This is not an actual journal for any of the people listed here. Nor will it ever be. This is a journal for my muses.
The people you'll see here include Amazing Red, James Storm, Haylee Jacobs [OC], Frankie Kazarian, Trent Barreta, Tina Corino [OC], Sierra Hickenbottom [OC], Rydell Borden [OC], Scotty Rechsteiner [OC], Alex Shelley, Evan Bourne, Danielle Brooks [OC], Ariana Hart [OC], Regina Ellington [OC], Jayden Black [OC], Crimson, Edge, Cody Rhodes, and probably others I can't remember.
January 23, 2012
I hate traveling overseas knowing that my pregnant wife is back home. Yesterday morning was quite possibly the worst morning ever. She wouldn't stop crying the night before, and because of it, neither of us could really sleep. I couldn't blame her, but it's the part of marrying a wrestler, we got to go away for a while sometimes. I guess it's kind of my fault for not telling her that I was scheduled for the tour until it was almost too late, but I honestly didn't know until then. They kept changing stuff around on me.
Now I'm stuck in Europe while my girl is pregnant back home. It sucks so much. I haven't been away from her since…well I don't know when but it was only for a few days, not for a week or so. I always told her I wouldn't be this gone long, but damn it, I had no control over it this time. And instead of being home with her, I'm stuck in a hotel room with Matt Morgan.
I hate sharing with him. He always has the room down to nearly freezing, and he doesn't like the TV on late. He doesn't let me use the phone to call for room service; he says we should eat downstairs if we have to. He always leaves the shower running after he's done so I can get in after him, but that just freaks me out. He doesn't like when I want to sleep in, he always wants to be up early, something I absolutely despise. But, the thing that broke me and made me leave was when he said I couldn't text Cody, said I was annoying him since I kept laughing and stuff. I got upset, and left. I'm so grateful for Gunner. He let me move in with him for the rest of the trip. Thank god for Gunner, that's what I say.
But damn, I still miss my woman. I miss having someone share my bed with me, I miss getting the chance to have her help me relax after a long match, I miss holding her in my arms and kissing her whenever I want. I miss my Cody so much. I don't know how much more of this I can take, or how much longer Gunner can handle me saying "I miss Cody". I may find my own head meeting concrete soon.
This is going to be a really long week. Fuck me.
Crimson