I suppose I should put this stuff in since I forgot to for the last two chapters. XD
Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto nor do I intend on using this story for any kind of profit. This is a yaoi and that means Boy X Boy. Haters can hate but whatever. Don't read if you don't like yaoi!
Summery: When Naruto loses his memory about being in a relationship with Kiba how will Kiba deal with it and what will he do to get Naruto back?
Chapter 3
It feels like I've been waiting for hours! Damn it, hospitals are so boring. Plus everyone in the waiting room looks so creepy. Do they just gather the weirdest people they can find on the street and say 'hey you should go to a hospital waiting room.' It feels like everyone is out to get you sick too with their 'accidental' sneezes in your direction and when they cough they never cover their mouth. It's infuriating! The chairs aren't the slightest bit comfortable either so you have change the way you sit every ten seconds and the most maddening thing of all is the damn wait! Seriously, do doctors go to the break room after every patient for like an hour to drink coffee and laugh at how stupid we are for coming here?
Uhh I'm just making myself crazy. I know that the only reason I was doing that rant was to distract myself from the thought of having to deal with Kiba when he gets here. Why won't he just give up already? I already told him that I wouldn't go out with him so why does he insist on coming to see me? Also why did Sakura tell him I was going to be here? I took a second to look over and glare at her. She noticed my glare but didn't say anything and went back to sitting quietly in her chair. Maybe she was working for Kiba tying to trick me into liking him again. I sighed at that last thought. I knew it was stupid cause Sakura would never do something like that.
I shouldn't think so much it was beginning to give me a headache. All I wanted was for things to get back to normal and make all my problems go away. Then almost right on cue the guy sitting next to me, whom I was to busy to notice, sank his sleeping face into my shoulder. That sent me over the edge, I was furious. My face was getting redder and redder by the second. How dare he lay on me I was not his personal pillow! I clenched my fists so tight I thought I was about to start bleeding. As soon as I decided I was going to give this asshole a piece of my mind Sakura grabbed my wrist tightly and wouldn't let go. I tried to yank her hand off but it just wouldn't work.
"Come on, Sakura, this guy deserves a good smack in the face. That's what he gets for falling asleep on Naruto Uzumaki." I tried to keep my voice down so the other people wouldn't hear but I was still mad as hell. Sakura just looked at me and sighed and shook her head.
Just great, now I couldn't even take my problems out on this sad bastard, nothing ever seems to go way anymore. Sakura let go of my wrist and I pouted crossing my arms like a six year old when his parents refused to by him a new toy. Then my devious side came into light in my mind and I looked down towards his shoes and they were untied. I grew a smile and bent down a little so that I could reach his shoes without waking him. I pretended to tie my own so Sakura wouldn't know what I was up to but she wasn't paying very much attention to me anyway. I then grabbed the laces for both shoes and began tying them together. Okay I will it, this was like a D-rank prank anyway but it was all I could think of.
As soon as I was done I heard the nurse calling my name. When Sakura got up from her chair that's when I decided to wake the bastard. All it took was a flick right to the back of his head and he sat up in his chair and grumbled awake. I don't think he realized that he had been sleeping on me and just shot me a really angry face.
"You damn kid, why did you do that? I'm gonna rip you a new one!" I figured that was my cue to leave so I got up out of my chair and started walking down the hall over to the nurse but he wasn't going to stop now and started chasing after me. That's when my little prank came in handy because his drowsiness mixed with his shoes being tied caused so off the funniest stuff ever. After his first step he fell over and his face hit the floor with a loud thud. After a momentary confused look on his face. He looked down at his shoes and saw them tied together, that's when his angry face came back.
"Damn it! I hate kids! You're gonna pay for this you little twerp!" I couldn't help myself and just burst out laughing. I thought I was going to cry I was laughing so hard. Everyone around the room now had their attention on us and I saw a few of them chuckling quietly to themselves. It was obvious they didn't want the other man to notice so they began covering their mouths and tried to hide themselves in a newspaper or magazine or whatever was around them. So I decided to crank it up a notice, my devious side still in control of my actions.
The man was now back on his feet and was trying to decide whether to move or not, his shoes still tied. Everyone was watching so I decided to provoke him by making the 'na-ne-na-ne boo-boo' face. So I stuck out my tongue, wiggling my fingers behind my ears and began hoping back and forth on one foot.
This made him mad again and without thinking stepped forward and fell right back on his face. Everyone in the waiting room was laughing loudly now and I felt reasonably proud of my work. I turned away and let the nurse lead me and Sakura to our exam room listening to all the laughter behind me. I thought I had done a good job up until Sakura came up and punched me in the arm, not that hard but hard enough.
It was at this time also that Kiba came up through the elevators we were passing and ran up next to me. He stared at him for a second then looked away while he walked slowly next me.
"Naruto…I..I…I'm still in love with you no matter what, okay? I will always be there for you just like I am now. I know we saw each other this morning but I…um…I missed you a lot. My time is just a waste where I count down the seconds on every clock until I get to see you again you know that right?" I closed my eyes so I wouldn't have to look at him and tried to ignore his words but they kept playing in the back of my mind; those gentle words.
The walk to the exam room seemed to last forever in this bitter silence. I turned my head back to see Kiba still following closely behind with his head staring at the floor. I didn't want to see him like this. Nobody should have to see their best friend behind torn to shreds and especially not when you were doing the shredding but I knew I had to stay strong. As long as I stayed strong Kiba would eventually get over me, it might be painful but it's for the best.
The three of us waited in the exam room for the doctor to arrive, nobody talking and nobody moving. I tried to take a secret look over at Kiba and I could see him quivering and I almost felt like crying. His body was shacking, he was in total distress and I don't think he had eaten anything since I left the hotel because his stomach kept growling.
When the doctor came, it was the same doctor as the one at the hotel and he greeted Kiba and I very politely. He asked us a lot of standard medical questions and we told him all the stuff I couldn't remember and then took a machine that he hadn't used at the hotel and seemingly scanned my brain. When he was done the machine flashed and beeped and he excused himself to get the results in the next room. I thought we would be able to wait in silence but this is when Kiba decided to say something else.
"Naruto…no matter what it says I still love you and I promise I will make everything right about us…. And we can be happy together…like before."
"Kiba.. please don't say anymore." I was holding back tears right now but I refused to let him see me in such a vulnerable state.
The doctor came back into the examination room and told us that he was absolutely shocked by the results. He said that only a handful of people in all world come down with this type of amnesia.
"You have SPA; it stands for Specific Person Amnesia and it is where a person forgets a certain time period of memories they shared with an individual, in most cases someone close to you. I wasn't able to see it before at the hotel but it's very clear now. I'm sorry to have to tell you this but unfortunately there is no way to get these lost memories back. You will just have to go on with your normal day life like everyone else. I'm very sorry." I could tell he was being very sincere from the tone of his voice and I decided not be to be so sad about having SPA. Sure I might be missing my memories but I can still live the rest of my life how I want to. I smiled, shook the doctors' hand and thanked him for his honest and sincerity. He said he would wave the charge seeing how I had come to him before and he had been unable to find the problem. I thanked him again and walked out the door heading back to my apartment. Kiba and Sakura came running after me and when they caught up Sakura started yelling.
"That's it! Nothing! Come on, Naruto, show some emotion for a second. You just got horrible news. Shouldn't you feel awful right now? You didn't yell at the doctor, you didn't do anything. Don't you want to remember what you had with Kiba? Kiba gave you everything and this is how you show you care!" Sakura was breathing really heavily and Kiba was standing beside her shocked at what he just heard. I could tell he didn't expect Sakura to say that.
I looked over at Kiba and our eyes locked for a long time. I almost thought I could see inside him. I saw all his passion, love, despair and sorrow and I just couldn't return those feelings but after a while Kiba began to smile.
"Sakura… thank you very much for what you said. I really appreciate it but I think now after watching Naruto, I think I saw inside him and I saw his heart and his heart is miserable right now. I know that Naruto doesn't want to hurt me and it has been killing him to see me launch after him like I was when he didn't feel the same way. I will always love you Naruto but I guess it's finally time for me to take a hint. This past year has been wonderful and I have enjoyed it every second of the way but I guess all things come to an end whether you want them to or not. Naruto and I are breaking up. There is nothing I can do about that but I will no longer pursue you, Naruto. I hope we can go back to being best friends, even if it is a step down from lover any time with you is all I need." Sakura was weeping and Kiba and I both put our arms around her and hugged her. She really did care about me and about Kiba and about us being together, it was really great seeing her care so much.
Once Sakura calmed down a little bit Kiba held out his hand out for a handshake and I gladly accepted it. We would resume our friendship at the loss of a relationship and we would still be together forever.
We took off heading in separate directions away from the hospital. I was walking about five minutes when I realized I needed to go back and ask the doctor about something. I ran back to the hospital but when I got there I saw something very strange. I saw Kiba against the hospital wall and even though we had just made up and went back to being friends I still thought we needed some time apart, so I decided to hide in the bushes until he left.
That's when out of nowhere Saskue Uchiha, the bastard showed up and started talking to Kiba. Kiba looked surprised to see him too which made me wonder what the hell did Saskue want with Kiba? Saskue and Kiba had been talking for about five minutes when Saskue started grinding his hips into Kiba's. Kiba was obviously moaning and I could see Saskue slide his hand up Kiba's shirt while, I can only assume, he was whispering dirty things in his ear.
I couldn't believe my eyes. Saskue wanted Kiba all along? Was he just waiting for me to get out of the picture? Damn it too hell. Why the hell would Kiba do this? He can't even wait five minutes after we resolve our conflicts to get a nice fuck? I was getting really pissed at Kiba and was about to go over and teach Saskue not to mess with my boyfrie….. What? Am I jealous? I can't be jealous! I broke up with Kiba, I don't get jealous. In the mist of my temper tantrum I could see them begin to start talking and decided that I needed to get closer to hear what they were saying.
"Don't worry Kiba if you liked Naruto in bed, you will definitely like me better. Who needs that loser anyway, he was no good for you. I will be much more caring and devoted to you. Kiba." Saskue removed Kiba's shirt and started playing with his nipples, right before my eyes. I could believe anything that was happing.
"Come on, Kiba, you and me baby. If you're looking for some hot loving, I'll worship every inch of you day and night until you beg me to stop. I'd suck you to sleep every night just so I could have the pleasure of sucking you awake again the next morning. Tell me what you want and it's yours Kiba. Anything." That's when Saskue took the offensive and cupped Kiba's clothed erection and started rubbing it with his hand. Kiba was moaning like crazy enjoying his hot new booty call and I was hiding the bushes, watching as I began to feel more and more jealousy come over me. I thought about bursting out of the bushes and stopping them but I couldn't do that to Kiba. He needed this after what I did to him and even though my levels of jealousy was making my hand bleed from how tight I was clenching my fist, I began to quietly move out of the bushes without them noticing while listening to what Kiba had to say.
"You want to know what I want Saskue. I want it dirty, I want it sexy and I want it to be Naruto!" I turned around after hearing this. What was Kiba doing? He should be having sex right about now not talking about me.
"I want Naruto, Saskue. NARUTO! When I said I loved him I meant it. I want Naruto to hold at night. I want Naruto to kiss every day. I want Naruto to sleep with me, only Naruto because I'm so in love with him, I would never forgive myself if I was ever with anyone but Naruto." Kiba had pushed Saskue off of him and looked really pissed at Saskue. I was completely shocked and furiously blushing. I couldn't wrap my head around what Kiba had just said. I think I even started to get half hard from him talking about me like that but instead of anger on Saskue's face he was smiling and that confused both me and Kiba.
"Good. You finally made the right choice Kiba. Look Kiba, everything I did just now was for you and Naruto. Unlike what most people think I am pretty perceptive to people's feelings and I know how much you love Naruto. I just need you to know, in a sense. Naruto is not the smartest book in the library, okay? You need to persevere to get him. Just think about how long you waited just to date him. You have to make Naruto remember how much he loves and you and how much you love him. I know it down in him somewhere just promise me that you will keep trying, okay?"
"Thanks Saskue, I'm glad you said that. Although you didn't have to molest me to do that, I will keep going for Naruto's heart and someday I will get him to remember I promise you that." Kiba then put his shirt back on and took off running while I sat in the bushes with my head in the dirt.
I needed some time to think.