This is not an actual journal for any of the people listed here. Nor will it ever be. This is a journal for my muses.
The people you'll see here include Amazing Red, James Storm, Haylee Jacobs [OC], Frankie Kazarian, Trent Barreta, Tina Corino [OC], Sierra Hickenbottom [OC], Rydell Borden [OC], Scotty Rechsteiner [OC], Alex Shelley, Evan Bourne, Danielle Brooks [OC], Ariana Hart [OC], Regina Ellington [OC], Jayden Black [OC], Crimson, Edge, Cody Rhodes, and probably others I can't remember.
January 25, 2012
Dear Diary,
I haven't written in a diary since the day I told daddy I wasn't going to be a diva like he had wanted. All of his other children wanted to be one, but me? I was into fashion and things like that. I tried wrestling once with Nattie, but I wasn't as good as dad. I mean, I knew basics but I couldn't take how sore you were after matches. I didn't want that, I wanted to enjoy having a proper functioning body.
Anyways, I'm writing in you today because I'm very lonely. See, I started dating this fabulous southern boy that I love a lot, but he's not here right now. He's off with his brother, and taking care of him. I don't really mind, but I miss him. I wish he could have taken me with him, but at the time, I was busy. I couldn't leave; I had to do some stuff for Maxine and Aksana. Just my luck.
The boy that I fell so in love with is Windham or Husky Harris as most people know him as. We had met when I first started my job as clothing designer for FCW, and he had showed me around. I hadn't really said much since well I've always been a shy girl. I had been told by most of the divas to not waste my time with him, I guess they had figured out faster than him that I was rather taken by the boy. They had told me he wasn't in to dating, and thought all of us girls were all about looks when it came to guys and nothing more. Well, I wanted to prove that I wasn't like that, and I did. I started working around him all the time, and making him more gear than most of the other guys. He didn't seem to mind, then one day when we were talking in his locker room, he asked me out. It was simple, and I went with it.
Even to this day, I can't believe I slept with the guy on the first date. Daddy had always raised me to be completely opposite of that. He had told me I was supposed ot wait until marriage, but damn it, I wanted my boy apparently. It didn't cause us any problems, so I don't think there's a problem with us not waiting.
We've been together for three months now….it's hard to believe it's been that long. I mean, considering I remember all I mentioned so easily. Since then, I've developed a stalker in the sense of Leo Kruger, but it's not too bad. He's been quiet in that sense for a while, so maybe he's finally decided to leave me alone. I don't know. He did mention the last time he had come around that he really admired some of my photos. I had no idea what he was talking about until Nattie told me about some of the photos of myself from my….more adventurous time had finally been put up online. Lucky me.
I sure hope Windham doesn't see them, he may wonder what happened to turn me from wild child to sweet, shy lovely me.
Ariana Hart