Chapter 2

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I feel bad about not updating in a while, I havent really been working on anything just sitting around doing not a thing sooo here... Again the first few chapters are... excuse my language.. shitty, but I promise it does get better. Review please

"We have a transfer this year, Serene Blackwater," I groaned as everyone started talking about me as I sat on a stool. My father was well known, but I don't know if anyone even knew he had a daughter.

"Hmm," I shivered slightly as the sorting hat began to talk. "A pure-blood of Slytherin, but you are not of what your family is,"

Great even the hat knows I'm an outcast, that's major rejection right there.

"You're a brave person very courageous, none of what Slytherin is. Though you do have a sly about you. Not right for Hufflepuff, nor Ravenclaw, Loyal and a true friend your place is GRYFFINDOR,"

My heart stopped, I turned into a statue, stone cold fear went through my veins, He would kill me when the word travelled.

No one cheered, no one knew what to do, I was meant to be in Slytherin, and everyone knew that. I knew that even if I didn't want to be. The stupid hat was taken off my head and I made my way to the Gryffindor table, when I sat people cringed away from me. I would have frowned but I was in a state of shock, I wasn't a Gryffindor, I would never be one. I knew that, the Gryffindor's knew that, everyone else in this room knew that.

I was, a reject, no matter where I go, I will always be what God intended me to be, an outcast.

"Why does Father go away for awhile and come back with blood all over him," no not daddy, daddy was Sirius, Father would never be my daddy.

"He does horrible, bad things sweetie, and you must promise me never to do the things he does,"

"I promise, blood's icky,"

"FREAK!"

"How could a pure-blood become Gryffindor, it's a disgrace to us Slytherins,"

"I heard she's related to Sirius Black,"

"Do you think it's true?"

"Wouldn't surprise me," I looked up, Harry Potter poor dear Harry. I wish you were older back then, not just a new born. Maybe you'd remember, remember me and Sirius. Remember I wasn't as horrible as I seemed, wasn't a freak.

"Serene, what's wrong?" I looked up at Remus but looked back down quickly. I could always come to Remy when I needed him, and now I needed him more than ever.

"I'm an outcast Remy," I gave a sniff, trying to hold in my tears. I've never cried over something so pathetic, I never cried over the beatings, the curses. I did however cry for Sirius when he was taken, and again when I was forbidden to see Remus.

"Don't you ever think that young Lady," Remus walked up to me quickly. "What would your Daddy say?"

"He would tell me to fight back, to never let what people say get me down," I sniffed again. "But you don't understand Remy, it's always been this way, I've always been rejected like this. Why does God do this to me? Why must I be the only one that bares this pain?"

"You are not the only one Serene, but take the strength from the friends around you and bare it,"

"But I have no friends here Remus, I'm all alone, you're the only one I've got!" I gave a sob and hugged him burying my head into his chest.

"Then I'm the only one you need at the moment, just you wait Serene. In time everything will be put right," I gave a small nod to Remus.

"You've always been there, and I promise from now on I'll be there for you, okay?"

"Of course, I wouldn't have it any other way,"

"Miss, Blackwater!" I looked up and saw Snape, how he despises me, and how the despise turns back full force on him. "What is a tincture?"

"A benign medicine that's preserved in alcohol," I looked at him resting my head on one hand.

"Do not sleep in my class," he growled out at me, leaning in close. I sat up; his greasy hair was way too close for comfort.

"Bloody git," I muttered half way to my second class, I wasn't about to say it right outside his door. Knowing him he'd hear me and give me detention, so as the smart person I am, I waited to curse him.

"Hey Harry, do you suppose Snape knows her form somewhere?" I didn't have to look back to know they were talking about me, I was the only one Snape gave a hard time to, besides Harry.

"Dunno, He does seem grumpier but it could just be one of his weird mood swings,"

"You mean his PMS, I'm sure he has that all the time," I muttered to myself walking into Transfiguration. I sat alone, as I did in all my other classes; it seemed as if the teachers wanted me to be alone, never forcing me into a pair.

"Hello little one,"

"Hi ma'am,"

"James, Lilly this is my niece Serene,"

"Daddy I'm not your niece!"

"Oh right, my lovable daughter,"

"It's very nice to meet you Serene,"

Lilly, she was beautiful inside and out. James as well, both made the perfect pair, great parents, we might have only met a few times, but we grew close. I miss them, I'm sure Harry does as well.

"Remus, why didn't you let me go against that Boggart?" I looked up at Remus, it was nearing Christmas and I hadn't gotten a letter from my family yet, which means my father doesn't know or he doesn't want to talk to me right now. In any case I won't be going home for the Christmas.

"Because, your fear is the kind which a class of students should not know of,"

"I see because of, Aleric,"

"Yes, because of your fear of your own father I thought it would be wrong for the other students to know,"

"But we all have to face our demon sometime, mine will be this summer, and then soon after when the choice comes for me,"

"The choice to become a death eater,"

"Yes, and of course you know my answer," I looked over to Remus and he gave a nod. "I will never be what my father is; I will not have my hands stained with the blood of innocent people,"

"Your very brave Serene, to go against what should be in a pure-blood family,"

"I will tell him this summer, right before school. Do you mind if I put my things with you?"

"No, but Serene, he will want to kill you!"

"If that is the outcome, then so be it. You know of which things to give to whom, I only ask you to deliver them especially this," I lifted my wrist to show a bracelet. One that was not meant for me, its true owners name lies inscribed into the metal.

"I won't let you die; it is not your time"

"That's up for God to decide, no one else,"

"You don't really believe that do you Serene?" I felt his hand on my shoulder and gave a small smile.

"I do,"