This is not an actual journal for any of the people listed here. Nor will it ever be. This is a journal for my muses.
The people you'll see here include Amazing Red, James Storm, Haylee Jacobs [OC], Frankie Kazarian, Trent Barreta, Tina Corino [OC], Sierra Hickenbottom [OC], Rydell Borden [OC], Scotty Rechsteiner [OC], Alex Shelley, Evan Bourne, Danielle Brooks [OC], Ariana Hart [OC], Regina Ellington [OC], Jayden Black [OC], Crimson, Edge, Cody Rhodes, and probably others I can't remember.
January 22, 2012
I Alex Shelley have never seen myself as the marrying type. All my life I was with one girl or guy after another. I never settled down long, I was always off to sleep with the next person and move on. That's what I thought love was. I didn't think it was anything more than a cheap fling in some run down hotel in the middle of nowhere. Believe me; I've done that more than once.
And then this man walks into my life, the greatest man that ever lived, Austin Aries. We had met a long, long time ago. Well, in actuality it was only a few years, but it felt longer. We worked really close together, we were a team, and we were friends. I could trust Austin with anything; even before I had Chris I was able to trust Austin like I did him. And then, I fell head over heels for him. I did all I could to make sure I was around him whenever possible. I even, well it's embarrassing, but I even caught him jerking off in the locker room once. I taped it to watch, but I deleted it a while back, though it was pretty hard to not go in the room and help him out, I will admit that. I was completely taken by the guy, and then he left. I tried to say goodbye, I went to he airport and everything, but he was gone already. It hurt badly, and I thought I would never see him again.
The day he walked out of my life, I devoted myself to Chris. Sure I had flings on the side, but I always went back to Chris. That is until he completely ignored me one day when I was hurt physically and sick. After all the time I spent devoting myself, and even taking care of him while he was injured, something he never did for me, he still left me. And then, Austin came back into my life. He was cold, he was mean, or so I thought until I found out it was all because of Chris. I noticed my feelings for Austin were still there, still as strong if not more so than they were before. We got together, and well we've been through hell together.
Since dating him, I've had more and more people hitting on me, asking me to sleep with them. I never gave in, I always ran back to Austin's arms. We had our fights over things, but nothing that ever drove us apart. Then we get to yesterday, and the whole point of this thing. He took me to my favorite place, Chuck E Cheese, and there, after I got a kick out of the ball pit, he got down on one knee and proposed to me. I of course said yes and we were officially an engaged couple.
And now here I lay in bed, Austin snuggled up close to be from behind. My back is aching with bruises, and I can see some scratches littering my chest and my stomach. There's a beautiful ring on my finger, and there's a special ring waiting at a jewelry store for Austin. I told him earlier that I was going to get him a ring; well I already have one picked out. It's a silver band, simple really, with amor vincit omnia engraved on the inside. I can't wait to get home to get it. My baby deserves everything in the world.
Who knew Alex Shelley was the marrying romantic type? I didn't.
Lexy Shelley