ONLY YOU
Summary: Lissana's back! Everybody is celebrating her return for a whole week now! great right?! but what if they were too busy to notice Lucy at all?! Where's Erza and Gray and why did Natsu kick Lucy out of Team Natsu?! Sorry I'm bad at summaries plzz read it! It's really good... I hope. It's my first time plzzz read and review I would like to know if you like my story!Arigato :) Rated K but may or may not change in later chapters depends! :)
Pairing: Lucy and Laxus
Disclaimer: I do not own fairy tail Hiro Mashima does! but if I did own it there would be a lot of romance hehehe :) ( grins evilly)
Italics: thoughts of the current person's P.O.V or letters
Bold: P.O.V's, chapters, chapter titles and info inside brackets
This story is dedicated to Rosella6199 and her Lalu stories!
Chapter 1: Goodbye Fairy Tail, Hello Freedom!
Lucy's P.O.V
The guild has been partying non-stop for a whole week over Lissana's return,at first I enjoyed it until team Natsu started ignoring me. At first seeing how Natsu was ignoring me broke my heart but I just shrugged it off hoping that by the end of a week or two they'll resume talking to me like old times but boy was I wrong, days have past heck even a couple of months have past until almost everyone in the guild have ignored. The only people who still talks to me are the exceeds (excluding happy)and sometimes Mira pathetic right?!
I was forced to go on solo mission after solo mission, I always force myself to smile whenever I hand the job request to Mira but she always smiles sadly back at me seeing straight through my forced smile."You should stop going on missions and relax Lucy you're going to get really hurt someday!" she looked at the job request and her eyes immediately widened, "Lucy this is extremely dangerous you shouldn't go on these type of missions alone you know! you should get someone to go with you... how about Natsu!" Mira offered. I flinched at Natsu's name, he has been ignoring me ever since Lissana came. Gray and Erza are off on a 3 month long mission after Lissana's return. Courtesy of our guild master. "No thanks" I replied coldly, "I cant believe you only noticed now Mira. I've been going on jobs more dangerous than destroying a strong dark guild! am I really that invisible?!" I asked, with that I walked away leaving a very guilty looking Mira. I was about to make my way outside when suddenly a certain pink-haired dragon slayer called out my name. "Hey Lucy come over here I have great news" Natsu said rather excitedly, "He doesn't even use my nickname any more" I thought while my heart slightly ached. I walked over cautiously to where they were sitting my heart was full of dread as if something horrible was about to happen, I find Natsu smiling his toothy grin which made my heart melt and Lissana smirking as if she won a golden trophy. " well what is it ?!" I asked impatiently to the love of my life. "Lissana's going to join the team isn't that great!?" he said while hugging Lissana which made her blush cherry red. I felt jealousy eating away at my heart but I smile my fake smile nonetheless, " that's great Natsu that means we can go on missions together" on the last part my voice broke but being the dense dragon slayer that he is he just ignored it not being the least bit suspicious. He looked at me frowning " no Lucy Lissana is replacing you!Is that alright?! I mean you always complain about us destroying everything and getting a small amount of the reward afterwards!Besides everyone will get a little amount of money if we add another member so can Lissana replace you?!Pretty please! you can go on solo missions! This way you can pay for your rent AND get stronger so its a win win" he asked me with pleading eyes. I felt my heart being stabbed by a million knives and then shattering into a million pieces like unwanted broken glass.
"Does he really want me to quit team Natsu this much?!Does he even care about me any more?!If you want Lissana on your team so much fine! I hope you have a great life without me...no regrets.." I thought to myself . I managed a weak but pained smile, " s-sure Natsu! Anything for you!" I gave him the best thumbs I could but ended up giving him a forced smile. He walked away and left me standing there broken-hearted while cuddling a cherry red Lissana. I wanted to break down and cry my heart out right then and there but I just made made my way unsteadily outside, I looked back at Natsu and Lissana. " I thought you were my nakama but I guess I was just a replacement for Lissana, I hope you are happy with you decision!Goodbye Fairy Tail!" I whispered before I left
Natsu's P.O.V
"Is Lucy alright she looks kinda dizzy?! Maybe I should go to her!"I thought. I stand up but a petite hand restrains me to take a step forward, I look to my right to see a worried looking Lissana. I smile at her reassuringly and sit down again while putting an arm over her shoulders but I have a feeling that ill be losing someone special."But exactly who is it?!" I thought to myself. " Natsu are you OK?!You keep zoning out?!" Lissana asks, " eh?! Really?! Haven't noticed hahaha" I laughed unsteadily, fortunately Lissana decided not to push it. I look again at Lucy again at Lucy only to find that she left. I could see a tiny bit of her while the door closes slowly, " Goodbye
Fairy Tail" she said and oddly I smelt a wave of salt water coming from her direction. Now I was really worried but I just shrugged it off, she's just going home Natsu there'snothing to worry about...right?! I questioned myself.
Lissana's P.O.V
Finally that Lucy girl is gone! I finally have Natsu all to myself! Lucy has to pay she took everyone from me but now I'm just taking back! That slut better watch her back if she doesn't want to get hurt! I smile wickedly but unfortunately that didn't go unnoticed by Mira. She walks over to me suspiciously, " hey Lissana where's Lucy?!" Mira questioned. Ugh even Mira cares more about Lucy than me! Whatever ill get everyone to forgot her soon enough! maybe Erza, Gray, the exceeds and Mira might be hard but I love a challenge! " I don't know Mira last time I saw her she walked out of the guild holding a job request" I said as innocently as I could, of course she didn't buy it but let me get away with this lie this time. I sighed as relief flooded me and hugged Natsu closer to me.
Lucy's P.O.V
I ran as fast as I can to my house while a pool of tears cascaded down my porcelain face. I arrive at the front door of my house, open the door and run into my bedroom taking out a large suitcase. The suitcase was big enough to contain all my clothes and my other stuff as well as being small enough to carry around with me with ease. When I finished packing I sat at my desk and wrote a letter to fairy tail and team Natsu.
TO: FAIRY TAIL
Once you found this letterI will probably already be gone by now. I hope you know how
much I loved you, my special family. All of you treated me as a sister and friend and for that I am grateful. You gave me a second chance at having a family and having a happy life. But sadly what I thought would last forever disappeared much faster than I imagined. Lately I have been feeling ignored and left out after Lissana arrived, even my best friend and fellow bookworm; levy has ignored me. I'm not blaming Lissana on all of this! Of course not but it killed me when all of you have forgotten my very existence. My own nakama forgot me and what hurts the most is knowing that I was kicked out of team Natsu by the same person who I thought was my partner and best-friend. I'm sorry I couldn't be a better friend to you...Natsu. I love each and every one of you! I hope that you wont forget me...again... who am I kidding of course you will! I'm sorry for leaving you but I'm also glad that I am. Without you I would never have known what a true family would be like and also I would never have known the feeling of... Betrayal.
Love the forgotten girl
Lucy Heartifilia
TO: TEAM NATSU, THE IMPROVED TEAM NATSU AND LEVY
I hope you can forgive me for leaving, but know this you were one of the reasons I left. You betrayed me and made me feel weak and puny, which I guess I am. You drove me away. Of course I'm only talking about Natsu here with an exception of Levy. Gray and Erza you have been a great nakama. Gray I always thought of you as a brother, caring, loyal and trustworthy and who can forget your weird stripping habit. No offence. Nevertheless I always looked up to you. I don't blame you or Erza for not being there for me when I got ignored by everybody I mean you were on your 3 month mission that master Makarov assigned you to. You guys are still and forever will be my nakama, as for a certain fire dragon slayer well who says I'll be forgiving him. Well maybe on the day that I die but... that's about it. It's not that I hate you Natsu but it feels like I was just a replacement for Lissana and now that she's back you just tossed me to the curb like an unwanted puppy. I wanted to tell you about my feelings towards you but I never got the chance. So here goes... I know this isn't as good as a face to face confession but it's all you'll ever get from me. I have always loved you Natsu but seeing that I'm not wanted here I have given up on you. I'm sorry that I left but keep in mind that you were the one that kicked me out of team Natsu without a care in the world not even sparring my feelings so you shouldn't even care. Gray and Erza I might be able to send you a thought projection but only you two and master can see it. That's my "sorry for leaving" present to you two considering if you ever forgive me for leaving you guys and if you ever want to see me again. I love you guys take care!
Love your heartbroken nakama
Lucy Heartifilia
P.S
Gray: Please try not to beat up Natsu to much when you find out that he kicked me out of
Team Natsu without your permission. I want to beat him up as well when I get back! And yes I will be back but maybe only to visit you, Erza and master that's a promise and I never break promises!
Every time you fight with Natsu know that I will secretly be rooting you on! And I wont ask you to stop your stripping habit because it feels as if I'll be saying goodbye to the Gray I know and love but try to lessen the habit a bit well goodbye for now... brother! Until we meet again!
Erza: That goes for you too don't beat up Natsu too much but you can beat him up nearly to the point of death but make sure you heal him afterwards I want to show him what I'm made off! And yes I will come by sometimes to visit you, Gray and master but by then I hope you wont forget me like the rest of the guild did! Don't worry I will visit you one day and I wont die until then but I'm not making any promises about that! Oh and when I get back lets battle I want to see how much I've improved! Don't hold back! Good luck and I will miss you!
Natsu: First of all this is going to be short, OK you know now that I have loved you so lets get this straight! Don't even try to follow me or I will kill you! Seriously! And lastly don't expect me to come back and join Fairy Tail!
Happy: You furry blue little neko! You always used to tease me because of my weight and my... ..boy-problems. Your little catchphrase " you like him" always annoyed me and made me really embarrassed but I'm still going to miss you! I don't blame you for kicking me out of the team you really didn't have a choice... I miss your constant teasing already! I'll miss you happy and...
... good luck with Carla!
Levy: I thought you would always be there for me but as the days pass by slowly you became more distant from me, you would hardly get excited any more when I finished another chapter of my book. I thought we would be best-friends forever but I guess Lissana is now considering you talk to her and ignore me all the time. I hope you have a nice life without me and by the way good luck with Gajeel!
When I finished I placed both of the tear-stained letters in my desk and closed the lights. I look back at my room one last time, particularly my bed. I remember waking up to find Natsu in my bed hugging me, he looked so peaceful until I kicked him out of my bed and through the window. I chuckled at the memory and then another wave of fresh tears slid down my face. By the time I left and locked the door it was already 8:30 pm, I walked unsteadily to the guild and hid my suitcase somewhere in the back of the guild in case Mira needed to throw some pieces of food in the bin. I walked in front of the whole guild and kicked the door wide open as usual everybody ignored me.
Hurt wrapped itself around my heart while I walked over to the bar where a humming Mira stood.
"Umm Mira where's master?!" I asked trying not to be too suspicious, she looked surprised" he's in his room! Lucy may I ask why you want to speak to master?! You rarely talk to him?!" she asked suspicion evident in her voice. I racked my brain trying to find a convincing lie, " it's nothing important just something about the job request I'm taking in case I need to be cautious or anything! It doesn't say much so I thought it might be hiding some information!" I said with a reassuring voice. Mira just nods obviously buying the lie I made up, I walked as fast as I can up the stairs in front of masters room. I hesitantly knocked on the door, after a few seconds a gruff voice answered me, "come in my child" master said from the other side of the room. I turned the doorknob and walked in nearly tripping over my own feet in the process. I stood in front of his unusually tidy desk, " what's the matter child?!" he asks. " Master... I want to quit the guild!" I said shyly at first then regained confidence. His eyes widened with shock and horror, " why my child?! I thought we were you're family?!" Makarov said his voice wobbled at the last part while a mixture of hurt, shock, anger and horror were found on his fatherly face.
I felt hot tears coming to my eyes as my vision starts to get hazy, " master I feel betrayed and ignored by everyone except you, the exceeds, Gray and Erza. Natsu kicked me off the team and everybody ignores me" I sobbed not being able to contain my sadness any longer, " you will always be my family! that will never change but I cant take the pain of being ignored and the pain of a broken heart any longer! you say someone's pain is everybody's pain, someone's tears are everybody's tears! if so then why... why can't they feel my pain?! Please master... Please understand why I'm going…. I never meant to hurt anyone because of this but... I want to get stronger! Strong enough to protect my family and fight alongside them!You've got to understand that if a team member died because I was not strong enough to protect them I would never forgive myself... Please?!" I asked in a determined voice. Tears started to slide down masters face, sniffling he agreed. This is the second time I've seen master cry! The first was when we won against Phantom Lord and the council came questioning us. " Okay my child I understand your pain, I would rather you train and be happier as well as stronger than stay here and watch you suffer all alone while taking solo-missions and being ignored by everyone! I am proud of you my child the most! It's hard letting go of one of your favourites isn't it?!" he chuckled while a few stray tears made their way down his face. I was shocked did Master say I was one of his favourites?! I smiled my signature smile for the very first time in a very long long time.
" Thank you Master! I will never forget you and Fairy Tail!" my hand shot up and did the Fairy Tail sign. Makarov sobbed and did the same, " you were the father I never had master! Please remember me! I'll be gone for maybe 3 years or so during my training I might be able to send you, Gray and Erza a thought projection to keep in contact so it's not like we won't be seeing each other for a long time master!" I grinned happily knowing that someone still cares for me. " That's alright as long as you call regularly! I can understand it will take that long to heal a broken heart. Although it pains me to say this, I will have to remove your guild mark Lucy" Makarov said hesitantly. I showed him my Fairy Tail insignia, Makarov closed his eyes and chanting something. Unexpectedly a bright light engulfed me and then it died down revealing my pale hand where my insignia was supposed to be. I thanked master and was about to make my way out of his office when the door suddenly burst open revealing a crying Mira. I stood there rooted to the spot frozen in fear, Mira was about to say something when suddenly the door closed behind her with such force it closed so hard I was sure that the whole guild heard it. Suddenly a pale figure appeared behind Mira, " thank you for closing the door Mavis" master Makarov said as he walked towards the ghostly apparition. " MAVIS!" me and Mira simultaneously said, "yes I am Mavis the founder of this guild and it's first master. I'm sorry for scaring you Mira but Lucy wants to keep her leave a little secret"I bowed to Mavis thanking her for keeping my secret. " Mira can you please keep my secret?!" I asked her my heart thumping loudly to what her answer was. " Of course Lucy! Mavis wouldn't approve of me telling the guild anyway!" she replied. "Arigato Mira! I will also send you thought projections for your help!" I said while crying, "I'm going to miss you Lucy but this is your decision to make not mines!" she lectured in a motherly voice which I will miss...a lot.
We cried together until our tear ducts finally ran dry, " hey Mira can I sing a song for everyone?! It's my way of sying goodbye to them without really telling them!" I asked, well it was more like I was pleading."OF COURSE!" she yelled overjoyed that she was going to hear me sing. All of us made our way downstairs including master Mavis although she's invisible. Master Makarov sat near the front of the stage, just near enough to touch. " BE QUITE YOU BRATS! MIRA HAS AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE! NOW LISTEN UP!" he yelled furious at their ignorance,
"h-hai" everybody yelled and turned to face Mira and me at the stage. "Minna! Lucy is going to sing for us!" Mira yelled and everybody cheered all except Lissana what was her problem?! Mira got off the stage and joined master Makarov. " I'm going to sing Breakaway by Kelly Clarkson! I said into the microphone, everybody whooped and cheered again this time I couldn't see Lissana.
I looked up to see if I could find Master Mavis and oddly enough I saw a ghostly smile and a thumbs up, I smiled and strated to sing:
Da da da da da da
Dadadadadada x4
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare at my window
Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray...
Trying hard to reach out
But when I try to speak out
Felt like no-one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed... I could breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make change
And breakaway, out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones I loved
Take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change and breakaway
Want to feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get on board a fast train
Travel on a jet plane far away...
And breakaway...
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
Make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won't forget
All the ones that I loved
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Building with a hundred floors
Swinging round revolving doors
Maybe I don't know
Where they'll
take but
Gotta keep moving on
Moving on fly away breakaway
I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy
To tell you goodbye
Gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness
And into the sun
But I won't forget
The place I come from
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Breakaway
As the song ended either everyone was in tears or they were clapping loudly, asking for an encore. Oh so now they notice me well I won't forgive them so easily! I got off the stage and went to both Mira and Master Makarov who were crying the loudest because of both the song and that I will soon leave Fairy Tail. Everyone was surprised at Master's actions, they have never seen him cry like this before. I was shocked as well but soon smiled knowing that to him. Everyone soon ignored us once again except for a certain pink-haired dragon slayer, Natsu watched our every move as if he knew that I was leaving soon. I smiled at both my crying friend and master, Natsu unexpectedly came over to us, " hey Luce you did a great job singing!" he said smiling his toothy grin, oh how I want to smack that grin right off his face so badly! NO! I can't! Bad Lucy!Don't give in to the temptation! " Thanks Natsu but I need to speak to master and Mira privately so don't listen at all!" I hissed dangerously at him, he backed away. I led master and Mira to the kitchen far away from Natsu and his prying ears, " Bye Mira, Master, I have to go now don't worry we'll see each other very soon!" I reassured them then went out of the back door but not before giving them pne last hug. I found the hidden suitcase and sped off to Magnolia train station while crying my heart out. I bought a train ticket to Crocus, the capital of Fiore. I sat at the nearest bench and rubbed my eyes, brushing away any tears that were left. I had been waiting for 5 minutes until the train finally came. Once the train finally came I walked over to an empty seat and put my suitcase in the storage compartment. I slumped down on the seat as sleep slowly claimed me.
Natsu's P.O.V
The song was great! I can't believe Lucy could sing like that! Well I have been spending a lot of time with Lissana so... I' ll spend tomorrow with Lucy then! Suddenly a sickening feeling appeared , telling me something's not right. I walked over to Lucy, " hey Luce you did a great job singing!" I said giving her the best smile I could. " Thanks Natsu but I need to speak to master and Mira privately so don't listen at all!" she hissed dangerously at me, I backed away scared at what I did wrong to upset her. Something's wrong here! I've never seen her like that! well to me anyway! When she was in the kitchen I treid listening to their conversation then something clicked in my head, what if Master caught me listening or Mira or worse...both of them! Being tortured by Satan Soul and who knows what Master would do to me! I gulped and ran out of the guild fleeing for my life and from temptation with happy following close behind, " NATTSSSUUUU!" I heard him yell bit I valued my life to much to turn back.
Lucy's P.O.V
I was half awake and still sleepy, I felt warmth coming from my left and snuggled closer to the heat source...WAIT!? HEAT!? WARMTH!? My eyes fluttered open to reveal...LAXUS!
Gomen Gomen I am new to this! Sorry if this is too long I'm more experienced in writing story long chapters than short chapters! I'll try to shorten it down a bit on the next chapter!
I might write another chapter if people want me too so it depends! Please tell me any mistakes as soon as possible! Arigato!Minna!