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Saving Them

Chapter 2: new beginnings

( SVU squad room 5:15 pm )

Alex Cabot and captain don cragen are the only one's in the 1-6 squad room right now. Almost everyone has gone home, but there are the one's who come in later and are on till 7 am then they get to go home. That way there is always someone on duty at all times. Cragen had to stay until someone relieved him in about 10 min's. cragen was standing in front of Elliot's desk which was in front of Olivia's desk. Alex and cragen were both looking into each others eye's. it had been 15 min's since Olivia, Elliot, Fin, Huang, Melinda, munch had left the squad room and headed home. Alex new that she was going to have to be the first to say something. So Alex takes a set at Olivia's desk. Cragen watched as Alex set down at Olivia's desk. He was still having a hard time with the fact that Alex was back here with them in New York and out of WPP. Cragen looked at every inch of Alex.

He thought she looked pretty as ever. She looked like an angel.

He also thought that she looked as beautiful as the day he showed up at her house in Wisconsin and she was fresh from death then. Alex could feel captain Cragen's eyes on her so she said…

Alex: how have you been Don?

Alex looked up and into Cragen's eyes waiting for an answer.

Cragen: good I guess Alex. How about yourself?

Alex: fine I guess Don.

Cragen nodded his head then said…

Cragen: Lt. Backer should be here anytime now to relieve me so I can leave.

Cragen said while looking at Alex who nodded her head in understanding.

Cragen: how long have you been back in New York?

Alex looked away from cragen and she looked at Olivia's desk. Cragen saw Alex look away from him and saw her look at Olivia's desk. A few min's pass and Cragen's still looking at Alex who was still looking at Olivia's desk. Alex could still feel cragen staring at her, and she new she needed to say something.

Alex: I got to leave Witness Protection in June 2005. Four months after I came back to help put Liam Connors away.

Alex said in a soft voice. Alex looked up to cragen and she saw cragen had a shocked look on his face. Cragen came out of his shock and saw Alex was looking at him with fear in her eyes. Cragen could not believe he was seeing fear in Alex eyes. Then he realized that she was afraid of what he would say when he found out that she had been back for a while. Cragen took in Alex and saw that she was stiff as a rock, while waiting for him to do or say something. Cragen started to pace back and forth from munch's desk to Elliot's desk, over and over again. Alex watched as cragen pace back and forth from Elliot's desk to munch's desk and back over and over again. This was one of Alex's fears was that cragen wouldn't understand why she hadn't came to see them or told them that she was back in New York. She new they were wondering why she hadn't returned there call's, but she couldn't find a way to explain that she was afraid that they had moved on and wonted nothing to do with her after all this time.

She had a lot of time to think over her time in WPP, about things that would miss in the months she'd be gone and she new she may never get to come out of WPP. Alex saw that cragen was still pacing and she new she needed to tell cragen these things.

So she got up and headed over to the window in the back of the squad room and stopped at it. Alex crossed her arms under her breasts as she looked out the window. Cragen stopped his pacing when Alex got up and headed over to the window in the back of the squad room bye the coffee station. He saw her stop at the window, then he saw she crossed her arms under her breasts and look out the window. So he walked closer to Alex he stopped about 5 step behind Alex and stud there. Alex felt that cragen was some were behind her. She new he was waiting for her to say something. so she said…

Alex: I no I didn't return any of your's and anyone else calls after I got out of WPP, but I just couldn't bring myself to call anyone right away.

Alex said while she looked out the window. Cragen could here the emotion in Alex's voice.

Alex: I was so afraid that everyone moved on and would wont nothing to do with me that I let that fear along with some others keep me from coming to see you guys.

Alex said in a small voice as tears slowly made their way down her face. Cragen lessoned to Alex talk he heard Alex say that in a small voice and he saw Alex reflection in the window. He saw tears slowly making there way down Alex's face. It broke his heart to see Alex crying. He it made him want to take Alex in his arms and comfort her, and to wipe her tears away. Alex new she had to keep going and tell cragen some of the things on her mind.

Before ether one could say anything Cragen's cell phone rang.

Cragen answer his cell phone while still looking at Alex. Alex wiped her face and her eyes some. Cragen saw Alex wipe her face and eyes then cross her arms back under her breasts. Alex's and cragen looked eyes as Alex looked at him from the window's reflection. Alex saw cragen hang up his cell phone then put it back in his pants pocket. Then she looked back out throw the window at the city. Cragen saw Alex look back out at the window at the city.

Cragen: that was Lt. Backer saying that he will be here soon he had to find a babysitter for his kids and he said he's on his was here.

Alex nodded her head in understanding. Cragen looked at Alex again. Cragen saw Alex take a deep breath. Alex took a deep breath and then said…

Alex: when I woke up in the hospital with Agent Hammond in the room with me along with two US Marshalls. Hammond told me that Alex Cabot was officially dead and that I was going to be taken in to Witness Protection.

Alex felt tears start to go down her face again. Cragen saw tears going down Alex's face again, all he wonted to do was take her in his arms and take away all her fears and all her pain.

Alex: I told them that I would go if I could see Olivia and Elliot before the stashed me away somewhere all by myself and away from everyone and everything I now and love. I wonted someone to no I was alive.

Tears made there way down Alex's face very fast. Cragen saw tears going faster down Alex's face he new this was hard on her, but he new she need to let this all out she had been holding this in for a while and she had to let it out some time.

Alex: there were so many times I wished I had real died. There were times that I couldn't even remember the name I was going by this time. There were times I thought about just ending it and all the pain and everything would go away, but then I remember that I still had people back here who I had to get back to.

When I got out of WPP I was afraid that everything had changed so much that I would be lost and stuck in the way things use to be and everyone else would be in the hear and now. I missed everyone here so much while I was away I thought about you'll all the time.

Cragen watched Alex throw the window.

Alex: but there was one person I thought about the most while I was away and when I came back.

Alex said as she looked at Cragen's reflection in the window. Cragen saw Alex looked at him thro the window reflection, and then he new that Alex was talking about him. Alex saw Cragen's eyes widen and she new he new that she was talking about him.

Alex still had tears going down her face and on her face.

Cragen: your talking about me aren't you Alex?

Alex felt herself start blushing. Cragen saw Alex was blushing and he thought she was cute when she was blushing, but he would never say that to her face.

Alex: yes don it is you.

Cragen didn't no what to say about that but he new what he wonted to do. Alex saw that he didn't no what to say about that.

Cragen took the last 5 step's to Alex. Alex saw cragen coming up to her from behind. Cragen come up to Alex and took her elbow and turned her around to face him. Alex felt cragen take her elbow and turn her to face him. Alex and cragen were now face to face, cragen still had a hold of Alex's elbow. Alex had stopped crying by now, but there were still tears and tear tracks on her face, where she had been crying. They looked in to each others eyes. Cragen moved his hand that didn't have Alex's elbow, up to Alex's face he wiped away Alex's tears from her cheeks then cupped her left cheek in his right hand. Alex's and cragen still were looking into each others eyes. Alex felt cragen wipe her tears from her face. Alex also felt his right hand cup her left cheek. They were still looking into each others eyes as cragen ran his thumb over Alex's lips. Alex was looking in to Cragen's eyes as she felt him run his thumb over her lips. Alex opened her mouth and took Cragen's thumb in to her mouth and sucked on it and nibbled on it to, as they still had there eyes looked. Cragen liked the sight of Alex's sucking and nibbling on his finger. Cragen leaned in and took Alex's lips with his own and they kissed. The kiss was sweet and Hun hared at first then Alex depend the kiss. They were pulled out of there kiss bye someone clearing there throat. They pulled a part and stepped away from each other and turn and they saw Lt. Beaker standing their looking at them. Alex's was embarrassed at being cot kissing by someone. Alex new she was blushing and she hated it.

Lt. Beaker: I'm here to relieve you captain cragen.

Cragen nodded and then looked to Alex and then he took her hand and then looked back to beaker.

Cragen: good luck Lt I'll see you later

Cragen said to beaker

Beaker: goodnight Captain, you to Miss Cabot.

Alex nodded and so did cragen.

Alex and Cragen: goodnight Lt. Beaker.

They said as they headed out the squad room and to Cragen's apartment.

( Melinda's and Fin's apartment 6:30 pm )

Fin and Melinda put the dishes away as Melinda's daughter got ready for bed. They had just put up the last dish when Kim came in to the kitchen.

Kim: I'm ready for you guys to tuck me in mom.

Melinda and fin followed Kim to her room and tucked her in. fin and Melinda read Kim a story. By the time they had finished they saw that Kim was fast asleep. They kissed her head then they left the room. Then they went to the living room and the put in a movie and then they went to bed.

( Cragen's apartment 6:35 pm )

Alex and cragen intend Cragen's apartment. Cragen shut the door and locked it then he turned to Alex and he grabbed her and pinned her to his front door and started kissing her. Alex was pinned to the door by cragen before she new it and they were kissing she moaned in to his mouth as they kissed. Cragen heard Alex moan into their kiss. Cragen moved from Alex's lips to her neck were he kissed and sucked on her neck and her pulse point. Alex moaned louder when she felt cragen kissing and sucking on her neck and pulse point. Cragen felt himself grow hard as he heard Alex moan louder as he sucked on her neck. Alex felt Cragen's arousal and it turned her on even more, she felt herself grow wet. Cragen picked Alex up by her ass and Alex ripped her long legs around Cragen's waist. They kissed as cragen made his way to his bedroom with Alex in his arms. Cragen closed his bedroom door behind him and then he put Alex on her own to feet. Alex felt her feet hit the ground then she ripped her arms around Cragen's neck and pulled him in to a passionate kiss. As they kissed cragen took off Alex scarf and dropped it on his bedroom floor. Cragen also to the clip out of Alex's hair and dropped it on the floor to and Alex's long blonde hair was down and free of the clip. Cragen ran his hands throw Alex's hair as they kissed. Alex felt cragen take off her scarf and take her clip out off her hair and then she felt him running his hands throw here hair. They broke there kiss and Alex unbuttoned Cragen's dress shirt and then push it off his shoulders and it feel to the floor with Alex's stuff. Alex then pulled Cragen's undershirt over his head and let it fall to the floor. They kissed again then cragen took off his pants while they were kissing, leaving him in only his boxers. Then cragen broke there kiss and he took off Alex t-shirt and let it fall to he floor. Then he took off her pants and dropped them on the floor to. Then he stepped back and they took each other in in only their underwear and Alex's bra. Alex saw that cragen was big throw his boxers and that made her wont to just drop to her knee's and give him a blow job right here and now but she didn't. Cragen looked at Alex in her bra and underwear he saw that she had a rose tattoo on her lower left abdomen with the rose had a petal falling off and it had Tess written in the petal. There were also Alex's name and an abbie and an Casey name in the rose. He was surprised that she had a tattoo he thought she want the type put he was wrong. Alex new he was taking in her rose tattoo and she was ok with that but she was ready to get into bed with him now. Cragen and Alex got on to Cragen's bed and cragen removed Alex's bra then he removed her underwear and throw them on to the floor. Cragen took in Alex's prefect pale breasts and rosy prickly nipples. He loved her pale skin cragen kissed Alex's breasts and then he took her left nipple in it his mouth and sucked on the bud. Alex moaned as he did that. Alex arched her back up and that pushed her chest up and in to Cragen's face. Alex was so ready for cragen to be inside her and stretch her and fill her to the bream with his penis. Cragen felt Alex arch up off the bed and push her chest in to his face and he new she liked it so he switched to Alex's right breast and sucked on it and he bite it then sucked it again over and over again. He heard Alex quick and heavy breathing and her load moaning. Alex felt cragen switch breast then start sucking on that on and then biting it to and that made her arch her lower body into Cragen's lower half and the both let out a load breathily moan together at there lower body being pressed together. They both liked how it felt to have their lower body's pressed together.

Cragen stopped biting and sucking Alex's breasts, he looked in to Alex's eyes. Alex looked eyes with cragen as she removed his boxers and dropped them on the bedroom floor with ever thing else. Alex put her glasses on the bedside table, then looked back to cragen. They stared in to each others eyes and they kissed each other to, then they looked at each other and Alex said…

Alex: make love to me don.

Cragen looked deep in to Alex's eyes and he saw raw want, need and love. It made his heart swell that she loved him and he loved her to. Cragen took his left hand and grabbed her right leg and put in over his waist. Alex felt cragen take her right leg and put in over his waist. When he did this it put her center up to his penis. Alex felt the tip of Cragen's penis at her entrance and she moaned. Alex looked into Cragen's eyes and saw the same want, need and love that he saw in hers. They kept their eyes looked as cragen slowly interred her. Alex felt the tip of his penis inside her and it felt wonderful. Cragen stopped half way in to Alex to let her adjust to his size. Alex felt cragen stop half way to let her adjust to his size, she felt herself stretch her to accommodate his size. She loved how he was so big that he stretched her to her laments. Cragen felt Alex stretch to accommodate to his size and he was only half way in her, he liked the feeling, but he didn't won't to hurt her. Cragen looked Alex in the eyes and he saw Alex nodded telling him to keep going. Alex nodded for cragen to keep going. So cragen kept going until he was all the way inside Alex. Alex felt cragen stretch her to her laments and she moaned. Cragen felt how tight Alex was and he loved it. He new he was stretching Alex to her laments and he loved it, he heard her moan when he got all the way in her feeling her up to the bream. They kissed then they looked at each other as cragen started to move inside her. They both moaned as he began to moved inside her. Cragen moved at a slow pace and kept that pace. They kept their eyes looked as cragen moved in and out of Alex in a slow pace they set together. Alex loved that cragen stretched her to her laments and that he fill her to the bream. Alex loved the slow pace they had going, it felt so good and right to have cragen inside her. Cragen new this felt so right and good to be inside Alex and making love to her. Alex loved that cragen was making love to her she had wanted this for so long. Alex wanted cragen to go deeper, so she throw her left leg over Cragen's waist, so that both her legs are crossed around the back of Cragen's waist pushed him deeper in to her and she moaned and whimpered. Cragen looked in to Alex's normal piercing blue eyes that are in the throws of passion were a deep sea blue. Cragen felt Alex throw her left leg over his waist and cross her legs behind his back, which pushed him deeper in to Alex. He new she loved that the new passion because it make's him go deeper in to her he loved hearing her moan and whimper and he loved being able to go deeper in to her while still going at a slow pace, he moaned. They kissed for a few min's then they looked back into each other's eyes as they made love to each other. They were breathing heavy together as they kept making love. Alex had never let anyone make love to her ever, but she loved cragen with everything in her and she trusted him. Alex had also never had a man keep eye contact with her during sex. So this was a first for her again. Alex was close to going over the edge and so was cragen. They both new that they were close to hitting there climax. Cragen moves his left hand down in between there body's and to Alex's center and he starts rubbing it as he keep moving in and out of her. Alex feels cragen rubbing her center as he keeps going in and out of her. Alex and cragen both are moaning as they keep going at there slow pace, they are both so close. Cragen rubes Alex harder and she starts whimpering and biting her lip. Cragen watches Alex bite her lip to stop from screaming. He thought that it as sexy as hell. They kiss then stair into each others eyes as Alex reaches her climax and cragen changes their passion, to were her right leg is over is left shoulder. Then cragen pushes back into Alex and this new passion makes him go as deep as he can into Alex, this pushes Alex over the edge and she screams don name as she comes and her back arches off the bed as she comes. Cragen rides Alex throw her climax. They still look at each other. Cragen loved watching as she climax and screamed his name. Cragen gave one more deep hard thrust and he came screaming Alex's name, and he empty hi stuff deep inside Alex. They came down from there high and cragen went to get move off of Alex and to pull himself out of Alex, but Alex held him to her and said…

Alex: Thinks for that don in needed that, it was incredible don. I also wanted to tell you that love you. I've been in love with you since the fist time I meet you all those years ago.

Alex said while looking cragen in the eyes.

Cragen: I love you to Alex, I have for a long time to and that was incredible Alex, you are incredible I never new you were so flexible.

Alex smiled and said…

Alex: oh you haven't seen how flexible I am yet, but you will.

Alex let cragen get off of her and then cragen lay on his back Alex laying next to him in his bed. Alex looked up at the bedroom walls, all she wonted was for cragen to hold her. So she asked him.

Alex: don will you hold me?

Cragen heard Alex asked him that he new Alex needed it. He looked over at Alex and he saw that she was looking at his bedroom walls. Cragen said…

Cragen: come here Alex.

Cragen watched as Alex moved over to him. He opened his arms and Alex crawled in to his open arms. Alex laid her head on his chest and ripped her arms around him and he ripped his around her and Alex twined her legs with Cragen's. And they fall asleep ripped in each others arms.

A/n: next chapter coming soon. there will be Casey and everyone else next chapter. this was manly Alex/ cragen and some fin/ Warner. thinks for reading my story guys...

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