My alarm woke me up from a perfectly good dream. I moan and roll over turning it off.

School day today, wonderful.

I get ready for school and do the usual routine to start my day. As I walk into the kitchen, I see Bella has made me some toast and Jam for breakfast today. It is placed neatly on the counter waiting for me to devour it.

I sit beside Bella and Charlie whilst I eat my breakfast.

"Remember Jasper is coming to get you today" I hear Bella's voice break the comfortable silence.

I blink in surprise. I had forgotten about that.

"Oh, you dating one of the Cullen kids too Ash?" I hear Charlie's gruff voice ask, peering over his paper to look at me.

I shake my head in denial, "Oh no. No way. Me and Jasper are just friends" I state strongly.

I see Charlie nod his acceptance but mumble something under his breath that sounded suspiciously like, 'that's what Bella said'

"Uncle Charlie, honestly, there is nothing going on between me and Jasper and there never will be. That is just messed up" I shudder to imagine me and Jasper as a couple. That shit ain't right.

'Amen sweetheart, that would be all kinds a fucked up' I hear him agree.

We hear honking then.

I stand and give a little stretch. Bella is out the door as soon she hears the noise but I roll my eyes a little playfully at Charlie and wish him a good day.

As I walk out the house I see Jasper standing on his own, sans car and Bella already inside the Volvo driving down the street. I frown. Bella doesn't treat Charlie right. I mean she cooks and cleans for him but he is capable of doing so himself. Well, the cleaning part. I remember my dad telling me that Charlie was going to take cooking classes before Bella arrived but he encouraged him not to. Dad said that he could ask Bella to teach him and it will help them bond more as a family. Obviously, that plan went to hell. She takes him for granted and doesn't appreciate him. She is lucky that she has a father. I feel a pang of sadness and longing for my own father.

I shake my head to clear my mind. Don't think about that now.

I look towards Jasper and wonder what he is doing here without a car; I thought he was supposed to be driving me.

"Hey, Asshole, I thought you were driving me. So, wheres the car? And how did you get here? Run? That's not suspicious at all" I snort and walk up to him.

He simply gives me an amused look, "We are taking your car today, little miss attitude. And for your information, I drove down with Edward so not suspicious at all" He explained.

I shrugged my shoulders and look around and see my little blue beauty parked neatly at the side of the road. I distinctly remember it being left in the school parking lot, I look to Jasper for an explanation and all he does is smirk and say, 'Alice'.

Whatever.

We got in the car and I pulled out.

"Why didn't you just bring your car?" I ask curiously.

He answers back immediately, "I don't have one. I could of taken Alice's but her Ferrari would have been to conspicuous. Pull over"

I do as he says knowing that we need to have this conversation. Or rather, I don't have a choice in the matter. The whole reason for our friendly little car pool.

I stop the car and in an attempt to prolong the inevitable I say, "You don't have a car? What are you a caveman?"

He raises his eyebrows and gives me a look that says 'I know what your doing' but he answered me anyway.

"I have a motorbike, not a car. Now, care to explain what happened on Saturday?" He asked and I then noticed the sheer curiosity and excitement radiating from him.

I scowl, "What's there to know? You obviously know what happened" I say defensively.

He becomes frustrated.

"Your flew" He says in strong voice dripping with awe.

"Yeah so?" I say boredly and look out my window. It was raining as per. Little droplets hit the window and dripped down.

"Don't do that. You flew! How in the hell can you fly? Is there anything else you can do? How long have you been able to do this?" He asks rapidly.

I look at him and see his face filled with excitement. Reminds me of Alice. Huh, fuckers are more alike that I first thought.

I sigh heavily and feel worried. This is the first time I will ever reveal my secret to anyone.

"I... yes I can fly" I look away from him and down to the floor of the car. I can't look him in eye for this, "I've always been able to... do things. Since I was born. As I got older and practised I learned I could fly" I say simply.

I peek at Jasper and see him looking at me thoughtfully.

"I see. What do you mean by 'do things'?" He questioned.

"I think it would be better if I showed you" I answer and reach into my pocket to pull out a few loose coins. I hold then out in the palm of my hand and I can see the suspense is killing him. I try not to smirk.

I let the coins float in my palm and twist them around each other to make them look like they are dancing. It looks pretty cool.

"I can move things. It helps to use my hand as gestures though, I suppose it helps me focus or some shit" I mutter and let the coins drop down. I slip them back in my pocket before looking at Jaspers completely dumbfounded face. He is looking at me in complete wonderment.

He doesn't say anything and the suspense is killing me.

"So yeah I can fly and am telekinetic..." I say in an awkward voice. This seems to pull him out of his stupor.

"That is incredible you know that right?" He says in a proud voice and I roll my eyes. I start the car again, hoping this conversation is over.

It's not.

"How heavy of things can you lift with your mind? Cars?" He begins what I know will be an inquisition.

"No, I can only lift - and keep them up - things that I am capable of lifting with my own strength you know. I can hover some heavy things for a while but it is a strain" I explain.

He shoots off another question rapidly, "Can you lift multiple things at one?"

"Yeah, I can but its difficult to keep control of if I lift multiple things. They sometimes just float away" I mumble.

We finally turn into the school then.

Oh precious escape.

The parking lot is empty, seems we are a little late. Oh well.

I park the car and exit, taking with me my book bag.

Jasper exits the car and I begin walking toward the school. When I notice he isn't following me I look back.

He explains as I look at him in question, "I'm not going. I have too much on my mind and there's no way I can keep your secret from Edward if I go in there" He points his chin towards the school.

I nod my head and look away from him. I can't look him in the eye knowing what I am about to ask, "Eh, um, you don't... you know... see me differently knowing what I can do now, do you?" I say in an annoyingly vulnerable voice.

I feel a slight breeze of him rushing over then a hand under my chin, lifting my face.

I look up to see him looking into my eyes fiercely.

"No. Not at all. Your still Ash. Crazy, rude and completely irritating Ash" He says.

I sigh in relief and give him a big smile.

He returns it and I feel so much better. It is like a huge weight has been lifted off my chest. He still likes me for who I am and doesn't think of me as a freak. It sure is a load off.

I hear the bell ring signalling second period about to start. I know I have to go now.

I move reluctantly towards the school but not without looking back at Jasper. He winks at me, "Oh and I am just figuring out the details of your dare then I'll let you know" he then blurs away at top speed.

'Asshole' I think but despite this, I had a smile on my face for the rest of the day.

At least until lunch time that is.

I make my way towards the school cafeteria ignoring the gossiping around me. It is still going on, after all, I am the new girl. I just ignore then and glare at anyone who gets to close.

I enter the lunch hall and sit down at the Cullen and Swan table. Everyone is already there aside from Jasper.

I take out my lunch and start eating. Lunch is the usual affair, casual conversation about completely supernatural shit. Just the usual.

"uhhh" I hear Bella moan beside me. I look at her curiously to see her clutching her stomach in obvious pain.

I am about to ask if she's ok when I'm beaten to the punch.

"love, are you well? what is the matter? Do you need to go to the nurse?" I hear Edwards concerned voice, bordering on panic exclaim.

I turn to glare at him.

"Uh yeah. I'm fine. Just cramps. I'll be fine" Bella says in a strained voice. She tries to put on a brave face but fails miserably. Acting is another thing Bella is terrible at.

Edward sands abruptly from his seat, "No your not. Come we are going home" I hear him say in a no nonsense voice and I suddenly snap.

"Sit. The Fuck. Down. Edward" I say in a calm but deadly voice. My eyes are cold and calculating as I look at him. He looks at me in surprise then it morphs into rage.

I turn to Bella, "Bella, go to the nurse and get a pass to go home" I state.

Bella bites her lip and looks between me and Edward unsurely and I feel my anger rising as she is obviously indecisive. She looks back at me and her eyes widened. She stands up and with one last look at Edward then swiftly leaves the cafeteria. Good girl.

I turn to look at the Asshole who still hasn't sat down. His glare is fierce and I don't bother to glare back, just look at him coldly and without emotion.

"Edward. I said to sit down" I repeat with as much ice as the Antarctic. He still doesn't move.

I decide to picture what it would look life if Edward wanted to give Mike Newton a blow job.

I hear a growl come from Edward. His eyes are turn black.

Alice stands up quickly and begins whispering in Edwards ear. She must have saw that this wouldn't end well. For him anyway.

I see Rosalie looking between us actually looking worried and Emmett looking indecisive but ready spring into action.

'stop being a cocky bitch and realise that you are going head on with something that you have no hope in hell of walking away from!' I hear a rather loud warning in my head.

I ignore him.

I see as Edward visibly calms down and his eyes return to normal. He closes his eyes and breathes for a few moments before sitting back down.

Alice returns to her seat but sits right on the edge. That doesn't look comfortable.

Edward stares at me for a few long moments and I simply stare back.

He furrows his brows, "What is your issue with me Ash? You seem to get along well with everyone else in this family but me. Why are so hostile to me?" He looks at me in confusion and frustration.

I stare at him coolly, "my issue with you Edward is your relationship with Bella" I say bluntly.

I see him look completely surprised. He then looks confused again. I decide to elaborate for him.

I lean forward in my seat and stare directly into his eyes, "Just what in the hell do you think your doing?" I hiss. His eyes widen but I continue in a venomous tone, "Bella likes to think of herself as an old soul but being independent and mature are two completely different things. When it comes to socialising and relationships she has the maturity of a eleven year old girl. She looks at you like your a god and devotes every single little part of her to you. You are her sun. She revolves around you and doesn't even consider herself anymore!" I explode but keep my voice low so the rest of the school can't hear.

"How can you let that happen! You are selfish, if you really cared about her then you would want her to put herself first and not you! Let her have an identity" I say with passion.

I then speak so quietly I knew if he didn't have super hearing then he would strain to hear, "You are going to crush her. Utterly destroy her. When you break her heart she will crumble completely, she has given all of herself to you and has nothing for herself left. You hold her entire future in the palm of your hand and from what I see you don't seem to care for her needs. You just keep taking and taking from her without giving anything in return. You selfish prick!" I end up hissing.

I am on a roll here and see him looking at me with a deer caught in the headlights look, "Oh and none of that is to mention that you aren't even human!" I growl at him, eyes blazing.

"What kind of future do you have with her? What about her having children? Getting married? Living a normal human life? She is too up your ass that she doesn't even know what she wants! She is throwing herself and her life away for you, Edward Cullen, so that is my problem. I miss my cousin. I miss Bella, I want her back and I want her strong enough to be able to handle a serious relationship. I want you to stay the hell away from her and find one of your own kind"

I finish and slump back onto my seat.

I look at the table for a few minutes and when I look up I see Edward staring at me as if constipated and in terrible pain. Conflicted, his look is conflicted.

Emmett is furrowing his brow and has a look of shock and realisation on his face.

Alice is staring blankly ahead with an anxious look on her face. No doubt looking into the future.

Rosalie... well she is looking at me with pride in her eyes but there is also an undercurrent of sympathy.

The bell rings then and I rise from my seat with heaviness in my heart.

"Ash..." Edward says quietly.

I turn and look directly into his eyes. Whatever he sees there must shock him because he looks at me with worriedly.

"Don't Edward. Just don't. She's given all of herself to you and that's that" I pause for a moment before speaking, "Do you know much about mating in Swans?" I ask in a hollow voice tinged with sadness.

He shakes his head and continues looking at me with concern etched on his face.

"We mate for life" I say in an empty voice, "Bella has found hers... Tell me, do you really think your worthy?" I ask him but leave the question hanging as I walk away.

'Well, shit certainly went down'

'Yep, that it did'

The rest of the day is difficult for me to take. I finished school and took my time driving home. As I pulled into the driveway a silver Volvo past me, Bella inside, Edward was no doubt whisking her away. Great.

I let myself into the cold, dark house and make my way up to my room. Throwing my jacket off, I dump it on the floor carelessly. I then crawl into my bed and try to clear my mind.

I can't. I keep thinking about the mess my cousin has gotten herself into and my heart aches. This is a disaster waiting to happen. She is going to get herself killed and if Edward ever leaves her then she will be broken beyond repair. I just know it. I see it in her eyes. He is the sun to her, he is air, life, everything. If he leaves then he is taking away her reason for living. No one should hold that kind of power over another person. It's sick.

I used a mating analogy in Swans to describe their predicament. It seems so relevant.

My dad once said that my mum was the love of his life. I asked what he meant and he said that she was like his mate. Just like in Swans, once they find their mate that's it: they are completely devoted forever. He said that is why our second name is Swan. It seemed like a stupid curse to me but true to its word, every Swan member of my family has only ever had one love in their life. Some of it didn't end well, like with Uncle Charlie. He found his love with Bella's mother but she moved on easily and left and now he will always be attached to someone who is not his.

I shudder at the horrible thought. No wonder I never wanted anything to do with love.

Although I was worried about Bella, this whole situation... it just seems to hit too close to home. I was starting to have feelings for someone... for-for Carlisle. I curl into myself further. I have to admit it and face reality but what...what if I pick him for a mate but he doesn't want me? I will spend forever alone. Damn curse. I don't want this love. It is too much to ask, too much risk involved, too much heartbreak to be had. I don't want to lose myself and I can't bare to see it happen to Bella either.

One way or another it will end with both of us heartbroken. I drift into sleep with a heavy heart and tears prickling the corner of my eyes.

Knock knock.

My eyes spring open, wide awake from my slumber and I jump up to turn my head sharply to my window, whilst backing away from it in fright. Wha...

There, standing at my window and looking at me with deep concern is... Carlisle Cullen.

My eyes widen in shock. What is he doing here?

I look at him in complete surprise as I speak, "Come in" I say breathlessly. He then climbs through my window swiftly and elegantly.

All I can do is stare wide eyed at the Adonis who has climbed through my window. What is he doing here... climbing through my window?!

Carlisle entered my window and then stands near it suddenly looking flustered. He shuffles a little on his feet as his eyes dart around my room. I would find him cute if I was not so confused by his appearance.

"Ash..." Carlisle looked at me look then down to the floor appearing shy all of a sudden, It looks like he should be blushing but I could not make it out, "please forgive me for being forward and my rudeness in simply showing up here but... but I..." He struggled to get out and his eyes kept flickering up to mine then hastily away.

I simply stared at him in shock and it felt like my brain had completely shut down.

He is in my room... alone... near my bed...

'GET YOUR MIND OUT THE GUTTER' I scream to myself.

"I heard what occurred at school today and I just... I had to make sure you were well" He finished in a quick breath and then fixed his eyes worriedly on mine.

Ash blinked a few more times before I found my voice, "Oh.. I uh.. I'm fine... I don't... understand?" I said in a puzzled tone. It appears that both of them were quite flustered.

Carlisle then took a deep breath and seems to steel himself.

'this is gettin' ridiculous' He grumbled in my head.

'That is is' She agreed wholeheartedly. I watched in fascination as his chest moved deeply with his inhale. He seemed to have prepared himself and found his wits.

'I am glad somebody has'. I agreed with him mentally.

He approaches me slowly, warily, until he is standing right in front of me.

I stare into his golden eyes which are drowning in worry and concern. It makes my heart flutter uncomfortably.

"Ash.. are you well? I found out what happened and I am... concerned. What is wrong? Is there anything I can do?" Carlisle whispered to me. He is right in front of me and his proximity practically makes my body hum in pleasure. I only have to look up a little as he's not much taller than me and I was getting lost in the expression on his face.

"I... not really no" I eventually sigh out and finally avert my eyes.

It is silent for a moment before I feel a cool hand touch my hand gently. My heart races at the contact. Seeing that I am not objecting to his touch he grows bolder and takes my hand tenderly in his before tugging it slightly.

I look up to see him still staring at me and prompting me to move.

I follow him like a puppet as he leads me back to my bed. He then pushes me down gently and props me up against the headboard. Carlisle then sits across from me on the bed, feet dangling off.

He still hasn't let go of my hand.

I ignore the feelings of joy and pleasure this causes me.

"Tell me about it" He says in a soft compassionate voice. It feels like I have no control over the words spilling out of my mouth.

"It is just that... Bella isn't ready for a relationship, she is too naive and obsessive. They both are. Their relationship isn't healthy and my cousin is losing who she is... giving herself away too freely... she is going to end up heartbroken and empty" The words poured out of her mouth and her eyes pleaded with Carlisle to understand.

"I don't... I don't know what to do... She has found her love, accepted him into her heart. There is nobody else for her! When he crushes her then it is over. We Swans are crushed when our mates leave. I can't... I can't... deal with that... I just-" Ash was bordering on the hysterical now.

All of a sudden she was brought forward in an embrace. Her body was pushed directly against his and although she could feel the hard planes of his body against her soft frame there was nothing sexual about this. It was pure comfort. It terrified her.

But despite this, she could not bring herself to move from the comfort and safety of his arms. His hand began stroking her hair softly and she felt... a curious sensation inside... it was warm, tender, raw, admiring, happy, comforting... complete. It tingled inside of her and was infinitely addictive. It felt like her blood had turned into soda the way it fizzled inside of her; It made her feel wanted.

The alarm bells in her head were getting too loud to ignore so she pulled back a little so she could look at Carlisle's face to best judge his reaction.

The feeling only swelled as she looked into his face. It was caring and warm, affectionate and pleased but most of all it was understanding. His eyes were molten gold.

"I can see what you are saying" Carlisle began in a quiet voice. Although they were now apart they were still very close. His hands went to hers and he held them and rubbed them in a soothing manner, thumbs dragging across her knuckles.

The doctor sighed, "Their relationship in many ways is immature. There is a great deal of unhealthy admiration going on and it this could cause problems. There is also the issue of partnership and communication. Edward and Bella have a long way to go; this is right" Carlisle said and she felt some kinship towards him. He truly did understand what she was going through. It seemed the world was blind to this.

"However..." He said with caution lining his tone as if he was hesitant to continue, "They are both new to this and have never had a relationship before. They are also young. They have time to work this out and improve upon their relationship. They are trying the best they can and will eventually find what is best for them." Carlisle finished and although I did not say anything, I agreed, albeit begrudgingly.

He continues, "What you may not understand about my kind is that we find mates, much like you said Swans do. We have one love for our entire existence and cannot possibly live without them. We fall infinitely and irrevocably. There is no way Edward could leave Bella. Being a human, there is more chance for her to leave him for it is quite literally impossible for him to stop loving her"

I feel hope begin to rise in her as he continued talking. I refuse to think about why this is.

"But I do not this is the issue here" He said in an even quieter voice that I was straining to hear. He looks even warier and a little hesitant. A slight trickle of fear went down my spine. I raised my eyebrows but allowed him to continue, "You are taking their relationship very... personally" I opened her mouth to interrupt but he beat me to it, "I know that this is your kin and you feel protective but you are going beyond that and taking that to a whole new level... Is there perhaps a reason for this?" He prompts and I have to look away. I can feel my heart in my chest pound and nervous butterflies trying to escape my stomach.

I feel a finger below her chin moving my head back towards him. As my eyes meet his, I draw a sharp breath. The way he is looking at me... His eyes possibly burn into mine but with affection, devotion, hope, yearning, desire and so much more I couldn't possibly identify. It was the look of a man seeing the sun for the first time, finding a small sip of water in a desert wasteland. It struck me and I could only stare at him like a deer caught in the headlights.

"Are... are you afraid of falling in love? Are you seeing yourself through Bella and unwanting the same fate?" He whispered in a compassionate and understanding tone.

My eyes begin to water.

His hand lifted to my cheek and draws a finger down it lightly, "Do you feel what I feel Ash? This longing, this need?" Carlisle whispered and inched towards me a little.

I felt as if a war was waging inside of me. Part of me was exploding with joy and happiness but the other was worried and afraid.

"I feel this pull to you, Ash. I have tried to fight it but it keeps drawing me in. You are the most incredible person I have ever had the pleasure of meeting" His eyes begin to increase in intensity and emotion and his composure was slipping. Ash found him all the more beautiful, "You are so strong, so passionate, so caring, so protective, so interesting and so beautiful" He finished with a sigh, eyes blazing.

"I have never felt this way before. Not in three hundred years. I... I need you Ash" Carlisle's voice wavers with emotion before he does something completely unexpected.

He leans forward slowly and hesitantly his lips press against mine.

All I can comprehend is the smooth texture of his lips and the most wonderful feeling. His lips were cool and firm. My lips seem to tingle and pleasure shoots down from my lips washing through the rest of my body. It felt right. 'Yes yes yes oh god yes' Is all I can think as I kiss him back with relief and fierceness. It felt like coming home. He groans into the kiss, shooting desire through me. I move close to him and wrap my arms around his shoulders and his hands shake around my waste. I can feel his hands draws circles on my hips and I shiver.

Carlisle groans into the kiss, shooting desire through me. I move closer to him and wrap my arms around his shoulders and his hands shake around my waist. I can feel his hands draws circles on my hips and I shiver.

I cannot resist and lick the bottom of his lips wanting, needing entrance. 'Oh god, this is so good, he tastes amazing' I think deliriously.

I feel him growl quietly in response as his chest vibrates beneath her. When Carlisle finally darts his tongue out to touch mine I moan breathlessly.

My mind goes completely blank at this point and all I can do is feel: Feel the way our tongues dance in perfect synchronization; feel his hand stroking and needing my sides; going upwards and downwards hesitantly before returning to my hips; feeling everything that was Carlisle Cullen.

My left hand makes its way to his hair and I run my hand through the soft strands and grip it tightly before pulling myself flush against his body. I feel every inch of his body and it is not helping the shoots of desire that have turned into a throbbing need I have below. My breathing is completely erratic at this point, I am taking in huge gulps of air but I just can't get enough of his mouth. Our pace has moved from more frenzied to something more sensual, soft and deep but even more arousing. I feel tingles and want shoot through my body and I'm suddenly disappointed his hands don't roam anywhere else where she wants them to go.

'WHAT THE FUCK D'YE THINK YOUR DOING?' I gasp at pull back at the mental voice screaming in my head.

Carlisle simply moves and begins placing kissing across my jaw and down my throat. I groan in enjoyment. 'This feels so fucking good' I think.

I can hear Carlisle growling quietly and moaning into my skin. It isn't helping. How could this amazing man want me so much? I throw my head back and gasp as he kisses my fluttering pulse point.

'Stop it for fuck sake and think rationally you stupid fuckin' girl!'

The voice in my head is a little buzz kill but I ignore it. I pull Carlisle's head up by his hair and stare into his now black eyes. My breath hitches. He looks predatory, he looks like he just wants to devour me. Dear god, I want to be devoured. I kiss him passionately, throwing everything I have into the kiss. I can feel more than hear his pleased growl at this and suddenly I'm airborne and sitting directly on his lap.

I straddle his thighs and push myself closer... until...

We both moan loudly at the contact. 'Dear god, this feels good' I grind myself down onto his hard member in delight keeping our tongues dancing. I continue grinding. The friction making all sorts of breathy noises come out of my mouth. It feels so good.

'Goddam it Ashlyn Davis Swan, stop that right now and use yer brain! He's not human Ash! Yeah! You can't just go fuck any kind of supernatural creature! THINK ABOUT IT'

God, the voice is becoming a major cock block. I groan in disappointment knowing that he is right. I can't fuck him until I at least know what he is.

I pull back and stop our kiss. I look into his eyes and they are burning into mine with want, need, possessiveness and... something else, something warm. I continue panting as my hips keep moving of their own accord even though they still jerk a little needily.

I groan at the feeling and stop my hips.

"We...we should... should" I pant out. I hear Carlisle's chest rumble a little and he leans towards me so our lips are a hairs breath away.

"Yes Ash?..." He murmurs lowly, "What do you want? Would you-would you like me to pleasure you?" Carlisle's asked sounding gravely but his voice was a little pleading. I moan in sheer arousal at the thought of Carlisle Cullen wanting to touch her. His hips buck up at this point, making me loose about all coherent thought.

My lips connect with his once in a chaste kiss and I pull back to try again, "N-no we-we should-shouldn't" I gasp and he grinds into my core again. His hardness was in the perfect position. My legs shake a little. I tuck my head into his neck and enjoy the sensations, closing my eyes.

'Oh god, I need to stop but I don't think I can' I think desperately.

I moan as he grinds again up again place kisses along my neck.

'Jesus, yes, oh god, don't, just, uh'

I bite his neck lightly and then sooth it with my tongue.

I hear a quiet knock on the door and then it abruptly opens. I gasp and try to move from Carlisle's lap but he hold me there firmly, I hear a slight growl building in his chest. It was more aggressive sounding than before.

'Oh for the love of god, please don't be Charlie' I beg internally.

"Relax Ash, it is only me. I need to speak with you Carlisle" I hear Edwards polite but cautious voice say. I blink and stare as he comes into view and shuts the door quietly behind him.

Carlisle moves my head away so I'm not looking at Edward and tucks me back into the crook of his neck. He then pushes my hips down to grind again. I moan very quietly. Dear god.

"Edward, please leave" I hear Carlisle's voice say strongly and calmly but it held a steely tone that shouldn't be ignored.

I can't help myself and I nuzzle into his neck placing small kisses and breathing his scent in deeply.

"Ash-" Edward begins only to be cut off.

"Leave son!" I hear the subdued anger in Carlisle's voice and it sounds as if he's speaking through grit teeth. It only turns me on more. Carlisle's hands roam down further to touch my ass and squeezes it firmly and starts up the rocking motion I've got going on.

I can feel something building, something so good, it feels wild, out of control but I need it. Throbbing and need.

"Carlisle no. Stop this" I hear the pleading anger and firmness in Edwards' voice I don't think I have ever heard before.

I laugh lightly into Carlisle's neck, "So you do have balls, after all, eh Edward?" As soon as the laughing words are out my mouth I am suddenly alone with the doctor no longer underneath me.

I pant and look around my room in a daze for a moment before seeing the wide open window. Did he seriously run out of my window? I walk over on shaky legs and close it promptly before collapsing onto my bed.

'Dear god that was intense' I think deliriously. Jesus, I am still panting. I screw my eyes shut and try to calm down and take deep breathes. In... out... in... and out.

I open my eyes in defeat, still feeling an ache down below.

'Oh well, somethings you just gotta do' I think as my hand snakes down my panties.