I couldn't believe that sixth year started.
Draco didn't contact with me all summer, didn't even send a letter with at least one word.
I was very confused.
Our relationship in very complicated,
we are not sposed to be seen together, doesn't matter where.
Even when we are alone he doesn't talk too much, most of the time we just stand next to each other in silence. Until this school year ended.
Could something happen to him?
When I got to the Hogwarts Express I was looking forward seeing Draco, but it didn't happen.
I was disappointed and very worried.
I didn't see him in the sorting or the feast.
When the feast ended I finally saw him, but in the moment I wanted to approach to him, not even caring that were people around he disappeared.
I couldn't sleep that night, what was going on with him?
Or maybe it was with me?
Did he want to break up with me?
If that's the case he should just come and say it! I believe he has the guts to do it, does he? Or maybe not?
I was going mad.
My friend and I were on our way to Slughorn's potions class.
She was very happy with the grade she got last year.
We got into the classroom and sat down with two boys from Ravenclaw.
My eyes were fixed on Draco Malfoy, who was sitting few feet away from me.
I smelled the greatest smell of all.
A smell of the Hogwarts grounds after rain and the smell of a new book.
Professor Slughorn talked and while she answered his questions about the potion with this great smell I thought,
A love potion, the most powerful one.
My mind was busy thinking about Draco.
"I would really like to use this love potion sometime" she whispered in my ear.
I wasn't listening to her, "what did you say?" I asked when she got my attention.
"What's going on with you?!" She said angrily.
In the first two weeks, he continued ignoring me. Every time I wanted to talk to him he disappeared and I couldn't find him doesn't matter where I looked.
I really got sick of it.
A few days later I got the chance to talk to him.
All the students were getting into of the classroom and we were the only ones to be left in the corridors, by ourselves.
'What's going on?' I asked abruptly.
He turned around to look at me and I saw a tired face reflecting me.
'Can we talk about it later?' He answered.
'No! You are avoiding me! What's going on?!'
It took a while until he answered.
'So?' I asked.
'We shouldn't be seeing each other anymore' He said and left to the closest classroom quickly as I stood behind.
In one of the weekends, we went to Hogsmeade, as usual.
as much as I didn't want to run into Draco, as much as offended as I was, I also wanted to talk to him, clear up some things with him.
What is going on with him? what is wrong with me?
luckily, or unfortunately, I haven't seen him. he probably stayed in the castle...
what makes him give up on a great weekend at Hogsmeade? me?
I didn't spend so much time talking while I sat with few friend and classmates in the 'Three Broomsticks'.
I spent these few hours staring at my butterbeer. thinking. I had so many questions, I was so angry with him, I needed to see him.
When we were on our way back to Hogwarts I heard that something happened to a girl from Gryffindor, Katie Bell. can this kind of dangerous thing happen under Professor Dumbledore's nose?
I was invited to Professor Slughorn party and even though I didn't really want to go, my friend, made me to.
It reminded me very much of the yule ball two years ago, just that so much has changed. All my best friends left the school and I had to find myself new girls to hang out with.
Of course, I was very glad to be invited and have fun for at least one night, but it just didn't feel right at the moment.
The place was Decorated and I felt so lost there.
Filch got in with the last person I wanted to see. Malfoy. I didn't know what I need to feel about him. I was very angry with him and very offended, but I had a feeling that I wasn't going to give up so early.
Professor Slughorn invited him to stay 'it's Chrismas..' he said.
Draco looked miserable. I prayed he won't stay, I just want to have fun tonight, but when he left with Professor Snape I felt the need to go after him.