EDIT: Sorry for probably pissing you all off to no end, but I needed to tell you guys that the little Preface thingy is up so feel free to Review! Sorry, love you all! *heart*

A/N: Sorry for probably letting you guys down with lack of a chapter (I think Luvsurstory is going to kill me, now) but it was KILLING ME, so I had to do this. First, I'm going to address things dealing with the previous chapter. (I'm copy and pasting the majority of this from what I planned on putting in my Author's Note for the next chapter) The alignment with the time-space blocks I have (those little lines of X's) got all jacked up on my last chapter, and it's irking me to no end. Sigh. (Reframe: They actually reverted to how they should have been when I attempted to fix them. That's why it looked like I updated twice, because I deleted Chapter 9, and replaced it with the fixed version.)

So how did you guys like the end of last chapter? I like smut, and all its glory, but it makes me want to scream when it's just…gross. You know when you read smut, but it's just really…trashy, and makes you not even want to read it? I cannot stand that, so I will write, and rewrite a smut – well, a makeout – scene until I get it right. I mean, with those, it should highlight the MCs…feelings I guess you could say. It should be sexy, but not just like, "I want your *bleep* in my *bleep* so *bleep* me right here, so hard."

I was looking through old documents on my laptop, when I found this old thing I wrote a long time ago. I'm not sure if it was meant to be a Preface, or what, but I really liked it. The theme fits this story, but it's a bit too dark for it. I would fit it into my other story (that I cancelled, and will rewrite) but it doesn't quite fit the theme. I don't know, if you guys want to see it, I'll post it…somewhere…I don't know. Probably on my profile, or as an extension to an Author's Note. Haha, whatever, just ask and you shall receive (;

I am kicking myself so much right now, because when I tweak people's names I try to make it very similar to theirs, but not the same, right? Well, we know that my MC is a self-insert, and her last name is Miller. My last name starts with a V. I didn't think much of it, before, but now, I'm like -

So anyway, I'm going to be stupid, and change things – AGAIN! – so my MC's last name will now be something similar to mine. Do you guys like Verlin or Verlotte? (Say it like, vur-low) Anyway, ignore my stupidity, and many apologies. I'll actually probably change the chapters I've already published so that her last name is the same as in the chapters after this one, haha.

Now I will bring up the main point I had for writing this.

I really, really, really, really, really, reallyreallyreallyreally really want to rewrite this story. I was looking at my past chapters and wanted to actually cry at how awful they are. (Sorry, Drama Queen) Everything goes too fast, and it's terribly juvenile, and nothing seems…real enough! I hate it with the passion of 1,000 suns! The only chapter I even like, now is chapter 9! It's just…ugh! I know I'm probably being melodramatic about this, but I just can't get over how much I hate it, because I know that I could make it so much better, now. I know I'm highlighting the fact that I have problems with decision-making and stuff like that, but I just really can't stand the rest of this story.

I don't know, I need you guys to tell me what you think, so review or PM me because I legit need feedback about everything, right now. So, basically, tell me if you want to read that I thing I mentioned, tell me which surname you'd prefer (I'm definitely changing it) and tell me if I should rewrite or not. Love you all, and I'm sorry for all the craziness I put you guys through. (I'd make a heart if I could)