Again I disappoint myself and probably you guys but finally yay chapter 19 is done. I don't have much to say about this chapter but I really hope that it is not as bad as I think it is.

Notifications: I don't own supernatural.

Warnings: No warnings. Just be aware of spelling mistakes etc. This has been spell checked but there still might be some mistakes left.

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Johns POV

I pull the impala in the psychiatric wards parking lot. Guilt stings my chest. Was I wrong? Did Dean tell the truth? I put the thought away, there is no point to swim in quilt, maybe I was right all along, maybe the demon lied. Yes, it probably lied as that's what demons do, they lie. But I gotta make sure anyway, especially because Sam is making my life hell. "Dad we have to help Dean", "You heard what the demon said.", "You were wrong dad.", Sam kept talking and talking, and talking most of it was whining and I couldn't take it anymore. So I exploded. Said things to him that I probably shouldn't have but at least his quiet now.

We get out of the car, Sam following me silently. We get to the front desk and Sam immediately starts talking to the nurse there. "Hey we came to see Dean Winchester." I look at Sam and I'm pissed, the boy shouldn't be like that. "Dean Winchester?", the nurse asks, I nod, she clicks her tongue and says, "Winchester, Dean there you are", she reads at something on the screen and then looks up. "Dean was transferred to a different psychiatric hospital, little bit over a month ago." What? That's not right."Transferred are you sure? Why haven't I been informed about this?", I spat angrily to the nurse. The nurse glances at me and writes something on the computer. "Here reads that the guardian John Winchester has been informed and he has agreed and singed the transfer papers.", She looks at me and I can feel the anger rising in me.

"I am John Winchester and his guardian and I am damn sure that I haven't signed any transfer papers or even heard about the whole thing.", I shout out trough gritted teeth. Sam looks shocked. "Where the fuck is my son.", I spat at the woman. "I understand that you are furious but if you don't calm down, I have to call the guards to escort you from the premises.", She says voice calm and collected, fingers ready to dial the guard. I take a deep breath and try to calm myself. "Good. Now I need you to see your ID. so I can be sure that you are who you say you are.", she continues, goddamn it, I get my ID. from my jacket pocket and show it to her. "Good, now let's find out what is going on.", "It says here that he was moved to the adults ward into an another hospital, I'll call there and we'll figure out why you were not contacted okay, could you please sit down over there and I'll come to you when I know.", she smiles sweetly and takes the phone in her hand and calls someone. Sam and I are seated and pissed. What the fuck is going on.

The nurse comes back with an agitated look on her face, something isn't right. I stand up. "Mr Winchester, I don't know how to say this.", she looks down to the floor, not lifting her gaze. "What is going on?", I say furiously, maybe too furiously as the woman takes a step back. "Mr. Winchester, I made some calls and it seems that your son Dean, wasn't never taken to the other psychiatric facility, they didn't even know that he was supposed to come there.", she say nervously,"And as they were not informed about Deans arrival, no one even knew he's been missing.", I look at the small woman stunned. "So you say my son has been gone over a month because no one bothered to tell the other hospital about his transfer?", I'm seeing red. The woman makes choked sound, "Yes."
I stand up and look over to Sam who seems to be pretty shocked. "Let's go Sam, these people are useless, let's go find Dean.", I go towards the exit, Sam following behind me. I glance behind me one last time, seeing the nurse stunned. I jump into the impala and drive. I drive around the city trying to find cheapest motel to spend the night in. Finally finding one I park the car and go and get a room. "Hey Sam, go get our packs,okay", I say to Sam. Sam doesn't response. I turn around,"Goddamn it Sammy, again with the silent treatment?", Then I look around, Sam is no where to be seen. I pay for the room and go back to the car. The packs are in the trunk of the car, untouched. You gotta be kidding me. Did I leave Sam at the hospital? I go in the car, starting her up. I glance into the shotgun and I see a piece of paper on the seat. I pick it up. There reads: I went looking for Dean, on my own. You were wrong Dad, Dean is not insane he never was. -Sam W.

Sammy's POV

I follow dad outside of the psychiatric ward. I don't understand how this is even possible, to lose someone like that. I don't know who to blame, dad?, the hospital?, the demons?. I just know that everything is not like it seems. I'm halfway to the car, I feel like the ground disappears from beneath me. I feel like I'm flying? It feels like I'm in a amusement park ride, I feel sick. But suddenly it all stops. There is a ground beneath me again, I no longer feel like I'm flying nor that I am in a amusement park ride. I feel sick still but I'm grounded. I stay still for awhile, I just now notice that my eyes are closed. I open them and I am no longer in the parking lot of the hospital.

I'm inside a house but not any house, two seconds pass by and I realize, I'm at Bobby's. I look around and soon I'm picked up by Bobby with a promise of coffee. I'm fricking confused. Bobby is not even surprised that I just popped up into his living room literally out of nowhere. I have coffee mug placed in my hand and I am seated in front of the kitchen table. Bobby sits across me and looks annoyed and mumbles something like, "Of course I have to explain this to the kid.", but I can't focus on it because I feel like I'm going to puke. "Sam.", Bobby says fondly. "That must've given ya quite a scare.", I take sips from the coffee, ignoring the fact that I don't drink coffee. "What happened, how I am here, do you know where Dean is, what is going on Bobby?", I ramble. Bobby chuckles. "Slow down kid, I don't even remember half of the questions you asked.", Bobby smiles, "One at the time a'right?" I nod.

Bobby explains pretty much everything to me. Not all of it, I know that they are hiding something bigger from me. So Dean is not Dean. No he is Dean but he is from future and this time's Dean is in the future, Bobby wasn't really clear on that but it went like that, I think. And now they need my help to get Dean back. Apparently my teleportation was result of an ancient magic, which I am not allowed to see because it is according to Bobby; not for children and in the wrong hands deadly. I am eating a sandwich when someone comes through the front door. I turn to look and I see that it's Dean and a weird guy in trench coat. I jump and go hug Dean only second later remembering that he is not my Dean. But Dean hugs me back and whispers: "I missed you kiddo." The hug breaks. "Did Bobby explain everything to you?", he asks, kind of nervously. I nod and say, "Sort of.", he sights and continues, "Good, well as you already know we need your help to get me back where I belong.", I nod, "And this is Castiel by the way, he is my friend, he is the one who knows the spell were going to perform."Dean flashes a cheeky smile.

"What about Dad? He'll know that I'm missing?", I say when I remember that dad got left behind. Dean flashes me a smile. "Cas and I took care of that?", I look at him with a serious expression. "Okay, okay, we left him a note explaining why you are gone, no need to get your pants in a twist.", Dean says with a smile. Apparently future Dean is not that different with my Dean. I smile.

Silence grows as we just stand there and I break it. "So it was you all along.", I say. Dean looks a bit awkward. "Is it true?", " What?", he asks. "The things you said about angels.", I say hoping. Dean looks at me and then back to Castiel, he clears his throat. "Um, yeah Sammy it's true.", he says looking at me with a sad expression. I feel like my mind is going to explode, I have so many questions that I know I cannot ask, at least not now. "Hello Sam, as Dean just told you my name is Castiel and I am an angel of the lord.", Castiel suddenly says with a pretty much monotone tone. An angel? In front of me? I feel my chest tighten. But before I can do anything Dean starts talking again. "I'm sorry Sammy but we don't really have much time. I saw the paper piece in your pocket and it seems that I have lesser time to get out than before.", he takes a deep breath. "We gotta do the spell, tonight."

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