"Another dance?" Jay asked, looking at the poster on the schools wall, well, glaring at it.
Emma laughed, pulling his hand along, "We don't HAVE to go."
"She's lying, she wants to go." Manny confirmed, walking over to them.
She looked zombie like, must of been the break up with her and Spinner and not knowing what to do. Plus another dance to look forward too.
Manny looked at Jay, "And you, Jay HOgart, are dumb if you can't see that." She informed.
Jay narrowed his eyes at the grump, "I've been pretending not too actually Santos. Wow, gee, you look GREAT this morning." He said ever so sarcastically and pointed behind her before shouting near her ear, "Oh look! SPINNER! My friend! Bye." He grinned, walking off, probably proud of himself.
"Sometimes I'm glad 'hey you guys are cute' but then I wish I could strangle him." Manny simply told Emma who nodded smiling.
"Same." Emma simply agreed.
Manny walked down the hall with her, "one more year and we are OUT of this place. Cannot wait." She muttered.
"Two more weeks until we have summer back!" Emma happily reminded. Wow, it's been almost a year of her and Jay. Buuuuut only a month of REALLY being together.
"That went by quick." Manny declared.
"Yup!"
They went into class.
At lunch time, Emma stood at her locker waiting for her friends and put her books away as Jay came by and kissed her cheek quickly, "I gotta go to work early, skipping lasts." He confirmed.
"Not shocking." Emma teased.
"Hah!" bellowed Jay with a playful glare, "If I want to go somewhere if I even GRADUATE or not? My ass will still be in that auto shop. I could one day be boss, his customers love me so when he calls, I go." He smirked.
Emma nodded, "See you later then." She smiled and he did so back, walking backwards while he eyed her until she laughed and he turned, leaving.
Well. So far? So good. Emma sighed shutting her locker, and so inlove.
The day she saw herself with Jay Hogart was never before thought of, now she couldn't live without it.
Funny how that went.
Emma heard some voices and curiously looked into the class beside her lockers.
Darcy and some people held hands, talking. Emma raised an eyebrow then blinked when Darcy's eyes caught her.
"EM!" she shouted, Emma went to walk off but the girl ran out and grabbed her. Darcy smiled bringing her inside, "Everyone this is Emma."
Emma smiled awkwardly as everyone waved.
"It's good to see you here." One guy said, "You were the girl part of the shooting right? This will defiantly help you."
So far, so not.
Emma uncomfortably shifted.
"We were just getting to the good part." Darcy confirmed, putting a seat beside her for Emma to sit on.
Emma slowly sat down.
Meanwhile, Jay got to work where Tony snapped his fingers and jogged up to, "Mustang ready to be worked on." He pointed.
"Got it." Jay confirms, taking his jacket off.
"But first." Tony says and Jay shrugs.
"What?"
Tony grinned and questioned, "How would you like be supervisor around here? I'm not always around so I'm going to need it. Might as well have the guy who knows most around here be it."
"Me? N-not Graham? Whose like, 10 years older?" Jay asked with a wide grin, "Me?"
"Well to be honest, its a down your in highschool but you are almost 18." Tony said, "BUT and a big but." He points out
"I like big butts." Joked Jay and Tony gave him a look but ended up smiling and shaking his head.
Jay was excited, he couldn't believe he was getting this opportunity. Big boss of Auto Cars. Well..not boss yet but pretty fucking close. SUPER VISOR! When did his life start going so good?
Great upcoming job, a raise, and Emma. There WAS a God!
"You gotta go up North. I don't have time to train you here, you got learn the big boy roots around here and the connections we got and how to reason with our customers." Tony explained.
Jay frowned, and his chest sunk. Ofcourse there was a catch.
"Up north huh?"
"Yup, right after summer. Just for a few weeks." Tony said.
"Huh..." Jay drifted, his thoughts completely only about Emma now, "Can I think about it?"
"Two seconds ago you were almost peeing your pants!"
"I know, I know. It's just..."
"A week alright? I'll give ya a week." Said Tony, "But I got to start booking your flight there and make plans with Don, who will show you the ropes down there, and where you can stay."
"Got it."
Finally, Emma escaped Darcy's little cult session. I mean, they were so welcoming but so friggin up your ass about it. Wait, she did not just think that, that's something Jay would say.
Emma sighed but smiled, the two were rubbing off another.
"Em!" called Darcy and Emma shut her eyes before turning and faking a smile, "You forgot your new ring."
"Your club has a ring?" Emma joked as Darcy grabbed her hand, putting it on.
"Yeah! Cool huh. Means loyalty and such to us and God."
"Oh uh..." Emma didn't know what to say.
"Or in your eyes, just loyalty and faith." Darcy said with a smirk and then added, "Now people will know your pureness, and your innocents..so stay away from those hounddogs." She went to turn.
"Wait my...actual innocence?" Emma asked. Because there was no such thing anymore, to Emma's dislike.
Darcy giggled with a nod, "We're all virgins Em, we got to stay pure." With that, she walked off.
Emma's mouth hung open.
Oh crap.
Emma received a text and reached out of her purse for her phone, from Jay: How Waz UR Day?
Wouldn't HE like to know.
Emma went to finally leave the school building when Spinner bumped hard into her, "Oh, hey Spin."
He eyed her and where she just came out of, "Were you in Darcy's group session?"
"Yeah." Emma said with a crooked smile, then full out smiled, "Are you in it!" never did she see the day.
Spinner scoffed, "Only cause I'm dating her now."
"Moved on quick from Manny." Emma noticed and he just glared a bit and shrugged. Okay, someones still bitter, "Well, good luck!" she walked off.
Emma laid in her room that night when Jay came down the stairs. She was watching the movie SAVED! Darcy had suggested it but so far, Emma was rooting for the girl NOT wanting to be in Gods hands? The pregnant girl.. I mean, clearly she's been through more than the airheads who depended each move and breath they made on God.
Jay glanced at the TV Emma was focused on before clawing on her bed beside her.
"I JUST CRASHED MY VAN INTO JESUS!" the movie yelled
Emma silently laughed, she could also imagine Darcy's head on the girl who led the popular God group in the movie.
"What the heck are you watching?" Jay teased, hugging her from behind before tiredly resting his forehead on the back of her neck, closing his eyes.
Long, long friggin day.
Emma was quiet for a moment before answering, "Saved." She turned around and he opened his eyes and just looked at her.
God, how could he tell her what Tony asked of him today?
... he didn't want to leave her... and if he could he'd kidnap her with him to go.
She then suddenly blurted, "Is it bad I'm not a virgin anymore?"
Jay blinked a bit awkwardly, looking around Emma before looking at her, "Did you really ask me that?" he grinned a bit but she glared and he shrugged, "Not really, who in school is?"
"Darcy.." Emma mumbled.
"I'm not one, so why should I expect you to be? Plus.. the people you've been with were complete mistakes." Jay confirmed and Emma smiled sadly when he leaned in closer, "COMPLETE mistakes." He repeated before kissing her.
During the kiss, Emma wondered how long til she and Jay would. OH MY GOD, she had just asked if not being a virgin was bad and already she was thinking of sex?
CLEARLY she wasn't meant for that club.
Emma went back to Jay and just smiled against his kiss, the club was defiantly a bad idea, she cupped Jay's face and he then pulled away, looking at her hand.
"What's this?" he asked looking at her ring.
"A ring." She declared dumbly
He smirked, giving her a look, "I see that. Engaged to somebody?"
"Jesus." Emma said with a taunting smile.
Jay eyed Emma and raised an eyebrow, "You've been hanging out with Darcy too much today haven't you?" he teased.
"You left too early." Emma grumbled.
"And to seeing what it's done to you, I'll never do it again." He said with a snicker that turned into a laugh, "Don't those rings symbolize purity? Em, not to be so valgar.. but we WILL be doing the dirty soon, or one day. You can not wear that ring. We cannot be together if I can't put my hands on you."
Emma laughed but punched his chest as hard as she could, but that wasn't very hard. Jay smirked grabbed her hands and then rolled her on her back, going on top of her and pinning her down.
After calming down and giggling, Emma had to ask, "So.. doesn't bother you?"
"Hell no." Jay simply stated then gasped playfully, "Am I allowed to say Hell in front of the ring?" he smirked at Emma's growl.
"Not funny" she remarked as he leaned down.
"Kinda.." he kissed her, "Is..." he removed his hands off hers and let his hands roam down her body.
Emma bit her lower lip as his finger tips ran down her bare hips since her shirt rolled up during there fighting. He kissed around her neck and down to above her belly botton, to below her belly botton, she felt herself getting a bit..bothered. She sucked in a breath. When he leaned back up she kissed him deeply.
Jay loved her kisses, so delicate yet passionate, and he was sure it was his original kind of kiss only. Just like his deep yet slow kisses he gave her, he never kissed any girls like that.
He groaned, loving the feel of her bare body against his rough hands. So smooth. Emma couldn't help it, when he ran his hands down her spine, it made her arch a bit, and she pressed up against him. He groaned even louder. Alright, already hard. That was different!
Emma felt his hardness and opened her eyes, breaking the kiss. She blinked up at him and tilted her head.
Yes she was shocked that just happened too but she was more shocked she could FEEL it? How friggin big was he down there?...
"You did it!" he blamed and rolled off of her, growling and silently cursing.
"And your running from it?" Emma teased, sitting up in bed to watch him stand off of it.
Jay huffed, "I'm waiting for that right stupid time okay? I'm not thrilled either, it's been a LONG time." He exhaled deeply, letting her know the effect on him, "but I don't think the time for us to finally do it is when I can hear your Dad walking around upstairs and Jack crying and screaming."
They listened to those exact noises.
Emma then smirked to Jay, "So then... how do you fix that?" she motioned to his pants.
"Shower." He said simply, going into her bathroom and muttered, "Very cold shower." He ran the tap.
Emma giggled.
The next day, Emma got to school a little late. She ran to her locker as a pair of heels tapped the floor. Emma didn't think anything of it until more steps were heard and she felt a poke on her shoulder.
Emma turned to Darcy, and her fellow followers, some guy and another red headed girl.
Darcy had her hands on her hips, "Spinner told me all about you." she said.
Emma shook her head confused.
"Don't act innocent." The guy growled.
Emma raised an eyebrow at him. Calm down physco... Emma looked at Darcy, "I don't know what your talking about." She admitted.
"As if your disbelieve in God isn't enough..." Darcy drifts.
Her red headed friend filled in, "Your lie about innocence is." She glared.
"We heard you've had sex." The guy said.
Emma felt cornered, and a bit harressed, let alone humiliated and in shock they were saying this to her. She went to their dumb club ONCE, didn't know that was a rule until Darcy shoved a ring on her like she shoved this club on her.
"Spinner told me." Darcy told Emma.
Emma went to explain, "I-"
"you are now kicked out of club." The guy told Emma and added, "Slut."
They went to turn until Darcy gasped, remembering something. Emma eyes were starting to water and swallowed the sore cry down.
"OH, ring back please." Darcy handed out her hand and eyed Emma viciously with the other hand on her hip.
Emma sniffed and pulled off that stupid ring, shoving it into Darcy's hand before walking off, whipping the tears that came to her eyes.
She didn't need reminders what she did with DJ was stupid, but she was young and nieve. She didn't need reminders of why she did what she did with Sean either, she was just upset over the shooting and Jay.
Emma bursted into the bathroom and ran into a stall, leaning on it and let it out.
Jay came out the doors of Degrassi to find Emma sitting on the school steps, he came behind her and sat down next to her, "And you made me go through third ALONE becauuseee..." he drifts looking at her for an answer until noticing how upset she looked.
Had she been crying?
Jay grabbed her chin gently and made her look up at him, "what's wrong?"
Emma took a deep shaky breath and explained.
Jay suddenly bursted into the doors of the 'Gods followers' and smirked almost dangerously when seeing the group all ready for him.
"Afternoon Sheperds.." he greeted, "Jesus." He said to one boy and passed Darcy, "Virgin Mary." He looked and saw Spinner, "Not Virgin Mary."
Darcy gave a Spinner a 'what' look and then growled at Jay, "What are you doing here?"
Everyone was staring at Jay like he was insane, he was the last person to be here.
"Trying to be saved!" Jay exclaimed sarcastically.
"We couldn't save you, Hogart" a boy said, the same boy who called Emma a slut. Evan, was it?
Jay walked over to him and the boy shut his mouth, leaning back against the wall.
Jay taunted to him, "Because I'm soooo tainted?"
"And evil." Darcy spoke up and Jay turned.
"Right well, just coming to be God's messanger." Jay said and pointed to Spinner proudly, "This guy here? Not a virgin, not in the very least either. Paige. Manny. Some girl at the ravine last week. . .now aiming for you." he said, now pointing dully at Darcy, "Don't know why..." he says lightly and boredly and shrugged, "But yup! That's all, gotta get back to GOD. Have a terrific day cult children."
With that, he slammed the door.
Darcy was livid, and she shook madly as she turned to Spinner-
Jay came back in, "One more thing." He went back over to Evan and swung his fist across his face. Some people gasped and Jay walked back out, tossing over his shoulder, "Don't ever call my girl a slut."
He slammed the door again.
Spinner slowly got up, putting his hands up to Darcy, "I can explain."