Jay was on the trolly under Snakes car, working on the oil.
They were on their second last job, next was paint and then they'd be done...
Jay had rolled out when Emma was just leaving and walking down the driveway, not aware he was there yet. His feet had come out from under her and she yelped, tripping over as he kept rolling out but was met up with Emma's body falling on top of his.
"OMPH!" he cried out only a little, she didn't weight that much at all, but he didn't exact anyone there, and they did pump heads.
Emma scoffed, rubbing her forehead then glared down and huffed, "Jay!" she exclaimed, pulling herself up while leaning on his chest.
"This looks firmiliar." Jay informed with his famous smirk, mind drifting to the weekend and the party with her.
Emma rolled her eyes and stood up.
"Hey! You fell onto me." He taunts, "And probably purposely."
Emma shot back, "It's 8 o clock, I didn't think you'd already be here! Your the one who pulled out just as I was walking by."
"Fate, baby." Smirked Jay, raising himself up and then catching her off gaurd with a kiss, she looked great today.
"Don't call me baby." Emma pouted after the kiss, so clearly it didn't bug her that much.
"Ok baby." He playfully repeated and Emma went to hit him until a black car pulled up. Sean peered out of it when the window rolled down.
"Emma could you tell your dad I actually can't work on the car today? But.. I do want to talk to you a little later tonight." He confirms.
Emma's eyes widen, oh no. Did he just see that kiss? He then smiled softly so she relaxed, he'd be punching the good ol' Cameron way if he did.
"Okay." She answered.
Jay was glaring at Sean and asked, "Why the hell can't I take days off like you?"
"Cause you can't." Sean informed, raising an eyebrow.
"Why can't he?" Emma asked then shut her mouth. Don't stick up for him! Way to be obvious, GP! Oh god.. she just called herself GP.
"Jay?" Sean taunts, waiting for Jay to confess what he did, since he was complaining.
Jay bit his tounge hard and glared at Sean. Sometimes he thought his friendship with Sean was completely done once Emma stepped in. He wanted to rip the guys friggin head off.
Sean smirked knowing Jay wouldn't tell and turned back to Emma, "Meet at the movies? 9?"
"Uh, yeah, sure." Emma wanted to say no, but she knew he'd wonder why and the last thing and the last person she wanted someone to know her and Jay were... something, was Sean.
"Pick out a horror movie, I heard it's the excuse guys use to get into a girls pants." Taunts Jay as Sean's car rolled out.
Emma whipped around to him, glaring at him, "Am I like other girls?" she asks.
"Afraid not." He muttered, nodding his head to how well he knew that.
Emma went to walk off, a bit pissed off but he blocked her and snuck one more kiss. Emma blushed as she tried to glare up at him and then walked away.
Damn it Hogart and his smooth moves.
Jay decided to take a break, and Emma had gone out with JT and Toby so decided to meet Spinner at the dot, who worked there... to his adventage.
Spinner passed Jay a diet coke and free muffin, "Don't get use to it." He jokes.
Jay smirked and took a huge bite out of it, eyeing Spinner like 'yeah right!'. He then leaned back on his chair by the counter as two arms went around him from behind, he went to smirk and turn to Emma-OH shit, not Emma. Should of known, didn't smell the vanilla, just cigerettes.
Alex nudged him, "Gonna share some of that." She played with a little piece of muffin by his mouth and tossed it off.
Jay blinked and grabbed his muffin, handing it out to her.
Alex smirked, "I wasn't talking about the muffin, I was jealous it had your lips on it." She leaned down and stole a kiss.
Okay, Jay had to admit, that was the worse pick up line he's ever head. And he was master of terrible lines.. or so he thought.
Over by the door though, came in Emma and JT. JT had opened the door for her and she stopped a bit in her tracks seeing Alex's tounge down Jay's throat and everybody was watching.
Emma looked away, wow. Harder than she thought. She knew she couldn't do this. She wasn't that type of girl. It wasn't feeling bad that Jay was cheating on Alex, though it was wrong, Emma could care less about Alex. She was rude and only brought pain and negative engery. She felt bad because she physically felt bad.. she wanted Jay to herself and seeing Alex with him hurt.. almost broke- no. She couldn't go through this again.
JT followed Emma, who walked like a zombie, to a booth.
"Any slower and we'd miss the lunch deal Emma." JT teased as they sat in the booth.
Emma snapped out of it and took a deep breath, "Can I ask you something?"
"Yeah, I guess so. We are sitting a booth together, alone." He joked.
Emma got to her point, "Ever fallen for someone who you hadn't planned on falling for? Like.. it came out of nowhere?" she asks.
"Nah..but chat away and I'll try to relate."
Emma gave him a bored look and just huffed, leaning back and giving up.
Jt frowned, she must be serious. "Ok." He says, getting serious too, "Does this guy like you back? Or in your words.. did he fall for you too?"
"I don't think as hard." Emma confirms, watching Alex take a seat next to Jay, sharing a muffin. She wanted to be the one sharing that muffin with him. Ugh, she was sounding so stupid and girly.
"Whoever can't fall inlove with you Em? Is crazy.. or a liar." Jt confirms with a small smile that Emma returned.
Meanwhile, Alex was asking Jay if he wanted to go to the movies.
"the movies?" Jay repeated and then an idea popped into his head. Emma and Sean were suppose to be there tonight too.
Maybe he could... well, not spy.. just.. watch from a far of what they did together.
Alex nodded, "You never take me on dates."
"Tonight, 9." Jay confirms and she smiled, agreeing and got up with him.
"Walk me out." She says and pulled his hand. He fought back for a second so he could chug the rest of his drink. God could she be more pushy?
He finally let her tug him and when he turned from the counter he stopped in his tracks.
Emma sat smiling with JT in a booth. Jay glanced at Alex who then noticed him stop walking and turned to him, confused. Jay looked away from Emma but was a bit bewildered.
Had she seen him?
She said she was going to be with Jt AND toby? Why was some other guy making her smile?
Why wasn't she saying hi! OR even looking at him.
"Jay?" he snapped out of it and walked out with Alex.
9 oclock came fast and Emma waited for Sean at the side of the movies. She checked the time on her phone and sighed.. where the hell was he?
"Lets go see a scary movie." She heard foot steps coming up the street, a bunch of people were passing but Emma recognized the voice, Alex.
And there she was, walking with Jay towards the movies. Thankfully they didn't see her. And HAH, really? Going to go see a horror movie?
Jerk.
"I'm barely with her anymore," Jay voices from the other day haunted Emma's head, "I'll pay more attention to you."
"That's a joke." Emma muttered a bit sadly, looking down at her hands and playing with her fingers, trying to get her mind off of it.
"Em!" she heard and saw Sean. Finally thankgod.
"So what do you want to see?" Sean asked, walking inside with her. Emma took a deep breath, if Jay was doing it? So would she.
"A horror movie. I heard The Devil Inside was pretty good." She confirms.
Sean smirked, impressed and then nodded going to get the tickets.
As he got to the ticket booth, Jay and Alex turned, Alex greeted him but Jay decided to ignore and looked for Emma. He lied and said he was going to get the popcorn, and went towards Emma.
Emma looked down at her phone to Manny's text: Where R U gurl?
U don't want 2 knw, Kill me. Emma texted back.
"So you went with the horror movie theory then huh?" came Jay's voice, Emma didn't even have to turn around, but that's fine because he walked around to face her.
He didn't realize how much this bugged her, did he?
Emma snapped back, "As did you. Should of known that's why you knew the whole theory of getting into the girls pants with a horror movie."
Jay narrowed his eyes at her, how'd she know he picked horror?
"I only did it to watch you!" Oh fuck, did he say that out loud?
"Were you going to spy on me!" Emma yelled and he shushed her, looking around frantically and she glared. Yeah, it would be a shame anyone noticed them together.
Jay felt embaressed, god, why did he say that out loud? It must of bugged him more than he thought, Emma and Sean alone.
Jesus, he never felt embarrassed! Nothing made him- Emma was- AH!
"Cut the shock out emma, you know I'm not a jealous type." He confirmed, but felt that lie pull at the bottom of his stomach.
"Oh really?" Emma asked raising an eyebrow, "We'll see about that."
Jay watched her walk off, what the hell did that mean?
Emma went back to Sean. Jay had kissed Alex infront of her and then was going to spy ON HER? He'll get his.
Emma grabbed Sean's face in her little hands and to Jay's shock, and even Sean's, she kissed him.
"So gross." Alex laughed, walking to Jay who stared in horror at Emma with Sean, his blood boiled and he was about to snap, "Since when did they get back together?"
She then looked at Jay, he had no popcorn.
"where's the food?" she asked, annoyed. Where the hell was his head lately?
"Lost my fucking appetite." Growled Jay, walking off, not even towards the movie theatre, out of it.
By the time Emma got home, it was midnight. Sean had dropped Alex off too, who awkwardly sat with them during the movie since she said Jay had ditched. Well, atleast it kept Sean from talking about that kiss. She shouldn't really of done that but.. jealousy was a bad trait.
"That? Was mean." Confirmed a voice as Emma turned on the light and screamed, "Shut up, you'll wake Jack." Hissed Jay, sitting on her bed and stood up.
"What are you doing in my room psycho!" Emma exclaimed.
"What were doing with your tounge down Sean's throat!" he shot back.
Emma replied simply, "The same reason you had yours down Alex's. What? You can date others but I can't?"
Jay shut his mouth and looked away from her, that's when Emma finally read SOMETHING off his face, sadness. She softened.
"How are we suppose to do this?" she asked, looking down, "Sean's painting the car tomorrow and you guys are done. School starts up in 3 more weeks.."
Silence.
Jay sat on the bed and she sadly frowned and went over, sitting next to him.
"I.. don't know how to do this with you." Jay admitted, "I've never dated someone like you, never HAD someone like you."
Emma blinked, may of been the nicest thing he's ever said.. wasn't much or very explainable but.. their 'thing' was confusing like that. Emma's heart was skipping though and she smiled.
"But.." Jay drifts turning his head towards Emma, "I really... wanna enjoy this one night with you... no Alex, and no Sean."
Emma turned her head and got lost into his eyes, did he know how gorgeous his eyes were? How gorgeous he was? If he had just got into normal unbaggy jeans and got rid of that ridiculous chain necklace, Emma giggled looking at it.
Jay raised an eyebrow, smiling a little bit, "What's going on in that crazy head of yours?" he asks teasingly.
"nothing." Emma said smiling and just leaned in, kissing him. She noticed what she did and pulled away, eyes like a stunned deer.
She noticed his eyes still closed and then slowly opened them, staring at her a bit oddly, not in a bad sense though, more curiously than oddly. A girl has never kissed him like that, just like.. casually, and most of all, happily.
It freaked him out yet made his breath quicken at the same time.
Emma didn't care, she leaned in again and kissed him. He kissed back tenderly and put a hand on the side of her face. This girl wasn't afraid of nothin'.
And Jay loved that.
Slowly, Emma leaned away, forehead to forehead, breathless. She pulled back a bit as he opened his eyes and looked at her, and watched her slowly unbutton his top.
Jay stared at her and then let his eyes trail down to her body when she threw the shirt off, a black lacey bra wrapped around her tanned skin. He could drool right about now.
She was going to- with him? Has she..
"Have you.." he couldn't help but ask. He didn't want to ruin her innocence if she wasn't sure if this was what she wanted. Was he special enough?
Hell, probably not.
He was kinda impressed with her virtue too, secret be told. Most girls in Degrassi lost their damn virginity at age 13.
Emma looked down, then nodded, "In florida, I lost it." She was a bit upset having to bring that up.
"What happened in Florida?" he has to ask.
"Well I went away to get over..." Emma drifts off looking at him and then away from him, hoping he'd get the hint.
"Sean." He declared, clenching his jaw.
"Shut up." She sighed, "Yes.. In a way I was already over him, just didn't know it."
"And?" Jay found himself playing with his hands and looked back at her, "You found another guy?"
"I fell for another loser, DJ." She finally said his name out loud and took a deep breath.
"Weren't you with a DJ before?" Jay asked, remembering Chris Sharpe.
Emma laughed slightly, "His name was Chris and he was A DJ. This guys actual name was DJ."
"God you have more boyfriends than I can keep up with." He bittered jealously.
Emma rolled her eyes, "Anyways, he took my..." she couldn't even say it and tried to keep in her tears, "After? He just left. I heard from my Grandma's neighbour, another girl my age that knew him, that he did that to a lot of the visitors of Florida. Guy loves tourist season.." she looked down sadly and Jay softened, sadly frowning as he watched her, "I swore to myself, no more guys! ... and then you came along."
He picked up her chin and then leaned down, tenderly kissing her, "The guy was crazy to give up on you." He whispers against her lips. Her stomach lifted with butterflys.
He leaned more over her until he lowered her down to the bed, kissing her again. Still topless, her chest was against his and he groaned a bit, feeling himself harden already. Her kisses were so sweet and desirable. He passionately kissed harder and her hands ran through his hair, knocking his hat off.
Hm, guess sometimes his hat did come off.
Jay held himself over her with his hands and leaned up to pull his shirt off and leaned back down, kissing around her neck and she moaned. Was it possible for him to get harder after that? Emma bit her lower lip, feeling his hand grip one of her breasts. She's never felt so good. He knew just where to touch, kiss.
His heart raced up faster when she put her hand on the back of his neck, kissing the other side of it as she leaned up and he closed his eyes. As she nibbled his earlobe she felt her hand unclip his chain and then threw it to the end of the bed.
He smirked down at her.
"I always hated that thing." She whispered with a guilty face and smirked up at him.
He thought it looked tacky too. Alex had given it to him and gave him shit if he didn't wear it.
Slowly his hands ran under her bra straps and tore them down, "I always hated those things." He teased and she giggled up at him, fuck she was beautiful.
He went to tear the bra off her to then stop. He got lost in her beauty and swallowed a lump in his throat. Why-why was he stopping?
"Why are you stopping?" Emma asked, noticing it too. And all he did was stare down at her. Did she have something on her face?
Jay's finger tips slowly tapped and ran down the side of her face as his eyes got lost in hers but she was slightly confused. What was he doing?
"I can't do this." He finally confessed in a whisper.
Emma's eyebrows furrowed.
He sighed and looked away from her, feeling terrible.
Emma then blinked and crawled up, trying to slip away from being underneath him but couldn't so shoved him off of her.
Did he know how embarrassing that just was? How heart breaking?
"Get out." Emma snapped, tears coming straight to her eyes. How could he do that? After what she had just said to him.
Jay sat on her bed and looked at her as she stood up infront of him, grabbing her shirt and trying to cover herself up.
"Emma.." he slowly slid off the bed and got his shirt.
She pointed up her stairs, "Get out!" she then turned and let the tears fall down.
Jay stared at her back for a moment and stared down at the ground. He coughed lowly and slipped his shirt back on. He looked back up at her and saddened, he went to open his mouth but he couldn't explain it.
His stomach felt like it was sinking.
He walked around her slowly and went to turn so he could face to her but she turned her back on him once again and tried whipping her tears.
It wasn't until she heard his slow and heavy steps up the stairs and her door close, that she bursted into tears. She cried when DJ left her, but it was because she felt stupid. Right now she cried because she felt torn in half, heart broken.
She had fallen for Jay and she's never left this way before, they were complicated, they got that, but what he just did was cruel.
Did he just toy with her to make a fool out of her?
Was it all just a game?