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When Derek got downstairs he called Lexi to bring Zola back so that he can spend time with Zola. Lexi said she was going to be home in 20 minutes, so Derek sat down and watched some TV thinking about Meredith.

*23 minutes later*

Derek heard a car door slam. He jumped up and went outside to get zola.

"Hi"Lexi greeted

"Hey you can go out if you want. I've got her"

"Ya I might later, right now I need a shower that sand is very messy"

"Ya It is" he laughed

Derek grabbed Zola from the car seat the hospital gave Meredith to borrow until they got one.

"Hey baby girl. How are you? You're so cute. Do you know that?" he says in his high pitch baby voice

"gabbaghss" Zola babbles

Derek laughs and follows Lexi inside

"Thank you for looking after her this morning"

"You're welcome…Did you guys get anything sorted out?"

"Ummm…. Some but Meredith is sick so she's sleeping"

"What's wrong with her?"Lexi asks concerned

"She threw up and she's still nauseous. But that's all she will tell me…..Oh and also she hasn't ate since Monday"

"WHAT! Is she crazy?"

"Haha I don't know. She said she wasn't hungry. She does this when she dark and twisty you have to just be here for her and not force her to do things"

"Ya well when she wakes up in going to make her eat. I will force feed her if I have to!"

"Good luck with that. I'm going to go in the kitchen to feed Zola. Thanks again"

Lexi goes upstairs and gets in the shower.

In the kitchen Derek notices a small bag with soothers in it and powder to make milk. He measure the right amount of powder and adds some water to it and then he puts it in the microwave for 30 seconds. He also grabs a banana off the counter and mashes it with a fork and puts it into a bowl. He grabs the bottle from the microwave and hands it to Zola .He sits down with her on his lap because they don't have a high chair yet. Zola is eagerly sucking on the bottle. When she stops for a couple of seconds he scoops a small spoonful of bananas and feeds them to her. She only eats some of the bananas when she wants to go back to the bottle.

"Let's go into the living room"

His only respond was her looking up at him with her dark brown eyes

"God you're cute" He sighs

Derek sits down on the couch holding her tight while she sucks on her bottle.

"Don't worry we will be alright I promise you. We will figure this out.

Zola looks like she is done eating so he pats her back to make her burp when she does she snuggles right into him.

"You're mo… Meredith is sick right now so you have to be extra quiet ok?" He looks down at her and she is sound asleep

He carefully stands up and sets her down on the couch and puts some pillows around her. He goes upstairs into their room to get her crib to put in Alex's old room and see's Meredith is still asleep. Once he has the crib in Alex's room he goes downstairs get get Zola to put her in the crib.

Once he puts Zola in the crib he decides to go make Meredith a Grilled cheese. If he was going to get her to eat that was probably the best thing besides pizza which it would take too long to order from her favorite pizza place.

He opens the door to the bedroom and sits down next to her, and notices that she is sweating. He softly nudges her and she groans.

"Mer you have to wake up and eat something and change you're covered in sweat"

"Nooooo"

"Mer Please"

"Fine" She slowly sits up and looks at the grilled cheese

"Ohh that looks good but I don't know if I can eat it… I don't want to throw up again"

"Just take small bites and I brought you some ginger ale too"

"Thanks" She said quietly

She started to take small bites but refused to look him in the eye. She only ate half the sandwich when she flopped back in the pillows and rolled over so she was not facing Derek.

"Mer you have to change you can't stay in those clothes"

"nooo I don't want to move"

"Will you let me?"

She hesitated. It hurt him to think that it had gotten so bad that she didn't even want him looking after her

"Please I want to look after you"

"Really because four hours ago you wanted space!" She snapped

"ya well I've been thinking and I don't want to leave you and Zola and I want to work on things. It might take a while but I love you and I can't leave you"

she sighs "Ok you can help me change"

He goes over to the walk in closet and takes out a pair of his boxers and his Bowdoin T-shirt. She loves to sleep in his boxers and t-shirts .She had already taken her sweat pants off and he slowly put the boxers on her. She took the shirt out of his hands and replaced it with the one she had on. It was clear she didn't really want him to help her change that much. She crawled back into bed

"Ok well I'll just go downstairs then" He sighed

"No….Please don't go…can you just hold me please" She said so quietly that he thought he was hearing things but when she finally looked up at him he knew he wasn't.

He nodded and said "Of course" He got in bed behind her and spooned her until she fell asleep

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