at him smiled a little.

"I would hope so" he laughed and made me laugh as well. I kissed him.

I lifted my shirt up and showed him my little tummy that's already starting to bump out and I rubbed my hand over it and showed Freddie. "I should have figured I was pregnant though, unless I have been eating a whole lot."

He laughed and kissed my tummy "I love you little baby of ours" he whispered at my stomach. I felt a lot better now that I had told him that I was pregnant.

I felt better actually knowing I was pregnant. It was weird; I didn't know how I would have responded to actually knowing, at first it shocked me and scared me. But, now that I know and I know that Freddie isn't upset I feel better now.

I bent over and kissed him, "I'm pretty tired, will you come lay down with me?"

"Babe, I gotta get back to work. I might need to work a little later now since I had to leave. I love you." He kissed me and tucked me into bed and left. And shortly after I fell back asleep.