I'm Really sorry guys I got back from holidays on the 1st , then I got really busy with work and things I will try harder. Anyway here it is chapter 4. Enjoy!

*The Next Morning*

Meredith wakes up around 5:30 and looks over to the crib. Zola is still asleep,surprisingly she is a very good sleeper she only woke up once in the night and that was because of all the yelling. The house is very quiet, Jackson was on call and April, and Lexi were still asleep. Meredith got up very quietly and goes down to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee and to call the chief to take a couple of days off, he doesn't really care since she suspended anyway but still tells her if she needs anything to call him.

She hears someone coming down the stairs and she prays its Lexi or April and not Derek she can't take all this fighting she really doesn't want to fight with him anyway. But with her luck its exactly the person she doesn't want to see.

"Hi" Derek says quietly

*Silence*

"Hi" he says a bit louder

Meredith pretends to not notice him keeps her eyes glued to the newspaper that happened to be in front of her

"Fine don't talk to me then….but this will never get better in till we talk about it"

"I'm not talking because I know I will yell and Zola's still asleep so I'm going to ask Lexi to take her today so can yell…Is that good enough for YOU?"Meredith says with starting calmly and then raising her voice at the end.

"Whatever" Derek scoffs

Meredith starts to get mad very very mad so she starts to walk away.

"What you're just going to walk away from me now"

"YES I AM BECAUSE I'M GOING TO LASH OUT AT YOU ANY SECOND…DON'T YOU LISTEN TO A WORD I SAY!"

Zola starts to cry after she yells.

"Great you made me yell…Just GREAT!"

Meredith runs upstairs to get Zola.

"Hey Baby girl, I'm really sorry I had to wake you up" Meredith rocks her gently to stop her cries. Then she goes over to change her diaper. After she finishes she knocks on the attic door and opens it and quietly goes in to talk to Lexi.

"Hey lex wake up "Meredith shakes Lexi with her free arm

"Mmmhhhhff" She mouns

Meredith laughs at Lexi's noise

"Can you take Zola for me and Derek. We have few things to figure out and I don't want her to hear it because I can promise you there will be yelling and swearing"

"More?" She says still half asleep

"More what?"

"More yelling I'm pretty sure the whole city heard you guys last night"

"Oh well sorry… we didn't mean to keep you up"

"It's ok….So trouble in paradise? What are you guys so mad about anyway and why did you kick Alex out yesterday morning?"

"Oh well…It's a long story but I promise to tell you later if you look after Zola and get her out of this house before I start yelling. Please Lex I need you to do this for me Please" She Begs

"Ya sure just put give her here and give me fifteen minutes to get ready"

"Ya anything thank you so much I owe you"

"No Problem"

Meredith goes into her room to get ready for the big fight while Lexi gets ready

Hey guys I decided to end it there to give a little more suspense. This is basically filler not very important but I need to make plans on how the fight is going to go. Thank you and please review