Christina POV

Dresses for Tris. Tris told me that I could pick her dresses. I want to get her something revealing but not slutty. This dress. This dress. Defiantly! Yurica found her dress but she has to try them all on. Just in case. I find a couple dresses for Bme and we put them all on finding a perfect on for will. He'll love it . He's so cute! Shauna and Mar get there dresses and convince her to try them on. The one I liked the best last. Best for last. She comes out in the others but there's a longer pause then usual in between her changing into my favorite.

"Come out!" I shout

"No." She responds angrily

"Why?" Shauna

"Cause then you'll force me to get it and wear it!"

"Come out." I say again

She opens the curtain.

Tris POV

I look myself in the mirror. I actually looked ok. Maybe even pretty. I don't know why. I don't want to wear this. I don't want to look nice for prom. I just don't.

"Come out" Chris yells and I start to get a bit nervous

"No" I pout

"Why?" Shauna asked

"Cause then you'll force me to get it and wear it!"

"Come out!" Chris repeats

I open the curtain. It's strapless. A tight bodis. With a tight down my hips to show my to big butt and my hips. It has a slit down the right leg revealing the top of my thigh. It's red. A very bright red. A collage kid cat called me and I flipped him off. I haven't looked over at the girls yet so I finally do. Chris starts jumping.

"YAS YAS YOU LOOK SO GREAT YOU'RE BUYING THIS. FOUR WILL LOVE IT." She shouts.

"Shhhhhhh" she calms down a bit and I start talking.

"Besides Tob- Four umm, Four doesn't like this kind of stuff. " I say.

"Awwww you actually care." Mar squeals. My face turns bright crimson.

"No!" I yell suddenly embarrassed. Because I do.

"Awwwww" they all scream.

"Shhhhhh" I run around and have a bit of a panic attack trying to shut them up. I by the dress in agreement that if I wear it to prom then they won't say anything. We walk out and go to one of the play grounds. We settle ourselves on the swings and start competitively swinging.

"I'm higher than you" Mar laughs.

"That's not always a good thing." I laugh back making us all laugh even more.

"When was the last time you for high?" We all share stories.

"I've never gotten high on

Purpose. Well except that dare. Then there was that one time I almost-" I stop and we all scream. Jumping off the swings and my hearts beats so fast I feel like I got a heart attack. The boys emerge pulling off terrifyingly realistic masks. We. All go and tackle them I just pun Uriah and knee him in the side. "So, you cheating on your boyfriend." I knee him again in the stomach this time. And he growls on pain. Shauna is still hanging off of Toby trying to get him down. I stand up leaving Uriah on the ground.

"This is how you get four down." All I do is kick him in the back of the knee and I falls with the extra weight of Shauna.

We hang out at the park for a while and head home. I sit at home thinking a bit not paying attention to anything around me. I lay on my bed. I'm going to prom with Toby. Even when I was drunk he didn't do anything. Did I ever tell him terrified of intimacy. I think he's figured it out by all the times I e told him about that nightmare. Does he like me. Does he... love me. Do I already love him. Do I. I fall asleep with those thoughts in my head