Chapter Six
Draco and Blaise sat still for a few moments trying to process everything they were told about Ginevra.
"Have –" Blaise started, but stopped in mid-sentence upon seeing someone on the stairs from the corner of his eye.
Following his boyfriend's gaze, Draco turned to see where he was looking, and his eyes widened upon seeing the girl he and Blaise had loved since their Second Year. Turning to Severus Draco saw his face paler then usual.
He wondered if she had heard their conversation about her. If she had, he gulped in fear, they would all be dead. He looked at her, and saw that she did indeed lose quite a bit of weight from her first year. He hadn't paid her much attention because he had to keep his reputation in tact, something he was now regretting.
Sighing, he rubbed his temples wearily, and muttered, "This is going to be a long night," before standing up, pulling Blaise with him, they walked over to Ginny slowly.
"Ginny? Can we talk please?" he asked quietly, careful so as to not scare her.
Ginevra's eyes swung to him and then to Blaise and then to Severus. Her eyes narrowed on Severus Snape's prone form.
Oh crap.
"SEVERUS DAMIEN SNAPE HOW COULD YOU?" yelled Ginny in fury.
Severus winced at the fury in her tone, paling even more – if that's even possible. Mumbling under his breath, he slowly turned around and grimaced at her red face and the angered look, and even more when he saw the hurt flash in her eyes. He was supposed to be her father!! Her best friend!! He betrayed her in telling her past to THESE two imbeciles!!
She couldn't BELIEVE he did that!! Growling, she stomped her way over to her supposed mentor, pulling on his ear she brought him over to her room and slammed the door shut in Draco and Blaise's hurt faces, not caring in the slightest. They wouldn't leave her alone! Everywhere she turned, there they were!! It was starting to piss her off!
Turning to Severus, she looked at him angrily.
"How could you? I trusted you!!" she said, her voice cracking slightly.
She could feel her eyes build with tears, but she held them back. Not wanting to cry in front of him; regardless if he's seen her cry.
Severus looked at her sadly; it wasn't supposed to happen like this. He wanted her to tell them about her history, but they went to him and him alone, knowing that Ginny wouldn't tell them her history.
"Gin," he started, but she shook her head at him. She didn't want to hear his excuses. She's had enough. She now realized that she can't trust anybody. Not even the man she had known since she were twelve. Choking back a sob, she pointed to the door, and told him softly to get out.
Hearing the door close softly behind him, she walked to her mirror and looked at herself. She was alone now, all alone. She had no one to trust. She couldn't trust Draco and Blaise, she couldn't trust her family, the twins were gone, same with Charlie, and she couldn't even reach them. Severus betrayed her. She was all alone. She might as well not live in this world any more, since she's all alone now.
Going over to her desk, she opened her drawer and took out the blade that she had gotten as a present from Ron. The only good thing he had done for her was to give her a blade as sharp as steel.
Going back to stand in front of her mirror, she whispered, "I don't belong in this world anymore Daddy. Not with you gone."
Then she slashed both of her wrists letting herself bleed. She started to feel weak and lightheaded, so she sat down on the ground slowly careful not to make noise that would attract the boy's attention.
"I'm sorry everyone who cares, I don't belong in this world anymore. I want to see my daddy." She whispered smiling.
"Everyone will be happy that I'm gone. I'll see you soon daddy" She whispered, closing her eyes as she felt darkness consume her.
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Draco and Blaise waited out in the hall of Ginevra's room and heard her yell at Severus. They didn't hear Severus, but figured that he wouldn't have been able to try and give her any excuse as to what he had done. Draco leaned against the wall and sighed. He looked towards the door again, before looking to the floor. He felt guilty for getting Severus in trouble. He had ruined her and Severus' relationship of father/daughter.
Hearing the door open, he quickly stood up straight and walked over to the man he's known since he were a child. Looking up at him, he pleaded with him silently to tell him something, anything. But he just shook his head and walked down the stairs. Sighing again, Draco looked to Blaise, and saw him look towards the door oddly, looking at him confused, Draco looked towards the door, and then towards the ground. What he saw was something leaking out of it, something dark and liquid-like.
Yelling, Severus' name out loud, he slammed Ginevra's door open and saw her lying on the ground looking pale as a ghost, blood all around her.
"SEVERUS DAMIEN SNAPE GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE RIGHT NOW!! BLAISE CALL MADAME POMPHREY!!" he yelled out loud, starting to panic.
He heard someone shouting, but tuned it out, and quickly walked to Ginevra's side and felt her pulse on her neck. He then noticed that her wrists were slashed, she still had the knife held limply in her right hand. Taking the knife and pocketing it in his robe, Draco tore a big piece of his robe and wrapped it tightly around one of her wrists to try and stop the bleeding. He tore another piece of material from his robe and wrapped it around her other wrists. Holding on to her wrists tightly, to stop the blood, he waited for Madame Pomphrey.
"Why did you do this to yourself Gin? Why?" he whispered, feeling a tear slowly run down his cheek and drop on her cheek.
Laying his head down on her stomach, Draco slowly drifted off, while keeping his hold on her wrists tightly.
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Waking up to a searing white light, Ginevra tried to open her eyes, but when she did, the light was too bright, so she closed them again. Taking a deep breath, she slowly opened her eyes again. Looking around, all she was able to see was a white room. Smiling softly, she thought she was in heaven with her daddy. Looking around for him, she didn't see him anywhere. In fact, all she saw were other beds, and other people, but no father. Confused, she looked down at her wrists and saw them bandaged up. Looking to her right she saw Severus sleeping on a chair. Confused, she tried talking. Opening her mouth, she came out with a croak.
Clearing her voice, she whispered Severus' name softly. Seeing his eyes snap open and look towards her quickly, she smiled at him weakly.
"Severus." She whispered.
"Gin!" he croaked, she guessed from not using it as much.
Hm, I wonder what day it is… she mused.
"Sev, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." She said, tears falling down her cheeks in little drops.
"No, Gin, I'm so sorry for telling Draco and Blaise about your past. I should've just let you tell it to them when you were ready. But I thought that they should've known, I mean, they did go out with you for four months. So I thought that they had the right to know! They love you Gin! I love you! Why did you leave us? Why did you try to leave us?" he was rambling now tears falling freely from his obsidian eyes, he knew it, but he couldn't help it. She had scared the hell out of him when he found out she tried to take her own life.
She thought she was alone, but she was far from it, she will never be alone. She had him, Draco, Blaise, Fred and George, and also Charlie! She will never ever be alone in this world. Not for a long time!
"But –" she started, but he shook his head stopping her from saying another word, and told her to sleep.
So she did.
She slept for three days, and woke up to find Fred, George, and Charlie all sitting by her bed sleeping.
Smiling, she tried moving her feet, but found them sort of trapped by something heavy.
Looking down at her feet, she saw Draco and Blaise's heads on each of her feet sleeping. Smiling, she tried moving one of her hands, but found she couldn't because Severus was holding her left, while Charlie was holding her hand and Fred and George had hold of her arm.
Laughing, or coughing afterwards, more likely, she twitched her right fingers, so Charlie could feel her move. Watching him twitch then snap his head up, he looked at her. Noticing that she was up, he gave her the brightest smile she had ever seen him give to her and hugged her.
She gave him a one armed hug back, and felt Fred and George come to hug her as well. She felt tears running down her cheeks and soaking Charlie's shirt, but laughed happily. She was happy. For the first time in her life, she was happy.
Leaning back, she felt a strong and warm body behind her and twisted her body to see who she was resting against. She saw that she was resting against Severus. Smiling she leaned up and kissed his cheek quickly, she moved and kissed Fred, George, and Charlie's cheek as well.
Turning around she looked at Draco and Blaise, and saw them sitting there sadly. Severus told her that Draco was the one who came upon her and stopped her bleeding.
Smiling at the two of them softly, she nodded her head for them to come closer.
Once they got closer, she hugged them both at the same time, and whispered in their ears, "thank you. Thank you both, for being there for me, even though I never appreciated it."
She heard them say their gratitude that she was safe and alive, and pulled back from them. Leaning into her pillows, she grinned from ear to ear happily. She had her family. It was her one and only family that loves her and won't leave her alone in the cold and dark.
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A/N: Alright! I'm really sorry for the long wait, but I did update!! Please review, I almost cried at the beginning of this chapter, I hope you guys enjoy. It took me a while to figure out what to write. But, I figured it out, thankfully. I should have another 4 chapters left or so. I'm not sure. But, it'll be ending soon. Review please!!