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BPOV

I arrived at the Cullen's house a little shook up. Emmett and Edward thought it would be a good idea to have a drag race. Needless to say, Emmett won because of the hugeness of his jeep. I think another reason he won was because I threatened to have a nervous breakdown if Edward didn't slow down.

When we arrived Alice practically threw herself onto me as I walked through the door. "Bella! Are you okay? I saw what happened with Jacob. Just ignore that stupid fleabag, he's just jealous that you get to have Edwards 'child' and not his." For such a small person her hugs were crushing.

"Ow, you're crushing me!" I breathed as she squeezed me harder.

"Sorry. How was lunch?" Alice asked clearly trying to change the subject.

"It was great! I read her diary. It was way funnier than I expected!" Emmett said, perching next to Rose on the chair arm.

"It wasn't that funny actually." I mumbled sitting next to Jasper on the floor.

"Yeah, yeah! Whatever." Emmett waved it away with his hand. "I read it and I nearly peed with laughter."

"You can't pee dumb-ass, you're a vampire! Vampires don't pee." Rosalie smiled and punched him playfully on the arm.

"Thanks, treasure, but I appreciate it if you didn't hit me."

Then I don't know what happened but I felt a wave of jealousy fizzle through me. I tried to ignore it but it just got stronger and stronger until I exploded.

"I thought I was your treasure." I snapped at a stunned looking Emmett.

"Bella, you have always been a treasure, but not my treasure." Hang on, why the hell was I jealous of Rosalie? I didn't even like Emmett?

"I'm the one who's carrying your baby, Emmett. Or am I just your 'bit on the side'?" I spoke, half sobbing and half ready to fight.

"What the hell?" Emmett looked totally shocked as to where this was going as was I. Why was I saying this?

"You know, your 'other woman', your 'in case of emergencies', your 'dirty little secret'." I started to laugh hysterically. What's wrong with me? Is this what it's like when you go insane?

"Bella? Are you all right?" Edward came at me full of concern. I whipped my head around to face him.

"Why would I be all right? Emmett never called me his treasure. He never calls me anything." Hysterical laughter turned into hysterical tears. What brought this on? Was this my hormones? No, I've never been this crazy before.

"But love, he's married to Rosalie. And you have me. You know that, don't you?" he was looking at me as if I had lost the plot. Or as if he wasn't quite sure if I was joking or not. Edward reached his hand across to my face to wipe the tears away but I batted it away. Hang on, I didn't want to do that. It was like I wasn't even in control of my own body anymore. My jealousy was ruling everything.

"I know. I just wish that I was in Rosalie's position." I said in a low, slow tone.

"You don't mean that." Edward smiled, trying again to touch my face.

"I do. I mean it with all my heart. I don't love you anymore, I love Emmett."

Edward recoiled as if I had just slapped him in the face (not that it would have hurt him, but as Emmett said before, it's the thought that counts). At that moment I felt the sizzle of jealousy die away. I had been released. I smiled at the thought of actually controlling my own body again. But apparently it was not the proper time or place. I looked up at Edward. He hadn't moved from before. He was still leaning away from me as if I were poisonous. The smile quickly fell off my face. Oh no, what have I done?

"No, you don't understand." I tried to reach out to him, try to make him understand me but he shifted away from me again.

"I need to be alone for a while." He stood up and walked out of the room. I sat there, arm still outstretched, not quite believing he's gone. I slowly moved my hand back down by my side. I looked around at everyone, eyes wide and scared. Had I blown it? My one shot at happiness? My one true love? I felt a warm tear slide down my cheek. Everyone's eyes turned away from me except Jaspers.

"I am so sorry." Was all he said.

"It's okay, it wasn't your fault." I said brushing the water off my face and sniffing.

"No, it was. You see, I made you jealous of Rose. Only for a laugh, I mean I never wanted anything like this to happen but I guess it got a little to powerful. Seriously Bella, I didn't mean for this to happen." Jasper bowed his head in shame. It took me about five seconds to turn from a weeping willow to the incredible hulk. My face contorted in anger, I slapped Jasper hard across the face. Ow, that really hurt my hand. Alice was by my side in an instant.

"It's going to be okay, Bella. He'll forgive you." She was practically cradling me in her arms as tears poured down my face.

"He won't. How can he after what I said to him? He thinks I meant what I said." I managed to choke out.

"Don't worry he knows it was Jasper, it was just hearing you say it that made him upset." Alice was still trying to comfort me.

It took me at least twenty minutes to calm myself down and to be able to string a sentence together without sniveling in the middle of it. When I was ready I headed up to Edwards room (which was apparently where he was according to Alice's vision). With each step I was growing more and more anxious. What if he doesn't believe me? What if this made him think about if us being together is really worth it? I shook my head, trying to stop myself from over thinking. Focus.

I knocked softly on the door before entering. "Hello?" I said quietly, poking my head around the door. "Can I come in?" I saw him led on the bed with his face in his hands. A record was playing in the background, something soft and melodic. I moved silently to the end of the bed and just stood there staring at him. The music came to an end and he slowly sat up and met my gaze. He smiled at me weakly and patted the space next to him. I understood and sat next to him. The next track started to play. I recognized this one immediately. "It's my lullaby." I whispered sneaking a look at his face. To my surprise, there was still a small smile there.

"Yes, it's my favorite one. It reminds me of you." Edward said, his voice still sounded full of love.

"It wasn't me down there. It was Jasper, messing with my head again. I didn't mean a word of it. Seriously, not a word." I blurted out but Edward reached out and pulled my hand into his. He started playing with my fingers, as if he was searching for the right words to say.

"I know. I'm sorry Bella. I shouldn't have acted like that. I must have upset you so much." Edward spoke, tracing patterns on the back of my hand.

"Why are you sorry? I'm the one who needs to apologize. What I said was totally unacceptable, whether I was under an influence or not." I said raising my face to his. I would have carried on except his beauty stopped me, yet again. I couldn't look away from his honey-coloured eyes. Damn it, that wasn't fair!

"Okay, so I forgive you and you forgive me?" His eyes twinkled as he spoke. All I could manage was a squeak in response, which caused him to chuckle and look away. I blinked hard, trying to find my voice again. "Good." Before I could speak again he leaned forwards and pressed his cold lips onto mine. I closed my eyes and let the electricity pass through my lips and around my body. My hand snaked up his back and tangled itself in his bronze hair. His hand mimicked mine. I was the one to break away, although I really didn't want to.

"Sorry. I got a bit carried away." I couldn't stop beaming as I thought about it. "And I'm being good now. I'm not going to do anything to upset you ever again."

"Just what I want to hear." Edward grinned and kissed me on my lips again. Just as I felt the cold on my face once again, the bedroom door banged open. I jumped which made me headbutt Edward.

"Ouch" I grumbled to myself looking up. Emmett was stood in the doorway, arms folded and shaking his head. "What?"

"I am shocked at you. You were supposed to be my girlfriend today." Emmett said still shaking his head.

"Since when?" I asked, suddenly confused. I'm sure that wasn't part of the deal.

"Since I put my baby in you. Now come on, it's time for some fun!" In one swift movement he bounded up to the bed and grabbed my arm, pulling me up. I gave Edward a pleading look, hoping he would save me.

"He is right, love. He did put his baby in you." I narrowed my eyes at his cheeky grin.

"You're supposed to be on my side." I complained as I was dragged out of the room and downstairs. "Fine then. What do you want to do then, huge and annoying boyfriend for the day?"

"You'll see. Get your coat, dear, we're leaving." Emmett let me go.

"I don't have a coat." I realized just as Alice danced by my side with a deep purple coat.

"You do now. Come on, you don't want to be late." She said as she helped me into the coat that even I had to admit was really pretty. It had two large buttons on the front and fitted me perfectly. What else did I expect from the fashion fairy?

"Late for what?" I asked as I was herded out the door. Everyone just looked at me and grinned evilly.

"You'll find out soon enough." Rose snorted from behind me.

What the hell was that supposed to mean? Whatever it was I'm sure it wasn't going to be pleasant for me.

For some reason I wasn't quite happy with this chapter. :/ Let me know what you think about it and what the Cullens are up to. I'm thinking something to do with Jessica and Lauren but I don't know what yet. :) Any ideas ??? Review please!! :D XX