Yunie: Ah sweet sweet reviews. Well as mentioned I had no idea where this story was going to go, but now I know a new part for later on. As I told NiteMar just need to zone out and think of yaoi! Bwhahaha See Nite I'm able to write and play wow..... ~her internets out~ Stupid sidenotes.

Chapter 2: It's a Cruel World

Harry sat in the dorms alone and drugged. Time had past since his last trip to Blaise. How much he wasn't sure. He knew the others were back, but he didn't see them. Harry felt the pulse of his blood as the fresh dose spreed through him. His mind drifted back and forth into one reality to a different reality. Here there were no problems, there was no anger or hatered, here Harry was free. He stood slowly and made his way to the door. A few trips and stumbles later Harry grasped the cool handle in his hands.

He went towards the common room and all noise ceased. Harry walked into the open and the whispers began. Glares were thrown at him and smirks replaced the friendly smiles he remembered. Harry shrugged and made his way towards the opening. He stopped and turned, all eyes were on him. He smirked and raised his hands. He extended his middle fingers and screamed ,"FUCK YOU GUYS!" He laughed and walked out. The room remained silent.

Harry walked slowly towards the stairs. The room was spinning and Harry felt like he was gonna throw up. "So many colors..." He mummbled as the stairs swirled into a mist of color before Harry's eyes. "Sleepy sleepy." He whispered as the colors swirled into black as his sleepless nights finally caught him. He fell and that was all he knew.

Draco walked the halls alone, his mind still reeling from the events he witnessed over Christmas break. He hadn't spoken to Blaise about it, nor had he observed Potter. Classes went smoothly enough. No comments from the ex trio. Draco felt a sort of worry in his gut. Things were to calm in Hogwarts. "So many colors...." Draco's head perked up.

He rounded the corner just in time to see Harry begin to stumble towards the stairs. "Sleepy sleepy." He whispered. Draco's eyes widend as the Golden Boy began to fall down the flight of staris. Draco felt his body react as he ran up the stairs towards the boy. He managed to catch Harry before the boy met a bad accident. Draco dragged him down the stairs slowly making sure as to not fall himself.

He reached the bottom and laid the boy down. Harry snored softly unaware of his surrounding. He curled close to Draco's foot and sighed. The boy was clearly somewhere else, his mind laced with whatever drugs Blaise had put into the little bag. The blond sighed as he looked down at the ex Golden Boy. Now he was just a boy, a very semi cute boy who just happened to be passed out at Draco's feet. Draco shook his head. "That's a bad way to go thought, Draco. Stay focused."

Harry giggled slightly as he mummbled about the techincolor leprachauns stealing his sack of potatoe chips. "What the fuck did Blaise give you?" Draco mummbled as he poked Harry in the head. The feel of Harry's hair caught Draco off guard. "So soft." He ran his fingers through the unruly mess.

Draco sat in silence petting the boy. "What are they doing to you up there Potter?" He sighed as he stared at the sleeping boys face. Harry slept, but he didn't look very peaceful. He's face was tense as if expecting bad to happen. Draco looked up at the celing. " Never at peace are you Potter?"

"Please don't." Harry mummbled. Draco looked down at the boy. Still sleeping a small bead of sweat dripped from his head. "Please stop. Please. I don't want this anymore." Tears started to form in his eyes. "Please no more. I don't want to pretend anymore. I don't want to pretend." Draco wiped the tears from Harry's face.

"Potter, wake up. Are you alright?" Harry's body began shaking.

"Please don't. Please. I don't want to pretend anymore." Harry began sobbing. His eyes opened. He looked at Draco, but he didn't really see him.

"Potter are you alright?" Draco held his shoulders as the boy tried to sit up.

" I.. I don't want to pretend anymore." Harry whispered.

"Pretend what. I don't understand." Draco shook Harry softly.

"I love you." Harry said as he fell forward. "I alway will. Please please forgive me." He fell back into Draco's lap fast asleep. Draco sat in silence.

Yunie: Ending it right here going to work on more hopefully get these out faster. My computer that has this story on it has been dead for about four months. Just got a new charger for it.