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Summery: When Naruto loses his memory about being in a relationship with Kiba how will Kiba deal with it and what will he do to get Naruto back?
XD Man this story is really tuckering me out. Thank you everyone who has liked the story and given a review. I appreciate it so much! XD I am also very thankful for those of you who keep reading my story as soon as a new chapter is released. I can't begin to tell you how that warms my heart. Anyway please enjoy my eighth chapter of this crazy NaruKiba love drama.
P.S. I'm also really sorry about the way I have been writing this story cause I know I have made lots of errors. It's just that sometimes I think too fast and I forget to write a word that would actually make my sentences complete or that I forget to delete a word when I was rewriting a sentence and it ended up becoming confusing. I'm very sorry for that and I promise to try harder in the future so that I don't do that anymore. But I'm extremely grateful tot those of you who stuck with my story through all the errors, I know that it's tough. I love you guys for that!
Anyway I'm gonna start writing now lol. Hope you enjoy it.
Chapter 8
I took Kiba's note that I had been reading and placed it in my pocket. I wanted to let Kiba keep sleeping so I got off the couch very slowly and quietly. As I tried to move around him my stomach began growling loudly. This in turn caused him to roll onto his side and yawn. I mentally scolded myself quickly and then once again proceeded to maneuver around Kiba without waking him but it seemed like every step I took I made some kind of noise.
After about 10 minutes of careful tip-toeing I made it out of the room without waking Kiba. I gave myself a pat on the back. After all that trouble I was finally able to move around normally. It's too bad I forgot how truly clumsy I was.
I hadn't taken five steps after I had gotten out of the room when I slipped on the cold tile and fell backwards headfirst creating a loud thud. I was too busy grasping the back of my head where my head hit the floor and trying not to scream from the pain so that Kiba wouldn't wake up but it didn't work and I could feel a breeze hit me as he rushed to my side.
"Oh my god, Naruto! Are you alright?" Kiba said it so fast I almost didn't catch it and as I looked up at his face I could see his deeply frightened eyes and genuine worry and care showing in his face. So much for my plan of letting Kiba stay asleep. I was really actually quite surprised at how fast he had actually gotten to me. I mean he was asleep just five seconds ago. Did I really make that much noise when I hit the ground?
"Yeah, don't worry about it I'm fine. Anyway how did you wake up so fast I mean you were asleep like five seconds ago?" He actually began to blush after I said that and I guess to try and ease the embarrassment he was feeling turned his head away and smiled.
"Well um the thing is that I actually woke up when I heard your stomach growling and when I saw you try and sneak out without waking me I sorta just pretended to be asleep. You just looked so cute as you were trying to sneak away and I hadn't exactly figured out what to say to you so I thought pretending to be asleep would have been the best option. But then I saw you fall I had to see if you were alright and well….you know." Kiba's face was getting redder by the second and I couldn't help but think how cute he was when he was blushing. He really knew how to make me smile. That's when it occurred to me that since both of us were awake now we could start talking about us, our friendship, the past and even the future.
I held out my hand to him hinting for him to help me up and he gladly accepted. But as soon as my feet were standing by themselves I began to feel slightly nauseated and wobbly. I guess my blood wasn't circulating through my body fast enough yet because of how quickly I had gotten up. Kiba instantly noticed and wrapped his arm around me to keep me stable. When I felt normal again, within a few seconds, and I looked at Kiba holding me so tenderly it made me start blushing. I could see Kiba light a devious smile on his face and I knew what he was going to say next.
"Aww Naruto you look so cute right now." My blush began to deepen and I didn't want him to see that so I lightly shoved him off me.
"Stop joking around Kiba." I wanted to yell at him for saying stuff like that but I realized that it would just be fake and a waste of time. Kiba was still smiling and I wanted to do something to put that grin of his down so I moved towards him as quickly as I possible could and gave him something even he wasn't expecting; a hug. I could tell he didn't expect it because he stumbled a bit and it took him a few moments before he wrapped his hands around me to return the hug. It was a good hug not just something I could do for revenge and to make Kiba embarrassed but it was also something I desperately needed.
I had always wanted Kiba next to me forever but I had always thought it would be just as a friend but since all this drama had been going on and he had confessed his love for me it had forced me to look at him in a new light. I could tell Kiba was enjoying the hug as well because he began to pull me even closer to his body and for once I didn't resist. In fact, I even nuzzled my head into his shoulder. I truly loved this feeling of Kiba always there next to me. I loved being able to hold him close and let his warmth comfort me whenever I asked for it. It was these moments that made me want to stay with him forever.
I soon began to realize that we had actually been hugging for quite a few minutes and decided to pull back off him. I don't think we've ever had a sad feeling after we hugged like that not even one of desperation to keep the hug going. No because it's like we can communicate to each other when we hug that deeply and it always leaves us feeling better than before. I could tell just how surprised and happy he had gotten from my unexpected hug. We were both blushing and I could see his face completely light up. Though it would have been nice to just keep sharing this quiet moment together I still wanted to discuss everything with Kiba so I took a couple steps back.
"Hey Kiba, I'm beginning to understand things a little bit more about you and I but there's still a lot of stuff I want to talk about with you so how about we go out and get some hot chocolate or something and just talk?" Kiba seemed pleased to hear that I had been thinking about us but I guess to try and fool me just sorta nonchalantly shrugged. But when I put on a pouting face he immediately started smiling and laughing. Kiba could be so stupid sometimes but then again so could I.
"Of course Naruto I would love to." I nodded my head in agreement and then told him to wait for me outside while I put on a shirt and got ready to go out in public.
It didn't take us long to reach this coffee house on the corner of the block and the place seemed very lively and a since of joy, like the kind you feel on holidays, was present as well as an overwhelming smell of coffee. The coffee house was brightly lit with red walls and pictures of little silver cups that decorated the walls as well. The coffee house was designed in a way so that every customer would have a very comfortable experience there as well as a good since of privacy between each of the booths. We took our seats and a few moments afterwards a good looking blond woman came and took our order. As soon as she left I relaxed into my seat and looked over at Kiba.
"Hey Kiba do you remember when we were little and we used to do everything together and how simple and fun everything was? Well I've been thinking a lot about our time together back then and I really believe being with you is what made me happiest." Kiba looked like he was about to tear up after I said that and he smiled real big which made me smile as well but I still had more to say.
"My favorite moments were always when we were just together not doing anything and we could just talk about anything we wanted to. I wish we could go back to those days. But ever since this whole thing has started it has left me very confused and right now I just want to understand why it is you fell in love with me. I mean we both had our own plans and dreams and I remember you always talking about someday marrying this beautiful girl who you would treasure forever and treat as if she were a precious jewel. Why did you fall in love with me instead?" I tried to say all that as calmly and as respectfully as I could because I didn't want to create a fuss in such a public place. Kiba seemed to take it well because he just kept smiling.
"Those were my favorite moments with you as well Naruto. I can't even begin to explain how much joy I got from just being with you. But you make it sound like I never should have fallen in love with you and I just can't accept that. You also make it sound like I had any control over who it was I fell in love with and that's just not true at all. But you are right that I did have every intention of meeting a girl and falling in love with her." Kiba paused for a moment I guess to collect his thoughts but then continued again.
"You want to know why I fell in love in you. Well for starters do you remember that night when we were seven and I helped you overcome your fear of thunderstorms?" I looked at him puzzled for a second and tried to think back to the moment he was talking about. After a few minutes of thinking it came to me.
I remember that night. I was sleeping over at Kiba's house and we had both gone to bed. It was the middle of the night and all the sudden a huge thunderstorm just came out of nowhere. I was so scared I didn't know what to do. I tried to hide under the covers and cover my ears but was just too loud and scary so I started to scream. Then the next thing I knew Kiba was in my room freaking out and was desperately trying to make me feel better but I just would give in. I was way too scared. So Kiba actually got under the covers of the bed next to me and hugged me as tightly as possible. I remember he just kept saying it's going to be all right, it's going to be all right. We ended up staying like that until the storm had ended. I was so happy when it was all over and that Kiba had stayed with me to keep me safe that I remember hugging him with all my might and then I…..
….Wait what exactly did I do after that….
Oh that's right after the storm was over I promised that I would do anything for Kiba. Anything he wanted and I meant it with all my heart. I was so happy I was probably crying. And Kiba said that all he wanted for me to give him a kiss. WAIT! A KISS! Did Kiba really ask me to give him a kiss?
I jumped out of my memory stream for a moment and looked at Kiba begging for an answer. He seemed to understand exactly what I was trying to ask and just nodded his head. I can't believe it I had actually been so grateful and appreciative that I actually kissed him! Okay just calm down, this doesn't necessarily mean anything yet, I mean a kiss between two seven year olds is probably something easily forgotten anyway. I just need to know why Kiba wanted me to remember this. So as soon as I looked back up at Kiba he had started to speak again.
"You know, honestly, I don't really remember why it is I asked you to kiss me in the first place. I guess probably because I was curious what it was like to kiss someone else and you were my best friend and it sorta just spilled out right then. I actually didn't even have time to take it back and ask for something else less embarrassing before you kissed me." Kiba laughed a little bit to himself but then continued on with his story.
"But after that moment you became more than just my best friend. After that moment I fell in love with you Naruto. I couldn't stop myself from thinking about you and I thought about every second of every day. I dreamt about you. I dreamt about our kiss. I dreamt about how much I want you to be mine. And you know what that scared the hell out of me. It really did. I didn't want to be this way. It wasn't natural for boys to like other boys that way but I just could get over you no matter how much I tried."
"I also realized that I could never tell you about how our kiss had affected me and how I was deeply in love with you. I didn't want to scare you away with my unnatural urges especially since I had no idea how you felt about the whole thing. But I also knew that I would do everything in my power to remain by your side and stay your best friend."
"But as we grew up together it became harder and harder to resist you. You kept growing more and more beautiful by the day. It was especially hard though whenever we were together in the locker room with the rest of the guys cause everyone would strip down naked and show off their stuff. I always blushed so bad whenever I saw you naked. It was like a dream come true getting to see you with nothing on as you would strut to the showers and flex in front of all the guys trying to show off." The blush on my face was probably one of the largest on my face that I think I have ever had and it was very obvious how embarrassed Kiba was to be saying all of this as well. This face was a bright crimson and he wasn't looking at me anymore. Instead he seamed to be staring at the corner of the table.
"The only reason I did those things too was because I wanted to fit in and maintain my reputation and because based on how hard coach always made us work I couldn't afford to not take a shower. You have no idea how badly I freaked out when I go home the first day I saw you naked and the first day you saw me naked. It made me want to…. um…."
"I watched you grow into the strong confident man you are today and I have always been proud of you for being yourself and not what others wanted you to be. You really are a remarkable person Naruto." I was blushing really hard and I wanted him to continue but the waitress had come back to give us our hot chocolates'. We thanked her and she continued on her way to serve the next table.
"I wanted to tell you so bad the whole time but I also knew the greatest fundamental problem that was stopping me was Sakura. You were in love with her. You talked about her all the time. She was your dream girl and in your eyes I was just a friend. It made me hate her and at times it made me resent you for being oblivious to my feelings but I knew that was always more my fault then yours. It always made me so mad at how you never gave up on her no matter how many times she rejected you. So I watched helplessly year after year as she rejected you until I just couldn't take it anymore and I decided to confront Sakura." Wait, Kiba had actually tried to convince Sakura to go out with me or does he mean something else?
"When I went up to her I had intended to just tell her to stop playing around with your feelings and to just give you an opportunity to make her happy. But somewhere during our conversation I had accidentally let my feelings slip out without realizing it and by the time I did I was already caught. I had begged her not to tell you for fear that you would abandon me if you ever found out but instead she blackmailed me into telling you how I felt. It was a strange kind of blackmail because she actually was very encouraging and tried to raise my confidence enough to do it. "
"I think she realized that she was putting you through a lot of emotional pain every time she rejected you and wanted to make it up to you somehow and I guess that was through me. So after that we created a plan to get you to fall in love with me. And in the end it actually worked." Kiba was starting to cry now. It wasn't loud but I could still hear him choke on his words and I could see the numerous tears pass down his cheeks.
"You fell in love with me and I was so happy I could hardly contain myself and we got to spend the most wonderful year of my life together as a couple. But then unexpectedly it ended the day you hit your head on new years. We broke up and you had no memory of us. I was so crushed and I had absolutely no idea what to do. I begged with everything I had that it was all just a dream and that I would wake up and there you'd be asleep in my arms but that never happened." Kiba looked like he was about to start bawling so I rushed over to his side and held him against my chest, trying my hardest to comfort him so that he didn't cry.
"Kiba its okay I'm here. You don't have to cry." By now some of the other customers were beginning to look over at us trying to figure out what all the commotion was but I just gave them dirty looks.
"No it's not okay! You don't love me anymore and no matter what I do I'm never going to get you back! I love you so god damn much Naruto! Please tell me what to do to get you to love me again, ill do anything PLEASE!" The entire coffee house had become aware of us now and I tried to comfort Kiba as best I could but because of his crying and his whole story was making me cry.
"Kiba please stop crying. You have more of me than you think you do, okay." Kiba looked up at my face and for a moment stopped crying except for a few sniffles that broke free.
"What do you mean?" Kiba's eyes were filled with confusion and a deep sadness and I just couldn't stand to see him like that. I grabbed a hold of his face and lifted it up to mine and gave him a kiss. I could feel the soft texture of his lips against mine as our noses rubbed against one another. His lips tasted so good and they were so inviting how could I possible resist? As the taste of strawberries overwhelmed my senses I pushed closer to Kiba to deepen our kiss. I think he finally realized what was happening and kissed me back letting his tongue find his way inside my mouth to caress my tongue. Kiba was such a good kisser and I really wanted him to enjoy this.
I got as close to Kiba as I could without sitting on his lap as we continued to kiss passionately. I ran my hand up his shirt until I reached his nipple making him moan in my mouth. Kiba decided to get more intimate too as he reached around me and ran a hand under my shirt and up my back slowly massaging me. Now it was my turn to moan. As we started getting really into our make-out session I began to feel something warm drop on my face. It was Kiba. His tears had been falling on me. I immediately broke the kiss and looked deeply at his face. But he didn't seem upset anymore in fact he was smiling. Then almost as soon as I got a good look at his face he began to wipe away the tears.
"I'm sorry Naruto but I can't help it. I'm not upset anymore, in fact, those were tears of happiness. I really enjoyed that kiss but why did you kiss me?" Kiba looked so cute at that moment as some of the leftover tears on his face were making his face shine.
"Because you idiot I don't want to lose you either and I want to go out with you too. So I'm asking you right now, Kiba will you be my boyfriend?" Kiba face started to puff up again and he started to cry again. But I stopped him and lifted his head up and kissed him again wrapping my arms around his neck.
Somehow this feels so right and I want Kiba to be happy. So I feel confident in deciding to go out with Kiba. After listening to his story and hearing his feelings and kissing him like that I know that we need each other and though I don't know if I can call this love, I do know that right now I want to be with Kiba and only Kiba.