It was a Sunday night and I was in my dormitory with my friends. We were all sitting on Lilly's bed and talking about the rise of Voldemort.

"I'm a mudblood. What if his supporters come after me?" Lilly was saying. She truly looked fearful and I can't blame her. Voldemort's supporters were known to target mudbloods.

"Don't worry Lils," I said. "You're safe here."

"But what about when we graduate? We're seventh years!"

I didn't think about that. I looked at her sympathetically and put my arm around her shoulder.

We continued talking and after a while we all went back to our own beds to sleep. I was just starting to drift off to sleep when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I looked up groggily and saw a dark figure standing over my bed.

I was about to scream but the figure put its hand over my mouth.

"It's Sirius."

"What are you doing here?" I asked incredulously.

"I wanted to take you on a broom ride. Especially since I found out the broom accident was a lie."

I cringed at that memory. I have no idea why a broom accident was the first thing I thought to say when Sirius saw my scar. I've only been on a broom a few times in my life. I've never even been high enough on one to get hurt, I was terrified of heights.

"But I can't ride a broom."

That was half the truth. Sirius didn't need to know it was because I was scared of heights.

"You'll be riding with me."

Crap.

"It's not just because I can't ride a broom."

"Then what is it?"

"I'm scared of heights."

He looked at me for a second before bursting out laughing.

"You've got to be kidding."

"No I'm serious."

"Well then I'll change that. Trust me."

Sirius Black was not the type of person to trust but I couldn't say no.

"Fine."

"Good, now hurry up and get dressed."

I got dressed quickly, in the bathroom, and walked out to see Sirius looking at me.

"Come on!" He said and he grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the window. He grabbed his broom that was propped against the wall and hopped on. He flew out the window and turned around and looked at me expectantly. "Get on!" After a little hesitation I walked towards the window. It was so high up and I was terrified to leave the safety of my dormitory. My body was screaming no but I hopped on the broom anyways and quickly grabbed Sirius tightly. I buried my face in his back, too afraid to look around.

"This is terrifying." I mumbled into his back.

"Trust me you'll love it." He responded and even though my face was buried in his back, I knew he was smiling.

Sirius started out slowly and pretty close to the ground because I told him I didn't want to be high in the air. But after awhile that got boring and I asked him to go higher.

A few hours later we were flying all around the castle and over the lake. I loved the feeling of the wind in my hair and the feeling of holding onto Sirius. He had great abs and after I got over my initial fear, I could appreciate them.

After a while he flew down to the quidditch pitch and we hopped off his broom.

"That was so much fun!" I gushed.

"I knew you'd love it." He said and he took a step closer to me and smirked.

Damn that smirk.

I couldn't help but feel this burning desire to kiss him. I'd liked him for so long and he was so close to me.

That's when he grabbed me and led me to a broom closet off the side of the quidditch field to put his broom up. I wish he was taking me to a broom closet for other reasons but I knew that would never happen.

"I didn't know there was even a closet here." I said laughing a little.

"We've been here for 7 years." Sirius said, shaking his head.

"But this castle is huge!" I said trying to defend myself.

He just shrugged. He knew I was right and I smirked.

"You're cute when you smirk."

I can't believe he thought I looked cute when I smirked because I loved it when he smirked.

"Thanks." I said cockily.

That's when he grabbed me and pulled me into the broom closet. He pushed me up against the wall and he kissed me fiercely and after a little hesitation I kissed him too. My hands were running through his hair and his hands were running up and down my body. I felt a little self conscious at first but I got lost in the kiss and everything faded away.

A little later Sirius started to unbutton the shirt I had on and every time he unbuttoned a button, he'd kiss the exposed skin. When he reached the last button, he pulled my shirt off and my face heated up. I felt so exposed. He then pulled me to him and kissed me passionately and all my doubts flew away. I then tugged at his shirt and he pulled it off. I loved the way our bodies fit together. It felt so right.

I then felt his hand slide up my back and he fumbled with the hook of my bra. That's when I decided things had gone too far.

What was I doing? I pushed Sirius away and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Sirius," I said. "I can't do this."

"What?" he asked a little annoyed. I don't think anyone had ever rejected him before.

"Do you even like me?"

He didn't even answer me, he just looked away. Great. Sirius Black was just using me, like he'd done to so many girls before. I never thought I'd be one of those girls though. I suddenly felt very uncomfortable standing there in my bra and I looked for my shirt.

"You don't even want to date me." I said weakly. "You're just using me." I know I should have known better but I thought I was special.

That's how guys like Sirius worked. They made you feel special but they just wanted a good shag. I can't believe I was stupid enough to think Sirius liked me.

"Sam I'm sorry. I've had a really hard day."

"You can't go around shagging people because you've had a bad day!" I shrieked and I shoved him even farther away from me. I grabbed my shirt and buttoned it quickly.

"We didn't shag."

"Because I stopped things."

"Whatever, you kissed me and you seemed to be enjoying it."

I looked away. I wanted more than a hookup and I thought it was more than that to him. I started to jog back towards the castle and I could feel the tears flowing down my cheeks.

"Sam!" Sirius shouted but I didn't turn around.

I swore to myself that if he tried to follow me, I'd curse him to hell. Luckily, he didn't follow me.

Next chapter will be from Sirius's POV.

I also wanted to say thank you to everyone who reads this story! I love you all!