Okay guys, just as I published that one, I got a review, so to my other reviewer,
Girlygirl3432- You had a dream about my story? I'm so honored! Really! AW! You are so awesome! I'm sorry you didn't get a shout out before! And like Drippingly Sarcastic, you're close on some parts, but I'm not telling either of you what yet.
Oh, and I know that people absolutely hate it when the music is at the end and you can't look up the song with the story, so it's Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan.
So, here's the next chappie everyone! Enjoy!
MAX
I tapped on Fang's door after dinner. "Fang? Can I come in?"
He opened the door and walked to his window. I'd noticed he spent a lot of time at the window.
"I have something for you." I held out the bag. "It's…well…look." I pulled out the iPod touch. "It has a lot of memory. And I got this," I pulled out a hundred dollar iTunes gift card. "Plus, we all have tons of music on our family computer. We put a copy of everything we download onto it, so you can get what you want from that first. It's just…well…you got upset when I asked you about music, but I wasn't trying to make you sad. So, I figured, you can listen to whatever you want now."
He almost smiled and grabbed a scrap of paper and a pen.
Thanks Max.
"You're welcome." I set the bag on the bed. "Um…also…did Mom give you your laptop yet? It's just one from her work, but we'll get you a better one soon."
He nodded.
"Okay. Then come and get me if you need help with the iPod or something. And Fang," I paused at his door. "I really hope you learn that you don't need to be scared of me soon."
FANG
"And Fang," Max paused, looking sad. "I really hope you learn that you don't need to be scared of me soon."
Max, it's not just you. It's everyone.
She left and I picked up the iPod. I'd never had one before. Actually, the reason I'd freaked out was because I'd never been asked my opinion before and I didn't know. So I went to the family computer. I plugged in the iPod and registered it as Fang's iPod. Valencia came in and helped me set up the rest of it and I flipped through music. I ended up choosing mostly what was under the genres of Rock and Punk so, I guess that's my favorite kind of music.
I finished choosing from their music and charged the iPod. I brought it upstairs and looked at the card. I put the money onto my new iTunes account, but didn't download anything.
I found one song that really described me, and set it on repeat until I knew all of it.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life.