Emma laid her head on Jay's chest, he spent the night and held her in his arms, caressing her hair.

He wanted to be with her until that moment she had to leave.

Emma played with his shirt, slowly tapping her finger on it, not knowing what to say.

Jay finally spoke, "My dad is in jail and my mom died when I was 5."

Emma froze.

Oh.

So that's why he got all wierd the other day. Did he think she was going to judge him.

"I'm sorry about your mom... as for your dad? No one has perfect families." Emma promised, melting into him more.

Jay snickered, "says the girl with the perfect one."

He looked down when she looked up at him with a wierd look. She then sat up, pressing her side against him.

"You know I was born when my mom was a teen right?" she asked, gazing down at him.

Jay looked away, he actually didn't.

Emma went on, "And Snakes not my real dad, my real dad tripped on acid and is now living at a mental hospital." She confirmed.

Jay's eyes gazed back up at her and he swallowed hard. Wow, he felt like a jerk.

"Emma I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I'm open about it, I had my mom.. you didn't. It's okay to not want to talk about just don't completely shut me out like the other day?" she begged softly and he answered with sliding his hand into hers.

"Emma! Almost ready?" came her moms yell from upstairs.

Both of them got even sadder. Emma glanced behind her, up the stairs, her suitcase ready to go. She looked back at Jay.

"Any last words?" she teased.

Jay sat up and cupped her face, kissing her hard. She kissed back and then pulled away, staring back at him and jumped out of bed. This was starting to get really hard for her. He followed her to the stairs and when she took on step up, he felt his heart starts beginning to crack

Fuck. Could they really do this? They were young, she was younger, he wasn't use to the one girl thing, how was he suppose to live with her being so far? What if she met someone better than him?

Jay pulled Emma back down and pulled her into another kiss. She bursted into tears, kissing him back deeply and he held his arms tight around her.

"emma!" came Manny's yell.

They ignored it and Jay held the back of Emma's head trying to kiss even deeper if even possible. They slammed on the wall and Jay found himself shutting his eyes tight. This was a dream, he'd wake up, and they'd never have to really part, right?

Emma tore away, breathless, and tears running down her face that she tried to whip away, "I have to go." She cried and looked up at him after walking back up the stairs.

He was sadly still looking at the wall and finally looked up at her. She tilted her head, was he trying to hide tears?

Jay helped Snake toss bags into Snake's trunk. Jay didn't want to admit it, but was starting to blame Emma's parents for this. But no, he shouldn't. She deserved the world, she deserved this.

"Bye Jay." Manny softly sad, giving him a small smile knowing, even though he was trying OH so hard to hide it, that this was hard for him.

She got in and Jay walked Emma to her door, opening it for her.

Emma couldn't believe her eyes still wanted to cry. Hadn't they had enough?

She ran a hand through her hair and leaned up, kissing his cheek, "I love you." she whispered until getting in.

Jay looked down at her in her seat and sadly nodded, and shut the door.

The car drove out, and then she was gone.