This chapter goes to who gave me the idea for something I'm not going to say because It will reveal too much about the story, but if you read to the bottom I'll mention what it was
Prepare yourself for an Amaze balls Story...YAY! \o/
Chapter 3: Jealous Rage
I walked back into the cabin, but Kaname was no longer on the couch.
Did he leave?
I sat down on the couch and huffed.
I wonder where he went? Yuuki is a huge pain in my ass, back, stomach, every single place on my body. I finally told her off. To bad it took me a year, but I blame my heartache for that. I can't believe she thought I would play by her rules forever. She's lucky I don't expose her secrete. I really hate that-
Arms wrapped around my neck, startling me out of my thoughts. On impulse I reached up to get out of the lock but stopped mid action.
"I thought you left me", came Kaname's voice. He was shaking uncontrollably.
"I would never leave you", I said turning my body. With my knees on the couch cushions I brought Kaname into a hug. "I wish you would trust me."
"If I did that you would slip through my fingers without me knowing until it was to late", he said into my hair. Kaname squeezed me like I was going to get loose and run away.
"I won't leave you, Kaname. If I did I would die before leaving the door", I replied. "You know this feels like deja vu."
Kaname laughed. "Yeah, it does"
"So you can keep me inside the pocket of your ripped jeans holding me close 'til our eyes meet you'll never be alone", I sang.
"Isn't that Ed Sheeran", he asked.
"Did you know before we were together, I use to listen to that song and think about you", I asked.
Kaname laughed again, but harder this time.
"Don't laugh, I'm serious", I said pushing him away.
"I'm happy you always loved me and never stopped", he said coming around the couch.
"Not always, more when I started to accept our bond", I corrected. "What about you?"
"Me?", he said sitting down. I cuddled next to him.
"Yeah, when did you think you start to love me", I asked.
"Since the day you stabbed me in the arm when we meet", he replied.
"Liar", I said pinching him.
"Ouch, okay, okay. I knew I was positively in love with you when I almost lost you to Kaito", he said.
"But a while before that I confessed my feelings for you but you rejected them", I said confused.
"Yeah, but after that I started to see you in an attractive way", He said.
"You didn't think I was attractive. I thought you were before I even began to like you. I just would never admit it", I said annoyed.
"I didn't mean attractive in a way of looks but…"
"You can't make up an excuse to get yourself out of this, so just stop now", I said.
"Hmph, Okay. Well, as I was saying when I seen you with Kaito I went into a jealous rage. I was so jealous I almost killed him"
"What?! When?!", I asked shocked.
"At the ball he attended with you, that one and only time", he said.
"Hmm, now that you mention when me and Kaito were together I could have sworn you were the one that threw that knife", I said remembering that day.
"If you hadn't moved him in a different direction It would have went right through his…"
"Kaname!", I yelled.
"What? I felt like you were mine and he was touching what belonged to me", He said pulling me closer to him.
"I love that I got under your skin like that, but…"
"Yes, I know how you would have felt about me after", he said interrupting me.
"Tell me about it", I said
"Tell you about what?"
"Tell me about the day you were so jealous of me and Kaito", I said smiling at him.
"Okay, but let's clarify one thing. There was never a you and Kaito", he said with venom on his tongue.
"Okay", I said grinning at his childish jealousy. I kissed him for a couple seconds drawing him in before pulling away. "Now tell the story"
~O.K people, I found this awesome site that lets you know what type of Uke or Seme you are for Yaoi and I played it( Not caring about the fact I'm a girl) I got this for Zero, Kaname and Kaito- Zero is a Badass Uke and Kaname and Kaito are both Don't Fuck With Me Seme. Let's see what happens when two of the same Seme collide.~
Two months ago Zero told me he loved me. He cried in front of me when he knew I wasn't into him. He let down his guard in front of me. Every since then I've been following Zero's every move. I've been falling for him more and more. I know I rejected him, then, but why in the fucking hell is he here with someone like Kaito. Is he over me already, and if he is, shouldn't he be considerate of me. How dare he flash another guy in front of me.
"Kaname-sama", Takuma addressed me.
"What", I replied.
"You're scaring everyone with your aura", he said. I realized I was throwing my aura around the entire ballroom. None of guest said anything, probably afraid I'll take it out on them. I honestly didn't care for any of them, but as a future king pureblood I had to act the part.
Settling my power I withheld my anger and walked off to a more private place, the balcony.
"I should not have let my anger get the best of me", I said outloud.
"I agree", a voice came. I spun around to see Zero, in a black and silver tux, by the balcony entrance. "You've never went out of control like that, especially when it comes to your emotions"
"Everyone has an off day", I said defending myself.
"Even the Great Pureblood, Kaname Kuran?", he asked as he was closing the door, and walked over next to me. For some strange reason he leaned against the banister keeping his eyes on the door.
"Yes, even me", I said slowly. "Shouldn't you get back to your date, he might be worried?"
"Is that jealousy I hear in your voice", he asked.
"...", I said nothing as I stared at him debating weather I should tell him it might be. A sigh can from him as he looked down then finally at me.
"God, Kaname, it was a joke. I'm over you. Okay? You don't need to feel pity for me", he said looking me deep in the eyes. It was a lie. Zero looked pale. He's eyes were swollen and bloodshot from lack of sleep and probably crying.
Zero, you love me that much? You gave into the...our bond full heartedly. Zero, don't lie to me because I-
"I have Kaito, now", he continued. Letting his words sink in sickened me to the core. With Kaito, now? With. Kaito. Now?
"With Kaito, now", I said bitterly.
"Yes", He answered.
"Okay, So if I told you I-"
"Zero.", Kaito interrupted walking onto the balcony. "You should come back to the ball. All the vampires are being stirred up in there, knowing you, a hunter, is out here with their bloodsucking leader", he added.
Kaito looked at me with cold eyes. I could see pure hatred lingered in those eyes. Colder than Zero's everywhere, even more lethal.
"Ah, yeah", Zero said looking at Kaito. Irritation rattled through me like a tornado. Zero looked at
Kaito with such caring, and happy eyes and Kaito did with Zero. He faced me again, but those caring happy eyes I'd seen before disappeared and what was left behind were sad, broken, hurt, tortured, miserable lilac eyes. I was so shocked seeing such a face I almost hadn't heard the last words he said to me before leaving. "Kaname, I've given up and I've moved on. You don't need to worry anymore. I'll still protect Yuuki."
"Yuuki…" I repeated like an idiot after they left. "Had I really forgotten about her"
I walked back into the ballroom to find her but that so said girl was on the ballroom floor dancing with Aido having a great time. When was the last time my thought actually stayed put on Yuuki. For these past couple days my thought had been occupied by another, a supposed enemy.
"It's an amazing ball, Kuran", the voice I did not want to her again came. Even though the sentence spoke compliment, the tone spoke disgust.
"I would hope so", I replied not bothering to look at them.
"che…", Kaito turned to face the same direction I was. "Zero's over you"
My eye twitched. 'Composer' I thought.
"You should leave him alone", He continued. "and not bother him anymore"
"If I'm correct, he showed up to a ball I host, and wasn't invited.", I said. " And why are you so worried. Do you think I could steal him from you?"
"Don't get cocky, Vampire", he said side glancing at me.
"Oh No, You don't get cocky, little hunter. The reason you're bothering me with this issue is because you know he still loves me, and if I make a move he'll become mine in a blink of an eye", I turned to face him with a bit of a smug look on my face, not noticeable to my other guest. "You're going to get hurt if you challenge me."
"hmph, I highly doubt that. He loves me now-"
"Yes, he does love you", I said glaring at him. "but he loves me more, and always will"
"You bast-",
"Kaname-sama", Yuuki said walking up to Kaito and I, with Aido.
"Yuuki, How was your dance?", I asked squishing my irritation.
"It was wonderful", she said smiling brightly.
"Thank you Aido for asking her for a dance. It was my fault for leaving", I said looking at Aido.
"Oh, no, Kaname-sama-"
"I asked Aido to dance", Yuuki said pouting at me. " Did you think I would wait, Kaname-sama"
"Hey, You", Kaito interrupted her. "Why do you call this bloodsucker, sama"
"Because I-", Yuuki started
"Aido, take Yuuki to see the garden outside", I said looking at Yuuki with a soft smile. "I'm positive you'll love it"
"Garden?", she asked.
"Yes, I had my staff plant them. It wouldn't be right if no one looked at their hard work", I added knowing she couldn't resist a request that involved others hard work.
"...Yes, Kaname-sama", Aido said. "This way Yuki-san"
"Yes", She said walking that said direction.
After Aido and Yuuki were out of ear zone I faced the problem that has been making a vain throb on my hand.
"Where is Zero?", I asked. If looks could kill the one he gave me would do much worse.
"Why do-"
"Because you're his date, yet you're bothering me and not to mention if he's not with you than where could he be at", I said starting to realize the situation. "A ball with Vampire's as the guest and ninety nine percent of them hates him. The last one percent doesn't care for him"
"...No one has been listening in on our conversation…" Kaito said. "You're the Prince of Vampires talking to an elite hunter, everyone here would be keying in...unless"
Before Kaito could finish his sentence I sped walked away and burst through the hallway doors, exiting the ballroom, closing the doors behind me. I quickly picked up a small smell of blood, zero's blood. I followed the scent up the stairs to a row of guest rooms were it became stronger. I burst into a sprint down the hallway to the last room, and without a single thought to it I opened the the smell became thicker, hitting me so hard I couldn't breathe for a second.
"Kaname-sama", A man with red hair and blue eyes said as he stood up quickly to come to me.
"What's going on in here", I said glaring at him. My senses were on high alert, and the only thing I could comprehend is Zero's blood swarming the room. "Where is he?"
"H-He went out the window", The other one said. His face was bleeding, but healing. Healing a bit too fast. I slowly walked to him, keeping my head down to hid my angry red burning eyes. I grabbed his neck and slammed him to the wall.
"Did you drink his blood", I said with disgust on my tongue.
"N-"
"Think about the answer you give me because if it's a false one I'll kill you", I said looking into his eyes. He froze in fear.
"N-N-No, I didn't, I swear it", He stuttered. "Please believe me, my lord"
I could see in his eyes he wasn't lying but he was holding back from me, too. I didn't have the patience to find out what it was. My first priority was finding Zero. Letting the idiot go, I jumped out the exact window Zero apparently had gone through and raced through the forest searching for his scent again.
It wasn't long before I found it, but Zero is still an elite hunter even if he has been turned. His scent went in circles, around trees, going into the forest. He scattered his scent everywhere, but I was an Pureblood. The littlest difference in the air could be nothing to anyone else but for me it meant the correct path against the fakes. I followed my nose, eyes, ears, every sense I had to lead me to Zero. I even let the bond consume me.
"Where are you?", I said to myself, before Zero's scent all of a sudden got stronger. So strong. I rounded a couple of trees and my eyes landed on Zero, then a certain ash brown head. For some reason I went into the shadows again and stayed hidden.
"Look , Zero, You cannot continue doing this to yourself", Kaito said pinching the bridge of his nose.
"I'm not doing anything", Zero replied wiping blood off his face.
"I wish you would let him go and just let me love you", Kaito continued. "You're getting hurt because of him-"
"He had nothing to do with it", Zero interrupted quickly. "They just wanted a fight"
"Because you were talking to their beloved Prince", Kaito said annoyed. "and you were only talking to him because you let your emotions drive you there, to him"
Is this conversation about me?
"I only came tonight so…", Zero paused.
"You came here tonight so you could see him again, because you love him and you want him to love you", Kaito said in a sad tone.
"It doesn't matter why I came. What matters is I'm done with this.", Zero said as he began to walk off. Kaito, on the other hand, wasn't finished and pushed Zero on the ground and straddled him. Kaito held Zero's hands on both sides of his head.
"Why can't you love me, Zero", Kaito yelled.
"I do love you", Zero mumbled as tears slid down his face. "but I'm bonded to him, I can't help but to love him more. My thoughts are always filled with him. I tried to love you more than I do Kaname. I tried to let you love me, but I can't help but to reject it. My mind body and soul wants him, wants Kaname Kuran and Kaname Kuran alone."
Zero… I thought.
Kaito kept his head down but it slowly lowered to Zero's. The night dark became irre quiet for a seconds as I realized what he had done. He kissed zero.
All sanity left my body. I felt numb to the touch. Kaito Takamiya. Is. Kissing. Zero. My beloved Zero!
I slowly reached for the knife I kept in my inside pocket of my suit. Time stood still as I aimed for the center of Kaito's Head. On point I threw the knife with little force. It would slice right inside his skull, not all the way threw but up to the hilt.
I waited with the little patience I had for the smell of his blood to fill my nose, but nothing came. Zero moved Kaito a split second before it punctured through his head, causing the knife to wedge into the trunk of the tree above them, instead.
"Che…so close", I murmured so neither would hear.
"What the hell", Kaito said as he shot up from the ground on high alert. "What was that? Who did that?!"
Kaito searched the trees with his eyes, but his human vision was no match for my vampiric hiding. Zero, on the other hand, was. He stood up and dusted dirt of his pants before going completely still. He slowly turned his head in my direction and searched the trees as well.
His eyes landed on mine, but quickly, before he could make out my image I moved to a new location. I jumped tree after tree not slowing down to see if either one was following. Not long after I was back at the mansion.
"What did I do", I asked myself. "If I had killed Kaito, Zero would have never forgiven me."
But I hate Kaito for taking Zero's first kiss. I'll kill him, one day.
Sighing, I made my way to the garden for some alone time.
"Kaname-sama!", I heard a little voice said to me. Yuuki's little voice.
"Yuuki, how are you", I said.
"I'm fine, and I love the garden Aido-kun showed me", she said. "He was very kind to me and I had a wonderful time with him"
Yuuki… Why does it sound as if you're trying to hurt my feeling, or rather make me jealous.
"I'm sorry, Yuuki", I said patting her head. "I wish I was the one to walk you around the garden, but I had a lot of work to do", I lied. Yuuki looked at me with sad eyes, but it was obvious she was trying to cover it.
"It's okay, Kaname-sama, are you free now?", she asked with hope.
"Yes. Aido you can go now", I said turning my attention to him. "Thank you for keeping Yuuki company."
"Yes, anytime, Kaname-sama", Aido said with a hidden sad look. I've noticed for a while now that Aido has feelings for Yuki. He keeps them secret because of me. Aido is a good person, and a loyal friend. If I were to step out of the way, Yuuki would be in safe, loving hands.
Step out of the way? Why would I do that? Yuuki is my loving sister who I'll marry one day. I've been planning this for years, before she was even born. I will reawaken her vampiric self and she and I will be engaged, so why would I change my mind now? What could of made me change my decision, or should I say who? Zero? Did the Knight of my chess pawn work his way into my heart? Have I finally fallen in love with...Zero?
"Kaname!", Yuuki said angrily, snapping me out of my daze. We had been walking around the garden for 30 minutes before I lost track of what she was saying. "Are you even listening to me?'
"Sorry, Yuuki", I said patting her head. "Just thinking about…"
"Thinking about what?", She said egging me on.
"...Yuuki, how is Zero at home?", I asked her.
"Zero?", She said confused.
"mhm, has he been acting weird lately? Has he been drinking blood on a regular basis?", I asked. Yuuki looked at me confusingly until she light up with a surprised face.
"Ah, I see why you've been gone a lot", She said. "You want to know if the new tablets you gave Zero are working. Thank you Kaname for trying to help Zero even though he doesn't want it."
New tablet's? I never gave Zero tablets.
"Yuuki"
"Yes", she said.
"Who told you I gave Zero tablets", I said not denying I gave him tablets so she doesn't realize it was a lie.
"Zero did. He said you created a tablet that his body doesn't reject", she said happily. I smiled at her.
"I see", I said patting her head. "Has there been any side effects to those tablets. Sweating, red eyes, or pain perhaps", I asked listing side-effects of going hungry for blood.
Yuuki touched her chin as she began to sort through her memory.
"Hmm, I think so. I never see any red-eyes, but sometimes at night I here Zero winning in pain and every morning he has sweat on him", she said before she made a worried frown. " Does that mean the tablets are being rejected again"
"Not exactly, but it is a bad sign", I said. "But there is no need for you to worry, nor give Zero your blood"
"I-I….Zero really n-needed…", Yuuki stuttered getting flustered. I stopped her in her explanation.
"It's okay Yuuki, I understand", I said. Yuuki made a face at me but I didn't really catch it. Was that irritation I think I seen or sadness.
"I'm glad Kaname-sama", she said. "I was scared you would be angry at me."
Yuuki smiled at me as she took my hand into her's.
"You can go check on Zero, I highly doubt he would come to you if he's dying from the new tablets", she said. "Aido can look after me untill you get back again"
"Thank you, Yuuki", I said kissing her forehead.
"I should be the one thanking you", she said blushing a little. "You're helping Zero for me"
I smiled at her word. It's not for you, Yuuki, it's for me. It's for him.
"Shall we head back to the ball to Aido", I asked. Sad eyes flashed before me.
"No, I'll stay here for a while and wait for Aido, can you send him back here?", she asked turning away.
"Of course, I'll be back as soon as I can", I said leaving a trembling Yuuki in the garden.
I know I should have stayed and left the matter of Zero to another time but knowing he's with Kaito worries me greatly. Bothersome questions continue to run through my head. What if Kaito kisses him again? What if Zero actually falls for Kaito?
As I approached the ballroom a ringing sound rung through my head. I've heard it plenty of times whenever Zero was around but it never was as strong as it was now. As I was about to open the door to the ballroom it swung open reviling Zero.
"Kaname", he said surprised. A warm feeling lit in my heart as I heard my name exit his perfect mouth. Zero closed the doors as he came into the hallway. "We need to talk"
"About?', I said eyeing him.
"About a private matter", he replied. I studied Zero before speaking.
"Follow", I said walking away. I lead Zero to my office inside the mansion. Zero remained quiet the entire time. I took it upon myself to speak first. "Where's Kaito?"
"He left", Zero responded.
"And you hadn't left with him?", I asked leaning onto my desk.
"No", he answered.
"Why not?", I said.
"...I didn't want to go without asking you something", he said looking down. "Kaname, were you…"
He paused. Kaname...He called me Kaname again. The way those lips say my name is so...provocative.
"Zero, come here", I said staring at him. Zero's head slowly rose up and his feet shuffled to me.
I grabbed his chin and lift his face to meet my eyes.
"I heard you have a blood tablet your body doesn't reject", I said watching him. "And you apparently got it from me"
"You talked to Yuuki", He said sighing.
"Zero, when was the last time you've feed?", I asked seeing his eyes go from lilac to a burning red. "You said I didn't need to worry about, yet I still have to make sure you're feeding correctly."
"No, you don't have to worry about me", he said swiping my hand away. I grabbed his arm and slammed him onto my desk.
"I have no choice in the matter", I said looking into his shocked lilac eyes.
"Kaname, please, don't hurt me anymore", He said on the verge of tears. "I'm trying so hard, I don't want to be in a one-sided love anymore. I can't cope anymore, so please don't make this bond stronger, Kaname. I can't take it anymore. It hurts to much. I refuse to love you anymore than-"
I silenced him with a kiss. A simple kiss.
"You talk to much", I said watching a the blush grow on his face. " I wish you would just let me give you blood without a problem"
"...", He silently shook his head 'yes'. I let him go and took off my jacket and shirt so no blood would stain it.
"Could you move it along, I am hosting a party", I said. Zero looked heart broken at my harsh words.
I didn't want to say such words to him, but I can't say loving ones either. He is still my sworn enemy not matter what type of bond we create. No matter what I feel. If I can't protect him there's no point in loving him.
Zero was quiet as he moved closer to me and prepared my neck for his bite. I held back my shivers from the feeling of Zero's fangs scraping my neck before puncturing two small holes through. The beginning feelings were nothing compared to the feel of my blood being drawn to complete Zero's hunger. I could feel bits and pieces of my soul slipping away into Zero. Our bond was no longer just by blood but by soul, tool.
"Thank you", Zero whispered after he finished and sealed my wounds.
"Zero", I said grabbing my shirt jacket and tie. "Never take blood from anyone else but me, and don't go near Kaito Takamiya again."
"Kaito and I-", I stopped his words again with another kiss. This kiss lasting longer than the other.
"Don't. Go. Near. Kaito. Takamiya. Ever. Again", I said lowly. Zero seemed surprised at me but he just shook his head 'yes'.
~End Of Flashback~
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