This is not an actual journal for any of the people listed here. Nor will it ever be. This is a journal for my muses.

The people you'll see here include Amazing Red, James Storm, Haylee Jacobs [OC], Frankie Kazarian, Trent Barreta, Tina Corino [OC], Sierra Hickenbottom [OC], Rydell Borden [OC], Scotty Rechsteiner [OC], Alex Shelley, Evan Bourne, Danielle Brooks [OC], Ariana Hart [OC], Regina Ellington [OC], Jayden Black [OC], Crimson, Edge, Cody Rhodes, and probably others I can't remember.

January 18 2012

Have you ever seen a man act like a dog just to get his tummy scratched? Of course not, you're a book. Well I have, it happened last night.

I was sitting on the bed playing with my new puppy, Cooper, when Caleb came wandering in to the room saying I forgot about him. I hadn't really. I took my bath because I felt icky after being around Traci Brooks for so long and anyways when I got out he was working, so I left him alone. I didn't think it would cause any problems, but apparently it did. He got a bit upset over it.

So he decides he's gonna whine and beg like Cooper to get my attention. I didn't think he would, I didn't think he was that silly. But he did it; he held his hands up like puppy paws and whined at me. It was incredibly adorable! I gave in pretty easily to him whining at me and started scratching his tummy to make him feel better. He started squirming around because it tickled but I kept going until he fell off the bed. After that Cooper decided to jump on him, like it was literally attack of the cute puppy.

I told him only big boys get to stay on the bed and he came right up to me. He then decided to share with me that there was one thing my cute little Cooper couldn't take that was Caleb's and that was his heart. It was so cheesy but I loved it either way. I told him I preferred another part of him though, and he gave me that.

And now here I am laying in bed with his arms wrapped all tight around me, and I can hear him snoring in my ear. Not that I mind, I feel so safe in his arms. Unlike how I felt when I was with AJ. With him I always worried that I was gonna do something wrong. I don't have that with Caleb, and I'm glad I don't. He's everything I wanted and more, I'm incredibly lucky.

Even if he acts like a dog.

Frankie "Kazzy" Kazarian