this morning was better. I finally ate something after days and said some words here and there.
I haven't seen Draco, where could he be?
I'm going to fail, and I knew it. He is going to kill me, and it will be the end.
What made me think that I could do it? What made me think I will be able to kill Dumbledore?!
I'm such a fool.
"I can't do it anymore. I can't."
And then I saw him. Potter.
I was so angry. I have never felt angrier. I pulled out my wand, ready for everything.
I attacked back. And when I heard a noise of a fall I guessed it was time.
Am I really going to use it? Absolutely.
"Crusi-" but I heard Potter yell a curse I didn't know.
I felt I was torn to pieces.
My body was screaming for help.
I felt my body being emptied of blood.
Everything sounded so far away. So blur.
All I could and want to think about is that kiss we shared. Probably the best day of my life.
The first and last time I wasn't afraid of anything.
This was the end.
I'm going to die.
Suddenly I felt my injuries getting closed, cold hands on my face.
Am I dead?
my senses came back, I could feel again.
I felt the freezing floor against me. I could finally see, even though everything was a blur.
The next thing I remember was waking up at the hospital wing.
The warm white bed sheets in a warm big room.
the first thing I saw was Pansy sitting next to me, looking very worried.
"How do you feel?" She asked.
I prayed she wouldn't be here.
"Ok" I mumbled.
"Great" she said and hurried to hold my hand.
This was the worst feeling ever. I wished someone would curse me again or will make her go away. I don't need her here. She means nothing to me and I'll better say it to her as soon as possible.
Luckily Madam Pomfrey came.
"Oh, Mr. Malfoy I'm happy to see that you are awake. Miss Parkinson I will have to ask you to leave and let Mr. Malfoy rest."
Pancy looked furious but she left, not before she sent me a worried look and kissed me on my cheek.
"Have you heard?" Asked my friend when we sat in our bedroom.
"Heard what?"
"Pansy Parkinson, right...?"
Pug face. I hate her.
"She said that Harry Potter cursed Malfoy and he is badly injured. He is in the hospital wing..."
What?!
"...After this I wouldn't like to get on Potter's nerves..." she continued.
I wouldn't like to make any noise. Pretend like it has nothing to do with you. You don't care.
But I was going mad.
I started to plan in my head how I'm going to visit him in the hospital wing and see him without making anyone ask questions, and without stupid Pansy to notice.
I decided to wait until everyone went to bed.
It felt like forever, like the clocks barely moved.
Finally, when everyone fell asleep I sneaked out of the common room to the hospital wing. Everything was so dark and I prayed Filch wouldn't be around.
I don't know how but the door to the hospital wing wasn't locked. Was the door usually locked? I didn't know.
I found Draco in the far left corner of the big room.
Slowly I reached for his hand and gently held it, trying not to wake him up.
He looked so peaceful while he slept.
He woke up and I told him to be quiet.
"It's after midnight..." I whispered with a tiny smile on my face.
"How are you feeling?"
Draco nodded
"Couldn't you say 'now better' or something like this?" I said with a laugh.
He gave me a tiny smile, almost unrecognizable.
I kept going to the hospital wing after midnights until Draco left.
Mostly we didn't talk, I just sat there for a half an hour until he fell asleep again.
Pansy Parkinson also visited Draco every single day after or between classes.
Right after Draco came back from the hospital wing he disappeared.
I couldn't find him anywhere.
Where is he?
I have to do this.
This is my mission and I will do it.
I'll do it as well as I can.
I can do it.
I took a deep breath and pulled the handle of the cabinet.
I was walking around at the castle gardens with a friend.
"So what did you do when-?" She started to ask me, but a loud noise interrupted her.
"What was that?" She asked in a panic.
"I have no idea..."
I raised my head and felt my lungs getting emptied from oxigen.
green light forming the dark mark was above the astronomy tower.
We ran back towerds the castle and stopped when we heard voices.
What is hoing on inside? it sounds like a battle.
"Stop!" I called to my fried that started walking to the entrence hall.
"You can't just walk in! We have no idea what is going on inside!"
After a while the battle noises stopped.
"The went up there..." I heard someone saying.
We walked slowly inside.
I looked around. It really looked like something happen here.
"What are you doing here?!" Called one of the professors.
Non of us could answes. We were shocked and mostly afraid.
We were in the common room, talking loudly.
Everyone knew that something was happening, and they were all talking about it.
One of the girls came into the common room, pale-faced and shocked.
We didn't notice her when she came in, but she just stood in the middle of the room staring at us.
"Margret?" Someone asked. "Are you OK?"
She didn't answer.
"Margret?" He asked again.
"Proffesor Dumbledore died tonight."