A/N: I just can't resist when you guys beg so nicely. Besides, Dave has a few things of his own to say. And since it's Dave, the rating has changed to M. Also because of smut. Real and imagined.
Less than Perfect
Chapter 2
"I'm not sure, Kurt. Anybody could walk in." His heart was pounding as he watched the boy in front of him sink to his knees, his slim fingers already working the zipper of his jeans. He almost lost control then, and had to look up to keep from coming too early. It didn't help. The mirror in the changing room reflected the scene back to him, somehow making it more erotic and real. Dave glanced back down, their eyes catching as Kurt's focus suddenly shifted to his face.
"Don't you want this, David?" he said seductively. "Don't you want me?" The innocence in his gaze tinged with desire was a heady mixture. One Dave couldn't resist.
"Fuck, Kurt, you have no idea. You're all I think about."
"Then shut the hell up and let me suck you off."
Dave shuddered in anticipation as he stretched out on his bed, his hand slipping under his briefs. He had held off touching himself, letting the excitement grow until he couldn't take it anymore. Kurt had him half-hard throughout their encounters at the mall. All he could think about, after the other boy had left, was getting home and relieving the painful, yet sweet, pressure. He kicked off his underwear wanting nothing in the way. As he rubbed his thumb over his slit, already moist with pre-cum, he imagined Kurt's tongue licking him, teasing him. His hands became Kurt's as he stroked his cock, the rhythm increasing as the other boy moaned his name. He thought of that hot mouth on him, Kurt desperate and needy as he sucked. He imagined grabbing that perfectly groomed hair as he practically fucked his face. In his fantasy, Kurt looked up, his beautiful eyes watching him and that was all it took for Dave to spill all over his stomach. He didn't stop there, though. His imaginary lover slid up his body, his fingers tangling in his chest hair as he kissed his way up. He could almost believe Kurt was with him in the room as he looked down on him a smirk before kissing him fiercely.
A knock at the door shattered the fantasy as his mom yelled at him to hurry up. His excuse for going to his room had been that he had to put his new stuff away. She had immediately taken the clothes to wash them. Although he didn't really see the point, she stated they couldn't be too careful. Still he had to put the shoes, belts, and other things away. And he had to take care of the little problem that had just gotten worse as the day progressed.
As his breathing returned, Dave hoisted himself up and stumbled into the bathroom. The first thing he noticed, after he regained his ability to think, was that he didn't feel guilty. It had become a normal occurrence, the guilt that accompanied jerking off to thoughts of Kurt. He had always assumed it was due to the shame he felt at being attracted to another guy, but now he wasn't so sure. Every fantasy before had involved Kurt in the locker room after the infamous kiss. Now he realized it might be the main cause of his guilt, the idea that he was getting off on something that made Kurt feel so bad. He'd scared the other boy. Enough that he actually transferred schools. The fact that he fantasized about that moment made him a monster, didn't it? Of course in his dreams, Kurt wanted him. Somehow that didn't make it any better.
Today, Kurt had teased him. Flirted with him. Dave could see the hint of desire in his eyes, even when he tried to hide it. However, believing it was another thing. Why would Kurt want him? After everything he'd done. And didn't Kurt have a boyfriend? He'd heard some of the Gleek girls talking about it. At the time he felt like all the air had been squeezed out of his body. Now he was just confused.
But there was one thing he was sure of. There was no doubt in his mind that he was gay. And the realization no longer brought the negative feelings he was so used to. He no longer associated being gay with the pain he caused Kurt.
Dave felt hopeful for the first time in a long time.
A/N: So we're not done yet. There will be several chapters. However this will not be my usual taking time for them to fall for each other story. This fic will be both boys realizing what they want and going after it. Although Kurt will be doing his best to make Dave suffer a bit in the process. Not realistic? Don't care. There needs to be more Kurtofsky smut in this world. I'm sure you guys won't mind.
