Hey guys I'm very very,very nervous about writing this fight but I'm going to do it anyway. I've thought a lot about how I'm going to do this, Please review and tell me your thoughts thank you and Enjoy!
Lexi had left to go to the playground with Zola about 10 minutes ago, and Meredith was still in her room trying to avoid this fight. She was an avoider it's what she did. Reluctantly she got up from the bed and went down into the living room where Derek was. She very slowly sat down on the other end of the couch as far from Derek as she could.
"Why?" Derek asked
"Why what?"
"Why did you do this? I just need to know why you did this. Was it to hurt me?"
"No, of course not. And how in the hell does this hurt you? It's just a fucking clinical trial. And I did it because Adele was there asking me to give her husband back, she thought I was my mother Derek and I can't and don't want to be anything like her I hate her so much"
"First off it does hurt me. THIS WASN'T JUST TO GET PUBLISHED I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THAT! WHAT I DO CARE ABOUT IS YOU. HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU I DON'T WAN'T TO SEE YOU SICK AND FRAGILE AND FORGETTING THINGS?"
"IN THE POST IT YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WOULDN'T CARE, YOU WOULD LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I WAS OLD AND SMELLY AND SENILE AND IF I FORGOT WHO YOU WERE YOU WOULD REMIND EVERYDAY! AND THEN WHEN I TRIED TO GET TESTED YOU TOLD ME YOU DIDN'T WANT TO KNOW AND THAT YOU DIDN'T CARE! SO WHY THE HELL ARE YOU BRINING THIS UP NOW? WAS IT ALL A LIE?"
*Derek sighs* "no it wasn't a lie but this was a chance to have the possibility there if you do get Alzheimer's. I will always love you, nothing's going to change that but right now I'm upset that you would do this and risk your career for a man's wife that two years ago you didn't want him invited to our wedding or have anything to do with.
"Ya well I've changed"
"Maybe you have but you are still the same Meredith deep down you have just learned to be happy"
"Maybe,maybe not"
"What's does that mean?"
"IT MEANS RIGHT ANT THIS MINUTE IN NOT TRING TO BE HAPPY, I'M MISERARBLE. THIS WASN'T SUPPOST TO BE LIKE THIS WHEN WE BROUGHT ZOLA HOME; WE SHOULD BE HAPPY AND CELEBRATING NOT FIGHTING!"
Derek notices Meredith is getting paler and paler by the minute
"I know we should be happy but I just need some time"
"Oh so you're running like we promised not to do. DOES THE FUCKING POST IT MEAN NOTHING TO YOU!
Derek notices how pale Meredith is it's like she's a ghost. Meredith gets up and starts to run up stairs before he can say anything back. He hears the bedroom door slam.
"Fuck!" he curses
"Uhhh…. … is Meredith ok she looked kinda pale" April says awkwardly
"Uhh I don't know. I'm sorry I didn't realize you were still here"
"Its fine I'm just going to go leave you guys alone" She quickly walks out the door before he can answer her
Derek sighs and runs his hand through his hair. He doesn't know what to do.
His cell phone starts to ring he debates on answering it until he sees who is calling.
"Hey mom" he sighs
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?"
"Thanks for the greeting mom"
"Don't pull that pretty boy crap. I've been trying to call you but you turned off your phone."
"Ya well…."
"Well I called Meredith while you were gone and she told me everything! Stop being a jackass! Do you remember what I told you when I gave you my ring?"
"uhhh…you said a lot"
"What I said was that you see things in black and white and she doesn't and that you needed a spoonful of that."
"Ya I know. I'm just scared I don't want to lose her"
"Where is she now?"
"She's upstairs we were fighting and I noticed she was getting pale and then she got up and ran upstairs. She looked like a ghost"
"That doesn't sound good"
"I know I just want to give her some time to cool off"
"Give her some time but not a lot. Ok?"
"Ya ok. Bye mom thank you"
"Bye Derek"
Meredith felt like crap she was curled up in a ball in the bed breathing deeply trying to get the nauseous feeling to go away but it wasn't. When she felt the bile raising she sprang up and went into the washroom and started throwing up the contents of her stomach up. Derek chose that moment to walk in the room he saw her throwing up in the toilet and rushed over to her to hold her hair and rub her back. When she was done she weakly flushed the toilet and fell to the floor with tears streaming down her face.
"Are you ok?" Derek asked
"No I'm not" She looked away from him
A couple minutes later she spring up and started to throw up again. Derek noticed she was just dry heaving. This is the worst kind he personally thought. When she was done she was crying even more then the first time. She flopped to the floor and just lay there.
"When was the last time you ate?"
"Uhh… Monday morning before we went to the house" She said very weakly
"Shit Meredith its Wednesday…what the hell were you thinking?"
"I wasn't hungry"
"Oh God!... Are you done? Can you walk to the bed?"
"I don't know…but I'm dizzy and I don't want to move"
"Will you let me carry you?"
She weakly nodded. He carefully picked her up, She weighed nothing. He set her down in the bed and grabbed the garbage can and sat it on the floor beside her. She curled up in a ball and closed her eyes.
"Call me if you need me ok. You have to promise me"
She nodded. It was so small that he barely saw it. He closed the binds and closed the door and went downstairs.
Ok wow that was hard to write. I'm so sorry about bringing the post it up I know it's a sore subject right now lol. Anyway let me know what you think. Thanks